monsoon ;/

listen on Spotify https://open.spotify.com/track/5glcnOfHeTUBi0qqm5Wakl?si=4170c896dd354d54

https://soundcloud.com/hateoryx

Oryx - can't give up (Pawl4k)

Edating sim (prod.grayskies)

self prod

trick whore
she gon fk me
then she gonna fkin leave
gave her sm luv
just so she can fkin leave the door
she so damaged
i just wnna fix her
im like a paparazzi
i jst wna picture
i can b the one
if u rlly wnt me too
wna grab u by ur wrist
nd break ur fkin bones

i inflict self damage 
fk this madness
cut me open like a rabbit
fk me on ur mattress
i cn giv u everything
YEAH YEHA WOAH WOAH


trick whore

welcome 2 my nightmare [hellA]

text (speed up)

♱ lyrics ♱

But this ain’t a text message 
Like the ones I’m reading 
Girl you left me pleading
Yeah, it was you who’s leaving 
Slit my wrist and now I’m bleeding 
Girl you causing havoc 
(Havoc)
B*tch you talk about the double g
I already have it 
(Have it)

Hook:
Tryna be my girl but you can’t be 
I need a girl who understands me 
Hooked up with that girl once need a plan b 
She is the one to resent me 

Verse:
When I had you, you were all I had
Now I’m mad
Why’d you do me like that girl
 I was so happy now I’m sad
Put the money in my bag
Rat race
Chasin’ all the bag 
And I’m getting to the cake 
Like a fat kid off of candy 
123
Got a bad girl and she is a scene queen 
And we talking on the Skype
Cause’ she’s in love with me 
She make me feel alright 
And she is the one to keep 
I pour the codeine all up in my sprite 
Makes it feel okay 
After all the damage that you left me 
And after all the damage that you left to my brain
I’m walking over puddles’ of the rain it’s a saying
I just need asylum cause’ I’m feeling insane 
I just feel just like a villian b*tch I killed the game 
And I need a girl who’s gon’ eat out my brain 

Hook

Tryna be my girl but you can’t be 
I need a girl who understands me 
Hooked up with that girl once need a plan b 
She is the one to resent me

123 Prod. Disgusting

idk /w v4mpirz (HellA)

prod. latrodectus

ON ALL PLATFORMS NOW!

i don't need saving
i'll just stay how you made me
you no longer faze me
our fire's burning out
i finally feel like i can breathe

what happened to me?
emotions fading
what does this all mean?
let it go like did i ever mean a thing?
i cannot,
i'm breaking apart i feel it coming
sinking in my bed i can't move
like what did you do?

i don't need saving
i'll just stay how you made me
you no longer faze me
our fire's burning out
i finally feel like i can breathe

IDONTNEEDSAVING (all plats)

prod @1lav

mixed by me 
mastered by @kiryoo at the hotel
MV LINK https://youtu.be/N0a_qDuAh-w?feature=shared
im at a very low point in my life where i hate everything myself included 
i thank yall for the love it rlly makes me wanna keep going 
yall are the best supports i could ever ask for <33
https://www.instagram.com/iveyyslullaby/
https://www.instagram.com/fucklavendr/
ww.instagram.com/epicgamerkiryo/
we talk 
we fight 
we fuck
tonight
everything we do 
ill swear to god ill change your life
girl theres jus one thing you gotta kno 
im unstable
break me down 
like a fable 
 the cuts on my skin 
the scrts that i keep 
overmedicated slowly killing me 
she got that black dress on 
i jus got my eyes on you 
but you gotta stay away idk what ill do 
killed a "pretty" girl last night
red n blue flashing lights 
bby come with me you can die by my side 
oh wedding bells 
you broke our fuckin vowels 
so when i kms 
ill go back to the fucking ground
i deserve this hell's 
where i belong 
this life wasnt made for me 
i jus wanna pass on 
i feel like shit 
midlife crisis 
maybe these fuckin drugs 
will fucking stop it 
social relasp 
i wanna go back 
ima fuckin snort ts til my eyes roll back 
puking out my guts i stg
this body sucks 
youre such a dirty bitch 
and im jus a fuck up 
plzz dont touch me 
i feel so disgusting 
choking on my words because this shit
 doesnt mean anything 
i wanted everything baby just put me down 
im so fuckin childish 
this shit sucks i want it now 
im sorry that i just ruin everything
i touch
i dont wanna self destruct 
but this pain its not giving up 
wtf 
man wtf 
glass shards breaks into my wrist 
 it makes me wanna fucking wanna cut
the cuts on my skin
the scrts that i keep
overmedicated slowly killing me
she got that black dress on
i jus got my eyes on you
but you gotta stay away idk what ill do