unknxwn. here you cant see him he in the back n far away

song title(feat. unknxwn.)

Produced by ryini

Lyrics

A lot of times I don't feel I got no one to talk to
And all the drugs I take I promise that I try and not to
But people just avoid me so I smoke and pour a shot too
I'm walking to my grave cause tryna live is what I not do

I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning
Dear Father, please save me from myself before I take me
I don't wanna stay here no more, I don't wanna love I'm so sore
I don't see the point of what it's all for, all I wanna see is her on all four

I'm not that guy I used to be
People are of no use to me
Seems like everyone got used to me
I'm falling back to what I used to be

I'm not alive, I'd rather die
Than to keep up hating my life
Girl goodbye, you're not mine
I'm not yours leave me alone (x2)

I'll fade away with the wind
Everyday's a day I hate being in
Or maybe I just hate my own skin
Is it really even that more different?

Cause the world is bitch that's why I say fuck it
Every morning is shit but I don't think nothing of it
Cause it's always been that way for me
God why'd you give so much hate to me?

I can't take it
How'd I make it?
This far I don't know
Cause I keep losing my hope (x2)

I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning
Dear Father, please save me from myself before I take me
I don't wanna stay here no more, I don't wanna love I'm so sore
I don't see the point of what it's all for, all I wanna see is her on all four

I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning
Dear Father, please save me from myself before I take me
I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning
I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning

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i lost her.

Lyrics

Fucking bitch, yeah I swear to god I hate you
You do all the shit that you told me that you won't do
I might fucking switch, don't you trip out when I do though
Hold up you ain't shit, what I'm tripping out bout you for?

Confused my lust for love, just wanna fuck her
That don't mean I like her, that don't mean I really want her
I might just get what I want and then I'll bump her
Swear I tried to care but she was stagnant so I dump her

I'ma ghost that bitch, I'll haunt her
She gone shake it like a red nose, not thumper
Ass fat, I'm gone hear it clap like thunder
All we do is fuck until we lose it, Oh Wonder

You can hold my hand but you can't save me
Every bitch I loved a sham, they hate me
If you don't wanna give me a chance, don't date me
I can't put my heart in your hands, you'll break me

Fucking bitch, yeah I swear to god I hate you
You do all the shit that you told me that you won't do
I might fucking switch, don't you trip out when I do though
Hold up you ain't shit, what I'm tripping out bout you for? (x2)

senseless! | Produced by Fantom

Visual: https://youtu.be/GPKZ9nyH2lM

Art by @alexseibelorsomething

Lyrics

I'm not alright, I'm not okay, I don't really got anything else to say
Never really happy, if I think I am, I just felt a little nice, it'll go away
My brain is so messed up, tried to download love but I got a virus
Everyday the same why should I get up? Ain't shit gonna change, I already tried it

Been starved of love for so damn long so when I catch a girl I can't let her go
Everyone I every cared for is gone, if you don't wanna stay then let me know
Why does everybody like to waste my time?  If you don't think you are then where're you now?
While I sit alone in my bed and cry, I can't even get high to escape my down

I'm not alright, I'm not okay, I say that so many times, ain't shit else to say
Even when I'm happy, I don't really get to feel it, been not so long, I don't really like the feeling
My brain is so messed up, my hardware fried, I got a virus
So much weight I can't get up, if there's any kind of help please help me find it

I been searching for so long for somewhere that I belong
I'm an orphan to my own thoughts
I get so lost but I know where I'll end up
Dead in a box all covered up, my life's a mess, I fucked it up

Where do I go when I don't know where to go? (x4)

Peaceful in Hell, when I'm not I feel so cold
I'm off the rails and back on the same road
Not doing well but this is what I chose
Laugh at my pain, my life is all a joke

Been starved of love for so damn long so when I get it now, I just let it go
Everyone I ever cared for is gone, you don't really wanna stay, I already know
Why does everybody like to waste my time? I got tired of it all, I don't go out now
I just sit alone in my bed and cry, why should I get high when I'll just come down?

