MY HEAVEN IS ON EARTH - prod. PULSE

BUTTERFLIES

mind is spittin like a mac
tweakin like i’m offa bath salts
beaucoup of the pack in my lungs
bitch i don’t know how to act
bleedin out my knuckles i got shit left to unpack

on an unnamed road
that’s where i lay, that’s where you’ll find my bones, ugh 
i took that medicine aint helpin with my soul
they told me it would make me better it just made me overdose

you know that you ain’t know shit bout me that’s cause i keep em distant
hated the way that the candy paint looked i switched the pigment
don’t even know if they feel me imagination i’m a figment 
two more tokes that i take sit down and question existence 

in the early morning, smokin before the sunlight 
i got skill, it don’t matter if i’m bladed at the gunfight
i’m reflecting, on my past, i ain’t done rigjt
sigyls etched in my back then i vanish in the night mothafucka

mind is spittin like a mac
tweakin like i’m offa bath salts
beaucoup of the pack in my lungs
bitch i don’t know how to act
bleedin out my knuckles i got shit left to unpack

mind is spittin like a mac
tweakin like i’m offa bath salts
beaucoup of the pack in my lungs
bitch i hope you’re never coming back
flickin out my blade it got him pissin in his slacks

iont care about my body, know i’m always on attack mode
every day i’m waking up and just tryna think how to stack more
finna burn you to the ground you ain’t nothing but some ash hoe
finna fuck you then forget you you ain’t nothing but some ass, hoe

my minds itching with the demons it turning to hells furnace
fill the night with all the light from all the bridges that i’m burning
put everyone up on my back know i don’t care how much it’s hurtin
spinal breaking from the weight and now the pain has got me squirmin uh

mind is spittin like a mac
tweakin like i’m offa bath salts
beaucoup of the pack in my lungs
bitch i don’t know how to act
bleedin out my knuckles i got shit left to unpack

FIERCE WAR (DYTENNA)

ANA I HATE YOU
 ugh pukin, i feel it, my stomach it clenchinnup
i get that feeling, of nausea, i push it don’t give a fuck
ugh acid on tab in my stomach and it dissolve into acid the acid look to acid for resolve

look to pain for the comfort my arms are designed to take it
im breakin, shattered the mirror can’t fucking face it
forsaken i left everyone behind now im forsaken
broken body bitch, every molecule is aching
every atom in my body under pressure
it ain’t self harm if it’s how i get pleasure
i know that you hate me forever but i never tried to be something but lesser
you my treasure my metal my precious, ain’t nothin better

ugh pukin, i feel it, my stomach it clenchinnup
i get that feeling, of nausea, i push it don’t give a fuck
ugh acid on tab in my stomach and it dissolve into acid the acid look to acid for resolve
ugh pukin, i feel it, my stomach it clenchinnup
i get that feeling, of nausea, i push it don’t give a fuck
ugh acid on tab in my stomach and it dissolve into acid the acid look to acid for resolve

i rot in the hole that i dug up,
the dirt on my face make a touch up
god just expect me to change, but i overcome it tell her shut the fuck up
i knew i would lose you my dear, emotions gon force us to buck up
the closer the hold me the more that you fear, 
don’t hold me close or watch everything fuck up

this bitch don’t know i’ll be gone when the sun up
like sumn that sit in my stomach
i puke when theres nothing remaining 
another two fingers i shove in my gullet
i wish i could never feel hunger, don’t know why i need to be punished
i never was able to cope too well, my scars tally up in the hundreds,

ugh
my armour chipped and broken 
i had worth in life you stole it
know beauty is pain when you beat me down
all i felt was pricks of the roses
you never kept friends too close 
i was enemy you held the closest 
our future in sight but there’s tear in our eyes
baby, we can’t see or focus

my gluttony gon end me i feel sick (i wanna puke)
only workin when you treatin me like shit (covered in bruise)
i’m built syringe and you the addict that i choose (you give me use)
feel that knot inside my stomach but i still can’t eat the food

just give it up
just give it up
just give it up
just give it up

ugh pukin, i feel it, my stomach it clenchinnup
i get that feeling, of nausea, i push it don’t give a fuck
ugh acid on tab in my stomach and it dissolve into acid the acid look to acid for resolve

that fear just tore through me i searched for shelter from the storm
i parasite inside you i had reason i had warmth
your speeches gave me purpose but my stomach made a war
so please give the lobotomy that ive been beggin for

i’ve listened to your voices want to be the one they choose
but when you’re my commander i feel both of us just lose
around you i felt beautiful, felt home inside my form
now you’re gone and i can’t stand to look at myself anymore

My kind of nausea

SMELL LIKE SEXX ##FREESTYLE ##(OPENWRISTBAE)

Track 3. on OX(Z)YMORON
'HEROIN' by Hatchetsaw

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Produced by @exzyyy, edited by @hatchetsaww
Mixed by @mightbetoxic, @distortionthe1 & @hatchetsaww
Masterd by @hatchetsaww
Cover Art by @hatchetsaww

Lavenderskin Records 2025
Beautiful Violence

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Lyrics:

‎
Hatchetsaw. (@hatchetsaww)

Quick fix
thatll kill the itch
pick the flowers
from the fucking witch

Dirty needles for the heroin

There are holes inside this plot
that are aching for the pinch
mouth is stitched

Watch the walls, as they narrow in

The mourning comes
as it splits to none
withdrawls cuts all the fun
bone marrow, right out the gun
the sun sets
as it splits to none
death is nigh
as the wheels of fate has been just spun

