Recorded and Produced by Molly Tramell 
Mixing and Mastering: Dropcat Zachary Sutton
Creative direction and design: Ruben van Rossem
Tracks #2, #6, #9: Produced by Zachary Sutton
Tracks #6: Produced by JOLLY WRLD
Photography: Ivan Soriano

Hotel Proxoxie

PROXOXIE X RATRACE

RATRACE - https://soundcloud.com/ratrace90210

Can we be like Richy and Doreen Lioy?
My serial sweetheart
Deranged dream boy
Marry me in prison, I'm your trophy wife
Counting our vows like it were your life

Your my death row Romeo
(x8)
Take me home
Keep your darkest secrets like they were my own 
uh oh, breathing down my throat
Writing our last name in your fav death note 

© 2021 Proxoxie

PROXOXIE X RATRACE - DEATH ROW ROMEO

CHECK INTO THE BATES MOTEL
GOT A 4 COURSE MEAL AT 12
[ohhh ohhh] 

YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE THAT 
GOT MY RED BOTTOM HEELS ON
PIERCE THROUGH UR TOUNGE WITH MY CHRISTIAN LOUBOUTINS
I'VE GOT A MEAT SUIT BBY WITH UR NAME ON IT
WITH UR NAME ON IT
WITH UR NAME ON IT

CHECK INTO THE BATES MOTEL
GOT A 4 COURSE MEAL AT 12
[ohhh ohhh] 
TUMBLR HOE'S MY PERSONNEL
GO INSANE ON TRL

PROXIE U DO ALL THE WORK
I TIE THEM UP 
THEY GO BESERK
THINKIN ON SOME KINKY SHIT
 BUT REALLY IM GO RAVENOUS
BBY U JUST TASTE SO GOOD I DONT KNOW HOW TO STOP
U GOT ALL UR FINGERS AND THE KNIFE GO CHOP CHOP CHOP

SET UP THE CAMERA, TURN IT ON
LETS DANCE UNTIL WE DROPHANG ME UPSIDE DOWN
AND BLEED MY NECK
DONT SPILL A SINGLE DROP
LOVE IT WHEN YOU CHAIN ME UP 
AND LEAVE ME OUT TO ROT
ME AND PROXIE AT THE BUTCHER
THATS OUR FAVORITE PLACE TO SHOP
CHECK INTO THE BATES MOTEL
ID LIKE TO RAISE SOME HELL
I FUCKING HATE MYSELF
LACE ME UP WITH FENTANYL
CHECK INTO THE BATES MOTEL
HER SCREAMS THEY MAKE ME YELL
LETS PLAY A GAME UNTIL
PROXIE SKINS MY FACE OFF WELL

© 2021 Proxoxie

Buy!

PROXOXIE X NAJ - BATES MOTEL

PROD PROXOXIE / MOLLY MORPHINE
VIZULIZER: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vFBcHDil9i0

LYRICS 
DARK ANGEL LINK 
WOULD YOU PLEASE COME AND SAVE ME
PULL ME THROUGH THE SCREEN

WE CAN WORSHIP TO THE MOON
IT SPEAKS TO ME
WHOOOAAA4444HHH
AND I BEGIN NOW TO ASCEND 
TO UR REALM OF DARK RETENTION

I CANT STAND TO BE
ENDORSED IN THIS. MORTALITY 
I KISS THE GROUND BELOW UR FEET 
DARK LINK 
I LOVE YOU ENDLESSLY

DARK ANGEL LINK 
WOULD YOU PLEASE COME AND SAVE ME
PULL ME THROUGH THE SCREEN
AND ID KILL FOR YOU
ITS THE LEAST THAT I CAN DO 
IF YOU STILL BELIEVE IN ME

I ONLY WANTED TO CHEAT THE GAME
WHICH LIFE PRESENTS ITSELF
AND I ADMIT THAT I CROSSED THE LINE
BUT
I CANT THINK OF A HOME ID RATHER BE
IN UR ARMS DARK ANGEL CRYS
SPARKS OF PAIN AND ELECTRICITY
SELDOM SUFFERING

DARK ANGEL LINK 
WOULD YOU PLEASE COME AND SAVE ME
PULL ME THROUGH THE SCREEN
AND ID KILL FOR YOU
ITS THE LEAST THAT I CAN DO 
IF YOU STILL BELIEVE IN ME

© 2021 Proxoxie

PROXOXIE - D4RK ANG3L L1NK **VIZULIZER IN DESC***

THE BLACK DAHLIA VID: https://youtu.be/XLIAqcWgJ5w

I love all creepypastas but the rake. He scares me. anyway, i like to listen to eminem sometimes when im in the mood but i mostly listen to the black veil brides.  My main goal is to try to get to know more people just like me, that understand me and my weird ways of living life. Most people just give me that look of  disappointment. Sometimes they do a face palm. I love to watch smosh, pewdiepie, skydoesminecraft, deadlox, huskymudkipz, amazing Phil and danisnotonfire.
   I am also a major geek when it comes to comics, anomie, ninja turtles, and video games sutch as minecraft COD and call of  Duty ect.  my  favorite color is black but I'm not goth. I guess im act Emo in school and 2nd favorite color is grey. my favorite animal is a gecko because they are so boss. agree? my favorite band is Black Veil Brides and my favorite is don't hug me I'm scared 1 and 2. i also like the song Knives and Pens by the Black Veil Brides.  my favorite movie is got to be the shining, 'cause its a classic that Stephen King wrote. my favorite show is this anime called Blood+. its really tragic if you watch it. Well i guess i'll see you later...
https://www.quotev.com/proxoxie