I'm not alright, I'm not okay, I don't really got anything else to say
Never really happy, if I think I am, I just felt a little nice, it'll go away
My brain is so messed up, tried to download love but I got a virus
Everyday the same why should I get up? Ain't shit gonna change, I already tried it

I'm not alright, I'm not okay, ain't shit else to say
Never really happy if I think I am, It'll go away
My brain is so messed up, I got a virus
Everyday the same why should I get up? I already tried it

I'm not alright, I'm not okay, I don't really got anything else to say
Never really happy, if I think I am, I just felt a little nice, it'll go away
My brain is so messed up, tried to download love but I got a virus
Everyday the same why should I get up? Ain't shit gonna change, I already tried it

virus. | Produced by IOF

Lyrics

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
When I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

Will I end in suicide?
These are things inside my mind
That I always try to hide
But it's hard to always fight

So I'll let it all be known
Show some things I've never shown
Learn some things you've never known about me
Evil in me

I've done things I'll never cope with
Might be bad to show this
I take back what I said
I'm keeping it all in my head

I won't love again
Stuck in the pain, I been smothering
Nothing to hope for in life except for the end
Don't think that my pain is a trend
I been so lost in the thoughts of my mental
How in the fuck did I get so far away from myself? It don't make sense
I'm in love with the fact that I hate shit
Took shit so long ain't no wonder I take shit
Hood on my head, don't you look at my face, I'm not confident, I cannot take it
I'll never be fine because you wasted my time
You played with my mind, thought you were a dime but that's a lie
You left me alone and I wanna know, bitch why?

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

why don't i feel alive? | Produced by Raspo

Produced by sketchmyname x vaegud

Lyrics

What I want and I feel do not agree
It's stopping me from reaching to all that I could
I try to be good but my thoughts keeps stalling me
I'm not an angel don't call to me
I'll make you regret it, don't fall for me
I know that I did but I hate that I said it
I'm guessin' that love is just not for me

I cannot trust what I feel
Stuck in the lust I know this isn't real
I'm feelin' crushed, I might crush up a pill
You know how it goes, at this point it's a drill

Wake up, feel fucked, go to sleep, repeat
I miss real love, nobody needs me
I fall, get stuck, no one can reach me
To me do not look up, ain't fun to be me

I smoke for the pain, life in the drain
I wanna forget so I go grab a drink
Do I really need it though? I do not think so
It seems that the drugs all that help with the pain though

So I'ma get fucked up
Don't want advice, shut the fuck up
When I was alive you ain't act like you care
So the day that I rise I won't show love

Leave me alone, just leave me alone
Don't care if you stay cause I just wanna go
No not to a place, to the grave where we go
When we get erased from the life that we know

Evil in my head
Don't try to care either when I'm dead
Cause honestly I got like 3 friends
You can't save me I'm stuck on the deep end

I don't care, life ain't fair
She's not here, I'm not there
I hate this oh I swear
I can't make this up out of air

Bleeding out, I'm on the floor
Don't care about it anymore
I've tried time and time again
I don't think that I was meant for this

I'm a piece without a place
I'm a mask without a face
Not too long before I break
You should stay out of the way

Cause the day I do
I won't consider you
I'll just burn it all
Along with anyone too

3.14...

Produced by sketchmyname x vaegud

Lyrics

No matter where I go, I'm always caught in my own mind
Lately I been so low, I just wanna go and get high
She left my heart in the cold, I don't think I'll ever know why
All of my days just go by, no matter the hurt I won't cry

Can't let 'em see me down, that's all they want I know now
Can't get a bottle to drown, I'm really on my own now
I gotta find my way out, I don't got time for the fake now
I just want something real, I hope it's not too late now

Don't ever try to come back, you took my love for granted
Most of these hoe's I can't stand, nowadays I just pass it
Fuck tryna flex on the gram, you really care bout a caption
Burn everything down, turnin' yo life into ashes

Everything past tense, nothing I had ever lasted
All except me, I'm all that I need, I'm real to myself and that's it
Don't want her she plastic, fake love, that's the bad shit
Polluting my heart, my mind, my soul, don't waste my time, it's gettin' old

plastic!

straight spitting w my druh 🌩
(prod. Explicit)

Lunar

Lunar ft. unknxwn.

