prod mixed mastered by INHE11
featuring @vintagepopstar

Lyrics coming soon

ANATHEMA DAUGHTER w/vintagepopstar

in the stars (prod. selfless homage)

cant have what i want dont get what i need 
prod. me 
feat. @w6lker
mastered by me 

@misalivee
cuz ur the one i want u can cut me up

like yeah i watch i watch you from your window
you can cut me up for you're one i want
for you baby i would cut
haunt me like a ghost with your eyes closed
wrapped around my soul baby keep close

and baby im a mess but youre the one i want
you can take my heart take me any time you want
like baby hit me up cuz youre the one i want
pretty little ghost take my soul any time u want

@w6lker
i must atone, i cannot live, and i deserve to die
i let them put syringes in my skin, and tear out both my eyes
hate to admit that i was sick, i guess it's no surprise
become a martyr for my god, and give away my life

give what i owe, but they do not forgive
it's hard for me to move with these nails in my wrist
flail your arms at the sky, but there's no one above
trust i've tried it before, i have given my blood

i can't feel my heart, but it's beating, i think it is
so very somber, i try not to think of it
hunted as rabbits, he wastes us, and wears our skin
all things consumed, animals, that's the way it is

want what i cant have ++hauntingclaire

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Edited the text the 26th of February, @ 00:12

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I DONT WANNA GO by LAVENDR (prod. lavendr)

prod @43u
mixed by me & lickkk 
master by me 
im fucking suffering 

lyrics:

@misalivee
and baby i just want like you can watch me cut
anything she wants baby i just want it done
omfgg like baby watch me drop i might kill myself 
bitch cuz idgafff my red rose baby watch my blood drop 
i hate myself baby tell me how to fucking stop
i might die for this shit i might cry for this shit 
baby i just wna drop would you lie to me to bitch


@7ick
i been cutting up my wrist
im still abusing my Adderall
bitch u werent shit
and i can tell u dont care at all
i got acid on my tongue
bitch u know were done
by the time u notice
i'll be reaching for my gun
im sick
i'll shoot myself in the head
i hate this shit
bitch u can suck my dick
and slit ur wrists
i dont think u even notice
and i hate it
im noddin off the pills again
i cant quit

watch me suffer ++lick (2040x2040)

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prod. https://soundcloud.com/pixelhood
voxx++
https://soundcloud.com/yungketaslime
https://soundcloud.com/1lav
https://soundcloud.com/blairrwitch

lyrxx:

https://soundcloud.com/yungketaslime
i like 2 get fkd up
molly k im so in love
every check i get buy drugs
you can look but u cant touch
im in the bathroom throwing up
with cig in hand my lungs r fkd
these hoesthey wanna fk but they r so outta luck
but if i was on molly i would probably leave the party and wed fuck inside the carseat
we ain talk if u ain talk 2 barred me
see everybone skinny jeans on my body
coke on the table cut it up w some car keys
im always fkd up n ur never gonna stop me

off these drugs i feel my heartbeat
look into the sky say god im sorry
please dont take my soul tonight i wanna party another time
fk that do another line
my body givin up but my soul gon be fine
i chew them xans n i drink red wine
yeah im hoppin on a dance beat but i can really slime dont doubt me i been in the trap bros around me
ar in my hand like im huntin down a bounty
mmm i remember back then they use to clown me
now that im up all these hoes all around me
idgaf abt a btch or y she frowning
ask if i got some btch im drowning
in coke and ket and pills
btch im spazzin need another xan 2 chill
u can lil bro me when u touch a mil
u ain on sht i decline record deals

https://soundcloud.com/1lav
they like to see me fall
faggots all up on my dick
like girl go suck it up
i'm off two lines you fucking bitch
this girl just fucked it up
blue crushed pills i'm needing it
let's just get out this town
you can be my little secret

they like to play them tricks
oh my god i feel so sick
like i'm so fucked up
i need more drugs i'm feeling it
let's go to the backseat
this bitch wanna text me
i'm just tryna fuck
like girl go ahead and take me

this shit i did for you
off these pills, can't move
i want you now (you're so cute)
girl i fuck with you
let's fuck it up
let's lock in bro i'm ready
oh you're such a fucking bitch
yeah you got me going crazy
this shit i did for you
off these pills, can't move
i want you now (you're so cute)
girl i fuck with you
let's fuck it up
let's lock in bro i'm ready
oh you're such a fucking bitch
yeah you got me going crazy

https://soundcloud.com/blairrwitch
he knows im a freak n they wanna fw me 
put yo hands down my skirt 
bby feel my body
[18:10]
oh you make me so wet 
i swear im just so obsessed
when you fuck me up n dose me up 
ill jus spend another check
throwin up in the bathroom
vomit down my clothes 
i dont wanna talk to you 
i swear that youre a hoe 
hoes get bucked
n i get fucked up 
why tf you tryn talk to me 
like bitch shut it up 
fuck me til i bleed
baby leave me so dead
ik when snort this line 
itll be another set 
i got adderall all
in my system 
pin me to the floor bby
make me your victim <33
god fuckin hates me 
he hates all these dirty whores
they jus wanna love me but bitch 
i want you on the floor 
cuts on my skin 
and dont jus make it hurt 
when you fuck me up i swear youll do me so worse



look but cant touch (prod. pixelhood)

prod. me
feat. @xxcrush
mixxed by me n crush master by meeee

you dont ache like i ache

lyr:

@misalivee
bitch like watch me fall apart 
forget like all i said 
i just wna get it out 
think im better off dead
and i keep on getting fucked
i just want it and ill cut 
forget like all i said 
swear that she dont give a fuck

and bitch i swear to god i wna die 
i dont wna see it killed myself 100 times
dont wna try let me get out 
dont hit me up im like not a shadow


@xxcrush
And Like I’m not a shadow
Why is everyone so shallow 
 how is this gonna work if I barely care about myself
I need help
This remind me of a dream 
it’s been way too long 
Tryna figure out tha cost of it 
U could rip up my whole world to bits
Oh my god
2 lines on my iPhone 
Ima forget this im so goneee
This feels wrong like I know 
please just keep on holding on
Cus I won’t ever stop

just watch me ++xxcrush

u can do wtv u want w tnfmb (lavendr)

i smoke it to the brain idgaf
and i jus poured another shot in my liquor cup
im sorry if u missed me
i jus bought a pair of shorts on 5th street

im bouta put the chain on
suddendeath what it say on it
likee while my swagger getting stolen
i made da beat if u didnt noticeee
im rockin jeans and im sippin soda
slippers on my feet like im getting older
hop up out the bed like my name is soulja
im smokin trees i got paranoia

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