duster - earth moon transit (shortened cover)

i want to die but won't try,
i always feel like i will cry -
I don't feel. but i suffer still.

i want to cut out my eyes,
i'll hate what i see till demise;
i can't trust even if it's me.

sever my head from my neck,
i hate every thought they all wreck:
detrimentally subjected.

i am waiting for the end,
when termination comes condemns.
doomsday, put me in my place!

come mince my dead body,
it is a dead body already -
cut off my mouth 'cause what the fuck (what the fuck)

sever my head from my neck

i can't find a reason to live on.
why do you think I can smile when this is going on?
lies they hurt so much, ive been betrayed.
i can not trust anyone and im so afraid.

ive been betrayed

i dont know how to feel

i’m done trying,
shes a fucking whore.
ruining me evermore,
soon there will be gore.
she’s still lying,
leeching evermore.
my head feels sore,
soon there will be gore.
this stress is so undue,
i wish i could undo,
till to speak is new,
and to her so askew.
now it’s too late,
for suicide she’s bait.
evermore hate,
worst person to date.

shut up and stop existing

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heartbroke, crestfell,
rest well, see you in hell.
i love smoking weed,
i love weed and my friend.

hate plus hate inbetween,
love’s nowhere to be seen.
don’t flinch, it’s just me;
angry, bloodlust has me.

fine for a while.
watch it punch me
right in the face.
fuck everything.

see you in hell

i find something in you i find nowhere else,
there is something about you
that i am so addicted to.
if you ask me, i think that you’re really cool,
and you’re really pretty too,
so be my boo and love me too.

there’s a chance you think i’m just a fucking creep,
is it ‘cause i stare you down
when you’re around, and always bound

crush

have my coat when you get cold,
i’ll love you till we’re old
and forever and forever.

i’ll tie your laces when undone,
cause i’ll it find it fun.
you’re everything, you’re everything.

but you don’t even exist,
making it up, can’t resist,
i can’t resist, i can’t resist.


i thought id use my old master preset and incorporate a bit of my old style

full of love with no one to love

damn shawty you dont even exist

death’s never that far from me,
sometimes being dead is all i want to be.
these scars can tell a tale,
i wrote all the details and without fail.

no one can love me like i do,
no one hates me more than i hate myself.

one day i wont hold on anymore
one day i will let go

written in scars

thank you for listening
im annoyed that it came out so quiet, the spotify version will be fixed though. I basically stole keepsecrets melody from you will never change

i let you down

what if my brain is a hijacked radio receiver?
a conscious cosmic mass of hatred is dividing me.
forces pulling me, emotional gravities,
on a different frequency by myself.
and so you see, my fate is in my hands,
the hands of an idiot who’s sabotaging his own plans.
i could stop now, but i already can’t.
im trying to numb the numbness, its doing harm.

bang and the dirt is gone

Tap in @rob-frost-574657135
Intro: 
1 for the leper that lead
To slaughter
His daughter was skipping on stones in the water
I pray to my keeper 
To drown my ass deeper im fully asleep and you burn in my head 

You like to make promises youll never keep
So ill lounge in my bedroom where i never sleep
Rot in my bed sit awake and i weep
I get high as the sky and stay up til its 3

You cannot tell me a thing x3

A thing

Pain is never ending pain is sollumnly the worst
I get clocked in the head by my mom and it hurts
I burst in the room in a ball of some flames
I feen for the fame as u push me away

@prodpishogue
God what do you want from me 
Haven't you seen me bleed
What do you want from me
Haven't you seen me
x2

violence in e flat minor with field of flowers

do you think she will see me how i see her?
do you think she will see me how i see her?
i am a dreamer, i live in my head.
i want you like i need you.
do you think she will see me how i see her?
do you think she will see me how i see her?
i am a dreamer, i live in my head.
i want you like i need you.

dreaming, it's what i do

what am i even doing wrong,
im tired of it all.
i hate the hate.
i feel it all.

