Darling, It Wouldn't be a Party Without You...

PROXOXIE X RATRACE

RATRACE - https://soundcloud.com/ratrace90210

Can we be like Richy and Doreen Lioy?
My serial sweetheart
Deranged dream boy
Marry me in prison, I'm your trophy wife
Counting our vows like it were your life

Your my death row Romeo
(x8)
Take me home
Keep your darkest secrets like they were my own 
uh oh, breathing down my throat
Writing our last name in your fav death note 

© 2021 Proxoxie

PROXOXIE X RATRACE - DEATH ROW ROMEO

CHECK INTO THE BATES MOTEL
GOT A 4 COURSE MEAL AT 12
[ohhh ohhh] 

YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE THAT 
GOT MY RED BOTTOM HEELS ON
PIERCE THROUGH UR TOUNGE WITH MY CHRISTIAN LOUBOUTINS
I'VE GOT A MEAT SUIT BBY WITH UR NAME ON IT
WITH UR NAME ON IT
WITH UR NAME ON IT

CHECK INTO THE BATES MOTEL
GOT A 4 COURSE MEAL AT 12
[ohhh ohhh] 
TUMBLR HOE'S MY PERSONNEL
GO INSANE ON TRL

PROXIE U DO ALL THE WORK
I TIE THEM UP 
THEY GO BESERK
THINKIN ON SOME KINKY SHIT
 BUT REALLY IM GO RAVENOUS
BBY U JUST TASTE SO GOOD I DONT KNOW HOW TO STOP
U GOT ALL UR FINGERS AND THE KNIFE GO CHOP CHOP CHOP

SET UP THE CAMERA, TURN IT ON
LETS DANCE UNTIL WE DROPHANG ME UPSIDE DOWN
AND BLEED MY NECK
DONT SPILL A SINGLE DROP
LOVE IT WHEN YOU CHAIN ME UP 
AND LEAVE ME OUT TO ROT
ME AND PROXIE AT THE BUTCHER
THATS OUR FAVORITE PLACE TO SHOP
CHECK INTO THE BATES MOTEL
ID LIKE TO RAISE SOME HELL
I FUCKING HATE MYSELF
LACE ME UP WITH FENTANYL
CHECK INTO THE BATES MOTEL
HER SCREAMS THEY MAKE ME YELL
LETS PLAY A GAME UNTIL
PROXIE SKINS MY FACE OFF WELL

© 2021 Proxoxie

Buy!

PROXOXIE X NAJ - BATES MOTEL

PROD PROXOXIE / MOLLY MORPHINE
VIZULIZER: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vFBcHDil9i0

LYRICS 
DARK ANGEL LINK 
WOULD YOU PLEASE COME AND SAVE ME
PULL ME THROUGH THE SCREEN

WE CAN WORSHIP TO THE MOON
IT SPEAKS TO ME
WHOOOAAA4444HHH
AND I BEGIN NOW TO ASCEND 
TO UR REALM OF DARK RETENTION

I CANT STAND TO BE
ENDORSED IN THIS. MORTALITY 
I KISS THE GROUND BELOW UR FEET 
DARK LINK 
I LOVE YOU ENDLESSLY

DARK ANGEL LINK 
WOULD YOU PLEASE COME AND SAVE ME
PULL ME THROUGH THE SCREEN
AND ID KILL FOR YOU
ITS THE LEAST THAT I CAN DO 
IF YOU STILL BELIEVE IN ME

I ONLY WANTED TO CHEAT THE GAME
WHICH LIFE PRESENTS ITSELF
AND I ADMIT THAT I CROSSED THE LINE
BUT
I CANT THINK OF A HOME ID RATHER BE
IN UR ARMS DARK ANGEL CRYS
SPARKS OF PAIN AND ELECTRICITY
SELDOM SUFFERING

DARK ANGEL LINK 
WOULD YOU PLEASE COME AND SAVE ME
PULL ME THROUGH THE SCREEN
AND ID KILL FOR YOU
ITS THE LEAST THAT I CAN DO 
IF YOU STILL BELIEVE IN ME

© 2021 Proxoxie

PROXOXIE - D4RK ANG3L L1NK **VIZULIZER IN DESC***

I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT ANYORE VID: https://youtu.be/w6EG6BpEdLQ

