prod @makemeapromise
mix & master by me

lyrics:
jus gotta roll w/ it
gotta take the blows how they come
thats how i live
whats the point of this shit?
i cant go on
bitter till end, im a no one
tearing out my insides
im not alright
smoke another pack jus to get thru the nite
take a blade to my hip
i don't have the strength
how can i go on knowing that i lived
knowing that i failed another attempt
im a failure yeah to the end
im not the same as i was back then
i cant stay n play pretend
push me to the ledge n hang me w/ a rope
i cant stay, i've lost all hope
bite the bullet n shove it down my throat
force feed me words that make me choke
i cant fuckn breathe
all the air's escaping me
i aint got no destiny
quit tryna shape me in2 the person u want me to b
im not ur doll dont dress me up
look @ my wrists ik u see the cuts
i need a change, i need some luck
roll the dice again n again but the 1s the are stuck
oh my goddd wtf
watch me fly but im not a dove
lookin for a flight, i see the sun
lookin for an out, i need to run
i cant fall to usin a gun
ik my place im not no one
on a search but i cant find the luv
lookin for who im supposed to b
lookin for i need to b
lookin for another piece to me
ive been searching far too long
someone reach out n pull me along
i jus want u to sing my songs
jus me n u in avalon
trust me girl it wont b long
it wont b long
till im gone
fuck it all
i dont wna stall
im sry that i missed ur call
bang my head against the wall

Commemoration

suffocation

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suffocation「surgeon」

;rooftop eyes show

isolation diaries

11:06 - me n @harttsick
11:43 - me n @makemeapromise
12:36 - me n @makemeapromise


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notes:
merry christmas!
emoplugg plug present
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[shiro]
yh, lately i cant get u out of my head
i cant really force myself to get out of bed
ik i cant take it alone
so i rlly wnted to put it on a song yh

it was this december when u broke my heart
try to contain my love but i cant restart
i cant seem to fix what we did wrong
realized i wasnt the cause after all

yh it wasnt worth it
ur a 10/10 but in the dark u fiending another purpose
and i couldnt see it at all
i was blinded by that fake love
and its rlly hard to move on 
thoughts of u got me crying in a futon
and i cant rlly hold back
yh i miss the times when u said id be the last guy 
next thing u know i was js the sad guy

yh i wasnt rlly a sad guy
but this time we the bad guys
yh maybe in the next life
heh, see u in the next life

[hook]

i wasnt the cause after all
yh, from the start
couldnt see it at all
in the end i js fall

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this december『hartfxlt/yashio』

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