what am i even doing wrong

vessel of desolation
rotting in isolation
if youre to good for me
ill die in misery
going through the stages
pain infused in all the phases
and youre too good for me
ill die in misery

vessel of desolation

my singing ruins it

you are what i am waiting for.
when i finally know you, this song is for you.

i want you to be my best friend.
and what we’ll have, i’ll save it till the end.
the end of time, that i will spend with you.

the end of time

you tried put the blood on my hands,
and you made it feel true.
i hate you!
you made that true.
i hate you!

and you made it feel true.
i hate you!
you made that true (you made that true)
i hate you!

you do it to yourself

youre real if i shut my eyes
for long enough.
but now i’m needing more,
because coping’s tough.
all i need is love,
all i need is love,
all i need is love,
all i need is love.

i wish i did more takes 💔💔

i want things to change for me

acoustic demo of song that me and my band will play

this time im truly numb

melody from lullaby for a deadman written by kevin sherwood, tuff aah riff

it replays when i shut my eyes,
youre the subject that i despise.
will you haunt me till my demise?
i keep uncovering the lies.

ive felt this way for way too long,
dont know where it all went wrong.
i just wanted to be sure,
theres no hope anymore.

it replays when i shut my eyes,
youre the subject that i despise.
will you haunt me till my demise?
i keep uncovering the lies.

it replays when i shut my eyes,
youre the subject that i despise.
will you haunt me till my demise?
i keep uncovering the lies.
it replays when i shut my eyes,
youre the subject that i despise.
will you haunt me till my demise?
i keep uncovering the lies.

smile whilst it lasts

sebakisme in the wood

what if it was the same but different

I recorded this for a label who are creating a compilation album with all the money going to support palestine ill put a link when they release it since its only on bandcamp

with the sun in my eyes,
temporarily blind,
in the light what will i find.
obscured by the light,
i can’t see but it’s not night,
and nothing’s alright.
with hope in front of me,
my mind still atrophies,
so what will i be.
nothing that i can see
i cant see past the dark,
because the truth is stark.
i’ll let time tell,
and right now it says its hell.

nothing is wrong,
it’s just taking so long,
and success feels like a con.
the measures don’t apply to me,
so how can i be happy,
that’s what i’ll never be.
but we’re forced to anyway,
and we have to every day,
strive towards a false goal,
and get sad and old.
the truth is a lie,
i follow and with no clue why,
but there’s no time to stop,
or you’ll lose to the clock.

confronting the truth

suicide bait acoustic

when you sleep

me harry and max recorded our progress on our first song today

20_08_25 demo.mp3

the enemy stands closest,
the one that i hate the most is
dragging me to hell,
a hell i can't escape.
i thought it was universal:
the concept of reflection.
but shallow stupid minds
and reinforcing prides.

i'll never have my answer
to awful memories.
if i could id kill you
one hundred thousand times

my mind is my prison

better days

I should've just used a different take for the intro 💔💔💔💔💔 a demo recording of our first song

wednesday8th demo.mp3

Random horse: *Nuzzles me* Me: *laughs* Easy now.

can't wait to delete these 'screams' before i release it everywhere else 💔

i hated everything but then i let go too hard.
you can never escape and coping is detrimental.

coping_selfsabotage

I am a lonely sailor in the sea;
and im clueless, it's the end of me.

hollow out my chest with your beak.
I am so weak.
braindead, the way I can't use my head.

I am a lonely sailor in the sea;
and im clueless, it's the end of me.

I am a lonely sailor in the sea
I am a lonely sailor in the sea

lonely sailor

my voice so ahh on this but it's an old recording and we're all better now

nevermore demo 01/10/25

sempiternal sunset on the heath;
the amber painted heather of the evening.
the apocalypse:
my mind is a wasteland of memories of you.

my mind is a wasteland of memories of you,
my mind is a wasteland of memories of you.

jarvis exterminate the opps

always one song away from quitting
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