© 2021 Proxoxie

PROXOXIE - THE BLACK DAHLIA

I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT ANYORE VID: https://youtu.be/w6EG6BpEdLQ

I love all creepypastas but the rake. He scares me. anyway, i like to listen to eminem sometimes when im in the mood but i mostly listen to the black veil brides.  My main goal is to try to get to know more people just like me, that understand me and my weird ways of living life. Most people just give me that look of  disappointment. Sometimes they do a face palm. I love to watch smosh, pewdiepie, skydoesminecraft, deadlox, huskymudkipz, amazing Phil and danisnotonfire.
   I am also a major geek when it comes to comics, anomie, ninja turtles, and video games sutch as minecraft COD and call of  Duty ect.  my  favorite color is black but I'm not goth. I guess im act Emo in school and 2nd favorite color is grey. my favorite animal is a gecko because they are so boss. agree? my favorite band is Black Veil Brides and my favorite is don't hug me I'm scared 1 and 2. i also like the song Knives and Pens by the Black Veil Brides.  my favorite movie is got to be the shining, 'cause its a classic that Stephen King wrote. my favorite show is this anime called Blood+. its really tragic if you watch it. Well i guess i'll see you later...
https://www.quotev.com/proxoxie

© 2021 Proxoxie

PROXOXIE - I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE

FANFIC VID: https://youtu.be/Qwdp-T7gsFQ

I love all creepypastas but the rake. He scares me. anyway, i like to listen to eminem sometimes when im in the mood but i mostly listen to the black veil brides.  My main goal is to try to get to know more people just like me, that understand me and my weird ways of living life. Most people just give me that look of  disappointment. Sometimes they do a face palm. I love to watch smosh, pewdiepie, skydoesminecraft, deadlox, huskymudkipz, amazing Phil and danisnotonfire.
   I am also a major geek when it comes to comics, anomie, ninja turtles, and video games sutch as minecraft COD and call of  Duty ect.  my  favorite color is black but I'm not goth. I guess im act Emo in school and 2nd favorite color is grey. my favorite animal is a gecko because they are so boss. agree? my favorite band is Black Veil Brides and my favorite is don't hug me I'm scared 1 and 2. i also like the song Knives and Pens by the Black Veil Brides.  my favorite movie is got to be the shining, 'cause its a classic that Stephen King wrote. my favorite show is this anime called Blood+. its really tragic if you watch it. Well i guess i'll see you later...
https://www.quotev.com/proxoxie

© 2021 Proxoxie

PROXOXIE - FANFICTION

You’re reading through my diary
You found my coke and golden key
You can try but you’ll never find out what
happened to me
I’ve got all these pretty little secrets
can’t tell you
Ain’t that what you call a liar
to tell you the truth
I got all these nasty habits
shove them underneath the mattress
Daddy told me I’m an actress
I dont even have to practice

Sadist sadist call me princess
Fuck me hard and make me famous
dirty rotten sticky corpse
dissolving on the tile floor
Venom venom please inject me
Make me sick and then dejected
Violence violence supernatural
dark web, hit list bring my camera

[x2]

[sample]

Sadist sadist call me princess
Fuck me hard and make me famous
two neurotic minds
How can they feel?
Or take advantage of their love?
Is trust just a product of manipulation 
Or am I broken, shattered, torn 
And I can finally sleep alone
I feel the pleasure of your cold company
Home is where the heart is 
Never let you go 
It beats so softly 
In the floorboards underneath

Picking up the kitchen knife and stabby stab into your neck
Jabbing out your eyes with safety scissors does the job instead
Wake up in the hospital with bloody roses in your bed
Realize that you're amputated 
Suffer hard and wish youre dead
Baby are you leaving me?
Ill suffocate your in your sleep
If Im not there to wake you up Ill surly be there in your dreams
You wanna take me to your cellar?
Moldy bodies make me shriek 
Wearing your face ask a mask cause everyday is Halloween

two neurotic minds
How can they feel?
Or take advantage of their love?
Is trust just a product of manipulation 
Or am I broken, shattered, torn 
And I can finally sleep alone
I feel the pleasure of your cold company
Home is where the heart is 
Never let you go 
It beats so softly 
In the floorboards underneath rotten sticky corpse
dissolving on the tile floor
Venom venom please inject me
Make me sick and then dejected
Violence violence supernatural
dark web, hit list bring my camera
[x2]

© 2022 Proxoxie

PROXOXIE - MY SECRET DIARY **VID IN DESCRIP

4 2NITE IM WATCHING U TOSS IN UR SLEEP AND I KNOW THAT UR THINKING OF ME !!!!!!

✧✧ https://soundcloud.com/psychokittyzombie ✧✧

	(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧      \(★ω★)/ 	٩(◕‿◕)۶ 	(☆ω☆)

prod proxoxie

© 2022 Proxoxie

PSYCHOKITTYZOMBIE X PROXOXIE - MALL RATS

Follow PROXOXIE
✧ Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/proxoxie
✧ Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/c/PROXOXIE
✧  Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/proxoxie/

Lyrics: 
I get what I want whenever I need it
Oh, You think you're funny well
Can you repeat it?
Just 'cause I'm online all day
Don't mean I'm addicted

I'm too busy doing nothing
that I can't do nothing else
And I'm stressed out when 
we go out because
your outfit looks like hell

I got things to see and
people to do 
I'd rather be wasted than waste time with you....

