love the kawaii jazzy vibe with hard ass drums and slides

uh so i just wanted to post this even tho its not the best
sum better stuff coming soon

[prelude.]

Undertale Soundfont

This track is my take on loneliness and being alone/isolated. It symbolizes my way of being alone. Something almost like a virus or an intrusion. For me it is exactly that. Always that same feeling that is bothersome and annoying but that which can also be calming and expressive in some way. It is either a way of life or something you cannot control. But then you have to step out of your loneliness and not feel alone, which you can either like and want to get out of or it can disturb you and make you feel even worse.

Credits: 
Me :3

Alone

kurtains shows off his pottery skills

sign

gasping for air | Track 6/6
written, performed, produced, mixed & mastered by Micah Callari

made in one day on August 29, 2023
https://open.spotify.com/track/1Vk9KVO4JwH9aYozcd2AhG?si=bc8a3297868349e2

[Verse 1]
Chamomile tea, I don’t think it’s really helping
But I’ll still sip, if it means that I’ll be better
For tonight, when I sleep ten thousand years
And wake fatigued, like usual

[Chorus]
Here I am, here I am, in the dumps, once again
Sick again, sick again, sick again, sick again
Here I am, here I am, in the dumps, once again
Sick again, sick again, sick again, I’m sick again

[Verse 2]
Sometimes I wish, in times like these, that I had a temperature
For my temperamental body, but I don’t
I never do, it’s always 98.6
Maybe people would listen, if it was in Celsius, I guess

[Pre-Chorus]
I’ll suck it up and take it on
Head first, congested ‘til the dawn
I’ll still get told that’s nothing wrong
Even after my body’s gone
I’ll suck it up and take it on
Head first, congested ‘til the dawn
I’ll still get told that’s nothing wrong
Even after my body’s gone

[Chorus]
Here I am, here I am, in the dumps, once again
Sick again, sick again, sick again, sick again
Here I am, here I am, in the dumps, once again
Sick again, sick again, sick again, I’m sick again

[Bridge]
Non-verbal at the function, there’s something in my bones
I doubt there’s a contagion, but I should still go home
Trying to make myself take these pills
But something’s stopping me, it’s otherworldly, these hands are not my own
They’re stained with blood from something sinister (For sure)
Couldn’t be me, couldn’t be me, it can’t be me, I’ve barely moved the past few days
I’ve prayed to God that I’ll administer (The cure)
It couldn’t be, it couldn’t be, is this what comes from never changing my ways

[Chorus]
Here I am, here I am, in the dumps, once again
Sick again, sick again, sick again, sick again
Here I am, here I am, in the dumps, once again
Sick again, sick again, sick again, I’m sick again

[Outro]
Here I am, here I am (I’ll suck it up and take it on)
In the dumps, once again (Head first, congested ‘til the dawn)
Sick again, sick again (I’ll still get told that’s nothing wrong)
Sick again, sick again (Even after my body’s gone)
Here I am, here I am (I’ll suck it up and take it on)
In the dumps, once again (Head first, congested ‘til the dawn)
Sick again, sick again (I’ll still get told that’s nothing wrong)
Sick again, I’m sick again (Even after my body’s gone)

sick again

file corrupted, most recent file i have of this

Tiredofpretending [sad song 2022-09-29 215044]

thank u drama trial

https://soundcloud.com/dramatrial/retirement?si=7f3d885b0443498ebed8a3dc6844f4ec&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

drama trial - retirement (cover)

prod. + written by: thms.
-------------------------
Cause ive been gunned down
Im left right where
The unknowns
They carry my weight 

and those sun stoned
(your) brown eyes emptying me
It’s a place we don’t want to be

So I'll reach 
And i'll find my peace
wont stop the lack of poise and

I'll walk my road
I wont stay for long
There's simply things we cant escape

Like how ive been
And your dismiss
An' emptiness

Is all there is
But I'll remiss 
And there's a cliff

So don’t fall
Its my turn

You don’t get 
to feel hopeless 
out of rope 

Yeah 
You got me strung 
And this is what you get

But why am I paying prices?
for what you did
I caused none of this 

This is what you get
This is what you get
But why am I paying prices

For what you did
I caused none of this
And the price I've paid is priceless

Yeah every bliss
Was it worth it?
Cause im left to my devices

For what you did
I caused none of this  


So break line
I don't know to deal with this
Why hit mine
You're crossed up in 
unrequited facetimes, 
and forgiveness
Lets face time
You've gone ghost 

and I don't mind 
When you walk the talk 
that im given

But it's my life
And im not one to 
go wasting this
im wasting it

I bet you thought that this was nothing
all the roads that lead to you
But my convivence to you is something 

And the echoes of you two are so numbing
Could you could be forthcoming
Fallacies got your fever rushing

Oh for me
I'll believe
What you make me see


This is what you get
This is what you get
But why am I paying prices

For what you did
I caused none of this
And the price I've paid is priceless

Yeah every bliss
Was it worth it?
Cause im left to my devices

For what you did
I caused none of this  
 
//do you enjoy what I think lately?
//pyromanic thoughts and endless loops
//inside daydreams
//oh but maybe, baby

//I threw a token in a wishing well
//yeah I was wishing well
//and baby
//I know you heard me

So break line
I don't know to deal with this
Why hit mine
You're crossed up in 
unrequited facetimes, 
and forgiveness
Lets face time
You've gone ghost 

and I don't mind 
When you walk the talk 
that im given

But it's my life
And im not one to 
go wasting this
god ive wasted it

[prelude.]

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