I love all creepypastas but the rake. He scares me. anyway, i like to listen to eminem sometimes when im in the mood but i mostly listen to the black veil brides.  My main goal is to try to get to know more people just like me, that understand me and my weird ways of living life. Most people just give me that look of  disappointment. Sometimes they do a face palm. I love to watch smosh, pewdiepie, skydoesminecraft, deadlox, huskymudkipz, amazing Phil and danisnotonfire.
   I am also a major geek when it comes to comics, anomie, ninja turtles, and video games sutch as minecraft COD and call of  Duty ect.  my  favorite color is black but I'm not goth. I guess im act Emo in school and 2nd favorite color is grey. my favorite animal is a gecko because they are so boss. agree? my favorite band is Black Veil Brides and my favorite is don't hug me I'm scared 1 and 2. i also like the song Knives and Pens by the Black Veil Brides.  my favorite movie is got to be the shining, 'cause its a classic that Stephen King wrote. my favorite show is this anime called Blood+. its really tragic if you watch it. Well i guess i'll see you later...
https://www.quotev.com/proxoxie

© 2021 Proxoxie

PROXOXIE - I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE

You’re reading through my diary
You found my coke and golden key
You can try but you’ll never find out what
happened to me
I’ve got all these pretty little secrets
can’t tell you
Ain’t that what you call a liar
to tell you the truth
I got all these nasty habits
shove them underneath the mattress
Daddy told me I’m an actress
I dont even have to practice

Sadist sadist call me princess
Fuck me hard and make me famous
dirty rotten sticky corpse
dissolving on the tile floor
Venom venom please inject me
Make me sick and then dejected
Violence violence supernatural
dark web, hit list bring my camera

[x2]

[sample]

Sadist sadist call me princess
Fuck me hard and make me famous
two neurotic minds
How can they feel?
Or take advantage of their love?
Is trust just a product of manipulation 
Or am I broken, shattered, torn 
And I can finally sleep alone
I feel the pleasure of your cold company
Home is where the heart is 
Never let you go 
It beats so softly 
In the floorboards underneath

Picking up the kitchen knife and stabby stab into your neck
Jabbing out your eyes with safety scissors does the job instead
Wake up in the hospital with bloody roses in your bed
Realize that you're amputated 
Suffer hard and wish youre dead
Baby are you leaving me?
Ill suffocate your in your sleep
If Im not there to wake you up Ill surly be there in your dreams
You wanna take me to your cellar?
Moldy bodies make me shriek 
Wearing your face ask a mask cause everyday is Halloween

two neurotic minds
How can they feel?
Or take advantage of their love?
Is trust just a product of manipulation 
Or am I broken, shattered, torn 
And I can finally sleep alone
I feel the pleasure of your cold company
Home is where the heart is 
Never let you go 
It beats so softly 
In the floorboards underneath rotten sticky corpse
dissolving on the tile floor
Venom venom please inject me
Make me sick and then dejected
Violence violence supernatural
dark web, hit list bring my camera
[x2]

© 2022 Proxoxie

PROXOXIE - MY SECRET DIARY **VID IN DESCRIP

4 2NITE IM WATCHING U TOSS IN UR SLEEP AND I KNOW THAT UR THINKING OF ME !!!!!!

✧✧ https://soundcloud.com/psychokittyzombie ✧✧

	(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧      \(★ω★)/ 	٩(◕‿◕)۶ 	(☆ω☆)

prod proxoxie

© 2022 Proxoxie

PSYCHOKITTYZOMBIE X PROXOXIE - MALL RATS

PROD BY PROXXX X @thequazidead

i like being coddled and restrained by your hands
you make me so secure
don't talk about it softly i like it when you bite back
you 
can you draw more blood?

how can you stand me? do you even like that?
the lack of understanding 
uncertainty compels me

to slit the dagger deeper 
to make an incision
you're my brother's keeper
i cant make a decision
the boys are telling me their secrets
and I don't want to speak it to existence

weeping with the fallen 
this place is so serene 
and the angel who will guild me has bat wings
don't talk about it softly i like it when you bite back
you 
can you draw more blood?

to slit the dagger deeper 
to make an incision
you're my brother's keeper
i cant make a decision
the boys are telling me their secrets
and I don't want to speak it to existence

© 2022 Proxoxie

PROXOXIE - INCISION

Follow PROXOXIE
✧ Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/proxoxie
✧ Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/c/PROXOXIE
✧  Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/proxoxie/

Lyrics: 
I get what I want whenever I need it
Oh, You think you're funny well
Can you repeat it?
Just 'cause I'm online all day
Don't mean I'm addicted

I'm too busy doing nothing
that I can't do nothing else
And I'm stressed out when 
we go out because
your outfit looks like hell

I got things to see and
people to do 
I'd rather be wasted than waste time with you....

1234 I don't care, never did
5678 You're pathetic, make me sick
beauty is skin deep 
but ugly is to the bone
So while I do my makeup please
leave me alone

1234 I just had a nightmare
5678 It was all 'cause you I swear
but ugly is to the bone
So while I do my makeup please
leave me alone


I want you... I need you...
to go away
I'm not antisocial 
you're annoying me
Cancel my subscription
I'm tired of your issues
Can you leave a message
I'll pretend that I like you

I'm too busy doing nothing
that I can't do nothing else
And I'm stressed out when 
we go out because
your outfit looks like hell

I got things to see and
people to do 
I'd rather be wasted than waste time with you....