1234 I don't care, never did
5678 You're pathetic, make me sick
beauty is skin deep 
but ugly is to the bone
So while I do my makeup please
leave me alone

1234 I just had a nightmare
5678 It was all 'cause you I swear
but ugly is to the bone
So while I do my makeup please
leave me alone


I want you... I need you...
to go away
I'm not antisocial 
you're annoying me
Cancel my subscription
I'm tired of your issues
Can you leave a message
I'll pretend that I like you

I'm too busy doing nothing
that I can't do nothing else
And I'm stressed out when 
we go out because
your outfit looks like hell

I got things to see and
people to do 
I'd rather be wasted than waste time with you....

1234 I don't care, never did
5678 You're pathetic, make me sick
beauty is skin deep 
but ugly is to the bone
So while I do my makeup please
leave me alone

1234 I just had a nightmare
5678 It was all 'cause you I swear
beauty is skin deep 
but ugly is to the bone
So while I do my makeup please
leave me alone

© 2022 Proxoxie

PROXOXIE - I don't care...

@siouxxie

	.･ﾟﾟ･(／ω＼)･ﾟﾟ･.  	(×_×)⌒☆
two neurotic minds
How can they feel?
Or take advantage of their love?
Is trust just a product of manipulation 
Or am I broken, shattered, torn 
And I can finally sleep alone
I feel the pleasure of your cold company
Home is where the heart is 
Never let you go 
It beats so softly 
In the floorboards underneath

Picking up the kitchen knife and stabby stab into your neck
Jabbing out your eyes with safety scissors does the job instead
Wake up in the hospital with bloody roses in your bed
Realize that you're amputated 
Suffer hard and wish youre dead
Baby are you leaving me?
Ill suffocate your in your sleep
If Im not there to wake you up Ill surly be there in your dreams
You wanna take me to your cellar?
Moldy bodies make me shriek 
Wearing your face ask a mask cause everyday is Halloween

two neurotic minds
How can they feel?
Or take advantage of their love?
Is trust just a product of manipulation 
Or am I broken, shattered, torn 
And I can finally sleep alone
I feel the pleasure of your cold company
Home is where the heart is 
Never let you go 
It beats so softly 
In the floorboards underneath

© 2022 Proxoxie

PROXOXIE X SIOUXXIE SIXXSTAR  - MYDEATHSPACE

VIDEO: https://youtu.be/gNstznagqts

Lyrics
I am bored
u have failed
2 make me feel alive again
Now im scrolling through the web 
u make me want to cry again
ur invited 2 my pity party
got a special favor 
i think that iz cute that 
im ur iphone 7 screen saver

Can u stitch me up?
I got all 7's just 4 luck
under the palm trees thats whats up
hello Las Vegas wheres the club???
That's my plug 
in his Hawaiian shirt 
selling xanny's, acid, perks
im a fiend fall in the dirt
scraped my knees my bruises hurt 

Let me in like a parasite 
cud u let me in cause i wanna come inside
im like a doctor tell u everything thats right
ur such a doll
so small and u smell so nice 
ok i fell down a well 
i ascended strait to heaven 
By the 7/11
u got ur lil secrets well i got a big confession

I stole a couple soups from the Holiday Inn
and u got an SUV well can we go for a spin
I dropped my fucks in the sink and they went down the drain
Dropping acid everyday lets never do that again
walking down the hallway like a general freak
i listen to their music even though they blocked me 
I got different types of radiation coursing through my blood 
and there's brain rot on the tv 
while im sitting in the dark

© 2022 Proxoxie

PROXOXIE - PITY PARTY [VID IN DESCRIP]

I like to sit up here all alone
and look for the ground 
like its lost
maybe someday it will come up to meet me 
but for now, maybe ill just watch

i want to be a pretty corpse
dress me up in the morgue 
embalm me so I am perseved 
kiss me slow in the herse
I cant take all of that pressure
meet me in the nuclear winter

I love all this violence 
Maybe I'm a nihilist
crying in my pillow and then suffering in silence
I feel so alone and anxious
I am so delerious 
I'm a pyromaniac but
its not even serious 

sometimes dead is better 
when you starve yourself 
or black out
I dont want to talk to you
so can you turn the lights out?
I need more friends with wings
everybody get away from me
pocket full of posies 
you really dont know anything

I always have the option to just fade away
find a new obsession 
take the pain away
but maybe this is fun for me
write it in my diary
hide it from my family 
this self inflicted misery
Can you hit me harder?
I know you like it when I flinch
Its like staring to the void
and you're a maniac and thats 
the only way I like it

I love all this violence 
Maybe I'm a nihilist
crying in my pillow and then suffering in silence
I feel so alone and anxious
I am so delerious 
I'm a pyromaniac but
its not even serious 
sometimes dead is better 
when you starve yourself 
or black out
I dont want to talk to you
so can you turn the lights out?
I need more friends with wings
everybody get away from me
pocket full of posies 
you really don't know anything

© 2022 Proxoxie

PROXOXIE - SUICIDE ROOM

-ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈
WEBSITE: proxoxie.com/

INSTAGRAM: PROXOXIE
www.instagram.com/proxoxie/

TWITTER: Ghostyguts1
twitter.com/ghostyguts1

FACEBOOK: PROXOXIE
www.facebook.com/proxoxie
-ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈

some more radiation for u
smash my head into the wall cause i wanna b so fucked up

© 2022 Proxoxie

PROXOXIE - FU©KED UP!

-ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈
WEBSITE: proxoxie.com/

INSTAGRAM: PROXOXIE
www.instagram.com/proxoxie/

TWITTER: Ghostyguts1
twitter.com/ghostyguts1

FACEBOOK: PROXOXIE
www.facebook.com/proxoxie
-ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈

i feel like i got three rounds
lodged inside the center
of my skull
lurking through the forest cause
i feel just like an animal
wake up in a cold sweat all my dreams feel so subliminal 
its like im going fucking crazy right?1!?
I cant hear you when you talk
plz dont ever fake your death
I dont care if ur obsessed
This feels like its scary movie 5 because we're all possessed 
You can meet me in the back of the club
or even better
you can find me at the clearence section and the Sears in the mall

(LETS GOOOO) 
I aint no miracle worker
(LETS GOOOO) 
but imma purge and then lurk tho 
(FUCK) 
I aint gon lieee

I see bodies dancing and hear voices inside my mind
(LETS GOOOO) 
I might just freakout in public
(LETS GOOOO) 
I got business cards in my wallet
(LETS GOOOO) 
I Aint gon lie
(FUCK FUCK FUCK)
I see clones that look like you all of the time

I dont want to hear your voice right now
I feeling fuckign drugged right now
I've had it up to here by now
just make it go away 
I blocked all my contacts I feel antisocial
Its time to do the fork in the garbage disposal 
I write creepypastas but that is a secret 
I write creepypastas but that is a secret 
I read a lot of archive of our own on some kink shit 
dont look at my search history
im not crying
im not kidding 
no one in the world gets me
why are all the walls spinning??

© 2022 Proxoxie

PROXOXIE - GREATEST FREAKOUT EVER!!! XD

-ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈
WEBSITE: proxoxie.com/

INSTAGRAM: PROXOXIE
www.instagram.com/proxoxie/

TWITTER: Ghostyguts1
twitter.com/ghostyguts1

FACEBOOK: PROXOXIE
www.facebook.com/proxoxie
-ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈

© 2022 Proxoxie

PROXOXIE X NOSGOV - LONELY BROADCAST STATION

-ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈
WEBSITE: proxoxie.com/

INSTAGRAM: PROXOXIE
www.instagram.com/proxoxie/

TWITTER: Ghostyguts1
twitter.com/ghostyguts1

FACEBOOK: PROXOXIE
www.facebook.com/proxoxie
-ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈

Lyrics
Everybody doing well 
but I dont really give a fuck
if youre tryna take up space
well I'm not tryna launch myself
Everybody wanna talk but I can't really hear that well
Intern with the coffee yeah
Im just tryna be your boss
Everybody washed up
Thats unfortunate
Everybody brain dead
Thats unfortunate
No one wanna work for it
Thats unfortunate
Thats unfortunate
You're unfortunate

Everythings so entertaining 
Yeah i'm on the X factor
If you cannot take the heta
get the fuck out my kitchen 
If you're not tryna work on something coherent 
Well I'm not here to pick up trash
and thats unfortunate
Thats unfortunate
[repeat many times]
Like are you serious?

[popgoth]
Thats unfortunate
Thats unfortunate
That really sucks
Wanna meet the head cheerleader?
Well thats unfortunate
You wanna get a feature?
Well thats unfortunate
I'm giving V.I.P
Your names nowhere on the list
You're just another wanna be
You can never sit with us
Heard you're besties with those white lines
Maybe you should like get a life
My coattails are too sharp to ride
You're stuck waiting for a reply
It's like so sad
You're embarrassing
If you're so bad
Come pay our booking fee

Everybody washed up
Thats unfortunate
Everybody brain dead
Thats unfortunate
No one wanna work for it
Thats unfortunate
Thats unfortunate
You're unfortunate

Everythings so entertaining 
Yeah i'm on the X factor
If you cannot take the heta
get the fuck out my kitchen 
If you're not tryna work on something coherent 
Well I'm not here to pick up trash
and thats unfortunate
Thats unfortunate
[repeat many times]
Like are you serious?

© 2022 Proxoxie

PROXOXIE X POPGOTH - THATS UNFORTUNATE

-ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈
WEBSITE: proxoxie.com/

INSTAGRAM: PROXOXIE
www.instagram.com/proxoxie/

TWITTER: Ghostyguts1
twitter.com/ghostyguts1

FACEBOOK: PROXOXIE
www.facebook.com/proxoxie

Art by Tian 
Instagram 
https://www.instagram.com/tian310107e/
-ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈

Lyrics 

We were at the function and we went outside
Got a couple dollars that I made on the side
You know i'm not an extrovert
I wanna hide

What do I want?
I could say something generic like I wanna have fun 
And It’s funny that you say that cuz
This could be my happiest song
I guess I do what I want
Everything annoying bang my head against the wall
Can you sing the lyrics baby? I forgot
Can you hold my bag when we step into the club?

Can you hold my bag when we step into the club?
We can make It an appearance cause you make me act up 
I said I’d never write a stupid song about love 
 I guess I don’t care and I do what I want

Can you hold my hand im so tired don’t go
I don’t like functions, I don’t like shows
Tell me Im a rockstar I don’t believe it 
How canI make this any more obvious?

