just now following you on the cloud kinda an L on my part but you know ily i hope ❤️

sorry it took a year for me to mix this

5 miles to town
fine if i drown
n my mind so loud
ion wanna fight now
bish pipe down
ridin 165 bish no malcolm in middle
had sum problem shit to pawn off n get solved like a riddle
before i put the glock 9 bullet right in my temple
dyin its simple, look bish im dying its simple

late last december
low life like my face from a time i remember
the head down inside moms crib, drugged up temper
wit fucked up love this shitty house never better
its how life go i guess
been sweater weather forever inside of ur chest
but this shit never hurt when u had died in ur head
lie alone in bed
eyes filled wit dread 
no cry for the meds
now im-
caught in crossfire baby tell me who i am
ion think you understand
if i hit ts then i do it all again tonight
crossfaded put a cup in each hand on ice
all nite till a.m. been feeling alright
grab onto my hand we could ride away
or u could pass me up by like rightaway
pass me a blunt need it right away
(shorty gon say she not part of me
but stay bumpin "armory"
honest to god its like)
fuck out my way
stay zooted, fucked up in my place
like you is the source of the cause of my pain
so of course that shit go thru my brain
red the hatred run, course thru my veins
let my body erupt thru the flames
never feeding myself as of late
evermore im feeling it's my fate

5 miles to town
fine if i drown
n my mind so loud
ion wanna fight now
bish pipe down
ridin 165 bish no malcolm in middle
had sum problem shit to pawn off n get solved like a riddle
before i put the glock 9 bullet right in my temple
dyin its simple, look bish im dying its simple

inter_165 (thaibeats)

produced by cxrter & VITO
mix & master by cxrter & evergarden
📸: Lizzy Chew

lyrics:
(greenwood)
go in circles, somewhere to know you
call it sickness, white lights and cold rooms
say my name, the dark luminates through
only made in states i'm constrained to

tell me what's the cost
something just to have
everybody else gets on easier than that
i could make a call
you could send it back
i could give you everything
just tell me what you want
i could put it all to the side
it's just a noise now
i could make it right in the end
but what's the point now
fuck it up so late the game
who i'm supposed to be
i was me, but it's really not a choice now
voice down, breathe in, breathe out
never one to fall, but i'm in so deep
dream of death when i fall asleep

white lies just complicate it
painted in colors fading
wonder why i've been so pressed
feet on top, my neck have started pressing down again

go in circles, somewhere to know you
call it sickness, white lights and cold rooms
say my name, the dark luminates through
only made in states i'm constrained to

(notcursed)
don't wanna cause a loss of my own life
my own voice don’t feel right
you called it, under the street light
i walked back alone
i’m craving for a feeling
creating my own meaning
heart drops, a fleeting
but you wouldn’t believe it
let it sink in
i can't find a reason for all the commotion
when will i learn all the parts i’m supposed to
don’t understand the new feelings that grow though

(greenwood)
go in circles, somewhere to know you
call it sickness, white lights and cold rooms
say my name, the dark luminates through
only made in states i'm constrained to

cxrter, greenwood, & notcursed - circles (prod. cxrter x vito)

produced by jolst and metlast
mastered by nate2timez
mixed and written by me




you tip-toed
your shadow

you tip-toed past the bedroom
your shadow cast from the lit moon
shows through the window every night you stabbed my back
now when i comes november i isolate just to relax
i’ll hold on to what i once knew
regardless whether any of its true
memories scattered across my brain just like its glass
if i combine the pieces in my head i might relapse

go back to a time when i was defenseless 
oh god i must resist this
i’m playing with the damaged
parts of my mind, that might never recover
it’s hard to define, what’s black and white and color

fall leaves reminding me that it’s over
dissociated 3 months to find closure
just to figure out that life sober
isn’t what i want it sounds torture

isn’t what i want that shit sounds like fuckin torture 
thought i saw her in the background just found out it’s not her
now my heart is broken the way she ditched me at the concert
baby girl it’s all for you don’t you leave me with my heart hurt

you tip-toed past the bedroom
your shadow cast from the lit moon
shows through the window every night you stabbed my back
now when i comes november i isolate just to relax
i’ll hold on to what i once knew
regardless whether any of its true
memories scattered across my brain just like its glass
if i combine the pieces in my head i might relapse

shows through the window every night you stabbed my back
now when i comes november i isolate just to relax 
memories scattered across my brain just like its glass
if i combine the pieces in my head i might relapse

u tip-toed past the bedroom (metlast x jolst)