1234 I don't care, never did
5678 You're pathetic, make me sick
beauty is skin deep 
but ugly is to the bone
So while I do my makeup please
leave me alone

1234 I just had a nightmare
5678 It was all 'cause you I swear
beauty is skin deep 
but ugly is to the bone
So while I do my makeup please
leave me alone

© 2022 Proxoxie

PROXOXIE - I don't care...

@siouxxie

	.･ﾟﾟ･(／ω＼)･ﾟﾟ･.  	(×_×)⌒☆
two neurotic minds
How can they feel?
Or take advantage of their love?
Is trust just a product of manipulation 
Or am I broken, shattered, torn 
And I can finally sleep alone
I feel the pleasure of your cold company
Home is where the heart is 
Never let you go 
It beats so softly 
In the floorboards underneath

Picking up the kitchen knife and stabby stab into your neck
Jabbing out your eyes with safety scissors does the job instead
Wake up in the hospital with bloody roses in your bed
Realize that you're amputated 
Suffer hard and wish youre dead
Baby are you leaving me?
Ill suffocate your in your sleep
If Im not there to wake you up Ill surly be there in your dreams
You wanna take me to your cellar?
Moldy bodies make me shriek 
Wearing your face ask a mask cause everyday is Halloween

two neurotic minds
How can they feel?
Or take advantage of their love?
Is trust just a product of manipulation 
Or am I broken, shattered, torn 
And I can finally sleep alone
I feel the pleasure of your cold company
Home is where the heart is 
Never let you go 
It beats so softly 
In the floorboards underneath

© 2022 Proxoxie

PROXOXIE X SIOUXXIE SIXXSTAR  - MYDEATHSPACE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jWfxP__E6HM

GUITAR: JUNO2002

Sorry if I hurt you 
Sorry if I broke your trust 
Sorry speaks for nothing then
if what we are is so wrong
all that I've forgotten is floating 
somewhere in a lily pond
beauty's good for rotting slowly
I cant fly my wings r gone...
guns in her room 
Baby's so confused and locked away
quiet as a tomb but shes screaming when you go away 
don't leave me alone cause its colder than yesterday
is it HOME SWEET HOME if the sun does shine today?

Where are you?
How could you?
There's a cold reality behind it
Forgive me
Forget me
spoke into existence all the things that we cant admit
Where are you?
How could you?
Dont care where you are
I respect your anonymity
Forgive me
Forget me
Do I even care
I don't take all this seriously 

I don't go outside too much 
my skin is kissed by acid rain
you dont come inside because
my mechanisms laced with pain
I just fear the after thought 
regret is just my favorite thing
its dumb of u for trying because
what i do is all in vain 

guns in her room 
but she lacks the drive and ammunition
quiet as a tomb
but shes threatened into the submission
counting all my lives 
I was bred by the superstition
darling take my hand
i'm surrendering my position 

Where are you?
How could you?
There's a cold reality behind it
Forgive me
Forget me
spoke into existence all the things that we cant admit
Where are you?
How could you?
Dont care where you are
I respect your anonymity
Forgive me
Forget me
Do I even care
I don't take all this seriously

© 2022 Proxoxie

PROXOXIE - Home Sweet Home Demo

VIDEO: https://youtu.be/gNstznagqts

Lyrics
I am bored
u have failed
2 make me feel alive again
Now im scrolling through the web 
u make me want to cry again
ur invited 2 my pity party
got a special favor 
i think that iz cute that 
im ur iphone 7 screen saver

Can u stitch me up?
I got all 7's just 4 luck
under the palm trees thats whats up
hello Las Vegas wheres the club???
That's my plug 
in his Hawaiian shirt 
selling xanny's, acid, perks
im a fiend fall in the dirt
scraped my knees my bruises hurt 

Let me in like a parasite 
cud u let me in cause i wanna come inside
im like a doctor tell u everything thats right
ur such a doll
so small and u smell so nice 
ok i fell down a well 
i ascended strait to heaven 
By the 7/11
u got ur lil secrets well i got a big confession

I stole a couple soups from the Holiday Inn
and u got an SUV well can we go for a spin
I dropped my fucks in the sink and they went down the drain
Dropping acid everyday lets never do that again
walking down the hallway like a general freak
i listen to their music even though they blocked me 
I got different types of radiation coursing through my blood 
and there's brain rot on the tv 
while im sitting in the dark

© 2022 Proxoxie

PROXOXIE - PITY PARTY [VID IN DESCRIP]

I like to sit up here all alone
and look for the ground 
like its lost
maybe someday it will come up to meet me 
but for now, maybe ill just watch

i want to be a pretty corpse
dress me up in the morgue 
embalm me so I am perseved 
kiss me slow in the herse
I cant take all of that pressure
meet me in the nuclear winter

