this one's for the boys

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SEROTONIN

produced by caves

it all goes wrong when your with me
you know that, your in two d
you know that, i love you babe, i love you more

it all wraps round my..
she cant calm down
my..
it all ends, ends now
cant help it im a tree in the ground

so selfish what i built for you now
do i exist without my pals
ill bandage ill wear it round
have it we're married in hell

it all wraps round my..
she cant calm down
my..
it all ends, ends now
cant help it im a tree in the ground

IT ALL WRAPS ROUND MY..
SHE CANT CALM DOWN
MY..
IT ALL ENDS, ENDS NOW
CANT HELP IT IM A TREE IN THE GROUND

it all went wrong you know that

married in hell

[if injured, please use the first aid kit underneath the pilot seat.]

and i 
don’t think that i’m getting up this time 
the only thing i saw was a dark blue light 
i think i saw a face but i fucked up
hands are both numb 
and i keep throwing up blood

bite 
i scream as i feel what feels like sharp knives
piercing my lungs, i can’t close my eyes
this place is the home of something fucked up 
they’ll never find me, i’ve no grave to be dug up 

cus at the end of the day
we just die at the end 
some of us get lost 
and are never seen again


i hope my sister doesn’t cry because my soul is finally free 
i hope my mother doesn’t weep too loud
i hope that she finds peace
i promise that if i could go back
would’ve never signed the lease
to go down to this place i rest my head
and here i rest in peace 
i think i hear something behind me 
and i think it’s stalking me 
when i just blinked i think i saw it move 
i try but i can’t scream
i caught a glimpse of its face staring at me
sat by moss and weeds 
i felt my soul just leave my body
when i realised that its me

i swear it looked just like me but when i was a kid 
what the fuck is this place god i wanna live
if that thing comes near me i am gone i fear
i think it’s smiling at me grinning ear to ear 

stay awake
stay alive
i got sand in my eyes
stay in this cave another night 
stay awake 
think of home
my house my dog is all alone
i hope he knows that it’s not me

and i 
don’t think that i’m getting up this time 
the only thing i saw was a dark blue light 
i think i saw a face but i fucked up
hands are both numb 
and i keep throwing up blood

bite 
i scream as i feel what feels like sharp knives
piercing my lungs, i can’t close my eyes
this place is the home of something fucked up 
they’ll never find me, i’ve no grave to be dug up 

[system failure. no lifeform detected on board.]

the place i rest my head (jolst + sor)

so hold on
to the seat of my car
when it’s
all gone
they say it ain’t usually far
in this 
cauldron
once lie the first key to my heart
now it’s 
all gone 
we’ll meet up again i’ll make sure

know u won’t call so don’t say u will
and ur ash still stains my windowsill
i haven’t opened that window
since that tragic winter
a target; was made to kill 

she got a face from the movies
my love what did you do to me
i would lay here til i’m blue
i’ve been sad all this week
but right now i feel gucci 

and right now i feel gucci 
sad since last week i been watchin old movies
and girl yea you got me from here to the blue ink 
passenger seat of your car rollin gooey
i light up the blunt and my heart start to blue screen 
my veins 404 and my organs rebooting 
i used to be human back then when you knew me
im harvesting wires they wrap around my shoes and my legs and my arms and my neck and my throat
shit is just awkward now it’s better you go 
you’re gonna move on but i bet you i wont 
and this world is like 70% water and coast 
so i’ll meet you back at the ship we used to call home 
and it’s so damn cold in this bed all alone 
i wonder if you’ll remember me in decades you wont 
i bet that you’ll remember me in 40 maybe 50 fuckin years when you’re home 
with a husband and i’m ghost
a memory that sits in the sea with the salt 
if you think that you’d me happier with me yea you won’t 
and i promise that when i sail back i’ll find gold

wires. (+ wisssery)

i hope you're proud of yourself 

prod/master: @skinnyatlas

i don't think there's something wrong 
i love it when you bite my tongue
pull my skin apart, dismember 
put the pieces back together

gone, i can't bring you along
sing the words to a song 
that i wrote you in fall 
(baby now you're)
gone, you don't even call 
baby is that so hard 
do you care at all 
(baby, grab my)
grab my neck any harder you'd break me 
i love that sex where you say that you hate me
if i won't scream then you don't hear it 
if i don't bleed then i won't feel it

hide myself in isolation
don't come close love
i can't take it 
bind myself, there's no escaping
hold me down i just,
hope you're

proud of yourself 
told you once, but i'll see you in hell
all his sins 
think you've ruined yourself
all the things that you do to yourself 
cards that you've dealt
cut me down into submission 
carve me up 'till god can't fix it
not even saline could wash out the stitches 
i'm not worth saving, there's no need for wishes

hide

hide (w/ skinny atlas)

