nooniekys - crying on the floor (chaosysl)#twilight

nada [glorytee x 30nickk]

song is rushed but i dont care. song about how i feel about my family and other shit.  im just use this as a space to rant. I hate the state of my family. they argue and they argue and they hurt each other and never try and get along even on father's day they dont try to even work together and honour my dad. When i get involved and try and sort it out they dont listen. Some of yal dont know what my life is like and never will and choose to make fun and laugh at me for whatever reason but you dont know the pain it takes to be me and yall will never know. one point i was blamed by own mom it was my fault my dad died n that is not true. some of the things my family do now wouldnt of done when my dad was alive and i am disgusted by how they choose to honour the time we had. not saying im perfect but i try. they dont. they dont even wanna be a family anymore and when i try to tell them how to get along its somehow my fault. i give up. anyways im all on my own. been so at the start. das jife.

lyrics.
I dont even know how to feel sometimes. 
always look in my phone and think imma call a lifeline
and on the real i feel alone i miss my ex sometimes
and i know she dont care about me. i see it in the headlines
tryna can do what i can tryna be a man sometimes
i feel insane i dont take my meds sometimes
have alot friends but it dont help sometimes
have alot friends but i dont care sometimes
heard its fathers day. Hows yours? I dont have mine.
heard its fathers. You dont miss yours? i miss mine.
Switching up n they call me a villain
n even when i feel it. i know my heart missin
tell em what to do to get along but they dont listen.
my family dont get along they dont listen
in this little house and everyone can hear em
and this little house is a prison
and i wonder why im envious
i dont wanna feel envious
always wondering when will it be the end of it
n it changing me
i and i cant wait till i leave
and if i had a chance i would replace you for me
still talking your lifeless body.
I miss my dad.

fuck off.

thank u benzo prod teagen

✧Teagen✧

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