Totally love what you’re creating. Would love to do some poetry vocals over the top .. but not interfering with your beautifully placed few female lines. What a great voice! Love it 😻

instrumentation and vocals by me
mix/master by brody @prodbybrody

lyrics:

eyes to the ceiling
really cared, but i couldn't hold the feeling
always falls beneath me
and i always keep it with me
in the back of my head
while it's gleaming

is it what you want?
say it and it's done
not the only one
i go back to
the silence closes my door
i've never left here before

if i could recognize
that its a dream all the time
and the look in my eye
takes me out of this life

maybe hope for next year
and the tracks ive left 
are always near
so take me away this time
forget all of the lies

dreaming

Old ass song lmao hope u enjoy

https://twitter.com/DreamsYokai

Stream:

Prod Sorrow Bringer


lyrics:

holding on
never felt so damn hard
there's snow on my car
don't think i'll get that far

could you drive me home
i don't know where to go
lemme tell you a tale
bout a man i used to know
he looked just like me with a smile on his face
and he looked me in the eyes and said it'd be okay
imma grit my teeth 
take a punch to my face
could you knock me out cold 
really need to learn my place
i'm awake all night really waste my time
no point in living when i hate this life

oh 
sorry i gotta go
really gotta get back home
just tore my favorite coat
what a joke
no 
i won't be here for the sun
i've lived my life enough
got a bullet in this gun
better run

holding on
never felt so damn hard
there's snow on my car
don't think i'll get that far

i been flying real low
i been driving real slow
lately you been so cold
only see you when it snow
oh

holding on
never felt so damn hard
there's snow on my car
don't think i'll get that far

holding on (sorrow bringer)

~2300~

This song is raw and true to the place I was in mentally when I recorded it. A few months ago I left my long-term relationship as well as my home and first attempt at a better life for myself. I returned to New York and lost myself in substances and self-medication. This song came from an evening of blackout substance abuse which was part of an even longer span of time that I do not recollect. When I found this song in my macbook I felt it would be too personal to ever share publicly but as i've grown and overcame these obstacles I decided it would be a necessary part in the process of healing and moving on. This one is self-produced and I don't remember making any of it. Thanks for sharing this with me.

jumpedtoosoon

old song from 2018.. enjoy 🖤 
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/32NT3Dogryg7FKdyTImVxA?si=fa323cd7e3e54bfc
prod/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!

LYRICS:
It's getting hard to be myself when I don't know who I am
Putting thoughts out into words, I'ma do the best I can
I'm the one who gets me hurt, you're the one who understands
Now you hate to see my face, and I guess I understand
It's getting hard to be myself when I don't know who I am
Putting thoughts out into words, I'ma do the best I can
I'm the one who gets me hurt, you're the one who understands
Now you hate to see my face, and I guess I understand

Sleeping through another day, it's all the same
Picking up another eighth on my way home
I can't feel my face, I don't feel a thing
I don't wanna fight it, I just wanna lay down
And it's still the same friends, new house, new life
But I still ash inside a monster can
Can I get another line? Staying up all night
Oh my god I think I drank it, throwing up again
But you wanna tell me nothing, always run & hide
If you wanna tell me secrets then I'll tell you mine
You want me to let you know just how I feel inside
Couldn't tell you cuz I don't know

It's getting hard to be myself when I don't know who I am
Putting thoughts out into words, I'ma do the best I can
I'm the one who gets me hurt, you're the one who understands
Now you hate to see my face, and I guess I understand
It's getting hard to be myself when I don't know who I am
Putting thoughts out into words, I'ma do the best I can
I'm the one who gets me hurt, you're the one who understands
Now you hate to see my face, and I guess I understand

Other Streaming <3

who i am

KEANU
https://linktr.ee/swainesworld
NV2023

keanu (prod. swaine)

Featuring @seejayxo + @gramofsnowwhite

LYRICS:

[chorus: seejayxo]
she's cold like October
I feel like I know her
but she barely knows me
im losing her slowly

[verse 1: gram]

[verse 1 extended: seejayxo]
we still getting high for the same reasons
now you been in my life for a couple seasons
I been tryna make a change while im still breathing
like the leaves in the fall you just stay leaving
is it me or is it drugs? which one do you love
lied to my face fuck it I dont give a fuck
dont wanna try now, you just wanna hide now

[chorus: seejayxo]

[verse 2: gram]

[chorus: seejayxo + gram]

OCTOBER (PROD. IN BLOOM)

lyrics 

have u ever seen the face of a man
that u killed w ur own bare hands
empty life
jus supply and demand
we are product meant to skew the upper hand
all this prada aint give u the upper hand
at my desk theres like 38 cans
i cant end u but this .38 can
im too wavy in the ocean not the land

i replace my burning hands
u r not my friend
i jus left him in the sand
they think im son of sam
why u flexing all the bands
i do better then u can
she told me that im the man
i dont think i am

u botting all ur streams n then u claim ur him
why u texting me 
ion give a shit
u can see a shadow
u know who it is
i know u just mad hoe
im being honest

have u ever seen the face of a man
that u killed w ur own bare hands
empty life
jus supply and demand
we are product meant to skew the upper hand
all this prada aint give u the upper hand
at my desk theres like 38 cans
i cant end u but this .38 can
im too wavy in the ocean not the land

Tried To Change (feat. Sorrow Bringer)

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