Egotistical
substances
drain my brain
for what the substance is
blood pour from my nose
of that white sugar
it tenses
Ego critical
substances
drain my soul
for what the substance is
reliant of that fix
so i can refill my minds scenes
‎
Toxic. (@mightbetoxic)

Jump off 
It’s a long fall 
Like a dozen bodies 
Cause his dog gone
He talk about it 
Not involved at all 
Yeah he talk about it 
Not involved at all

fuckin up and fuckin up and fuckin up again 
Shouldda brought lil buddy up 
With us now he turn in up dead 
Body fulla that dust when he froze up
Playin both ends 
speak on the shit how 
But i wouldn’t speak on the shit then 

Blood all in his breathe 
Body floating all out his head 
All he felt was just let go
all he saw was everyone ran 

Wasn’t rly even no words 
Heard it wasn’t even revenge 
Shit was petty
It was a mess 
Didnt No one speak to the feds 

Which on yall spin that then?
Playin like u might get back then
Rly crying wherever his bitch ass is 
Actin tough but u don’t live that then 

Jump off 
It’s a long fall 
Like a dozen bodies 
Cause his dog gone
He talk about it 
Not involved at all 
Yeah he talk about it 
Not involved at all
(x2)

Lord Dist. (@distortionthe1)

Now what i got up in this mix lil bitch im fucked up for the day 
Ima take a couple more hits and then i drift away 
I'm fucking falling off the path I think my had has gone astray 
I been tryna go and kick it I don't think I got the strength

I ain't wanna go 
Liquid in this glass has got me comfortable 
Eyes red, head high moving I be Ducking low
Fienin for the next hit I be going on patrol 
When it come to functioning well I be on the honor roll 

That smoke stack Going to the clouds Like they a growth stat 
Only going up it's this inebriated blowback
Stepping on the edge I need a rollback 
Feel like issa heaven till it's ending in a toe Tag 

Holy water Sipping ima treat it like its tranq
Only way I'm laughing if I'm going to the bank 
I been really struggled they can see it in the face
But ima keep it up there ain't nothing here to waste

HEROIN W/ TOXIC & LORD DISTORTION [EXZYYY]

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LYRICS:
IMMA KEEP DROPPING THEM SONGS 
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF YOU LOVE IT OR YOU HATE IT
ALWAYS BEEN HATED BUT I DON'T GIVE A FUCK
CAUSE I KEEP ALL OF THEM BODIES IN MY MOTHERFUCKING BASEMENT
BLACK TONGUE
GHOULPOSSE
RUNNING IT UP TO YOUR MOTHERFUCKING HOUSE
WHEN YOU'RE AROUND
WE GON MAKE IT LOUD
AND WE GON MAKE SURE YOU'RE NOWHERE TO BE FOUND
I AM THE STATIC
I AM THE NOISE
THAT IS GONNA PUT YOU INSIDE OF THE VOID
I AM DETERMINED AND I GOT A VISION
I GOT A WHOLE SCENE I COULD FUCKING DESTROY
NONE OF Y'ALL ARE SCREAMING ABOUT YOUR MISERY
Y'ALL ARE BE SCREAMING LIKE IT'S A FUCKING FLEX
WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO THIS FUCKING SCENE
IT'S FULL OF MOTHERFUCKING CORNBALLS
IMMA PUT AN END TO THIS SHIT

FUCK
I GOTTA BE HONEST I DON'T FUCK WITH HALF OF YOU BITCHES AND THAT IS ON ME
I STICK TO MYSELF , I DON'T REALLY CARE
BUT THIS IS A BIRTH OF A YUNG GUILLOTINE
I HAVE BEEN FUCKED UP FOR A LONG ASS TIME
SPITTING MY MISERY ON THE MOTHERFUCKING MIC
PURE MISANTHROPHY , OUT OF MY WAY
UNLESS YOU WANT TO WISH FOR BETTER FUCKING DAYS
FUCK
I GOTTA BE HONEST I DON'T FUCK WITH HALF OF YOU BITCHES AND THAT IS ON ME
I STICK TO MYSELF , I DON'T REALLY CARE
BUT THIS IS A BIRTH OF A YUNG GUILLOTINE
I HAVE BEEN FUCKED UP FOR A LONG ASS TIME
SPITTING MY MISERY ON THE MOTHERFUCKING MIC
PURE MISANTHROPHY , OUT OF MY WAY
UNLESS YOU WANT TO WISH FOR BETTER FUCKING DAYS
DAYS
DAYS
DAYS

DRAIN ( Prod. The Virus And Antidote )

https://soundcloud.com/hangbedlam
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KILL EBOLA - COFFIN W- JTACKS [DELETED]

prod takeer

I cannot stand
Gimme a med
Lookin' so fresh
But Ion wear none of that
Fuck yo Dior
It's all a Facade
Nah None of that

Lookin' so fresh
Feelin' so blessed
Now this whole song doesn't make any sense
Jus like the rest
My head is a mess
Tried to go off
and I failed all the tests
I cannot stand
Give me a med
No None of that
Fuck yo Dior
Cause It's all a Facade
Lookin' so fresh
Feelin' so blessed
Now this whole song doesn't make any sense

@marymortem:

I don’t fuck with society don’t fuck with society don’t fuck with anyone but me

To much on my mind I’m a fucking rut 
Drag you out of fucking life I just want to go. Bitches talking I don’t talk bitch I fucking sleep. Fuck you mean nah fuck you mean what you want from me?
Bitch I’m out of time bitch I’m out of life
I just run the mile
Toaster in the tub
What you wanna do 
Blood up on my shoes

Drugs got me wavey
I ain’t got to much to say 
I don’t want to talk to you baby
You gonna play 
I just want you

Outta Time ft. Mary Mortem (Prod. Takeer)

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