i'll stop being happy if it means i can be what you want

hysterla - puke

hysterla - cloudy

these waves tumble on into nothingness.
into nothingness.
and the sand can't keep up.
just collects itself, with the filth and bottle caps.
lost.
alone. 
no reason or name.
this highway stretches on into infinity.
but i can't grasp that.
just discontent that the sun won't set.
why can't i forget my pain, and leave my heart on the side of the road?
here i sit with tear filled eyes.
and no purpose in life.
just crying as it all passes me by.
but in the darkness all is still.
i finally understand.
i remain just another barrier to defeat.
another wall to break down.
i crumple these papers, and my face turns red.
but i just can't comprehend.
the light can't be seen, because it was never there.
a one way journey.
on its own path.
so i get up and walk.
with no direction in mind.
i scream and i cry.
these words fall on deaf ears.
just another complaint to the editor.
but he's got more important subjects to address.
than another distressed child merely learning the ways.
of this apathetic world.
fragile hearts calloused from the remainder of each mistake.
do not matter here.
we all mourn losses that were never our own.
but on this desolate road there are no shoulders to cry on.
no shoulders to cry on.
pick it up and start walking.
we've never mattered.
just footprints on a windy beach.
swept away.

Split w/ Caulfield

florentine camerata - no shoulders to cry on

chroniko dont leave

trashed drunk/joyless studio clip

bestial summoning, the war within myself and the chase of the ivory tower. free and standing strong as the warrior. conjuration of the black magick, the repertoire of st. verlin

Upon the Ivory Tower... The Cauld Lad of Hylton

Eldritch Anisette – Eldritch Anisette (1997)

Eldritch Anisette

eldritch anisette - dissection of silence (1997)

bled out cut in
you're no savior
today i watched a fawn get killed by a car
the driver got out and cried over what they had done
the fawn's mother abandoned it
silence is perfectly fawned out by death
take your spot
in my bloodstream
inject in me


half-dead girlfriend

s/o sara jessica for putting me on

this is from the 2013 album/tape "DEMO" from uh-huh

https://uh-huh.bandcamp.com/album/demo

good morning

The Japanese post-hardcore band "Crying for the Moon" is dead on all socials, and only two of their songs have been found online. This account has been created as an accessible archive.
Source: https://www.audioleaf.com/cftm0202

hysterla - cloudy

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