cuz i 
i hope they watch over tonight
got tears huddling in your eye
for someone to say its alright
tonight
the stars watching over your life
but some things u have to decide 
i wait for you here on my side
my side

i dont understand my headspace
i dont know what i been doin
i been doin shit but not the first time
ur on the wrong side of my story
months gone and i cant let go
ever since u aint it make home
missing chances to let you know
that u dont have to feel alone

i look into the sky
and then i wonder why
the world took u so early
they always take them so early
always take them so early why

i dont even know what im still here for

cuz i 
i hope they watch over tonight
got tears huddling in your eye
for someone to say its alright
tonight
the stars watching over your life
but some things u have to decide 
i wait for you here on my side
my side

guardian (yandere + odel)

spotify

got it w blxty, angelicxmei (mental)

changed the cover art 2 me as a kid cuz my mohawk was fye

prod pichu & remghost

im a little confused like what u want w me
ya they always stop n stare like what is wrong w me
i think i fucked up cuz she wont talk 2 me
remember i was down remember they aint never rocked w me

ya they always told me take a fucking photo it'll last longer
well that didnt work on us but ill admit i shoulda tried harder
ya i shoulda held out i shoulda acted stronger
u always tried to shake me down u a fearmonger

ya we gon shoot a movie slo-mo
ya countin bands im on go mode
ya i count up bands till my fingers sore
count up a hunnid need a hunnid more

ya say u gettin bands but it doesnt show
everybody hates u ya ik it fucking blows
i think i gotta problem, dior all over my clothes
ya u wipe the fucking slate clean, case closed

i just wanna go up but u wanna drag me down
everytime i show up u always try to take me down
ur on the hunt for me im on the run from u
u always leave me confused like wtf i gotta do

im a little confused like what u want w me
ya they always stop n stare like what is wrong w me
i think i fucked up cuz she wont talk 2 me
remember i was down remember they aint never rocked w me

ya they always told me take a fucking photo it'll last longer
well that didnt work on us but ill admit i shoulda tried harder
ya i shoulda held out i shoulda acted stronger
u always tried to shake me down u a fearmonger

ya run up to the bag like im usain 
bitches talkin down i beat em up juss like im bruce wayne
i cant fw them nah they all juss 2 faced
i kick back im rollin up a blunt n smoke sum true face

ya like want u want
if ur really pissed off baby we can hit the mall
buy u a birkin bag then we shoppin at chanel
we whippin in the hills ya i smell like YSL

fearmonger

https://soundcloud.com/surg3on
https://soundcloud.com/0arid
https://soundcloud.com/victxrw
https://soundcloud.com/ev333


me:

dont wnna talk
im waiting for the winter
every1 arnd me feel so cold
like a sinner

i try to see the picture 
but i cant seem to figure
bruises only heal 
when it feel like sumn missing

carrying this burden by urself 
like a mission
i feel so alone
i cant overcome this issue

turn my back to the knife
cut up my tissue
i try to fight my feelings
but i cnt deny i miss u 

struck by limerence 
covering my face again
im faded off a percocet 
wish i could hold ur hand again

arid:

i wanna hold ur hand again
i find it harder to pretend
i just need another reason why
keep myself distracted it all goes by
as soon as i open up u leave
i swear that it all goes back to me
i need a reason why
i dont even know if i should try
try again

victxrw:

if i go try ill die again
and i dont wanna see u leave from my eyes again
it all goes back 2 the times tht we met
if i ever get a change yea ill do it all again

yea ill do it all again
take back wht i said
waking up tomorrow
n ur still in my head
trapped up in my mind 
im still stuck in bed
if i go and try ill die again...

dont wnna talk
im waiting for the winter
hell is all around me
and its like im at the center
dont know if ill make it
im never the winner
dont know if i cn take it
im never the winner

try again + arid + victxrw (surgeon)

pichu - left her (toshi x kuru x waifu)

EP soon....

@ton_bo0 @metisxx

and ain't shit changed at all
u don't care u don't wanna get involved
on my money shit i spend it at the mall
like u don't even care
but i've been doing better

this that italian leather
it just helps with the weather
and if i want her ima get her
and she don't know ima winner

if i fall again would u say that i got u
(u want me to trust but u know that i cant)
should i call u again i don't think i rly want to
(i don't think i rly want to)
these new clothes just some inspiration
i don't got time meet my expiration
u don't know what i'm on no information
ima burn it off inflammation

@1oneshot

involved (metis x tonari)

@victxrw
@carna007
@resolve1k
@kiryy

lyricz:
[arid]
i always feel like u push me away but idk how i made u feel
yeah idk if its even real
got too many things that i cant conceal
and it goes on and on
yeah i didnt wanna stay around for long
it hurts
everything i tried it doesnt work
u know i only wanted to put u first