[I will find out what luvlxckdown says in this]

We were at the function and we went outside
Got a couple dollars that I made on the side
You know im not an extrovert
I wanna hide

© 2022 Proxoxie

My Happiest Song (ft. luvlxckdown)

Lyrics/ Arrangment: Proxoxie

Mix/ Master: Dropcat

Cover Art: Seven Different Heavens

Lyrics: https://proxoxie.com/lyrics/i-dont-care-lyrics/

[Verse 1]
I get what I want whenever I need it
Oh, You think you’re funny well
Can you repeat it?
Just ’cause I’m online all day
Don’t mean I’m addicted
I’m too busy doing nothing
that I can’t do nothing else 
And I’m stressed out when 
we go out because
your outfit looks like hell
I got things to see and
people to do 
I’d rather be wasted than waste time with you….

[Chorus]
1234 I don’t care, never did
5678 You’re pathetic, make me sick
beauty is skin deep 
but ugly is to the bone
So while I do my makeup please
leave me alone
1234 I just had a nightmare
5678 It was all ’cause you I swear
but ugly is to the bone
So while I do my makeup please
leave me alone

[Verse 2]
I want you… I need you…
to go away
I’m not antisocial 
you’re annoying me
Cancel my subscription
I’m tired of your issues
Can you leave a message
I’ll pretend that I like you

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m too busy doing nothing
that I can’t do nothing else 
And I’m stressed out when 
we go out because
your outfit looks like hell
I got things to see and
people to do 
I’d rather be wasted than waste time with you….

[Chorus]
1234 I don’t care, never did
5678 You’re pathetic, make me sick
beauty is skin deep 
but ugly is to the bone
So while I do my makeup please
leave me alone
1234 I just had a nightmare
5678 It was all ’cause you I swear
but ugly is to the bone
So while I do my makeup please
leave me alone

Darling, It Wouldn't Be a Party Without You...

I Don't Care...

Lyrics/ Arrangment: Proxoxie

Mix/ Master: Dropcat

Cover Art: Seven Different Heavens

Lyrics: https://proxoxie.com/lyrics/kill-me-slowly-lyrics/

Kill me slowly darling
dont you cry
Pure kind soul
contaminate your mind

[Verse 1]
I know you're there
The hunt is dragging on and on
and when you touch me I’m not scared
I wanna feel your every wrong

[Chorus]
Kill me slowly darling
Don't you cry
Pure kind soul,
contaminate your mind
Link the chains until my hands are tied
Feed the fire till I'm burned alive

[Dropcat]
Darling, close your eyes 
Count your blessings 
go to sleep 
And I know that you feel awful 
When you tell me all your dreams
But do you want me to know?
I know your hands are so cold
But can you please try to open your eyes?

[Chorus]
Kill me slowly darling
Don't you cry
Pure kind soul
contaminate your mind
Slit my throat and gouge out both my eyes
Scalpels, bone saws, railroad spikes and knives

Kill Me Slowly

Kill Me Slowly (+ Dropcat)

Lyrics/ Arrangment: Proxoxie

Mix/ Master: Dropcat

Cover Art: Seven Different Heavens

Wee Pow: https://soundcloud.com/wee-pow

Lyrics: https://proxoxie.com/?page_id=1082

[Chorus]
Faster, Faster
Can you chase me faster?
Jump, spin, turn around
Like a little dancer
Faster, Faster
Can you spin me faster?
Turn around, fall to the ground
Address me when you answer

[Wee Pow]

Ok let me slip 'n slide 
Let me take you on a motherfuckin' ride 
a been doin this shit so high 
av been jumpin' on the mic way the demon eye 
a be smokin to much a can feel a can fly anytime that am up in the sky 
like p-p-party crew like a don't say yes 'n a say yessi 
like ring a ding ding like r-r-roses got a pocket full of explosives 
castin' these spells 'n am makin' them potions 
'n am sendin' this beat right over the ocean, 
right over the ocean am sendin' this beat right over the ocean 

[Chorus]
Faster, Faster
Can you chase me faster?
Jump, spin, turn around
Like a little dancer
Faster, Faster
Can you spin me faster?
Turn around, fall to the ground
Address me when you answer
Hit me harder
Can you hit me harder?
Adrenaline slips through my veins
So can you hit me harder?
Faster, Faster
Can you spin me faster?
Turn around, fall to the ground
Address me when you answer.

[Wee Pow]
lit faster faster spin a little faster 
a be on this microphone 
puffin on ma ganja 
so faster faster spin a little faster a be on this microphone puffin on ma ganja 
faster faster spin a little faster a be on this microphone puffin on ma ganja

Faster

Faster (+ Wee Pow)

Lyrics/ Arrangment: Proxoxie

Mix/ Master: Dropcat

Cover Art: Seven Different Heavens

Wee Pow: https://soundcloud.com/wee-pow

Arrangement: Ratrace90210 https://soundcloud.com/ratrace90210

Lyrics: https://proxoxie.com/?page_id=1082

[Wee Pow Intro]
Oii 
Yo 
Party fuckin' crew 
Mic check 1 n 2 hey 

[Verse 1]
I get it on my own
I try to take it slow
But every time I see your face 
I gotta let you know
That I don't want no fights
I don't want to think 
I'll show you just the pretty side
No other part of me
Darling, I'm so tired
All the screaming, crying
Are you lying?
Ask me all these silly questions
Take my pride 'cause
This is reckless

[Pre-Chorus]
Where's my happy ending? 
I still feeling like I'm pretending
This was not what I intended 
are you even comprehending me?
And all my problems
All my drama 
Messy bedrooms 
I just wanna 
Stay inside and hide all day
What's the fun of doing things?

