Don't Cry, It's Not Over Yet

prod. by me

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guess i fucked up that too

i want to believe you, i never wanted to leave w/ dear me (prod. jolst)

BIDEN

prod. @blacklunged

these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
not goin out like i dont make anymore plans
sitting in my room, staring at the ceiling fan
wait, whos your mans?
guess i forgot to ask that
you haunt my dreams, i can see you in my flashbacks
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine

im unnatentive to these bitches like i go to class
reach for the holster, load it up, and then i cock back
up to my dome, running frantic like my last lap
fill the spaces with distractions
cuz you know im bouta snap
like the led on my pencil when i try and write
i smoke a blunt, then im sleepin for the whole night
i didnt answer cuz im busy talkin to the knife
throwin shade like we forgot about the sun light
sometimes its hard to fight back
wake up around noon
stuck in bed while i smoke the sack
black fingernails creeping down to your body
always fucking up like its way more than a hobby
fiendin for some love, so ill take what i can get
nothings ev-er enough, death would be the safest bet
got ashes on my clothes cuz everything about me’s gross
you said i always did the least but bitch i always do the most

people fade away like ghosts, i guess its for the better
loving at what cost? feel closer with the reaper
when i see her its like all time stops
cuz im asleep while the fucking rain drops

smoking packs while im alone
i write these songs and hate myself
this alcohol straight to my dome
and i dont pace myself
fuck a chaser
all i chase are these illusions 
happiness, a fallacy
ive come to the conclusion

these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine

Follow me <3

while the rain drops (prod. blacklunged)

Lyrics: 
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends

wipe my tears cause I gotta get the cash now
no more fears but I feel it when the lights out 
world so cold it’s like I’m living in the arctic
so unknown sometimes I feel like I’m arson
tell me that you hate me tell me that you loathe me
tell me that I ain’t shit tell me that I’m nothing
heart filled with emotions can't share em with no one
yeah that's why I numb the pain with all these drugs and potions 
tell me that you hate me tell me that you loathe me
tell me that I ain’t shit tell me that I’m nothing
heart filled with emotions can't share em with no one
yeah that's why I numb the pain with all these drugs and potions

I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends

all the shit I done and all the things I seen
made me build a wall to block my memories
yeah, these drugs they got me falling like some leaves
need some novocaine but it ain’t for my teeth
I been fighting all these demons in my sleep
yeah, I’m faded yeah, I’m faded off the lean
don't give a fuck if I don't wake up from this dream
pass me a rope so I can leave reality

I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends

The Pain That Never Ends

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Shinigami - Violence In The Purest Form (prod. Charlie Shuffler)

hell is wherever you're alive by Vaboh
Produced by Daniel Cruz

hell is wherever you're alive

Track five from Make It Through Fall

Guitar/Lyrics/Vox - Lil Xtra
Additional Production - Kado

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And she says

I just want to see the real you 
Show me what your limits are, what you will do 
Answer that you’re looking for won’t thrill you 
Wishing on a shooting star as it kills you

Separated by the start of a new plague 
We’ve been living in the dark need a new day
So we fail at the sights that the news play 
And fall apart to the sound of the new age

And I wish you’d believe it when I say 
Things are hard right now but it’s okay 
When it heals then you’ll feel much less pain 
Just the scars to remind you to this day

I Keep picking up the pieces 
To see if they still fit 
But I know something’s missing 
We both know how this ends

My bed is cold she likes it hot I guess he’s everything I’m not, never forgot 
It’s okay it’s okay 
I guess I knew it from the start I knew you’d break my Fucking heart, I played my part 
it’s okay okay

We just want to leave in the worst way
Didn’t want to be here in the first place 
I’m just gonna surf to a new wave 
And fall apart when your heart strikes doomsday

So you sleep all day and I can’t rest 
Couldn’t be what you want just the next best 
And I told you everything, shoulda left it at
my dreams, so you couldn’t pull my heart out my chest but

It’s beating right there on the floor 
As you say, “just a little more” 
“I’ll always love you don’t forget”
Is the worst lie that you’ve told yet
But I hope you remember me
Cause I remember everything 
Please don’t talk to me like that 
I know you’re never coming back

My bed is cold she likes it hot I guess he’s everything I’m not, never forgot 
It’s okay it’s okay 
I guess I knew it from the start I knew you’d break my Fucking heart, I played my part 
it’s okay okay

(It's okay, It's okay)
It’s okay that you left me in pieces 
It’s okay that you left me in doubt 
It’s okay that I don’t know the resasons
But now I have to let this out

It's okay that I hate you
It's okay that I hate you
It's okay that I hate you
...I don't hate you, I just hate this

It's okay that I miss you
It's okay that I miss you
It's okay that I miss you
I'll never say I miss you again

I’M DOING FINE I SWEAR TO GOD

My bed is cold she likes it hot I guess he’s everything I’m not, never forgot 
It’s okay it’s okay 
I guess I knew it from the start I knew you’d break my Fucking heart, I played my part 
it’s okay okay

Make It Through Fall

I'm Not Your Angel

No Strings on Me (prod. 4evrgone x caspr)

In collaboration with SoundCloud phenomenon LiL Lotus, this track was recorded in the back of a mini-van under the parking garage of Universal Music Group in Los Angeles, lol

