Written and performed by fijiplus & etai s0 (@etaiso)
Produced by 1darko & cr1sis
Mastered by etai s0 
Released September 19th, 2025

BLACK ICE 2002 (@blackice2002)

[Chorus, fijiplus]

hardly conscious while I throw back liquor
fisticuffs to bring my high down quicker
numb enough that I don’t feel the blisters
pour another come on make me sicker

let’s go, couple glass shards on the floor
I did my time inside a k hole
got nothing intact but my own soul
and I’ve been drowning in it all

[Verse 1, fijiplus]:

Ive been drowning in it, I’ve been bleeding digits 
I been chilling all alone at the edge of living
fuck your contradictions, I’m not here to listen
started thinking on my own then I saw your demons

put the noose around my neck, 
ima go and jump the bridge
get an audience with god 
tell him hes a fucking pig

how you leave us on our own
with a book on how to live
everything’s been burning
ever since I popped open my lid

ever since I popped open my lid and saw that hope was vacant 
drowning in soup of misery so long I’ve become wasted

[Chorus, fijiplus]

[Verse 2, etai s0]:

what is it you want from me? i can't tell
i been chillin, but im killing hella brain cells
off a substance, you cant even touch this

and im smoking something toxic
big blunt to the lung, flying in a cock pit
smoking durban poison, im with my boys and
me and fiji plus got the ketty crushed 
now we frozen

im in a k hole i don't do no yay bro
im in a k hole i don't do no yayo

i been wondering when the grind gon pay off man its loading
i just wanna wake up and see my music exploding
that's all i ever wanted, i'm on it
mark my words, imma make it, i promise 

imma make these haters understand 
imma do what they said i can't do, i'm the man
back then remember doing hella xans
lowkey i miss em need a couple milligrams

K HOLE (1darko + cr1sis)

breathe (prodsean_)

MV OUT ON INSTAGRAM ! 

shoutout @spaceboyry for tha fye beat and @s0lemn for the ft

@haunted_sad
popped an oxy when im feelin ##down
crystalized hearts u n me were fallin out
anotha pill ima ##PROFESSIONALLONER
running back lookin 4 some closure
i was a loser i was comin down
popped anotha pill everytime u come around
dont talk to me bby i think that im fallin out
i aint not givin u anotha fkn chance

all of the words tht u fkn said
all of the words that u nvr meant
wish i could forget me ya im wishin i was ##dead
i thought tht i helped u but u jus left me dead
my life that im retrying u left me hollow too
u left me like a tragedy 
and now its haunting me
all of the past bby like what was wrong with me
ima #PROFESSIONALLONER looking4 closure

@s0lemn
yuh feel like ichigo im hollow
yuh ion wna c 2mrw
tell me can u luv me back
ik im always askin dat

im top 8 like myspace
gtf up out my face
g22 like getsuga 
shoot dat btch dey wont c ya
do ts for my fam do ts for my friends
talkn sht on tragedy
all u hear is blam

i didnt wna go back
not2 my old ways
im takin all my sadness
and turn it into rage
if i catch u atta spot
ur life will end tht day
mfrs think im playn
til im smokin whyhaze

ipopthesepillstrynaforgetu w/ s0lemn (spaceboyry) *MV OUT NOW*

prod @hurtwinds
mix @s0lemn

stay awake cause i need you
ive been so lost i cant see through
girl im really missing you
keep in touch cause i love you

do you love too
when you talk to me i get so blue
and this feeling in my chest isnt nothing new
i just wanna be with you
i just wanna see you

see you [hurtwinds]