I love all this violence 
Maybe I'm a nihilist
crying in my pillow and then suffering in silence
I feel so alone and anxious
I am so delerious 
I'm a pyromaniac but
its not even serious 

sometimes dead is better 
when you starve yourself 
or black out
I dont want to talk to you
so can you turn the lights out?
I need more friends with wings
everybody get away from me
pocket full of posies 
you really dont know anything

I always have the option to just fade away
find a new obsession 
take the pain away
but maybe this is fun for me
write it in my diary
hide it from my family 
this self inflicted misery
Can you hit me harder?
I know you like it when I flinch
Its like staring to the void
and you're a maniac and thats 
the only way I like it

I love all this violence 
Maybe I'm a nihilist
crying in my pillow and then suffering in silence
I feel so alone and anxious
I am so delerious 
I'm a pyromaniac but
its not even serious 
sometimes dead is better 
when you starve yourself 
or black out
I dont want to talk to you
so can you turn the lights out?
I need more friends with wings
everybody get away from me
pocket full of posies 
you really don't know anything

© 2022 Proxoxie

PROXOXIE - SUICIDE ROOM

-ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈
WEBSITE: proxoxie.com/

INSTAGRAM: PROXOXIE
www.instagram.com/proxoxie/

TWITTER: Ghostyguts1
twitter.com/ghostyguts1

FACEBOOK: PROXOXIE
www.facebook.com/proxoxie
-ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈

i feel like i got three rounds
lodged inside the center
of my skull
lurking through the forest cause
i feel just like an animal
wake up in a cold sweat all my dreams feel so subliminal 
its like im going fucking crazy right?1!?
I cant hear you when you talk
plz dont ever fake your death
I dont care if ur obsessed
This feels like its scary movie 5 because we're all possessed 
You can meet me in the back of the club
or even better
you can find me at the clearence section and the Sears in the mall

(LETS GOOOO) 
I aint no miracle worker
(LETS GOOOO) 
but imma purge and then lurk tho 
(FUCK) 
I aint gon lieee

I see bodies dancing and hear voices inside my mind
(LETS GOOOO) 
I might just freakout in public
(LETS GOOOO) 
I got business cards in my wallet
(LETS GOOOO) 
I Aint gon lie
(FUCK FUCK FUCK)
I see clones that look like you all of the time

I dont want to hear your voice right now
I feeling fuckign drugged right now
I've had it up to here by now
just make it go away 
I blocked all my contacts I feel antisocial
Its time to do the fork in the garbage disposal 
I write creepypastas but that is a secret 
I write creepypastas but that is a secret 
I read a lot of archive of our own on some kink shit 
dont look at my search history
im not crying
im not kidding 
no one in the world gets me
why are all the walls spinning??

© 2022 Proxoxie

PROXOXIE - GREATEST FREAKOUT EVER!!! XD

-ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈
WEBSITE: proxoxie.com/

INSTAGRAM: PROXOXIE
www.instagram.com/proxoxie/

TWITTER: Ghostyguts1
twitter.com/ghostyguts1

FACEBOOK: PROXOXIE
www.facebook.com/proxoxie
-ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈

© 2022 Proxoxie

PROXOXIE X NOSGOV - LONELY BROADCAST STATION

Lyrics/ Arrangment: Proxoxie

Mix/ Master: Dropcat

Cover Art: Seven Different Heavens

Lyrics: https://proxoxie.com/2023-no-sleep/

[Chorus]
Babe you know that 
I see
Its the timing that reminds me 
I wanna leave 
Baby don’t you spite me
open up your eyes please 
I swear doll if you hide from me 
You know where to find me 

[Verse]
is it a bad decision 
I’m admitting to deliberate 
situations that I dream about 
The nightmares I cant think about 
I acknowledge all my doubt 
I’m so vague when i talk about my life now
I tell you I don’t ever wanna fight now
I really cant be left alone all by myself 
Its personal lets talk about something else 

[Chorus]
I see
Its the timing that reminds me 
I wanna leave 
Baby don’t you spite me
open up your eyes please 
I swear doll if you hide from me 
You know where to find me 

[Bridge]
Baby
Tonights the night 
I hope it means something
This night would suck if to u it meant nothing
Alone in my room 
Everything’s got me thinking 
Hours and hours I stare at the ceiling

[Chorus]
Babe you know that 
I see
Its the timing that reminds me 
I wanna leave 
Baby don’t you spite me
open up your eyes please 
I swear doll if you hide from me 
You know where to find me

No Sleep

Lyrics/ Arrangment: Proxoxie

Mix/ Master: Dropcat

Cover Art: Seven Different Heavens

Lyrics: https://proxoxie.com/lyrics/i-dont-care-lyrics/

[Verse 1]
I get what I want whenever I need it
Oh, You think you’re funny well
Can you repeat it?
Just ’cause I’m online all day
Don’t mean I’m addicted
I’m too busy doing nothing
that I can’t do nothing else 
And I’m stressed out when 
we go out because
your outfit looks like hell
I got things to see and
people to do 
I’d rather be wasted than waste time with you….

