@octoberlies

if i was perfect cover

im turning 29
everythings a waste of timе
when i look at you
you glare at me
with hatred in your eyes
do you want for me to die
while you laugh at my demise?
i'll be in my coffin
with a smile
no flowers by my side

problems on my shelf
better keep it to myself
i got all the hands to help
still theres no one who could help
i got problems
i got issues
i got so much more than that
grab me tissues for my face
and a toaster for my bath

october lies with u - better keep it to myself (cover)

dear god my fucking legs

vacations sample

why you have to lie?
and push me away
isnt that so fried
or is that just okay with you
and i hate my life 
but i cant escape
why am i so afraid
of the thought of you getting away x2
why do you wanna talk like that?
getting involved with the shit thats bad
things in my head yeh they all gone bad
and the thought of you in another guys place makes me mad

push me away

is my body fake or what???

lyrics:

life is like a landfill
i dont wanna be here
pop a bunch of advil
i dont think im feeling well

sitting with a laptop
learning with the photoshop
class feels like a sweatshop
jerking at my desktop

seen this girl in my class
wanna ask her out
but she's with f*gs
i dont think i have a chance
cause her moms a dirty hag

stalked her online through my home
got her pictures on my phone
beat her head in with a stone
sniffing everything she owns

spike her drink with my own sperm
she is something that i yearn
hoping that she hasn't heard
i am a computer nerd

life is like a landfill
i dont wanna be here
pop a bunch of advil
i dont think im feeling well

sitting with a laptop
learning with the photoshop
class feels like a sweatshop
jerking at my desktop

seen this girl in my class
wanna ask her out
but she's with f*gs
i dont think i have a chance
cause her moms a dirty hag

watch your mouth im not a creep
i just took one simple peep
telescopes are not cheap
i am just another dweeb

seen a girl i stalked her
im not weird
im just a little bit dumb

life is like a landfill
i dont wanna be here
pop a bunch of advil
i dont think im feeling well

sitting with a laptop
learning with the photoshop
class feels like a sweatshop
jerking at my desktop

life is like a landfill
pop a bunch of advil
masturbating on my laptop

free download

3. Computer class nerd

fried by fluoride type beat

second song ever pretty terrible as u can tell dont listend  AEFszdvFWERa dsf H

I hate your guts

Loser xd 

prod @adderal911adderal

lyrics

everyday sucks in my loser filled life
everytime i do something i dont do it right
mirror just laughs, sayin "man, what a sight"
tryna find color in a world that's white
pills in the drawer like a way way out
I don’t wanna die, just shut it all down
sleep feels fake, and the days feel worse
take ten pills and down to the earth
im so stressed out i wanna die now
everyday sucks but who gives a fuck
feel so numb and dumb after waking up
Eyes wide open but my mind's shut up,
Like I’m stuck in a haze, don't know what’s real,
Chasing a feeling, but I don’t know how to feel

Loser Filled Life

it's morning for you it's midnight for me
i'm pretty drunk got no subtleties
my retarded valentine
girl i think that you're my kind
i hate you for doing this to me
got each other but we're lonely
it's all your fault for showing me
aly i wish you weren't overseas
screen glowing bright
no matter what i do, nothing feels right
this distance i cant bridge
why cant you just be a bitch
time zones got us out of sync
love does not work through a link
i think you should go see a shrink
im getting so tired of chinks
what do i do when you're offline
want to not care if u're not mine
we know it both, it's a waste of time
aly, im sorry that i want you
im sorry for telling you the truth
knowing we wont get anywhere
close to each other
cant help but bother the thought of us
aly yeah you fucked me
i dont see a future where we're
happy together
will i be fine with another

Trapped inside my own mind
Killing me deep inside
No matter how hard i try
Ill always be an ugly guy
Genetically cursed for life
Wish i'd just end i tonight
Theres no coming back my life is done
And im too ugly to have any fun
Hating myself more and more
Why's this life such a bore?
Always felt left out like im ignored
I know one day you'll find my corpse
Genetically cursed for life
Wish i'd just end i tonight
Theres no coming back my life is done
And im too ugly to have any fun
produced by me

Genetically Cursed

dont take this seriously also i have no idea how to scream i will experiment more with this sound later when i can actually scream properly

prod me

fried by fluoride type beat

axxoltl

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