Lyrics

Thought you were the one but you just changed my mind
Thought I had it all but there's so much to find
Feelings I just lost for the one that was mine
You went so out of line, you made me feel not fine

All you put me through, I don't I can take it
Don't know what to do but I swear I'll just fake it
Still in love with you and swear that I hate it
I get so fucking anxious when I can't stop my thinking

Nicotine and redbull is all that I consume
On the day I met you I shouldn't of let you
Inside my mind, you left me feeling toxic
I don't feel right, I think I'm getting nauseous

I could forget every word that you said
But I won't forget that you made me feel dead
I'm so fucking pissed, I'm so full of regret
Why did I let you in? You left me such a mess

Falling for you, should of fell off a cliff
Or a damn fucking bridge, I don't see no difference
What did I do except tell you the truth?
If a god's in the room, I need hard fucking proof

I wrote this shit for you but we know that ain't new
Look what you put me through, don't know what I might do
Please don't play with my feelings cause I don't have many
All I see is red, I don't know what's got in me

Was it really love if it did this shit to me?
Guess you had enough, do you regret that you knew me?
One day you wanna talk then the next day I'm blocked
серая лунная роза, can you please fucking stop?

ты не любишь меня как раньше
Я бы хотел никогда не потерять тебя
найти способ ненавидеть тебя я не могу
Я тебя люблю

Thought you were the one but you just changed my mind
Thought I had it all but there's so much to find
Feelings I just lost for the one that was mine
You went so out of line, you made me feel not fine

All you put me through I don't I can take it
Don't know what to do but I swear I'll just fake it
Still in love with you and swear that I hate it
I get so fucking anxious when I can't stop my thinking

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iwrotethis4u. | Produced by IOF

Visual: https://youtu.be/sH5eHx94_1Q

Lyrics

I looked everywhere for something that I should of found in myself
I've created my own life's hell
I'm the sinner, I'm the saint
I'm the thought you hate to think
I'm so lost, I'm in a maze
Be better off inside a grave

Alpha/Omega, fuck thinking that shit
It don't make it no better when I feel like shit
I just feel deader when I'm in the grips
Of a hand I reached out to when I need a lift

Cause if I need help, then I feel like I failed
I'm in debt to the things that I felt
Well oh well, I'm stuck here anyway
What's the point of complaining when I know I'm gonna fade?

I thought you would save me from myself
But now you're deaf to my crys for help
Baby where'd you go?
You left me so fucking alone

Hot inside my chest the night you left, I lost my breath girl
But I guess it's best, I'm still a mess, you were my damn world
Such a shame that you didn't tell the truth to me
I can't feel the same for you if you don't feel the same for me

Make a fool of me, I'ma make a fool of you
You can really rest in peace when I'm really done with you
What's got into me? I think that's got something to do
With how you just fucked with me when I never fucked with you

I should just calm down, I should just let go
But you still come 'round right when I get close
Then I just forget all the pain that you inflict
Then you say "It's a bad day" and ghost me again

Cycle repeats like clockwork
I just act like that I'm not hurt
Even right after I got hurt
Some of these girls are so nice
But none of them make me feel like her
Wish you were here on these cold nights
I swear all my songs are about her

She caught me when I fell
Without her I'm not that well
I'm not sure if I can tell
When I need to say farewell

Cause she don't make me fine
But without her I would of died
I'm not sure if I will find
Anything like that no time