[Chorus]
Crazy, did I say I was crazy?
Tell me what were you thinking?
Now you don't get to leave me
Leave me...
Messy, did I say I was messy?
I've been told I'm not ready
Don't tell me you'll try to fix me
Fix me...

[Wee Pow]
Hey yo b-b-baby 
You got me goin' crazy 
you're spinnin' ma head right 'round 
you're makin' ma world now feel so lazy
makin' ma world fucked up 
makin' me loss the fuckin' plot 
anywhere a fuckin' go am always thinkin' of fuckin' yooo 
ma minds so fuckin' cooked 
ma minds so fuckin' fried 
am doin this shit yes everyday n am doin it everynight 
ma love for fuckin' you was strong as a fuckin' drug
its mc fuckin p-p-p an 
you're treatin' me like a thug yo

[Pre-Chorus]
Where's my happy ending? 
I still feeling like I'm pretending
This was not what I intended 
are you even comprehending me?
And all my problems
All my drama 
Messy bedrooms 
I just wanna 
Stay inside and hide all day
What's the fun of doing things?

[Chorus]
Crazy, did I say I was crazy?
Tell me what were you thinking?
Now you don't get to leave me
Leave me...
Messy, did I say I was messy?
I've been told I'm not ready
Don't tell me you'll try to fix me
Fix me...

Messy

Messy (+Wee Pow, Ratrace90210)

Lyrics/ Arrangment/ Mix: Proxoxie

Cover Art: Tian Zhang 

Lyrics: proxoxie.com/?page_id=1086

[Chorus]
And I know that it hurts
Don't want to look so broken...
When I don't know how to feel
Everything starts hurting
And I don't know what to say
Everything comes out wrong
And if you ask me what I mean
Just think about this song

[Verse]
I've been living
A science fiction
It's consumed my world
I've been thinking
Not really clearly
Everything looks blurred
The reason I don't
Tell exactly how I'm supposed to feel
Is 'cause I find it
Hard to know exactly what is real

[Chorus]
And I know that it hurts
Don't want to look so broken...
When I don't know how to feel
Everything starts hurting
And I don't know what to say
Everything comes out wrong
And if you ask me what I mean
Just think about this song

So Broken Demo

So Broken X TV-14 (Dazegxd Flip)

Lyrics:
I like the pain so much better 
when you share it with me
And when you let me down please
Can you speak more softly?
Was so comfortable with violence 
And now I always looks behind me 
Unanswered calls and messages 
I’ve got avoidant tendencies 

Take me apart
Unravel me 
Push me to my limits
Get me out of my head, please 
I get a rush from the threat when you
Put your hands on me 
Sorry I think so much 
I do not know what’s really gotten into me

Into me
Into me
How’d you get so damn close to me
Feel safer wearing roseries 
Guess it’s all a mystery 
Dont come close to me
I know you’ll see 
Something bad inside of me
Take all you want till nothings left
Do you like when I’m a mess?

Take me apart
Unravel me 
Push me to my limits
Get me out of my head, please 

Into me
Into me
How’d you get so damn close to me
Feel safer wearing roseries 
Guess it’s all a mystery 
Dont come close to me
I know you’ll see 
Something bad inside of me
Take all you want till nothings left
Do you like when I’m a mess?

Credits 
Mix/ Mastering: Dropcat (Zachary Sutton)
Art: Workman Workman Workman (RJ) 
Producing: Proxoxie 

©Proxoxie LLC

Speak More Softly

Lyrics 
[VERSE]
So you want to find out what makes me so interesting to you?
You can look but you can't touch me
Baby, whatcha wanna do?
Tell me all the things that make you bite your tongue when you want to 
spit it out
I know all your secrets now.
[CHORUS]
What do you, what do you want?
What do you want from me?
Guess we can just play pretend 
I'll bring to life your fantasies 
So talk to me, talk to me baby
Tell me 'bout your everything
Distract me from myself because I'm busy overthinking thingz. 
[VERSE 2]
So you wanna play with fire? This another game to you?
If you wanna show me off then tell me what you want to do.
Tell me what you think about a girl like me do you want to...
Find out?
Tell me what you think about...
[BRIDGE]
And I've tried everything to get you off my mind
But you move closer... 
Like I don't care don't ask me why
And I remember all the dreams that leave me terrified
So tell me what do you want? What do you want from me?
[CHORUS]
What do you, what do you want?
What do you want from me?
Guess we can just play pretend 
I'll bring to life your fantasies 
So talk to me, talk to me baby
Tell me 'bout your everything
Distract me from myself because I'm busy overthinking thingz.

