shrouding darkness northeast

I'm back to square one and I know you knew it
Never said I had it planned out I'm going through shit
When you said goodbye I thought it'd be the last
But it was the first of many of our bitter pasts
We dragged each other into our childhoods
The rich unstable boy dragged on a leash with
The orphan girl unable to catch their breath
A lover's quarrel that neither of you will understand
A bond that's locked with a rusty heart key
Like a diary for our love
House hopping throwing shit into plastic bags 
Broken glassware dust and rust
A new place a few hours away every six months
Dealing with another fucking person's screaming fits again
They never said life would be this shit
Well they fucking lied
I used to go and socialize every week
Now I have crippling anxiety
But it feels I can never seem to find that best
They weren't lying when they said
Life will always suck and then you're fucking dead
I hope you understand that I'm not dead
Just running away from all the thoughts trapped in my head
Need some time alone to collect my thoughts
Thanks again for bringing me to this very spot

a message to earth

I am violent unlike I imply
But you lack awareness for your own plight
Go give a saint a dollar see how his mind will slip
Majority the money into the one percent
Gate all that is important behind your genetics
Control the ones you don't completely understand
How can you be happy with yet another headline
How can you lose all control of what you chose to revive
This place it feels all in vain my place cemented in time
Another homeless wage slave to your stats online
Starving or lifeless your choice your time
While you will inherit what we will never have
To this world we're a number
To this world we're a speck
So lose the control and honor 
That they'll go to expect
I'm so tired of pretending like I do this for me
I would do anything for you to let me be
Another moment I am exposed 
I'm running from what I know is inevitable 
I try to focus on the good but there is none
I feel the growing of my emotions now
How did this world forge such misery
How was I ever content with this madness?
How was I ever able to find joy in sadness?
The anger that it brings me makes me violent again

I am violent
I am violent
Peaceful protests never beat a shot to the head
To the maggots consuming all the common threads
All other options dead ended, you've no gods left to trust
Metallic stench of your blood, in the end you'll all rust
Peaceful protests never beat a shot to the head
To the maggots consuming all the common threads
All other options dead ended, you've no gods left to trust
Metallic stench of your blood, in the end you'll all rust
In the end you'll all rust

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