[Chorus]
1234 I don’t care, never did
5678 You’re pathetic, make me sick
beauty is skin deep 
but ugly is to the bone
So while I do my makeup please
leave me alone
1234 I just had a nightmare
5678 It was all ’cause you I swear
but ugly is to the bone
So while I do my makeup please
leave me alone

[Verse 2]
I want you… I need you…
to go away
I’m not antisocial 
you’re annoying me
Cancel my subscription
I’m tired of your issues
Can you leave a message
I’ll pretend that I like you

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m too busy doing nothing
that I can’t do nothing else 
And I’m stressed out when 
we go out because
your outfit looks like hell
I got things to see and
people to do 
I’d rather be wasted than waste time with you….

[Chorus]
1234 I don’t care, never did
5678 You’re pathetic, make me sick
beauty is skin deep 
but ugly is to the bone
So while I do my makeup please
leave me alone
1234 I just had a nightmare
5678 It was all ’cause you I swear
but ugly is to the bone
So while I do my makeup please
leave me alone

Darling, It Wouldn't Be a Party Without You...

I Don't Care...

Lyrics/ Arrangment: Proxoxie

Mix/ Master: Dropcat

Cover Art: Seven Different Heavens

Lyrics: https://proxoxie.com/lyrics/my-cellar-lyrics/

[Chorus]
come party in my cellar
dance with me forever
speakers blare attila
mutilate dismember
you have been invited
we are so delighted
make yourself at home, doll
let’s get the function started!

[Verse 1]
grinding glass powder in your food
you slowly grow sick but continue to chew
your throat begins to swell and you start to drool
here to finish you off is your favorite ghoul
I watch you suffocate on your vomit and spit
your eyes glass over and begin to dim
I caress your face as your features twitch
I love you baby can you take a hint?

[Chorus]
come party in my cellar
dance with me forever
speakers blare attila
mutilate dismember
you have been invited
we are so delighted
make yourself at home, doll
let’s get the function started!

[Verse 2]
mount you to the ceiling with my chains
my marionette, can you relevé?
dancing to the techno dj mix
Aphex twin swaggin with Jeff Mills
moving so controversial
darling why don't we both take this slow?
slip your hand gently ’round my waist
your bicep rips clean off, my mistake…

[Chorus Rephrase]
welcome doll to my cellar
dance with me forever
the club has inducted its new found member
the blood-washed floors so brightly shimmer
party in the strobe light
party in the strobe light

My Cellar

Lyrics/ Arrangment: Proxoxie

Mix/ Master: Dropcat

Cover Art: Seven Different Heavens

Lyrics: https://proxoxie.com/lyrics/kill-me-slowly-lyrics/

Kill me slowly darling
dont you cry
Pure kind soul
contaminate your mind

[Verse 1]
I know you're there
The hunt is dragging on and on
and when you touch me I’m not scared
I wanna feel your every wrong

[Chorus]
Kill me slowly darling
Don't you cry
Pure kind soul,
contaminate your mind
Link the chains until my hands are tied
Feed the fire till I'm burned alive

[Dropcat]
Darling, close your eyes 
Count your blessings 
go to sleep 
And I know that you feel awful 
When you tell me all your dreams
But do you want me to know?
I know your hands are so cold
But can you please try to open your eyes?

[Chorus]
Kill me slowly darling
Don't you cry
Pure kind soul
contaminate your mind
Slit my throat and gouge out both my eyes
Scalpels, bone saws, railroad spikes and knives

Kill Me Slowly

Kill Me Slowly (+ Dropcat)

Lyrics/ Arrangment: Proxoxie

Mix/ Master: Dropcat

Cover Art: Seven Different Heavens

Wee Pow: https://soundcloud.com/wee-pow

Lyrics: https://proxoxie.com/?page_id=1082

[Chorus]
Faster, Faster
Can you chase me faster?
Jump, spin, turn around
Like a little dancer
Faster, Faster
Can you spin me faster?
Turn around, fall to the ground
Address me when you answer

[Wee Pow]

Ok let me slip 'n slide 
Let me take you on a motherfuckin' ride 
a been doin this shit so high 
av been jumpin' on the mic way the demon eye 
a be smokin to much a can feel a can fly anytime that am up in the sky 
like p-p-party crew like a don't say yes 'n a say yessi 
like ring a ding ding like r-r-roses got a pocket full of explosives 
castin' these spells 'n am makin' them potions 
'n am sendin' this beat right over the ocean, 
right over the ocean am sendin' this beat right over the ocean 

[Chorus]
Faster, Faster
Can you chase me faster?
Jump, spin, turn around
Like a little dancer
Faster, Faster
Can you spin me faster?
Turn around, fall to the ground
Address me when you answer
Hit me harder
Can you hit me harder?
Adrenaline slips through my veins
So can you hit me harder?
Faster, Faster
Can you spin me faster?
Turn around, fall to the ground
Address me when you answer.