Credits 
Recorded and Produced by Molly Tramell 
Mixing and Mastering: Zachary Sutton
Creative direction and design: Ruben van Rossem

©Proxoxie LLC

Overthinking Thingz

Lyrics
[CHORUS]
Keep me alive baby 
I wish I had a heart
I’ve been waiting for somebody to 
Finally take me out of the dark 
I know you got claws but I can’t feel pain 
Devour your suffering now you are never the same
I wish I could tell you what I really think
I love it when you tell me terrible things

[VERSE 1]
Look me in the eye
What do you see? 
Am I just as pretty as one of your magazines
You could hide me in your bedroom 
You could torture me
I love it when you tell me lots of terrible thingz
Who do you think you are? Who do you think you are?
Why does every body want to be a star
I lose myself by thinking I could go so far
Never go to sleep my darling, stay where you are…

[CHORUS]
Keep me alive baby 
I wish I had a heart
I’ve been waiting for somebody to 
Finally take me out of the dark 
I know you got claws but I can’t feel pain 
Devour your suffering now you are never the same
I wish I could tell you what I really think
I love it when you tell me terrible things

[AZURAE]
Please forgive me
I’m so sorry
Pretty doll face
Decay dirty
Don’t disturb me while I’m haunting
Cracking under your skin
You break like porcelain 
Rot on the inside

[CHORUS]
Keep me alive baby 
I wish I had a heart
I’ve been waiting for somebody to 
Finally take me out of the dark 
I know you got claws but I can’t feel pain 
Devour your suffering now you are never the same
I wish I could tell you what I really think
I love it when you tell me terrible things

Credits
Recorded and produced by Molly Tramell 
Mixing and mastering: Zachary Sutton
Creative direction and design: Ruben van Rossem
Featured artist: Azurae

©Proxoxie LLC

Terrible Thingz (w/ Azurae)

Lyrics 
[INTRO]
7 minutes in ecstasy 
It’s breaking dawn
Let me set you free

[VERSE]
I love you to bits and pieces
I carry a part of you close to me
And if you leave me for any reason
You’ll regret this one day
Oh my darling, you’ll see

[CHORUS]
Your kiss is divine
Like I’m gasping to breathe
Cause you’re not real
You’re a fanfic to me
And I don’t care what you’re expecting of me
Truth is I don’t want to live your reality  

[VERSE 2]
If you don’t like the reflection then don’t look in the mirror
And I’ll hold you like glass as you shatter to tears
You make a mess of me, I’ll clean you up
Just trying to read you, You’re over the top

[CHORUS]
Your kiss is divine
Like I’m gasping to breathe
Cause you’re not real
You’re a fanfic to me
And I don’t care what you’re expecting of me
Truth is I don’t want to live your reality

Credits
Recorded and Produced by Molly Tramell 
Mixing and Mastering: Zachary Sutton
Creative direction and design: Ruben van Rossem
Photography: Ivan Soriano

©Proxoxie LLC

7 Minutes In Heaven

Video: https://youtu.be/NmaetCPpJhk

https://hotelproxoxie.com/

Lyrics
I’m stuck in a room and it is locked, I’ve got no key
3 days I swear there was someone following me 
Turn right by the exit sign held right over the stairs
I hear his footsteps now and I know he is there
Stop following me, sir
Can’t you see that I’m an introvert
I can’t be alone with your presence

Credits
Recorded by Molly Tramell 
Produced by Molly Tramell and Zachary Sutton 
Mixing and Mastering: Zachary Sutton
Creative direction and design: Ruben van Rossem

©Proxoxie LLC

www.hotelproxoxie.com

Lyrics 
This Right Here (+Baeby Alex, Bre5lin)
And he pulled up to the party in his daddy’s city truck 
And I guess I’m quick to judge, but this evening’s bout to suck 
And I never say I’m sorry if that’s just the way I feel 
So when he pulled up to the party I just tried to keep it real (ok)
It’s so hot in here, he’s just taking up my space
Now he’s giving me a side eye, honey say it to my face
Baby hold my bag… I’ll see you later
Why you being disrespectful, did your mama raise a hater?

[CHORUS]
This right here this shit right here
Everybody’s gonna hear about it in a hear
This right here this shit right here
Everybody’s gonna hear about it in a hear
This right here this shit right here
Everybody’s gonna hear about it 
This right here this shit right here
Imma take your ass home let’s get you outta here

[BAEBY ALEX]
This right here this shit right here
Is a like a pie everybody wants a piece of 
Now I get real high when I get down low
And In the pic I will always throw the peace up
I’m at the party where the gay people come through
I’m so Beyonce when I move to the left
Shape my hips to the right at the exit if the music’s bad and I want a cigarette
But if the music’s good then imma still go outside
cause it’s really fun to smoke cigarettes 
And rap in my head
Then write it all down in a fun little notebook 
To rip out and tape up by my bed
The things that I think about are really interesting 
Like, how would it work if airplanes had sex?
Because I would like to know
Because that is what actually matters
And you know 
This right here this shit right here is what they try to copy but they just can’t 
All my ideas pop above my head like a lightbulb And my skin shines so I feel like a lamp 
Yeah you know this right here the shit right here is real important so you better listen up 
If you think you learned a single thing or two about me, you didn’t, run it back cause you ain’t listen hard enough

[BRE5LIN]
I’m chilling with the gays and I’m chilling with the girls
All the straits to the back cause I really don’t care
If you wanna talk shit imma hit you with a chair
And I’m up on X in the rave yeah I’m here 
Lets go
Got my good boots on don’t test me 
Yeah I’m feeling real cute real sexy
Just checked my phone why my ex text me 
Ewwww wtf
When he had me that way dumb luck 
Now I’m up now I don’t give a fuck
I know you miss this ooo that’s tough 
Daaamn uh huh
If you know it you can feel it in your gut 
The world’s changing you gotta keep up 
But for now we got party in this club like

Credits
Recorded by Molly Tramell 
Produced by Molly Tramell and Zachary Sutton 
Mixing and Mastering: Zachary Sutton
Creative direction and design: Ruben van Rossem