Why'd you have to lie when I asked you bout that guy?
I thought you were not that type, what a waste of fucking time
Want you out my life, hold up, scratch that, never mind
Can't believe with what you've done my love for you is still alive

nightlight. | Produced by tennis player

https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

weepings
Head in my hands as you walk away
I still reside in this vacant place
watch the rain fall down from the windowpane
silhouette of you baby I'm missing that face
~
Head in my hands as you walk away girl
I don't really know what to say girl
I've been blinded by the light-er
still I stay beside her 
drowning downing alcohol 
my future has looked brighter
keeping everything in the present time
cause the past was a blast I can't change that line
wear a mask skipping class, whats the point of trying?
everything you doing now changing up you're mind
and I don't know if you noticed, everything in this life make you lose focus
breathe in breathe out keep that self inner lotus
do whats fulfilling to you fuck that bogus 

unknxwn. & weepings
I don't know why insist on leading me on
If you wanna leave then why won't you just be gone?
You get in my head and you're there from dusk to dawn
I don't really get you, I don't know what you want

weepings
Head in my hands as you walk away girl
I don't really know what to say girl
I've been blinded by the light-er
still I stay beside her 
drowning downing alcohol 
my future has looked brighter

unknxwn.
Feel the weight press in, now I'm stresin'
I don't wanna wait for the death that I'm destined
I get too fucked up cause I feel too sick
I gave her trust and she made me feel stupid

Lost all my love to a bitch that was useless
Heart had enough and it made my mind ruthless
Planted a tree would grow to be fruitless
I'll never know why you did the shit you did

So till the day I leave this earth
I'll feel that pain, I'll feel that hurt
I feel the ache inside my bones
I'll never taste, I'll never know love

From no one, I'm so done
I say that shit so much but words don't mean shit huh?
And I know that's how you feel
Cause if you really loved me then I would never be here
You made me feel like nothing

Head in my Hands w/ unknxwn. [prod. hieloways]

https://soundcloud.com/idleglance lyrics/amv: youtu.be/l57sbfuaYzA 


https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

lyrics

(bbyk9)
Girl my heart’s already broken
I want closure why you stole it
Bust my hand up I’m so lonely
Do your damage kill me slowly

And I just did a half line
Didn’t call me up today that’s a bad sign
Lately it feels like you're just a pain in my backside
Lately I just live in constant pain but I act fine

I don’t know why I try saw you in a past life
Wish that I could go back there one last time
Love’s a loaded gun girl hit me like a landmine
You just tear my heart out, then you think it’s snacktime

Used to tell me how you loved me, you gon hate me in the end
Got a chip up on my shoulder, never learned to make amends
Girl I just think it’s funny, how I’d do it all again
Got the same shit fucking with my head

Tongue tied, and I’m anxious what do you expect
Cut the shit, turn the lights off put you all to bed
If you won’t get the door girl then I won’t knock again
Even when I’m feeling not bad I’m still fucking dead

(Unknwxn)
Girl my hearts already broken
Don't waste time on me, it's hopeless
Tried my best so I hope you notice
I'm a fucked up mess with the words of a poet

I don't really like the fucking path that I'm going
Talking bout my past really just tryna hold it
If I get a chance, I'ma put in the trash
I don't feel like I deserve to be better than I am

Cause I'm fucked up, I had enough of
All of the fake love that's stuck inside of my mind
Tough luck, I don't give no fucks, I got my hopes up, I don't think I'ma be fine
Notebook full of my fucked up thoughts that I had when I sat in the back of a class
I put all of my hate in a glass in the back of my mind ain't no wonder I'm bad

I'm a ghost stuck in the snow
Where do I go? I don't know
I don't like life anymore
How do I cope? I'ma smoke
I'm a joke, fell for a hoe
How I give her my heart and I get it back broke?
I can't wait to get high to get out of this low
That I'm feeling inside of the core of my soul

Not happy and you can't make me
Life's crappy and you can't save me
Might crash on purpose maybe
So I don't have to deal with the shit that's daily

I lost my mind in my own, it's built to destroy
Chaos is my only joy
I hope I don't die alone in the end
I just wanna connect, I just want a friend

alreadybroken - babyKanine ft. Unknxwn (prod. Caps Ctrl)

Produced by tundrabeats

Lyrics

I thought I moved on, thought I forgave
But the shit that you done still stuck in my way
Tried to ignore and I tried to escape
But I still think about your touch everyday

Still think about what I could of changed
You were the reason my soul got saved
I try to find love but I retreat to the fact
That I know no one else is the same

Maybe that's good that you're one of kind
But I swear on my life you won't get out my mind
I thought I let you out but when I walked away
You were standing on the other side