I got a
I got a
I got a plan to run up some ms what
I done changed

bitch be looking at my cash flow
she going insane yuh

I dont get nothing for free
I dont get nothing for free
I had to earn it for me
I had to earn it for me

I got a plan to run up some ms what
I done changed

bitch be looking at my cash flow
she going insane yuh 

water my neck is a glacier
girl I cant wait till im famous
ballin so hard like the lakers
I got a hit I aint aimless

I see em hating like damn I get it
I see em faking like damn I get it
yeah if she fw me yeah she can get it
yeah if she fw me yeah she can get it

I gotta leave yuh
I gotta leave yuh
I gotta leave yuh
getting rich somewhere over the seas

I got 2g in a 4 seater 2 friends
I just wanna be the best 
yeah thats what I should be

water my neck is a glacier
girl I cant wait till im famous
ballin so hard like the lakers
I got a hit I aint aimless

I got a plan to run up some ms what
I done changed

bitch be looking at my cash flow
she going insane yuh

I dont get nothing for free
I dont get nothing for free
I had to earn it for me
I had to earn it for me

I got a plan to run up some ms what
I done changed

bitch be looking at my cash flow
she going insane yuh

water my neck is a glacier
girl I cant wait till im famous
ballin so hard like the lakers
I got a hit I aint aimless

O V E R S E A S (kxnan)

L O V E H U R T S feat. Gregzy (kxnan)

produced by cxrter & threemvsk
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
broken somehow
skeletons in my closet, such a let down
trust broken into pieces, what i got now
i don’t really wanna talk and leave it all out
leave it all out, yeah i’m gone now

i’m wide awake still
yeah i’m here still
in a past thrill
threw it all away out the door
why do i care anymore
my dreams all lined up on the floor
feelin like a ghost
might just comatose
know i do the most and still
i’ve been in my room
coping making tunes
been this way since june
it’s all that i…
why am i told that it’s true
when i can’t come back to you

broken somehow
skeletons in my closet, such a let down
trust broken into pieces, what i got now
i don’t really wanna talk and leave it all out
leave it all out, yeah i’m gone now
broken somehow
skeletons in my closet, such a let down
trust broken into pieces, what i got now
i don’t really wanna talk and leave it all out
leave it all out, yeah i’m gone now

gone now (prod. cxrter x threemvsk)

produced by ryan kelly & tiedforsilver
mixed by me
mastered by nate2timez 

lyrics

when you were by my side you made me have to stand tall
now that you’re not here anymore i’m thinking of ending it all
i can’t calm down these thoughts they weigh heavy on my soul
i’ve been pacing, going back and forth my body has taken a toll

you use to have my back when i had to stay strong
now i can even relax with myself im too gone
ive been breaking my back just to try and hold on
and frankly its a fact that im not meant to last long 

i can hardly think from the pressure in my brain 
and lately i can’t i breathe with all the shit you didn’t say
the silence made me leave in a rushed and panicked state 
and you know i made poor decisions when leaving that place 

and i just lack the will to get you out of my brain
thinking bout you every day got me going insane
and if i could i would but i don’t seem to have a say
please just walk away just get out of my face

hollowed
it’s your strength i barrowed 
to get me out of here
in a sudden flash everything was gone in sight
all i’ve ever loved before vanished from my eyes 
now i’m starting over and im cutting all the ties 
in a world that is cold that i might just fucking die

i left that night and nobody seem to give a fuck
i’ve been inside of my mind all night i think i  need to sober up
cant even numb the pain with all these drugs i couldn’t smoke enough 
might as well just give into these thoughts and roll up, spark another one

bitch you think i’m having fun 
then you must be fuckin dumb
no, you must be on one
if you thinkin i wasn’t numb 

the smile seems real but it’s fake alright 
just wait till im your poltergeist 
cause one of these days im gonna die 
you’ll feel bad for me when the light leaves my eyes

i can hardly think from the pressure in my brain 
and lately i can’t i breathe with all the shit you didn’t say
the silence made me leave in a rushed and panicked state 
and you know i made poor decisions when leaving that place

i can hardly think from the pressure in my brain 
and lately i can’t i breathe with all the shit you didn’t say
the silence made me leave in a rushed and panicked state 
and you know i made poor decisions when leaving that place