©Proxoxie LLC

This Right Here (w/ Baeby Alex, Bre5lin)

Lyrics
[INTRO]
Proxoxie how you doing, baby
Tell me where you been 
I’ve been running round in circles
Everything just looks the same

Don’t go easy on my heart, baby

[CHORUS]
Just like a butterfly
Grow up and then you die
Not one to waste my time
You know I evolved but I’m a moth, 
I fly towards the light
I got bugs in my apartment, 
Hope they not coming out tonight

[VERSE 1]
Proxoxie, how you doing baby 
Tell me where you been 
Someone really pretty tied me up and taught me how to swim 
And the moment that I realized that he wasn’t diving in 
Well I don’t know how to drown and so I can’t die like this…

Don’t go easy on my heart, baby

[CHORUS]
Just like a butterfly
Grow up and then you die
Not one to waste my time
You know I evolved but I’m a moth, 
I fly towards the light
I got bugs in my apartment, 
Hope they not coming out tonight

[VERSE 2]
Darling you just rocked the boat 
And now it’s sink or swim 
And you know you weren’t invited so I cannot let you in
Baby taught me how to drown 
But I just want to live
I don’t care, we’re crazy I just actively admit it 

Don’t go easy on my heart, baby

[CHORUS]
Just like a butterfly
Grow up and then you die
Not one to waste my time
You know I evolved but I’m a moth, 
I fly towards the light
I got bugs in my apartment, 
Hope they not coming out tonight

Credits
Recorded by Molly Tramell 
Mixing and Mastering: Zachary Sutton
Produced by Zachary Sutton and Molly Tramell
Creative direction and design: Ruben van Rossem
Photography: Ivan Soriano

©Proxoxie LLC

Drowning Lessons

Lyrics 
I feel you now (x4)
I feel alive
So good for you 

I'm feeling like (x4)
Like I Don't know
I can't describe

Don't stop
even if I tell you 
It's the worst part
I've been feeling off
But can I ask you something?
Can you promise me that you won't break my heart?
I've been asking God...

Do you wanna be my everything?
But can you promise anything?
Don't you ever leave me alone
Imma find a way back 
Imma run back home

I feel you now (x4)
I feel alive
So good for you 

I'm feeling like (x4)
Like I Don't know
I can't describe

Do you wanna be my everything?
But can you promise anything?

Credits
Art Direction: RJP1
Mix/Mastering: Dropcat
Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fmgUecSDyAw

©Proxoxie LLC

Can You Promise?

This is the message we gave heard from Him and proclaim to you, that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all. If we say we have fellowship with him while we walk in darkness, we lie and do not practice the truth. But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus his Son cleanses us from all sin. REPENT.

BONUS TRACK

VIDEO: https://youtu.be/5Mn1cWcvQb0
@xaxanity

PROD PROXOXIE

Kill me slowly darling
dont u cry.
Pure kind soul,
 contaminate ur mind.

PROX
I know ur there.
The hunt is dragging on and on.
and when u touch me I'm not scared.
i wanna feel ur every wrong.

Kill me slowly darling
dont u cry.
Pure kind soul,
contaminate ur mind.
link the chains until my hands are tied
feed the fire till I'm burned alive

XXXAN
Im sorry I'm crazy,
but u don't seem to be 
afraid of me.
a a a afraid of me.
counting up the corpses as of lately.
u can always b next my baby...
chocking on ur neck ur going hazy.
ahahah ahahha
ha ha ha ha ha

Kill me slowly darling
dont u cry.
Pure kind soul,
contaminate ur mind.
Slit my throat and 
gouge out both my eyes.
Scalpels bone saws railroad spikes and knives...

© 2021 Proxoxie

PROXOXIE X XAXANITY - kill me slowly

💌💌💌💌💌🔪🔪🔪🔪💔💔💔#youreinvited to... my cellar!!!! 💔💔💔💔💔💔🐺🐺🐺🐺🐺🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴 COME PARTY WITH PROXXX

LYRICS
come party in my cellar
dance with me forever
 speakers blare attila
mutilate dismember
you have been invited 
we are so delighted 
make yourself at home, doll
let's get the function started!

grinding glass powder in your food 
you slowly grow sick but continue to chew
your throat begins to swell and you start to drool
here to finish you off is your favorite ghoul 
i watch you suffocate on your vomit and spit
your eyes glass over and begin to dim
i caress your face as your features twitch 
i love you baby can you take a hint?

come party in my cellar
dance with me forever
 speakers blare attila
mutilate dismember
you have been invited 
we are so delighted 
make yourself at home, doll
let's get the function started!

mount you to the ceiling with my chains
my marionette can you relevé?
dancing to the techno dj mix 
aphex twin swaggin with jeff mills
moving so controversial 
darling why dont we both take this slow?
slip your hand gently 'round my waist 
your bicep rips clean off, my mistake…

come party in my cellar
(welcome doll to my cellar)
dance with me forever
(the club has inducted its new found member)
 speakers blare attila
(the blood-washed floors so brightly shimmer)
mutilate dismember
you have been invited 
we are so delighted 
(party in the strobe light)
make yourself at home, doll
(party in the strobe light)
let's get the function started!

© 2021 Proxoxie

PROXOXIE - MY CELLAR

Blogger, popstar, fanfic writer, princess, part wolf, lounge singer, taxidermy collecter.…Broken.. stomped on.. kicked in a ditch.. Raccoons chewed.. & just forgotten... 

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