And I can't lie, if you came back
With all of the knives in mine
I'd still have yours, because I never lied
That you were the love I was dying to find

Will I ever move on?
I can't get you out my head
I think a screws gone
Luna you're my last light

Look what you've done
I know something's not right
Looking for a new one
Chasing at my last high

Fuck it, I'm stressed again
I don't who you been messing with
I thought that you were my medicine
But it don't seem like you heaven sent

But for your love I'm hellbent
I'm so selfish, I want you all to myself
But it don't seem if that's it
So I think I'ma just take you to my little hell

I think my mind gone bad, I'm so sad
You think you leaving me? Not so fast
"Yo shit man, why so rash?"
I guess we all want the shit we ain't have

This ain't aesthetic, it's fucking pathetic
You think it's a trend, you gone fucking regret it
I can burn all of you down to the filter
I say the words of a mouth with no filter

Will I ever move on?
I can't get you out my head
I think a screws gone
Luna you're my last light

Look what you've done
I know something's not right
Looking for a new one
Chasing at my last high (x2)

pathetic aesthetic

Art By Muhammed Çelebi

Lyric Video: https://youtu.be/ELQ9G351ESQ

Lyrics

Smoke in my lungs suffocating my thoughts
I can't think fucking straight, I get so fucking lost
I'm not okay, like bitch what you thought?
I see death as a phase and I wanna evolve

Leave me the fuck alone, don't say that you care cause I know you don't
I might just break my phone, I don't wanna talk about nothing no more
I might fucking fold on myself, I need help bitch
I don't like the soul I was dealt, I might sell it

Helpless how I see myself in my eyes
Melting, I'm so hot
Is this what hell is? I might unveil it
Watch me get reckless

I don't think you wanna see how fucked up and dark I get
Okay I just wanna be deceased, don't care how I get there
I just might do it myself, I'm so selfish
Where do I go with all the pain I need help with?

I don't know, I might fucking go
To a loaded gun, tell my brain to blow
And if that ain't it, I'm headed to a bridge
To drown myself and my thoughts in a dark abyss

I don't care about my life
All I wanna do is die
I don't wanna see the light
Unless it's God to say goodbye

To the worst soul that he ever made
Never I'm not more so that I'll be okay
This body is foreclosed, I'm not here to stay
Head gone look like morse code when I let it spray

ten12. | Produced by ERLAX

Lyrics

All this pain I'm holding
Feel like I might just start folding
My heart's dead, it got all molded
My head's a sea, I'ma split it like moses

Drive into the back of a building
I'ma hurt myself like you hurt my feelings
All I see is death when I look up at the ceiling
Stuck inside the past, that shit fucking up my healing

Did me so wrong and I think about it all
Ain't no "Ken, yo how you are?" you don't even try to call
I'ma flip until I fall, throw my fist into the wall
Pretty girls so fake, guess that's why they call 'em dolls

I don't know what it is that you want from me
But I swear to fucking god there ain't nothing here to see
Everything I was I'm not and I'm never gonna be again
She gone pull up to the spot so she can leave again

Hurt so much now I just done had enough
Bitch I don't wanna talk can you please just shut it up?
If I get me something good then you know I'll fuck it up
Can't but I could, won't would fall in love

All this pain I'm holding
I might just start folding
Heart's dead, got all molded
Split my head like moses

I think that I might just move on to the next bitch
If I think the one I'm with just might not be the best fit
I'ma keep it honest ain't no feelings I'ma mess with
Still ain't found the one with all these hoes that I met with

Rip my heart out, slam it on a page
Yeah that's how I make a song that be inflamed will all the rage
You could try to sound like me but you & I we ain't the same
I don't even know what I am, how you think I made my name?