Featuring @lilskeleskrrt
Produced by Pekarot

Lyrics

(Lil Wondr Boy)

She made me feel less alone

She was my home where the heart is
Now I'm heartless
I have nothing left in my chest 
Cavity
Tragedy
Only love songs are my remedy
Someone help me
All I need 
Is for her to need me
Need me like I need her

(Skele)

i sit back and watch it all fall from my bedroom 
i hope you know i wanted this 
and i still think about you love 
you threw it all away 
i tried so hard to stay here
god i know i won’t be okay here
i wish it would all slow down
i bleed out inside of our house 
memories of you come out 
don’t know what to do with em now

Spotify

Only Love Songs Are My Remedy (feat. skele) [Prod Pekarot]

i can't look at you

prod: @irby314
master: https://soundcloud.com/diskrypt

another missed call
it's all that i wanted to see the leaves fall
please i'll 
be all alone 
and i'm not able
skin crawl 
i know what you want 
and that it's painful
tangled
it's not hard to see your angle
i see the cuts in this 
baby it's not picturesque
can't cover up the stitch
see the scars surround my chest
oh, i think i love you too much to be a good thing
don't think i trust you enough 
i get the feeling

this'll all be over soon
baby i can't look at you 
feel my skin turn pale and blue 
baby i can't look at you 
this'll all be over soon
baby i can't look at you 
feel my skin turn pale and blue 
baby i can't look at you

can't get out of what i started 
that's a problem
cause you like to lie regardless
if i'm honest
try,
keep me broken hearted
be your target
cry my dearly departed 
i'll be your last one

it goes on 
and on 
and on 
(i'll be whatever you want)
and on 
and on
and on
(until i beg you to stop)

i'll be whatever you want 
until you beg me to stop
no matter what the cost 
i think about it a lot
i'll be whoever you need
pretend i'm on tv
want you to stare at me 
want you to reach through the screen
i'll take it off for you,
regret it
a doll for you to mess with 
he told me have some respect for myself
didn't get the message 
pour it out, get me drunk
oh i'm and easy one to bed with
let me down, not enough 
oh i'm an easy one to end with 

this'll all be over soon
baby i can't look at you 
feel my skin turn pale and blue 
baby i can't look at you 
this'll all be over soon
baby i can't look at you 
feel my skin turn pale and blue 
baby i can't look at you

picturesque

i don't want to get destroyed again 

prod: jewelryboy
master: @onlyfriendyeah

didn't want to but i let it hurt
put it on me, we can make this work 
will you still want me when i sleep in dirt
giving me poison, baby do your worst
god i'm so
psychotic 
paranoid, i'm so fucked
somebody did me in 
break my voice
i don't want to get destroyed again

i wanna stay sound 
pour me out 
six shots down 
god i'm still stumbling
he doesn't love me 
he just loves how my palms bleed 
oh,
he doesn't love me 
he just loves how my palms bleed

holy ghost 
i feel it 
hands up 
that's the spirit 
hold me close
it's real
it's hard to show it's killing me 
take it all off 
baby won't you be 
good for me?
take it all off 
baby won't you be
around,
too long 
i can't calm down 

i wanna stay sound 
pour me out 
six shots down 
god i'm still stumbling
he doesn't love me 
he just loves how my palms bleed 
oh,
he doesn't love me 
he just loves how my palms bleed

i cave through 
i'm sorry that i love you 
don't tell me that i saved you 
don't tell me that i saved you

poison

Anxiety

anxiety (feat. Lil Skele) prod. Jolst x Pekarot

original by https://soundcloud.com/greenwood2000

she does what you never did
you don't know how hard it is
to wake up alone
if it's over it's funny it still makes you cold
when you know

that you couldn't step away
in hopes that a memory
of something you need, would ignite from the first thing
that i thought was real but it's not

and i said i'd wait for you
in silence and in solitude
if it can't get better
there's darkness ahead
but it's safer together
i'm gone

shake at the thought of you
i still think a lot of you
of things that you said
feel at home with the worst things i keep for myself

and the life you were dealt's not a thing that you wanted
and i wasn't either and you made it obvious
so i don't trust a fucking thing
the nicest face could do the same
i think about it everyday
i wish i never let you in

make it quick i'm still here waiting
lost my mind way back in Salem
all at once you've only been all i want

and the life you were dealt's not a thing that you wanted
and i wasn't either and you made it obvious
wait for the day that your body decays
just to hear that they love you
cause they never will

SEROTONIN

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