(165)
everything by me

its still the same
dont think i will ever change
get out my way
im not having a good day
my feelings fade
memories they go away
oh
i promise i wont ever change

(blit)
its still the same
dont think i will ever change
get out my way
im not having a good day
(go)
my feelings fade
memories they go away
oh

its still the same
dont think i will ever change
get out my way
im not having a good day
my feelings fade
memories they go away
oh
i promise i wont ever change
dont try 2 talk to me if u dont like me
yea u do all this stupid stuff 2 spite me
its killing me, the pain its stuck inside me
i dont like u, im just tryna say it nicely

did u mean it when u said u didnt care about me
would u be happier if u didnt have 2 live without me
i know u hiding, y u and ur friends talking about me
well if u really fucking hate me, cmon say it 2 me
(blit)
did u mean it when u said u didnt care about me
would u be happier if u didnt have 2 live without me
(go)
i know u hiding, y u and ur friends talking about me
well if u really fucking hate me, cmon say it t-

(blit)
(go)
(blit)
(im restless, no sleep)
(ik i hurt u, go burn me)
(go)
(whats wrong with me)

sample list:
jane remover - woodside gardens 16 december 2012
kmoe - it gets lonely

i'll never change

https://open.spotify.com/track/4qNQ6wi7RczpGHyXgPc6cX?si=bfbd8227f33b412d

@prodbyjoshwa

dont know how much indie pop ill make but we'll see lol
i will admit this one is a bit sloppy but i still hope you like this one
will improve i promise :) (also ep soon maybe?)

::lyrics
yea
last night, online
dont know where to start or say goodbye
i cross my heart and hope to die
and nobody checks if im alright
and its too much to stay
why cant they see that all of this is a waste woah-oh-oh
and all i do is try to make it work
my remedies just always make it worse
but maybe its just none of my concern
and i would throw it away and watch it burn

and i cant seem to find where we are
i just broke a couple promises dont know where to restart so

im sorry
for everything i seem to cause you
its all me
cause i cant seem to find whats really true
now my body's too fucked, im addicted
ill fly around in different places, different districts
friends just turn away from me against my wishes
and im forgotten dont know what to do

say you wanted to see me again
and i know its not a fact its just a dream that ive had
its just so, so sad
being left in the dust
but we dont look back
at the things that you've done

addicted (joshwa)

@angelicxmei
@resolve1k

[arid]
i dont want to have an equal opposite reaction
u know it happened
theres too much damage to cover the things i lost
back then
everything collapsed in
couldnt manage how everything went wrong
everything i say
u heard it all then u threw it all away
i know i let my feelings break
i do it often and its ok

[angelicxmei]
take the blame
never say that u know me well
break the boundries that ive set
i see how u play
throw words to the wind
i wont catch what u say
its all lost i wont win
same shit happens again

everything is toring me away
im insane
im wating till the sorrow go away
so i remain
meeeii
bloody stains are on my neck
nobody seem to understand

collapse w/ mei (inno)

i love you
@trustt
@xtasane
lyrics:
i dont wanna share what i said
you dont gotta know
everday im falling if i dont get you to show

i been stacking up my paper i dont need you now
i wont even do my best no i will make you frown
and if you dont care about me i will put you down
because everyday im falling
i i keep on falling for you
and if it wasnt for trust then i wouldnt have been here to
cause i dont really talk to anyone besides myself
and i know that is not good for my health
but i promise ill get better

play games talk down
i dont really care about you at all
i been trying so hard
to make something go by
i can give you all my sweaters
cause i know you like the weathers
and ill be countin my letters
cause ill always love you

(yeaaaaa)
always love you (always love you)
always love you (always love always love)
always love you (always love you)
always love you

i know you still love me you can never get enough
i i make money now i dont need your fucking love
everyday im falling it just keeps on getting rough
and if you say that you hate me i will take your mask off
i dont know
i dont aaaa
i dont wanna talk
its so hard to be apart
but we have no other options
even tho it hurts to be alone
i could never go and be a clone

moon chaser
go outside erase her
thinkin bout the time we spent
no i cannot hate her

i dont need nobody
i dont need nobody
i dont need nobody
i am happy by myself

(happy by myself) x9

love you (xtasane)

