duster - earth moon transit (shortened cover)

whyd i go to sleep?
i could think about you.
whyd i ever weep?
now i cease to swither.
i love you so much,
you are fine and such.
i have found the best,
and now im obsessed.

why would i go to sleep

i want to die but won't try,
i always feel like i will cry -
I don't feel. but i suffer still.

i want to cut out my eyes,
i'll hate what i see till demise;
i can't trust even if it's me.

sever my head from my neck,
i hate every thought they all wreck:
detrimentally subjected.

i am waiting for the end,
when termination comes condemns.
doomsday, put me in my place!

come mince my dead body,
it is a dead body already -
cut off my mouth 'cause what the fuck (what the fuck)

sever my head from my neck

i can't find a reason to live on.
why do you think I can smile when this is going on?
lies they hurt so much, ive been betrayed.
i can not trust anyone and im so afraid.

ive been betrayed

i dont know how to feel

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heartbroke, crestfell,
rest well, see you in hell.
i love smoking weed,
i love weed and my friend.

hate plus hate inbetween,
love’s nowhere to be seen.
don’t flinch, it’s just me;
angry, bloodlust has me.

fine for a while.
watch it punch me
right in the face.
fuck everything.

see you in hell

maybe my least favourite song


trying to let go,
but it will not let go of me.
all the woes and throes,
take form in my shit poetry.
stigmatise my choice, but i’m turning off the noise.
listen to my voice, my own death i will employ.
forbid my escape, if there’s light, then life’s opaque.
it is not a stupid take, i’m about to fucking break.

trying to let go,
but it will not let go of me.
all the woes and throes,
take form in my shit poetry.
missing admidst me, death is my only decree.
what should and should not be, i’m glad death is guaranteed.
bullet to the brain, ending all this pent up pain,
anger is my bane, dispatching me until im slain.

trying to let go

have my coat when you get cold,
i’ll love you till we’re old
and forever and forever.

i’ll tie your laces when undone,
cause i’ll it find it fun.
you’re everything, you’re everything.

but you don’t even exist,
making it up, can’t resist,
i can’t resist, i can’t resist.


i thought id use my old master preset and incorporate a bit of my old style

full of love with no one to love

damn shawty you dont even exist

death’s never that far from me,
sometimes being dead is all i want to be.
these scars can tell a tale,
i wrote all the details and without fail.

no one can love me like i do,
no one hates me more than i hate myself.

one day i wont hold on anymore
one day i will let go

written in scars

thank you for listening
im annoyed that it came out so quiet, the spotify version will be fixed though. I basically stole keepsecrets melody from you will never change

i let you down

what if my brain is a hijacked radio receiver?
a conscious cosmic mass of hatred is dividing me.
forces pulling me, emotional gravities,
on a different frequency by myself.
and so you see, my fate is in my hands,
the hands of an idiot who’s sabotaging his own plans.
i could stop now, but i already can’t.
im trying to numb the numbness, its doing harm.

bang and the dirt is gone

see ts? i knew ts was going to happen

Tap in @rob-frost-574657135
Intro: 
1 for the leper that lead
To slaughter
His daughter was skipping on stones in the water
I pray to my keeper 
To drown my ass deeper im fully asleep and you burn in my head 

You like to make promises youll never keep
So ill lounge in my bedroom where i never sleep
Rot in my bed sit awake and i weep
I get high as the sky and stay up til its 3

You cannot tell me a thing x3

A thing

Pain is never ending pain is sollumnly the worst
I get clocked in the head by my mom and it hurts
I burst in the room in a ball of some flames
I feen for the fame as u push me away

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God what do you want from me 
Haven't you seen me bleed
What do you want from me
Haven't you seen me
x2

violence in e flat minor with field of flowers

do you think she will see me how i see her?
do you think she will see me how i see her?
i am a dreamer, i live in my head.
i want you like i need you.
do you think she will see me how i see her?
do you think she will see me how i see her?
i am a dreamer, i live in my head.
i want you like i need you.

dreaming, it's what i do

what am i even doing wrong,
im tired of it all.
i hate the hate.
i feel it all.

what am i even doing wrong

vessel of desolation
rotting in isolation
if youre to good for me
ill die in misery
going through the stage
pain infused in all the phases
and youre too good for me
ill die in misery

vessel of desolation

my singing ruins it

you are what i am waiting for.
when i finally know you, this song is for you.

i want you to be my best friend.
and what we’ll have, i’ll save it till the end.
the end of time, that i will spend with you.

the end of time

balancing the parts (fixed)

you tried put the blood on my hands,
and you made it feel true.
i hate you!
you made that true.
i hate you!

and you made it feel true.
i hate you!
you made that true (you made that true)
i hate you!

you do it to yourself

youre real if i shut my eyes
for long enough.
but now i’m needing more,
because coping’s tough.
all i need is love,
all i need is love,
all i need is love,
all i need is love.

i wish i did more takes 💔💔

i want things to change for me

subtract the nothing

acoustic demo of song that me and my band will play

this time im truly numb

melody from lullaby for a deadman written by kevin sherwood, tuff aah riff

it replays when i shut my eyes,
youre the subject that i despise.
will you haunt me till my demise?
i keep uncovering the lies.

ive felt this way for way too long,
dont know where it all went wrong.
i just wanted to be sure,
theres no hope anymore.

it replays when i shut my eyes,
youre the subject that i despise.
will you haunt me till my demise?
i keep uncovering the lies.

it replays when i shut my eyes,
youre the subject that i despise.
will you haunt me till my demise?
i keep uncovering the lies.
it replays when i shut my eyes,
youre the subject that i despise.
will you haunt me till my demise?
i keep uncovering the lies.

smile whilst it lasts

sebakisme in the wood

demo

what if it was the same but different

I recorded this for a label who are creating a compilation album with all the money going to support palestine ill put a link when they release it since its only on bandcamp

with the sun in my eyes,
temporarily blind,
in the light what will i find.
obscured by the light,
i can’t see but it’s not night,
and nothing’s alright.
with hope in front of me,
my mind still atrophies,
so what will i be.
nothing that i can see
i cant see past the dark,
because the truth is stark.
i’ll let time tell,
and right now it says its hell.

nothing is wrong,
it’s just taking so long,
and success feels like a con.
the measures don’t apply to me,
so how can i be happy,
that’s what i’ll never be.
but we’re forced to anyway,
and we have to every day,
strive towards a false goal,
and get sad and old.
the truth is a lie,
i follow and with no clue why,
but there’s no time to stop,
or you’ll lose to the clock.

confronting the truth

i wanna dedicate a song to you,
but i have no words to say.
it’s just the thought of you,
it takes my words away.

boi: hello boi

suicide bait acoustic

when you sleep

me harry and max recorded our progress on our first song today

20_08_25 demo.mp3

the enemy stands closest,
the one that i hate the most is
dragging me to hell,
a hell i can't escape.
i thought it was universal:
the concept of reflection.
but shallow stupid minds
and reinforcing prides.

i'll never have my answer
to awful memories.
if i could id kill you
one hundred thousand times

my mind is my prison

always one song away from quitting
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