Produced by: Pacific
Mixed: Dustin Gill
Mastered: Panorama Mastering

Merch store: drawntothesky.bigcartel.com

My start-to-finish songwriting & production class: studio.com/drawntothesky

She Once Whispered "Love" In My Ear (feat. LiL Lotus)

She Once Whispered "Love" In My Ear (feat. LiL Lotus)[prod. Pacific]

You my moon, you my stars, you my sky at night
You the fire in my heart, keep me burning bright
Hold me close, in the cold, cause you all mine
Got my heart, make it quake like a fault line

Ooh, you know im living like i wanna do
Got my girlie in my arms, im coming up, she know it too
Piling all this money i got bands and then i roll it dude
Chillin on the couch im countin racks boy you know what it do

Ooh, i got some fans and they love me, im running all the way to sunny California with money, im tuckin hunnid dollar bills inside my pants while im hungry, ill never be complacent cuz im always searching for something, yeah

hit the road, get on board, cuz we comin up
got some drip, got some Ks, but its not enough
got my girl, by my side, and she keep me loved
throwin bills, catchin dubs, while i run it up

Throwin bills, throwin bills yah
While I run it up

Feelin sunny on a mountain top
Gettin money like i cant be stopped
Makin bangers like im finna drop
Keep it going cuz Ill never stop
Yah lil homie you know what it do
Got my baddie i aint share wit you
She my girlie yeah she be my boo
She my ride or die she love me too

(November seventh, you hit my phone
You stole my heart and, gave it a home
I'm doin good now, but you been know
Cause you my moon now, im in your glow)

All i got is my words
And all i want is to learn
All these rappers absurd
All they want is to turn

All they boring little songs into a mountain of clout
Never ever cared about the music they speak about
So ima keep it to myself but let them words all come out
Cuz im just tryna keep it real so i been speakin it loud, ooh

Find me in the stu you know im staying on my grind
Im writing every single day to get it off my mind
Im spittin bars and writing hooks i do it all the time
Im being me you see and me i can not be defined

Ayy, i run this show on my own yeah
But then i pick up the phone yeah
I tell my girl to come home yeah
Cause now we're never alone yeah

November7

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/62xcmMgSy9RudCScaVASWI
Apple: https://music.apple.com/fi/album/bonnie-clyde/1492374299
YouTube: https://youtu.be/sQv-aP5gpJ4

[Intro]
You can ask me anything
I'll be the one to listen (I'll listen)
Going fast but don't rush the things
I know that you've been missing (been missing)

[Chorus]
Baby jump in let’s go for a ride
We could be like Bonnie and Clyde
If love was a crime we would hide from the 5-0
We’d ride ‘til we die
Underneath the night sky in a nice car
Speeding through the city night life like it’s Nascar
Underneath the night sky in a nice car
Speeding through the city night life like it’s Nascar

[Verse]
Stressed out
Don't lie
Let's ride
Just you and me

Doing 90 on the highway, you breathe out
I can take you back to my place, "It's not right"
You wanna live tonight, let's do it right
I can show you so much more

All that I'm asking for is a door to be open
Loving me like I'm the chosen
I've fallen in love
My heart's been stolen

[Chorus]
Baby jump in let’s go for a ride
We could be like Bonnie and Clyde
If love was a crime we would hide from the 5-0
We’d ride ‘til we die
Underneath the night sky in a nice car
Speeding through the city night life like it’s Nascar
Underneath the night sky in a nice car
Speeding through the city night life like it’s Nascar

[Bridge] x2
Baby I’m here
For you
I love you more than anything
I love you more than summer, winter, fall and spring

[Chorus]
Baby jump in let’s go for a ride
We could be like Bonnie and Clyde
If love was a crime we would hide from the 5-0
We’d ride ‘til we die
Underneath the night sky in a nice car
Speeding through the city night life like it’s Nascar
Underneath the night sky in a nice car
Speeding through the city night life like it’s Nascar

Bonnie & Clyde

Lyrics:
im a waste, gotta taste of my based brain
feeling far, from my days, screaming gang gang
its complex, when i flex, on my mainstay
where im from, where the sun, been displaced ay

used a blade, couldnt say, but it shows up
on my skin, go away, you dont know us
not insane, not okay, boutta throw up
all these pills, so instead, guess ill roll up

im just sittin here, piling money in the benz
i aint share with no one cuz i aint got any friends
turn my feels to money then im feeling what i spend
wonder if thats all to life im dying in the end
x2

call me an insomniac im staying up all night
cant get any sleep with all these thoughts up in my mind
like thinking bout what happens when we close our eyes and die
does anything feel real or am i living a whole lie

depersonalize in my mind im lost
feeling like a dream at a nightmare cost
dont know what ive seen but my mind exhaust
hallucinate the real and my eyes stay glossed

life is very scary now, feeling very wary now
wanna take revenge on those who hurt me like im carrie now
float just like a fairy now, feeling very merry now
shoutout all the substance in my veins im gettin faded now

then i wake up down low, stay in bed im out bro
puff and watch the cloud go, now im breathing shallow
but its all anxiety, creeping up inside of me
saying that im nothing why you always gotta lie to me

im just sittin here, piling money in the benz
i aint share with no one cuz i aint got any friends
turn my feels to money then im feeling what i spend
wonder if thats all to life im dying in the end
x2

Bonnie & Clyde

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