@kurse11
@012207

i try to hide away
everything feels so frightening
always getting worse
i knew it wouldnt work
i try to hide away
everything feels so frightening
always getting worse
i knew it wouldnt work

then i realize why i feel like that
yeah i never get replies when i feel attached
ur the one that i rely on i need it so bad
always keep my head high though i feel so sad
i wont last
yeah i wont last for long
i cant always be wrong
the time keeps moving on
our love is too far gone

getting worse [kurse11 + baz]

do you know its okay?
you know its just fine
oh it don’t mean nothing
if i’m left behind
and you make me crazy
i know when you lie
you don’t have to save me
we had a good time

you said that you don’t trust me
i like it when you’re bluffing
white lies they don’t mean nothing
tell me if it means something

you said that you don’t trust me
i like it when you’re bluffing
white lies they don’t mean nothing
tell me if it means something

i don’t wanna be over
in spite of it all
if you ever need comfort
just give me a call
nothing ever gets warmer
it only gets cold
if you ever need me
you know i’m yours.

i dont wanna be here
not without you
i dont wanna be here
not without you
not without you.

white lies

cover of waste by @whereisnomu please go check out the og version its amazing

reprod by me

lyrics:

got me thinking i could fall for u
ur just a devil in a dress
tht i keep talking to
I almost fucked it up
I almost fucked it up again but then i cut it off

now i dont want nobody next to me
u only want me for attention wheres the rest of me
ur feelin better off da ecstasy
nd i can tell that u dnt care its like ur testing me

I’m getting tired of the same shit
i tried it different but its always hard to change it
nd u dont even know my name yet
gimme a chance and ima waste it all

got me thinking i could fall for u
ur just a devil in a dress
tht i keep talking to
I almost fucked it up
I almost fucked it up again but then i cut it off

nd u dont even know my name yet
gimme a chance and ima waste it all
waste it all
I almost fucked it up again but then i cut it off
got me thinking i could fall for u
ur just a devil in a dress
tht i keep talking to
I almost fucked it up
I almost fucked it up again but then i cut it off

now i dont want nobody next to me
u only want me for attention wheres the rest of me

waste it all
waste it all
I almost fucked it up again but then i cut it off

waste cover

culenasm-sample

prod @yashio20k, @owtiss

drums are fun :D

we're so far apart
never thought it'd be so hard
ur the one who stole my heart
never was in love for long
i know i'll break apart
shatter and rebuild my heart
pick up the pieces i lost
find the self i lost so long

get out my head
i can't forget what u said
i just wna leave ur texts on read
starting to think i need some rest
i know that i'm not enough
when i see u i feel so numb
can't stay awake for long
and i'll die in your arms

passed out in your arms
watch me fall apart

apart (yashio, me)

ty @jibaorockin for guitar solo <3

out on all plats !

//
You're so evil
I cant leave you
You’re so evil
I dont need u

Didnt think youd leave me for somebody else
Didnt think id catch you didnt hide your trail
Shoulda put my trust into somebody else
tore my heart apart i hope you go to hell

Im fucked up every night
Im drinking, smoking doin anything to feel alright
Im doing anything that clears my mind
I used to love you now its over now I wonder why

You're just a devil in a dress
But when you kiss me i forget
I gave u everything you wished
You threw it all away for him
And now im fucked up
now im fucked up in the head, I
Never knew you'd throw it all away, cant
trust a thing u ever fucking said, Why
Did you break my heart in someones bed, Why
Did you break my heart in someones bed

Im fucked up every night
Im drinking, smoking doin anything to feel alright
Im doing anything that clears my mind
I used to love you now its over now I wonder why
Im fucked up every night
Im drinking, smoking doin anything to feel alright
Im doing anything that clears my mind
I used to love you now its over now-
Im fucked up in the head
now im fucked up in the head
Cant trust a thing u ever fucking said
Cant trust a thing u ever fucking said
Cant trust a thing u ever fucking said

Devil

all plats <3

devil

Track 1, off the Neon Cyclone EP by SAINT VII. Our most recent addition to the Ham Family the homie Brandon aka SAINT VII from the Denver, CO area brings us some serious heat as his debut EP drops 11/29/2023 on Beatport and everywhere else on Dec. 1st. 
https://smrtlnk.app/1c34d302-2bc7-4ac0-87b1-5de5bb5287b4

Neon Cyclone EP

Neon Cyclone

SAINT VII - Nitty Gritty

https://traktrain.com/whereisnomu

@whereisnomu

culenasm-sample

prod. nomu

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