prod @hartfxlt
sorry 4 the long break 
ily all 

Lyrics:
sun shynes in ur eyes so bright 
girl i swear 2 god that i wan this 4 life 
but i got this feelin u wont make up ur mind 
sayin that u love me girl im sick of ur lies 
could u love me @ my lowest when im like this ?
always walkin away i swear u treat me like shit 
closin the door n ur not gettin back in 
girl u burned the bridge n ud be bold 2 cross it 

(feel like im breakin without u baby 
girl i feel like u drive me crazy )

feel like im breakin without u baby 
girl i feel like u drive me crazy
ill put it all on the line tonight 
can u tell me that u love me n that u want it 4 life? 
girl when u walk away ur leavin tears in my eyes 
heart breaks in my chest
 clear it all tonight 

feelings change 
told u that i love u ur not feelin the same 
now ur playin w my heart 
i swear u think this a game 
girl u made me fall apart 
i cant forget ur name 

sittin in the dark tryna numb this pain 
up all night havent slept in days 
every single memory still see ur face 
tryna figure out how 2 leave this place 
scars on my heart from the words u say 
swear i think ab them like everyday 
put my heart in a box n girl u hid it away 
the lockbox of love n girl u let me decay

lockbox (hartfxlt)

inluvwitit + udontgatpoles - tay k (boolymon) [8bit exclusive + new age + dj siennaesy]

https://soundcloud.com/plasticgirl1
https://soundcloud.com/rit_hk

rezlaine ft. Rit - You are not that guy pal (cyberprojection x Pawl4k)

Toxin Brewer - Keepsakes (Pawl4k)

domasnosebleed - Benefit of doubt (Pawl4k)

JThousand - Lifestyle (Pawl4k)

crush (prod.syko)

produced with love by me,,
ft @ritsuzuki, @iowgen, @556renzo
hi everbodyy i just want to say thank you so much for listening to my stuff. ive been struggling with so much recently and right now making these silly little songs is really the only thing keeping me together. it honestly just warms my heart to see even just a few people enjoy something that i care about. such a heartthrob, i know. but ily all sm. thank you<3

(@4aia >_<)
i should work on myself n stop hurting myself
but ur inside my headd!!!!!
inside my obsessionn
n ull never hear me.. but ur the reason i wake up
dc if it breaks me
my only fixation

i just need u to need me the same way that i need u
if only i could go back and tell u the things that i meant to
ik i gotta move on,
n try to believe in something new but,
i hate it all..
i hate that its not with u :/

(@556renzo)
i cant do this anymore, girl im on the edge
i cant live without ya bae, i don't understand
cuts up on my body, i really can't forget
really can't forget about uu

ur living in my mind, i want uu
n i cant do sumn bout itt
wish that we had never crossed (ooh)
im better off wandering without u

(@iowgen)
whats the point in it?
running down a losing game
crying all alone inside of our place again
countdown on my life
hoping that ill die in peace
fallen out of touch
with nothing left to save

dont u wonder too?
would the outcome change with us?
cover my wounds inside
hoping u could feel better
whats been done has all been left x3

(@ritsuzuki)
i know its hard to see the tears on my shirt
gotta heal your heart
baby i know that it hurts
and oh,
nihilism, what else is there to gain?
and i cant think a lot i think that im dying again

i tried to end my life
it still feels like im alive
ure living in my head
i cant take this pain anymore
i was there til the end
u were never my friend
staring at numbers, is that all i ever really meant?

(@4aia)
i should work on myself n stop hurting myself
but ur inside my headd!!!!!
inside my obsessionn
n ull never hear me.. but ur the reason i wake up
dc if it breaks me
my only fixation

i just need u to need me the same way that i need u
if only i could go back and tell u the things that i meant to
ik i gotta move on,
n try to believe in something new but,
i hate it all..
i hate that its not with u :/

all these cuts on my body r crying for u
tearing myself to pieces... maybe ull care..
no i dont wanna feel this way</3

been stayin awake every night
i keep on waiting... maybe u might call me.. 
ik im the problem
im sry, 
i cant keep trying :(
ii dont wanna live this way

fixation w/ ritsu, iowgen, renzo

prod @hartfxlt

Lyrics:
got this feelin in my head i cant shake it 
cant live this life bein so complacent 
u said that u loved me i knew it was a lie 
i wanna call u over even if its for a night 
need u by my side, no im not alright 
wanna hold u close but i know it isnt right 
breakin my heart as u walk thru the door 
tears from my eyes i jus let them hit the floor 

i just wanna b adored 
tell me im urs 
girl cuz im dyin here lying on the floor 
swear that i need u never wanted nothin more 
take my heart drop it off by the door 

broke my heart left me cryin on the floor 
gave u all my love but i swear u just ignore 
treat me like a doll 
only here when ur bored 
all ive ever wanted was 2 rlly be adored 

all ive ever wanted was 2 rlly be adored
all ive ever wanted was 2 rlly be adored 
all ive ever wanted was 2 rlly be adored 
all ive ever wanted was 2 rlly be 

swear 2 god i used 2 be so lovesick 
wrapped around ur finger 
now i feel that u dont give a shit 
i remember when u said u wanted this 4 life 
walkin out my life leavin tears in my eyes 
pain in my heart swear ur always on my mind 
always hear ur voice even in the dead of night 
treated me so bad i swear i dont know what was right 
stompin on my heart leavin tears in my eyes

adored (hartfxlt)

p: *maeri * @gloomed

started on: 7/19/25

this took way too long to finish

hope you guys enjoy

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