mix & produced by blurhie

lyrics:
Can you see a girl
Who has a dandelion stuck in her eye
I know that it hurts
You need to calm down before it gets worst

I'll live for you
Don't make the same mistakes I do
I'll live for you
I'll try my best but you do to

Can you see a girl
Who has a dandelion stuck in her eye
I know that it hurts
You need to calm down before it gets worst

a dandelion stuck in her eye

First song on our new double "Slow Blink" 

Slow Blink

thank you all so much for listening <3<3<3

who is he too dumb
to miss out on fun
1, 2, 26, 50, 81
when is it now, where is the yellow grass

now that here here he rest 
all squeeze out
me who left
with my doubt

give a wave from up there to the petals in  the crowd

hey hi how can i take the damage off
this is
heavier than love
eclipse
catcher in the crop
oh well glitter on the gun

until i take the damage off
this is
happier than love
eclipse
catcher in the crop
oh well glitter on the gun

eclipse

I keep pushing, I keep pushing and ill tuck it away,

I still can't believe i was happier when you weren't away,

And everytime i wake up its the same shit everyday,

Can't get you out my mind, I walk to you, you push me away,

Don't try to tuck me out bed im dead anyway,

I just wanted somebody to talk to me, nobody came,

You make me feel like shit I think that you're just a fucking bitch,

I hope you're happy when im riding six feet inside a ditch,

It's just the thick of it, it's just it's just the thick of it yeah,

My love is heaven-sent, the way you love is fucking me up,

I might just day today, I tried to love you, sober me up,

Bitch i can't love again, I'd rather die, I'm rotting in bed,

I said I'd rather be dead, I might just pop pills instead,

Fill my brains out with your lie, no i can't love you again,

It's just the thick of it, it's just it's just the thick of it yeah,

It's just the thick of it yeah,it's just the thick of it yeah,

I'm a ? inside my room I'm drinking like a boozer,

I'm a plague i cut my wrists 'cause I'm a fucking loser,

And everybody hates "no lights" 'cause im a fucking user,

I hate my life and everyone so I'ma end it sooner,

So I'ma end it sooner,so I'ma end it sooner,

So I'ma end it sooner, you are a creepy loser,

So I'ma end it sooner,

(So I'ma end it sooner)

i hate being human

Vomit Covered Denim Jeans, by Elijah Kealy.

this album was created in only a few weeks, with each song being made in one day. I set out to record, produce and master each song in less than 24 hours, some only being a 2-3 hour long session. I wanted to make a project that was more creatively fulfilling for me and this definitely did that and helped me to not be as much of a perfectionist and to just have fun.

All tracks were written, recorded, produced, and mixed by Elijah Kealy.
All instruments and vocals by Elijah Kealy.

Standin' Around

I tried to speak but the air just shook,
Every word I had was one you took. 
The silence hums, but it stays too long
Im not awake.
A thousand faces I can’t mistake.
If love is gone then what am i.
A shadow falling through the sky.
Every word i had, was one you took.
If love is gone then what am i?
It fades too fast but it stays too long.

bardo

The Plastocene

Fly (prod. rai4real)

[Verse 1]
There’s a man on the corner with a jacket too big,
Counting the cracks like they’re notes on a grid.
He talks to the air like it’s something he trusts,
And the silence replies with a layer of dust.
“I’m not crazy, I’d rather be dead,”
The man said sternly to the voice in his head.
But the words fall flat, like a song out of tune,
While the sky hums softly with a paper-thin moon.

[Chorus]
And I just watch him fade into the streetlight glow,
Carrying a secret only he could know.
If he’s lost, then he hides it in the fold of his smile,
Walking with the madness like a friend for a while.

[Verse 2]
He folds paper birds out of receipts in his hands,
Lets them all fly where the lamppost stands.
The world keeps spinning, but he stands still,
Wrapped in a blanket that the night can’t fill.
And when he laughs, it’s a fragile sound,
Like glass in the wind, falling down, down, down.
But he catches himself with a shake of his head,
Repeats that same phrase he already said.

[Chorus 2]
And I just watch him fade into the streetlight glow,
Carrying a secret only he could know.
If he’s lost, then he hides in the hum of the night,
Holding hands with madness till the morning light.

[Bridge]
Maybe he’s broken, maybe he’s free,
Maybe he’s something I wish I could be.
Dancing with shadows, refusing the cure,
He says he’s not crazy—
But I’m not so sure.

[Final Chorus] 
And I just watch him fade into the streetlight glow,
Carrying a secret only he could know.
If he’s gone, then he’s found in a world of his own,
Building quiet kingdoms where he’s never alone.

Paper Birds (feat. Nostalgia Boy)

© Simon St John Chamberlain 2025
Remix of the "The Secrets you Hide" first published in 2020

Lyrics:
Who will catch you when you fall?
When all those you love have betrayed you.

Who will be there by your side?
And who can you count on this time?

When there’s nothing left to fear
But the rage in your heart uncontrolled

When you know the end is near
The fire in your heart will run cold

Who knows why you cannot see?
And who knows what weighs on your mind?

Who knows why love can’t break free?
And who knows the secrets you hide?

give me hope

avalon

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