I'm selling a lease on what I lean the least on...my soul
I don't think that I'ma really fucking need one
Where I'm going
And I wish I was joking

unknxwn.

novana! | Produced by ERLAX

Lyrics

I'm stressed out, I'm hopeless
Can't black out on no shit
Been sober for too long
I almost just broke it

I wanna sip on a cup of some potion
I wanna smoke till I feel like I'm floatin'

This fucking probation got me all the fucked up
Too bad that I fucked up
Need motivation because I feel like giving up
Hope I'm not shit out of luck

Can't take it I might just go meet satan
Not faking, I think I might need saving
Life I hate it, not what I meant to create it
I'm so sick of fucking waiting like when the fuck will I make it?

I don't feel amazing, I feel like I'm fucking hated
I been tryna take it but I don't think I can take it
If I don't get drunk soon, I'ma end up wasted
I miss what the drugs do, I need medication

I don't feel like myself

I don't feel like myself at all
I miss the nights when you would call
You made me take down all my walls
Just to make me build more walls

I'm tired singing the same song about the same bitch
It's like taking pics of pain just to frame it
I made an album shit I might as well of hanged it
Every tear that I drop I should paint with

The way I'm going, I might as well live to be hurt
Cause I make songs about pain just to be heard
I'm not right in my brain, I'm a loose screw
Hate me or love me whichever one suits you

I can't feel neither, I'm numb anesthesia
Hate that I need her, I'm dumb, I'm no teacher
I spent my time when in school on a bleacher
Thoughts in my mind really making me weaker

I need a...
I don't know what I need in my life to believe
That I'm all that I need in this life to be pleased
I hate this place, I just wish I could leave

I'm stressed out, I'm hopeless
Can't black out on no shit
Been sober for too long
I almost just broke it

I wanna sip on a cup of some potion
I wanna smoke till I feel like I'm floatin'

This fucking probation got me all the fucked up
Too bad that I fucked up
Need motivation because I feel like giving up
Hope I'm not shit out of luck

I don't feel amazing, I feel like I'm fucking hated
I been tryna take it but I don't think I can take it
If I don't get drunk soon, I'ma end up wasted
I miss what the drugs do, I need medication

SOBER! | Produced by ERLAX

Lyrics

Hard to know what I feel when I'm out my mind now
I can't tell if it's real, I might just be blind now
Broken heart, cold as steel, life don't feel like mine now
I don't even wanna live, runnin out of time now

I don't know what did so bad to deserve this
I wish I could let you in but I get so nervous
Turned into a mess again, I wish I was perfect
Scrollin' through our messages when my life was perfect

God show me what to do now
Please hold me, I have stooped down
Lower than I ever even knew how
Failed so many times, now I just loose count

Screaming at my laptop, stupid fucking backdrop
I'm a fucking dropout, should of never slacked off
My teacher told me I would be nothing
But a statistic, honestly fuck this

That didn't help me, you didn't scare me
On to the right path, I just grew weary
Now I'm exactly what you said I'd be
I never got why people don't like me

I don't how to get out of my head
Pain is all I know now, I'll be good when I'm dead
Feel it getting close now, breathing down on my neck
Hands around my throat now, suffocating

You can't make me feel what I don't
Don't say that you'll save me, I know that you won't
Fuck up on the daily, you already know
They be tryna take me for my fucking soul

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dropout! | Produced by IOF

Lyrics

I can't stop feeling numb
Why though? I can't spot
Bitch I'm not, not enough
My soul gonna rot
Before all of this is over
I'ma be on top
If love had a server
You could say I'm logging off

Fell in love, I got fucked, I can't fall again
Who this is? This ain't Ken, bitch it's me, I'm pain
Panic attacks back, dressed in that all black
You were broken when we met, bitch I didn't cause that

Keep on fucking sayin' that I did, I can show you something
I gave a fuck about that bitch, not another one
You want a sorry? Hop in line hoe
You gone wait for that until you fucking die though

I can't let you in my head
I got words better left unsaid
Hit me where it hurt but I'm still not dead
Bitch you far from the first, what you think that I'ma miss? (not shit)

Nauseous, I'm sick of all of it
I'm pissed, I get so lost in this
I miss, I miss not missing shit
I quit, ain't got time for no bitch

All they wanna do is fucking lead me on
If they don't they got nothing going on
I don't another thing to care about right now
I'm too busy, bitch I'm tryna make it out right now