[Wee Pow]
lit faster faster spin a little faster 
a be on this microphone 
puffin on ma ganja 
so faster faster spin a little faster a be on this microphone puffin on ma ganja 
faster faster spin a little faster a be on this microphone puffin on ma ganja

Faster

Faster (+ Wee Pow)

Lyrics/ Arrangment: Proxoxie

Mix/ Master: Dropcat

Cover Art: Seven Different Heavens

Go Online Today: https://proxoxie.com/

Interlude

Lyrics/ Arrangment: Proxoxie

Mix/ Master: Dropcat

Cover Art: Seven Different Heavens

Wee Pow: https://soundcloud.com/wee-pow

Arrangement: Ratrace90210 https://soundcloud.com/ratrace90210

Lyrics: https://proxoxie.com/?page_id=1082

[Wee Pow Intro]
Oii 
Yo 
Party fuckin' crew 
Mic check 1 n 2 hey 

[Verse 1]
I get it on my own
I try to take it slow
But every time I see your face 
I gotta let you know
That I don't want no fights
I don't want to think 
I'll show you just the pretty side
No other part of me
Darling, I'm so tired
All the screaming, crying
Are you lying?
Ask me all these silly questions
Take my pride 'cause
This is reckless

[Pre-Chorus]
Where's my happy ending? 
I still feeling like I'm pretending
This was not what I intended 
are you even comprehending me?
And all my problems
All my drama 
Messy bedrooms 
I just wanna 
Stay inside and hide all day
What's the fun of doing things?

[Chorus]
Crazy, did I say I was crazy?
Tell me what were you thinking?
Now you don't get to leave me
Leave me...
Messy, did I say I was messy?
I've been told I'm not ready
Don't tell me you'll try to fix me
Fix me...

[Wee Pow]
Hey yo b-b-baby 
You got me goin' crazy 
you're spinnin' ma head right 'round 
you're makin' ma world now feel so lazy
makin' ma world fucked up 
makin' me loss the fuckin' plot 
anywhere a fuckin' go am always thinkin' of fuckin' yooo 
ma minds so fuckin' cooked 
ma minds so fuckin' fried 
am doin this shit yes everyday n am doin it everynight 
ma love for fuckin' you was strong as a fuckin' drug
its mc fuckin p-p-p an 
you're treatin' me like a thug yo

[Pre-Chorus]
Where's my happy ending? 
I still feeling like I'm pretending
This was not what I intended 
are you even comprehending me?
And all my problems
All my drama 
Messy bedrooms 
I just wanna 
Stay inside and hide all day
What's the fun of doing things?

[Chorus]
Crazy, did I say I was crazy?
Tell me what were you thinking?
Now you don't get to leave me
Leave me...
Messy, did I say I was messy?
I've been told I'm not ready
Don't tell me you'll try to fix me
Fix me...

Messy

Messy (+Wee Pow, Ratrace90210)

Lyrics/ Arrangment: Proxoxie

Mix/ Master: Dropcat

Cover Art: Seven Different Heavens

Dazegxd: https://soundcloud.com/dazegxd

Lyrics: https://proxoxie.com/?page_id=1082

[Verse]
It's like hi so nice to know you 
I just really gotta go
'Cause I'm busy either making cash 
or paying off my loans
And then I guess I like to think a lot cause 
I know where this goes
But tonight I play it classy like I'm Marilyn Monroe 
And he said I look so cute
You know I got a freaky past
How do you feel about?
Homie's foreign so we text on Whatsapp
and he likes to drive real fast
And he knows what to do 
I just think about that

[Chorus]
I don't care, anytime
You know I can wait for you all night
You know I can stay up till sunrise
But honestly that's wasting my time
and Honestly that just how I feel 
and it's Tv-14 that's real
A contestant on Deal or No Deal 
I Don't Care, anytime
But it's depending on how I feel 
That's how I feel, yeah

[Bridge]
I don't care, anytime
You know I can wait for you all night
You know I can stay up till sunrise
But honestly that's wasting my time
I don't care, anytime
You know I can wait for you all night
You know I can stay up till sunrise
But honestly that's wasting my time

[Verse]
I wish I had a trust fund but I love my character
Everybody know me when I pop up in the area
Make sure nobody takes my swag 
I got that hysteria 
I used to make some horror movies
They were really scary, yeah

