"TWILIGHT" (FEAT. WSTDYTH + SEEJAYXO)

if you could speak (brody + saint tomorrow)

i cannot compete for bitches man you’re just the saddest bunch
i got them sitting in their bedroom they’re feeling mad as fuck

i used to be so embarrassing
nowadays i don’t say shit
everybody hates everyone but they’re too afraid to say it

i’m just not better than anybody 
i get distracted by pretty bodies 
maybe if i had just taken my time i wouldn’t be trapped in this melancholy 

i watched my friends become enemies
i guess they just weren’t feeling me
look through the rubble of everything
i guess that shit wasn’t meant for me

i love every leaf that grows after me
look down the branch they still mad at me
they think that my grass is greener it didn’t come naturally
they think that my fruit is sweet but they’re never taking a bite of me

dammit i’m living what i wrote 
god dammit i’m living what i wrote

seems i made my heart to mince meat
i just miss the feel when you kiss me
cry in front of my friends in the backseat
i’m so tired it’s not that hard to see

i’ll never know when it’s my turn
search for the feeling that i yearn
won’t be a stone i leave unturned
light all the bridges i’ll let them burn

not sure if it’s fine to still cry about things that i thought i was over with
and you aren’t mine i still wish i could call you and get this pain over with
cause every time that i see you on my phone don’t know if you’re missing me
one thing’s for certain the one thing that matters is you’re not forgetting me

cause i told you that i love you first
nowadays i’ve been feeling the worst
i’m sorry the thought of you doesn’t hurt
just missing the feeling you would return
salt in the wound guess i’ll let it burn
i need my penance there’s more to learn

i’ll never know when it’s my turn

i’m one with the birds again
i’m one with the woods again
i know it’s better off that,
that i did it myself again

penance

sc0tt: https://instagram.com/sc0ttryan?utm_medium=copy_link

https://soundcloud.com/sc0ttryan?utm_campaign=social_sharing&utm_source=mobi

the void ft. sc0ttryan

i see u everywhere i walk now w/ sideview drive (prod jolst + innsmouth)

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead & wstdyth
produced by donttrustlando & tgwog
recorded @ goblin haven
art by bedhead
lyrics:
I don’t wanna talk bout drama
Baby get money not mad
And I raised you all if I’m honest
Calling me mommy not dad
I keep it true to the facts
Don’t gotta thank me for that
I was asleep at the pad when my power was cut and my blankets were trash
My heart is could to the touch
Hotter than yours is too much
I’m only saying it once
If you listen closely you’ll be stunned
See me on a TV when I stunt
Rock me like a riff that’s hella grunge
Thought that I could be your only one
But I never thought that that would be enough
Drink a redbull slowing down the clock 
Got these wings like a albatross 
I wander but I'm not lost 
I wonder if these dice are tossed 
Will I roll snake eyes 
I can read your mind so don't say lies 
It's always up and down I guess c'est la vie 
That V on your shirt looks so lame brah
Feel like the Citadel how I got all these ricks yeah 
I'm at the wishing well Imma throw in my chips yeah
I luv the kush smell resin over my lips yeah
Walk on my tiptoes by the light of the moon
Why you wanna see me lose
Imma cash in all my blues 
Feel so sick catching the flu 
Fashion piled up in my room

ALL PLATFORMS

if u listen closely w/ wstdyth (+ donttrustlando x tgwog)

produced, engineered, mixed and mastered by noah thomas

did i do it to myself again

extremely inspired by nomu 
just hide behind the curtains </3

lyrics:
tell me if youve ever felt the same
with all these fucking vices drenching me just like the rain
and u care for all ur friends but they just dont care the same
and u dont wanna talk so u post up for the frame

these people making fun of me but they dont know my name
u act like u know me but u dont know my pain 
i pray to be enough for u like every single day
i wish that i could love u but everyones the same

i dont wanna talk now
im so burnt out
everybody lies to themselves
but with the lights out
there a different person
ppl never show themselves 
just hide behind the curtains
it always make me nervous

hiding in the dark
trying to build myself to something
but at what cost
cause now im always running
i find myself lost
always feeling like im nothing
honestly disgusting
i wish i could be something

im a different person when i hide behind the screen
and i know that its hard just to be a friend of me
i just wish a person cared thats all i fucking need
text me every morning so that i can feel complete

curtains (prod. northeastlights & cozin)

Stream "Fresh White Tee" (on Spotify) ▶ https://open.spotify.com/album/4vIvTAlGGowV5grYDVxFVb?si=rD6uaj7wROqB3NVTIiXKqA

Stream "Fresh White Tee" (on Apple Music) ▶ https://music.apple.com/us/album/fresh-white-tee-feat-hazey-shinigami-single/1528531369

Prod. Curtains & 5v

CURTAINS: 
Spotify | open.spotify.com/artist/4NlLH2FkkMKKacB8y3b72N
Instagram | instagram.com/moonnstones 
Twitter | twitter.com/moonnstones 
Traktrain | traktrain.com/curtains

HAZEY: 
Soundcloud | @lilhazey1
Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/lilhazey1/
Twitter | https://twitter.com/lilhazey1

SHINIGAMI:
Spotify | open.spotify.com/artist/0ntNwPE7MYnKrTh59tU2BA
Soundcloud | @ihateshinigami
 Instagram | www.instagram.com/shinigami/
Twitter | twitter.com/ihateshinigami

5V:
Spotify | https://open.spotify.com/artist/6Ua9c5UJVayd7eUzlachXZ?si=KBCtzAEERgKuu_PGJg75zQ
Soundcloud | @5vexe
Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/5v.exe/
Twitter | https://twitter.com/5v_exe

thank u for listening <3

Fresh White Tee - Curtains ft Hazey & shinigami

Trapped In This Dimension OG

:lyrics:
verse 1:
no-ones around to see how i been down 
not safe 
not sound 
my minds been running round
listen i been stuck in a place and you cant help
maybe im out of touch without myself
so there you are you cant even follow your heart
lost cuz you been thinking about how long do you have
*sid vicious* "where would you like to be, "under the ground ""

chrous: heavens just a short ride away dont worrry bout me now 
you been gone for more than a week i just sit and grieve now
your so anxious all the time i dont wanna feel alive i just wann lay here with you 
scared if im gon waste your time wont look me in the eye 
im just gonna play dead to you 

brigde/pre chorus:
you told him that youd rather be alone 
if i cant have you than nobody can

chrous: heavens just a short ride away dont worrry bout me now 
you been gone for more than a week i just sit and grieve now
your so anxious all the time i dont wanna feel alive i just wann lay here with you 
scared if im gon waste your time wont look me in the eye 
im just gonna play dead to you 

outro: *sid vicious* "and what do you think made it happen "nancy always said shed die beofre she was 21." what would you like to happen over the next say year or two. i"d like to have fun""

if you could speak (brody + saint tomorrow)

brody

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