Leader not a follower bitch im starting the new wave

@qxi
@1mint
@siennacell

@catgif
i cant see im in the dark
think i fell apart
dont know where to start
looking up at the stars
in the same room with u but it feels like we're far apart
cant get close to u cus i got so many scars

yeah i fucked up again, fucked up again
i just want it to end
seein everything as a threat
cant get it out of my head, out of my head
paranoid, out of my my mind layin awake in my bed

im see thru
i dont wanna see u
we both kno im not the one that completes u
i fall apart at the seams didnt mean to
didnt wanna say anythin cus i kno that you'll leave too

@qxi
idk who to trust now
every1 ik is switching up
dont know why i try everyday
im close to just giving up
u broke me bad
whyd u ever tell me it was love?
its such a shame
that u never even gave a fuck

u never gave a fuck, nah
i gotta do this alone now
i gotta take it slow
while im smoking on expensive compounds
dont give a shit
all these messages that i sent
i unsent them all now
idk who u are now

@1mint
u left me here in the dark
when u ripped out my heart
n we can play it pretend
but idk where 2 start
n all these feelings i feel
yea i cnt tell u whats real
u pulled the knife out my back
but u went in 4 the kill
i shut my mouth and stay quiet
2 many feelings inside it
all this pain i cnt hide it
need ur luv undivided
flowers blossom they're violet
rainy days coincided
if u dnt like the weather
we'll just stay inside then

reflection w/ quixi & 1mint p. sienna

i cried while making this
prod @okayjml mixed by @mercycoreradio

im starting to think abt u everyday
everytime i close my eyes i see ur face

i dont think itll go right this time
i dont think it fits my timeline
why cant i love for a lifetime
divine, divine

everytime ur names brought up i cry
asking myself why
why did i let you go

miss you when u laying in my bed
im upset
idc if ur in my head
im obsessed
if i hurt u ill turn up dead

staring at the stars 
i live on planet mars
we have came to far
live on planet mars

i live on planet mars

keys w/ yvesxtc [p. pk + swazy]

sleeping in w/ hexalist prod. fumiko & warheart

guillotine f/willandra {p. vae}

honest2god (valetical)

nike (octo x isaiahsxx)

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