[Chorus]
I don't care, anytime
You know I can wait for you all night
You know I can stay up till sunrise
But honestly that's wasting my time
and Honestly that just how I feel 
and it's Tv-14 that's real
A contestant on Deal or No Deal 
I Don't Care, anytime
But it's depending on how I feel 
That's how I feel, yeah

TV-14

TV—14 (+Dazegxd)

[Verse 1]
I think back to the time
Where I had like, a life
And the skyline looked bright
As the sparkly lights
Reflect in your eyes as I scroll
Through the pictures I had 
And the times that you made me laugh
Now those pictures expire in 15 days 
I deleted them now they will go away 
And I’m not gonna say what I’m gonna say 
And I’m not gonna look at my phone today

[Chorus]
Why did everything
Happen so quickly?
Its like I wake up and I’m screaming 
How long have I been tossing turning in my sleep?
Why’d I question me? 
Did I really believe?
It must of all just been a dream then 
Ok, imma cancel plans 
And fall right back to sleep then

[Verse 2]
And I know, its the first time 
I’m not gonna lie
Cause I hate writing songs with the words “you and I”
Cause its stupid 
There’s no excuses 
Its so cliche I don’t know why I’m doing this 
Is it relevant?
No its irrelevant 
These days I laugh it off for the hell of it 
Whats so funny? I don’t know 
He said “Proxoxie hows your show?”
I said “I don’t care anymore”
And that’s just how it goes 

[Chorus]
Why did everything
Happen so quickly?
Its like I wake up and I’m screaming 
How long have I been tossing turning in my sleep?
Why’d I question me? 
Did I really believe?
It must of all just been a dream then 
Ok, imma cancel plans 
And fall right back to sleep then

Irrelevant

Lyrics/ Arrangment: Proxoxie

Mix/ Master: Dropcat

Cover Art: Seven Different Heavens

Lyrics: https://proxoxie.com/?page_id=1086

[Chorus]
And I know that it hurts 
Don't want to look so broken...
When I don't know how to feel 
Everything starts hurting
And I don't know what to say
Everything comes out wrong
And if you ask me what I mean
Just think about this song

[Verse]
I've been living
A science fiction
It's consumed my world
I've been thinking
Not really clearly
Everything looks blurred
The reason I don't 
Tell exactly how I'm supposed to feel 
Is 'cause I find it
Hard to know exactly what is real

[Chorus]
And I know that it hurts 
Don't want to look so broken...
When I don't know how to feel 
Everything starts hurting
And I don't know what to say
Everything comes out wrong
And if you ask me what I mean
Just think about this song

[Verse Rephrase]
I've been living
A science fiction
It's consumed my world
I've been thinking
Not really clearly
Everything looks blurred
The reason I don't 
Tell exactly how I'm supposed to feel 
Is 'cause I find it
Hard to know exactly what is real

So Broken (Outro)

Dark Angel Link (Bonus Track)

Lyrics/ Arrangment: Proxoxie

Mix/ Master: Dropcat

Cover Art: Seven Different Heavens

Lyrics: https://proxoxie.com/lyrics/2023-chewed-up-and-spit-out/

[Chorus]
I can tell you anything
whatcha wanna know?
I can take you anywhere
Show me where you wanna go
If you think you’re getting out of here
That’s probably just a no
I got eyes behind my back and I cannot let you go (yeah)

[X2]

[Verse]
If you cannot let me down nicely, sugarcoat it
Take your tounge out from my teeth and bite me
Baby cause you own it
You own everything, and I love it when you tell me
Lots of terrible things
Lots of horrible things
Don’t feed me after midnight, sweetheart
I might get upset
Like a dog I might just curl up and just lay down on your lap
I’ve been chewed up, kick and spit out then just left in a ditch
I’ve been broken, kicked so many times
But I’ll be your pet.

[Chorus]
I can tell you anything
whatcha wanna know?
I can take you anywhere
Show me where you wanna go
If you think you’re getting out of here
That’s probably just a no
I got eyes behind my back and I cannot let you go (yeah)
[X2]

Chew Up & Spit Out

Chewed Up & Spit Out

This is not on the debut album, but the debut album comes out on September 20th 2023!!!
I wrote and produced this song about two years ago. I never put it out because I was insecure about it. I feel like its not that bad of a song at all, so here it is :)

Also, I took this picture!!!

