I took a photo with you but I learned the camera's off
Still don't know why I hate you, hear your name, I brush it off
So many memories, deleted them, we let them go
And now it's back to what I was doing before
To tell you the truth, I'm quite lost without you now
If I had to die, I'd die for you
It's hardly been two weeks without you, how?
You lied to me then removed the truth

So much for happy ever after, that's a stupid phrase!
I hear the cameras flash again, but I was blurry faced
I asked to take another photo but it's all a waste
Smile, the camera's on
Yeah, the camera's on!

Smile, the camera's on
Yeah, the camera's on!

Smile, the camera's on
Yeah, the camera's on!

You rented rooms inside my mind (inside my mind, mind)
So you could break it from inside (from inside, side)
It took me years to gain the photos back
And even though they hurt I still look back and think "I'm over that!"
(You never got over her)

I'm not in any of the photos sitting in your room
I wonder if you still remember me at 22
Forgot so easily, it's like I was never really there
It honestly seems like you never even really cared

So when you told me that you loved me, was it real?
When you said it, I didn't know how I could feel
Ran right over me like I was built of steel
My last attempts all failed so I resorted to deleting all those memories away!

Smile, the camera's on
Yeah, the camera's on!

Smile, the camera's on
Yeah, the camera's on!

the flash was off

shoutout @1juni2 for the guitar in the drop <3

Going Back

mini square f-that

middle remix thing

quickly venting might delete later im jus impulsively posting
prod some rando yt guy idk

im awful##

(@6kx did mixing and i did the rest. thank you friends for being awesome and helping me do this stuff.)

'-'

talk to me lyrics:
do you even care about me really?
did you mean what you said sincerely?
i've been stuck on the walls, on the ceiling.
your texts dry but i need some healing.

talk to me, i'm sorry!
i think i just miss the atmosphere.
and, i'm long gone, i'm long gone.
why care for a party when there's nothing here?

there's nothing here!
there's nothing here.
no one to fear.

i've done enough.
(many ppl know you)
am i that happy?
(they all got to choose you)
i've done enough.
(is there something to lose?)
when will they leave?
(who will you amuse)

pls don't, don't go!
(don't go anywhere, i won't go anywhere)
hold on, for sure!
(when i see u next i think i'll buy you everything)
these things, they change.
feelings get rearranged.
it's hard to see where the story goes.
who even cares; who even knows?

middle remix thing

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