@prodnitefall

lyrics:

phone jumping
money talk so i answer
im busy juggling the pack 
flip it backwards
i cant struggle anymore
its been a bad run
but at least i still know how to have fun

phone jumping
money talk so i answer
im busy juggling the pack 
flip it backwards
i cant struggle anymore
its been a bad run
but at least i still know how to have fun

cant turn it down cuz im so up
and the whole squad got that fly shit on us
i be the type to crash the fuck out 
oh he so fucked
pole send his soul up

had to bleed em 
thats how the team move
slimey balenci im rockin a green shoe
got me eroding like im machu pichu
bitch i cant believe you
telling these lies on my name
and i cant maintain
i need me a redo

walk in my closet and all of my jeans true
all of my jeans true 
walk in my closet and all of my jeans true
but i can't believe you
walk in my closet and all of my jeans true
all of my jeans true 
walk in my closet and all of my jeans true
but i can't believe you

i don't wanna die on the east coast
don't know how to say this
im afraid of what i need most
life's a bitch
the reality is i quit
take a hint
i couldn't give less of a shit
couldn't care less
as good as it gets means nothing to me
nevertheless im bugging over nothing it seems
always forget
but sometimes i remember my dreams
and when i do you're right there standing next to me
over my heart and under my head
its right in between 
the words i cant speak 
the words i cant speak

phone jumping
money talk so i answer
im busy juggling the pack 
flip it backwards
i cant struggle anymore
its been a bad run
but at least i still know how to have fun

TRひE (yuki)

prod @decago n @yashio20k

im #tryinguntilidie

lyrics: 
how am i gna try when i been feelin low ?
u were the one yeah u made me feel at home
i been sad how am i gna cope
i was jus always chasin back what we were

u left me always sading away everynight
remember all those days iwantedtodie
u ripped the soul outta me u ripped it out my life
u stabbed my heart down u left it in the dirt
i couldnt chase back everything we were
i couldnt fix all the problems tht we had
so imma runaway but im livin in the #past *imma runaway
i miss u baby layin in my arms

i wish bby yeah u nvr needed me
burning all the letters bby that i had 4 u
i crystalized all the tears tht i bled 4 u
u see i told u baby? i needed u more then u needed me
when u replaced me baby jus so easily
gun 2 my head wish i cld #forget it all
cause everytime i slip and fall kno tht i do wrong
u left me #hollow2thecore u nvr meant it

ya u jus nvr meant that
im #tryinguntilidie till im jus succeeding
i been high up bby 2 the ceiling *yeah yeah
baby i jus wanna die again

y-yeah i know tht u nvr needed me
u left me in the background jus so easily
and i was decaying straight from the start
and all the #scars tht i got up on my arm
all the tears i bled 4 u all those words i said
all those promises u made tht u nvr meant
im back in my head again jus wanna die again
put a bullet thru my head so i could forget it all

iminthislifeforonemoretry (yashio, decago)

@hartfxlt @6vesta @dinosaurslover @rewind214
ty for 700 followers !! 

EverythingUnsaid 10/3

dwelling w/ vesta (dinosaur + rewind)

prod @ssj5-junk @shikaiii
sfx @ssj5-junk

tried 2Hard i Would stay 4U  ,, l;
& u Never even Loved me back . .: :{{{
Kept it inside Like u Want me2 , ,__
how tf Do u Move like tht .. )???(

u Act like u Cannot Rememberr , ||\ \\.
I swear Imma #dieByDecember . ... _
coldBlooded ,, stillRunnin .._-- Dont want it -++
I Figure Im not Wat u Wanted . .,,_-

toe Tag myself ,, but U dont care : _ [[[ 
Even wen Im dead &Gone I'll b Right there - 
its Soo bad - - I want uU . . its not Fair ; L 
Ima kms on ig , ,  Hype me : pp

ask If Im finna Die ,.-- Bitch Likelyyy :P  
ima Cut myself , w/ uU right Beside Me .___
4give who I am ) My Brain isnt There ..
Im sry im filled wit Dread&Despair . _ _ l

backDown 4got Wat is Real . , ,
took a Xan 4got how2Feel , ,, :
xanaxAdderall : whole Meal )) 
badHabits , ,, gotta Hit dis dopeDeal :P 

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