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Sometimes dead is better
I got gasoline to light it up
Laughing so damn hard I suffer
I got pyromania 
Baby be so poisonous 
Got salmonella sucking blood
Meet me at the doors of the Beverly Hills Supper Club

[Pre-Chorus]
I like all things vile and disturbing and I like you...
I can't even cross my fingers
Show you and I know you

[Chorus]
Spitting out acid through my teeth, yeah 
I'm Donnie, baby 
I choose fear over love, yeah
Brain rot on the TV in a dark room, yeah
Radiation coursing in my blood
I can't seem to take my pretty eyes off you 
I got deja vu, yeah
We all die alone but I wanna suffer with you
Lets set a fire like we used to

[Verse 2]
Sometimes I see blurry visions from the corner of my eye
Lock the door behind me 
I can't call for help or scream or cry
Turning on the rusty shower head to make me feel alive
Throwing up intestines 'cause I feel so fucking dead inside

[Pre-Chorus]
I like all things vile and disturbing and I like you...
I can't even cross my fingers
Show you and I know you

[Chorus]
Spitting out acid through my teeth, yeah 
I'm Donnie, baby 
I choose fear over love, yeah
Brain rot on the TV in a dark room, yeah
Radiation coursing in my blood
I can't seem to take my pretty eyes off you 
I got deja vu, yeah
We all die alone but I wanna suffer with you
Lets set a fire like we used to

PYROMANIA

PROXOXIE - PYROMANIA (unreleased)

I am a huge Ariana Grande fan low key

I like to do these covers to document the growth in my voice

Hope u likey :P

My Everything Ariana Grande Cover <3

Mix/Master/Production: Proxoxie

This was a demo before I sent the song to be done by Dropcat for the album... Hope you enjoy :)

Lyrics: https://proxoxie.com/lyrics/2023-chewed-up-and-spit-out/
[Chorus]

I can tell you anything
whatcha wanna know?
I can take you anywhere
Show me where you wanna go
If you think you’re getting out of here
That’s probably just a no
I got eyes behind my back and I cannot let you go (yeah)
[X2]

[Verse]
If you cannot let me down nicely, sugarcoat it
Take your tounge out from my teeth and bite me
Baby cause you own it
You own everything, and I love it when you tell me
Lots of terrible things
Lots of horrible things
Don’t feed me after midnight, sweetheart
I might get upset
Like a dog I might just curl up and just lay down on your lap
I’ve been chewed up, kick and spit out then just left in a ditch
I’ve been broken, kicked so many times
But I’ll be your pet.

[Chorus]
I can tell you anything
whatcha wanna know?
I can take you anywhere
Show me where you wanna go
If you think you’re getting out of here
That’s probably just a no
I got eyes behind my back and I cannot let you go (yeah)
[X2]

Chewed Up and Spit Out Demo

Chewed Up And Spit Out Demo

Lyrics/ Arrangment/ Mix: Proxoxie

Cover Art: Tian Zhang 

Lyrics: proxoxie.com/?page_id=1086

[Chorus]
And I know that it hurts
Don't want to look so broken...
When I don't know how to feel
Everything starts hurting
And I don't know what to say
Everything comes out wrong
And if you ask me what I mean
Just think about this song

[Verse]
I've been living
A science fiction
It's consumed my world
I've been thinking
Not really clearly
Everything looks blurred
The reason I don't
Tell exactly how I'm supposed to feel
Is 'cause I find it
Hard to know exactly what is real

[Chorus]
And I know that it hurts
Don't want to look so broken...
When I don't know how to feel
Everything starts hurting
And I don't know what to say
Everything comes out wrong
And if you ask me what I mean
Just think about this song

So Broken Demo

VIDEO: https://youtu.be/5Mn1cWcvQb0
@xaxanity

PROD PROXOXIE

Kill me slowly darling
dont u cry.
Pure kind soul,
 contaminate ur mind.

PROX
I know ur there.
The hunt is dragging on and on.
and when u touch me I'm not scared.
i wanna feel ur every wrong.

Kill me slowly darling
dont u cry.
Pure kind soul,
contaminate ur mind.
link the chains until my hands are tied
feed the fire till I'm burned alive

XXXAN
Im sorry I'm crazy,
but u don't seem to be 
afraid of me.
a a a afraid of me.
counting up the corpses as of lately.
u can always b next my baby...
chocking on ur neck ur going hazy.
ahahah ahahha
ha ha ha ha ha

Kill me slowly darling
dont u cry.
Pure kind soul,
contaminate ur mind.
Slit my throat and 
gouge out both my eyes.
Scalpels bone saws railroad spikes and knives...

© 2021 Proxoxie

PROXOXIE X XAXANITY - kill me slowly

#PROXOXIE Debut Album "Darling, It Wouldn't Be a Party Without You..." Out now <3

Hello! Welcome, I am so glad you found my page... I'd like to introduce myself... my name is Molly Tramell, or Proxoxie, pronounce it however you'd like. I am a fanfic writer, part wolf, taxidermy collector, Sims 3 abuser, meme account admin, and musician!  I've been in the business under a few different names for a while now, about 6 years to say the least... welcome to my world, I hope you find yourself a place in it... Feel free to read my weekly blogs on my website: www.proxoxie.com

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