[victxrw]
nd even tho I do I still come last :/
it’s always something old, always in the past
I’ll say it again, I still like ur laugh
I’ll say it again, but u just don’t react
can u hear me from ur room
all the yelling that u do
last time u said were through…
all of the blame isn’t on u

I cant function when ur gone
nothing I can call my own :((
trying to find me a home
somewhere someone I’m so alone…

[notelove]
oh the wounds, they cut so deep
im catching thoughts not catchin sleep zzZ..
im bothered by my memories 
you left me out to bleed..
youve taken all of me, wasnt meant to be 
searching for clarity, you were my remedy <#3

it hurts w/ victxrw x carna 007 (inno x kiryy)

@0arid

karson
don't worry about me
you know I got it handled
cuz I've been missing you 
and I know this is random
I cant get over you
and this is overdue 
I can't communicate
g̶i̶r̶l̶ ̶I̶'̶m̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶l̶o̶v̶e̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶
I know it's my fault 
I always fuck it up 
no matter who it is 
why am I so dumb 
and now I fucked my chances 
I'm never enough
I took her for granted 
I'm so fucking dumb 
I don't need you by my side 
don't know how you put up with my lies 
and it's because I'm selfish 
but I cannot help it 
and I really need you in my life
keep her at a distance
little things I miss them
how'd we get so different 
you don't even listen
tell me how I fix this 
tell me how I fix us 
I call you wont pick up
I think we should break up
we fight then we make up

arid
and i cant handle all the changes
yeah i feel so faded when ur gone 
and everything i take it
always still complaining
i dont wanna start i know its wrong
yeah just leave me be
i know its hard to see
its getting hard to breathe
its straying far from me

communicate w/ arid (mxsui & luvpurp)

on all plats
lyric vid: https://youtu.be/j59xggCh7VI

i jus spent a bag mhm made it back 
n i jus dropped the top on god where u at
n they talkin shit, they jus want me to react 
ima put u inna chokehold bitch how is that
oh u wont make the playlist
people quick to talk but they always on tha same shit
i been chasin guap all year wbu bitch
i been sippin cup, now ill let the fuckin clutch slip
bitch ill drive u like suburban
hella sippin then we swervin
yea i mean to make u nervous
im not gna close the curtians
n its like we in slow motion
hella wavy like the ocean
bitch im sippin on sum potion
they want me to start the notion
yeah im w my suicide squad
livin life like i got mods on 🗿
bitch u know i hit the fuckin track
i said throw it back
and u know we drivin way too fast
i wont come in last

@diegointhedark
bitch 
you cannot surpass 
ziplocks stuff em with the pack (yuh)
bro is fucking malding 
i know that you’re hella mad (yuh)
it goes both ways
stole my heart 
don’t want it back 
stick gone hit some bodies 
clip got bullets and some souls attached
you wanna leave n i don’t blame u
choppa gonna bang u
no plates on my car 
red and blue lights in the rear view 
moving off a bar 
when you’re fucked up they all fear u
moving off a bar 
what’d you say? 
i didn’t hear u ..
u got dropped bitch 
way too toxic 
needle to the veins 
since i’m running out of options 
bro you’re all the same 
all the swag 
y’all fucking lost it 
i stay in my lane 
everyday 
cuz i’m a boss bitch
baby everything you said 
stays inside my head
memories i made with you 
eat at me inside my bed
look into your eyes 
and i can see another life 
the love that you give me 
feels like such a different type 
wonder if it’s all forreal 
or just a miracle
xanax got me spinning round 
just like i’m on a merry go
grab the K and shoot to kill 
it’s time to end it all
knew our love was fake 
just like plastic 
just like ethanol

watch this
she told me to muhfuckin stop it
u dont wanna fuck w me cuz u not in tha cockpit
im jus like the fbi ill put u on my watchlist
jus b careful think theres blood up inna moshpit

react w/ diegointhedark (avit)

@resolve1k
i need to put this all behind me
deceive me and you blind me 
can't deal with always lying 
girl i need
to put it all in the past
i know i shouldn't want you back
100 other options yea
so see ya hope you're doing well
put your heart in the bag
push to start i hit the gas
she said "i don't want u back"
i wont be coming in last
said she wants my heart 
said she wants me bad
cuz she wants what she can't have
i cannot get attached 
i was taken a back 
by all the shit that you said 
"i never thought we could last"
and "get the fuck out my head"
can you tell me why i try
things never seem to go right
shit never seems to work out
you're the only thing on my mind
and i'm not feeling alright 
always with some other guy
i don't need you by my side
i need to leave it behind

pichu - left her (toshi x kuru x waifu)

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