please leave me under the cabinet
lost abandoned and forgotten
i'll keep in mind your promise
i'll make an effort next time
i'm not the hero of the story
please don't give me all the glory
it belongs to someone that's worthy
and you know i'm far from perfect
we know that this isn't working
fight over things unimportant
i know that you're more important
i wish you just thought the same
i wish no one was to blame
it feels like everything changed
you lay your head down in shame
as i throw mine on the blade

but hey now it's fine
we'll just talk around in circles
ignore every obstacle that's in our way
pretend that it's alright
and just go our separate ways
cuz that's life
it's no myth
it's no secret of the world
but i'll miss you that's for sure
or at least what i thought you were
and hey now it's fine
i'll just keep it moving forward
and know better than before

i wish i was someone you could look up to
i wish i was someone you could belong to
just push me to the side
don't even bat an eye
you know that i'll be alright
even if that was a lie
i wish i was someone you could look up to
i wish i was someone you could belong to
just push me to the side
don't even bat an eye
you know that i'll be alright
even if that was a lie

a hero you could look up to (prod.pr37)

0;00 - me & ashlynn
1;25 - me & ashlynn
2;44 - me & K1ro
4;22- me & heroz
5;28- me & digipak
6;43- me & digipak
7;55- me & arrant
9;09- me & negative.creeper
10;17- me & K1ro
11;55 me & soma
13;03- me & audii
14:23- me & alx

isolatedclips2k23 @ashlynn@k1ro@heroz@digipak@soma@arrant@audii@negativecreeper@alx

(@violetxx9)

(@4maya)
i got cuts all down my sleeve
promise me that you wont leave
dont leave me
i love so much pls believe me
yours tears fall like rain drops from the sky
hate being sentimental
so im getting high
jus to leave the past behind
watching all our memories fade away
now i feel the pain reside
and i feel the light shine
from deep inside
when nothings going right
i always find myself
going deeper and deeper
and now everythings out of sight
feel my breath fade in the distance
now ur gone and i really miss ur presence
synthetic skin oh ur perfect like pearlescent
my pain makes me feel whole
try my hardest but whats the end goal
i stride for my purpose baby thats my goal
thats my goal

(@h3artch3rades)
hide my heart under my sleeve
so that you wouldn't see
i know it's hard to sleep
when someone's not by your side
you're giving your all to me
and putting your arms on me
and giving me what i want
can we make it through the night

you keep your eyes on me
your hearts pulled me to and fro
if i realize it's over
i just might never go
you just might never see this
you just might never know
you just might never notice
what it was you meant to me

need you to show love
can you show love
need you to show love

your love forever after
but we found it the hard way out
i saw it on you
yeah it's written all over your face
it was so surreal
it was so surreal
it didn't even feel real when you told me

synthetic skin w/ h3artch3rades (violet)

2/24/24 
cover art by @prodsoma

@h3artch3rades
@digipak

33 days ft h3artch3rades (soma & digipak)

#Skins
Cover is by me - still a wip sketch lol

1-3. me
4. w/ https://soundcloud.com/prodelxnce
5. me
6. w/ https://soundcloud.com/feelingsick
7. w/ https://soundcloud.com/digipak
8. w/ https://soundcloud.com/angelino1k
9. w/ https://soundcloud.com/digipak https://soundcloud.com/akrzn
10. w/ https://soundcloud.com/22doses
11. w/ https://soundcloud.com/digipak
12. w/ https://soundcloud.com/digipak 
13. w/ https://soundcloud.com/prodelxnce
14. w/ https://soundcloud.com/22doses
15. w/ https://soundcloud.com/feelingsick

#24 clips

#iCANTFEEL2024 ft sasaeng & kishin

(made these beats with mechanism kit , dm on ig to buy $20 as of 3/18/24)
All solo
Thanks:)enjoy

[00:00] Hardest part
[01:11] No hope
[02:00] Perfect failure
[03:03] Tread w caution
[03:57] Gl4
[05:41] Portrait of my heart
[06:38] Nothing left here
[07:47] Cheap happiness
[08:59] Sublime suffering

hardest part _ @pw4prez @pw4prez @pw4prez

FT. @ch2rms

h3artch3rades:

same computer screen
everything's the same
nothing seems to change so
i think we can case close
i can barely sleep at night
i can barely stay alive
do you want me to stay alive
this is my day in the life
i can feel it day and night
inundate myself and i
feel it eating me alive
it's only me myself and i
i just need myself and i
i'm the only one i like
yeah that's one of my problems
know that you can't solve them
running out of options
my heart's open for auction
am i feeling better yet
let's just change the topic
don't want to have discussions
look in the mirror disgusted

feeling nauseous
i can't stand the toxic
situation that i'm in when i'm with you
you get under my skin when i'm with you

you blame me for things i never would do
you know i didn't do

feeling nauseous
i can't stand the toxic
situation that i'm in when i'm with you
you get under my skin when i'm with you

ch2rms:

feeling starstruck
i can't take it what's the point
hater's on my timeline
i can see it i can see it more
shit is changing oh my god we not coming back
too many percs inside this bottle laced a heart attack
you wanted more than try for me
feeling super sorry for you because you cry for me
i ain't even have the tears why'd you lie to me
look me in my face and tell me that i'm fine please
it's too much to handle it's fine for me
you living like that oh it's so sad to see
oh what's the point if it's bad for me
she trying to say that she's sad for me

i've been changing FT. ch2rms (prod.soma & elxnce)

we're so back
@45avast @prodsoma @pyu @odel007 @viewwd @chained2 @pw4prez @eruh @m0ru @hywel47 @chewy @sodsai

rest @45avast @prodsoma @pyu @odel007 @viewwd @chained2 @pw4prez @eruh @m0ru @hywel47 @chewy @sodsai

new kit: https://payhip.com/b/HLbRz

@5sanctuary 🫂

@1naaa @cryingonit @azami37 @shlain170 @resolve1k @m2iden @everours @45avast @oiwassupp @liamtakeover @h3artch3rades @ouniiixd @9zees Thank you and enjoy

Timestamps:
[00:00] GLE + @1naaa
[00:54] Vicennial + @1naaa
[01:44] Return + @cryingonit
[02:32] GLOMOTION + @3lifez
[03:14] Phonecall + @azami37
[04:08] Lifestyle + @shlain170
[05:15] AGAIN + @resolve1k
[06:23] Illustrate + @m2iden
[07:19] Junkie + @everours
[08:29] Relapse + @45avast @oiwassupp
[09:28] Last wish + @liamtakeover
[10:32] Index + @chained2 @makemeapromise
[11:29] @h3artch3rades - "Sticks and Stones" prod @pw4prez @ouniiixd 
[12:38] What love does + @9zees

ty to seph for helping with cover art

sanctuary -+ koir 1na inno avast chained2 surgeon oiwa cryingonit h3artch3rades + more

Britanicus

CEO https://soundcloud.com/d1sec
https://soundcloud.com/2dynasty
https://soundcloud.com/ver-misst
https://soundcloud.com/morning-star-division

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#24 clips

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