when i left (ryan kelly x tiedforsilver)

lyrics

stay, dont break
i know you cant see my face but im tearing up
i just poured some deadly in my cup
i hope before i die i figure out if ur the one cuz

life moves fast
ready or not
i cant go to college sorry mom theres money to be got
and ill get a lot
i hope you know a songs coming out of every shot
all these shots
i hope i break the bank before she break my heart
and i hope we can rebuild from where we last left off
instead of going back to the start
me and you came so far we cant see the start
baby just look at the stars
ill put them inside of a car
she said i look distracted
i look at you
"bae i dont know where we are"
i want this everlasting
love thats true
but i cant feel my heart

said its my first drink this week
she mad it just turned sunday
im rolling some shit look like bayleaf
think you should come over to my place
dont know why you stressing out
baby you got all my love
ill pour some liquor out
this shit made my brain turn numb
i still smoke a lot but im smoking less than last year
i dont talk a lot cuz im rapping more this past year
she said i have a way with my words
trying my best but im feeling the worst
i see the crows and i know its a curse
i see the crows and i know its an omen
my body young but i drink like an old man
they think im lame cuz i rap bout emotions
i made a wave now theyre sick from the motion
seasick just throwing up in the ocean
you can call me if you need it
ill be here just sipping potions

stay, dont break
i know you cant see my face but im tearing up
i just poured some deadly in my cup
i hope before i die i figure out this shit cuz

life moves fast
ready or not
i cant go to college sorry mom theres money to be got
and ill get a lot
i hope you know a songs coming out of every shot
all these shots
i hope i break the bank before she break my heart
and i hope we can rebuild from where we last left off
instead of going back to the start
me and you came so far we cant see the start
baby just look at the stars
ill put them inside of a car
she said i look distracted
i look at you
"bae i dont know where we are"
i want this everlasting
love thats true
but i cant feel my heart

everlasting (p. under the maple tree)

produced by cxrter & retz
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
i’m so sick of the notion
they won’t ever understand 
got no things to put hope in
got me hanging by a strand
keep a cabinet open
and a bottle in my hand
found the pressure too potent
now i'm nothing like you planned
thought you wanted devotion
now you want some other man
got me stuck in a ocean
it’s high tide

everybody wanna know what i do
it doesn't matter
when i'm writing
swear it's pulling me through

we don’t talk like we did when we were close friends
i've been sick and tired, tying up my loose ends
she said i should go to bed, but i need one more
sorry baby, i know lately i'm an eyesore

yeah we used to want that house with picket fence
now summers almost over and you told me it depends
putting teardrops on my pants 
and now my music my one plan
i don’t wanna walk around it
quit the drama no offense
i’mma 
i’mma be who i'm destined to be
watching people pull me down
but i'm still on my feet
bet you’re looking at now
while i'm living out my dreams
never did it for myself
girl i did it for the weak

we don’t talk like we did when we were close friends
i've been sick and tired, tying up my loose ends
she said i should go to bed, but i need one more
sorry baby, i know lately i'm an eyesore

everybody wanna know what i do
it doesn't matter
when i'm writing
swear it's pulling me through
just hoping for some guidance
looking at my scars
on my cheeks and on my eyelids

like girl i feel it in my chest, when the night turns young i can feel it in my head now
why i’m feeling so depressed
but i try to talk about it
and it turns into a mess
i was just a kid now i'm losing all my hope
put a bounty on my head
point your gun and now i'm broke
wrong way wrong turn and now im dead weight
can't kick a habit
i can feel it on my worst days
they keep saying that im perfect
but u knew im never worth it
like i kept lying to ur face
now i'm going back to bed
but its been feeling like my grave

we don’t talk like we did when we were close friends
i've been  sick and tired, tying up my loose ends
she said i should go to bed but i need one more
sorry baby i know lately i'm an eyesore

eyesore w/ halfhearted (prod. cxrter x retz)

Cant Fix It  (prod. cross)

ridemywave

Chicagoland Producer 💜🖤🩶🤍 | 20 | 🧠♾️ @miserygxrden
(Prod.) Credits: @lilskeleskrrt @emofruits @vito2300 @denverkell @autumndropsdead

gone now (prod. cxrter x threemvsk)

🥀 cxrter 🖤

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