And that's so hard when you get around
Like I need a crowbar just to get you out
I don't mean no harm, I'm just letting out
Everything I didn't for minute coming out

I can't stop feeling numb
Why though? I can't spot
Bitch I'm not, not enough
My soul gonna rot
Before all of this is over
I'ma be on top
If love had a server
You could say I'm logging off

killswitch! | Produced by kubsy

@xweepings

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

I tried to trust, tried to love, all for us
It ain't work, now I'm hurt and I hate that hoe
Heart turned to dust, had enough
Got crushed, used to care about it all now I can't no more
I got a rush from the words not heard
Now I'm worse, god damn this can't be so
But I guess it must, now I can't cope
If you hold me close don't let me go

I don't wanna bond just to break
Let me know what you think
Why the fuck would you lead me on?
I don't wanna shine just to fade
Now my minds in a maze
You don't ever fucking treat me good
How I fall in love just hate
On the one that I think
Was the one that would keep me warm
I don't like pills but I need me one
Don't like how I feel when I see me gone

Sadness addict, fell the weight of the planet
Fucking erratic, don't know how I manage
I seem okay when we get face to face
But behind all the skin, I have honestly had it

One day I'm just gonna lose it
Don't know what the fuck I been doing
All my life I been wasting my time
You don't know who I am and neither do I

I don't wanna bond just to break
Let me know what you think
Why the fuck would you lead me on?
I don't wanna shine just to fade
Now my minds in a maze
You don't ever fucking treat me good
How I fall in love just hate
On the one that I think
Was the one that would keep me warm
I don't like pills but I need me one
Don't like how I feel when I see me gone

| weepings |

Fighting every night
hate the silence so I write out
all of these songs everyday
my own headspace is a maze
I think I'm falling out of
love, it was good while it lasted
tilt back the bottle, get blasted 
you was fake, made outta plastic
eating through my heart like acid

but I don't know what I'd do without you
the world is so dark but you lighten my hue
ain't nobody gonna press up on me the way that you do, seeing right thru that
show me just a sign
a single pleading line
so I don't turn my back on you

fucked in the head I might repeat the cycle like
walk home alone with a bottle I trifle like
ain't feeling well you should check on my vitals write
thoughts from the past, they got me suicidal, white
walk in the snowfall
after the leaves fall down
I cannot recall
my life a freefall now
decline all these calls
walking down these halls, frown
I'm not at peace, brawl, my head is leaking out

broken bonds. (feat. weepings) | Produced by 16preme

https://soundcloud.com/graveyardwraithdiscog/wraith-when-everything-you

Lyrics

Moonlight in my eyes leave me blind on a dark night
Why'd you have to lie? Any wrong we could make right
I don't wanna try if it all leaves the same kind
Pain inside of my heart of hearts, god I hate life

My soul get so weak and tired, I think it's anemic
Let go, it's okay, I probably might fucking need it
I'm attached to way too fucking much that leave me bleeding
Every word you said was all a lie and I believed it

Why you on my phone again? Girl I can't take it
Fire in my bones again, I feel enraged with hate
Oh no not this road again, I thought I made it
Up out of this hole but it's gone make me cave in

How can I live knowing you have a kid but they're not gonna call me their dad? This is shit
I don't wanna go back to the pain I was in, I don't wanna go on in a life you're not in

What do I do with what I grew with?
I'm making music but feel useless
Said I'm a nuisance but I knew it
How to get through it? Bitch I'm clueless

I think you wanna mess with my head once again
Why you show me the door but then won't let me in?

Don't say you love me, baby that's dishonest
Girl if you don't want me, then I don't wanna feel wanted
You are not the one for me so I don't even want it
When I fall asleep, I pray I don't regain my conscious

"Ken, don't be like that you got so much more to live for"
Don't come at me with that, swear I heard it all like before
If you wanna help, you can leave me alone
Don't tell me how to live, I'ma leave earth alone

I'll be fine when I'm rottin' in a coffin
Out my mind, have I lost it? Don't be knockin'
No one home in this dome that I like to call my head
Know you won't ever care, don't say you did when I'm dead

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