Steel throat

OG lyric notes
(garage band sucks but I love it)

Chorus
I don't wanna, I don't wanna look
I'm scared what I'll find in the pages of my book
I dont wanna,, I don't wanna see
the emptiness that is me ya 
(DROP)

Verse 1
when will I find the will to see
all of them things that are driving me 
how can I watch without separating 
I'd rather fall into the flow we're creating 

how can I see what is real 
if I can't even look at whose gripping the wheel 
Yea I'm abouta run outa gas
drowning in myself too deep to see the splash 

(SOLO)
Chorus
I don't wanna, I don't wanna look
I'm scared what I'll find in the pages of my book
I dont wanna,, I don't wanna see
the emptiness that is me ya 
(DROP)

Verse 2 
I look around people causing pain
they don't wanna see what they putting on their plate
I look around the scene is so insane
how am I supposed to see when I'm on the rain?

I think I know what I gata do
then when I act I can see that's not true yea
can you watch the movement of your mind
or lay with me in the field of flowers till we die yea
(DROP + SOLO)

Why don't you slow dowwwwwwnnnnnn 
why don't you slow down 
stop and take a look around 
why don't you slow dowwwwwwwwnnnnnn

Before we hit the damn ground yea 
(DROP + Build up)
before you hit the ground 
(Sick drop!!!!!) 
Why don't you slow dowwwwwwwwnnn 
[during "down" module voice and record multiple tracks overlayed]

Liquid Mirror

Stone brain spilt out ova miles 
Loman on my lip as I move to a smile 
big chains bag a dish for the wish for a while 
insane gold fish swim around in denial 

Won't change from the patterns cause I got em 
Hold me as I fall to da bottom 
cold sleeves cotton 
Long trains over time don't solve em 
Molded brains in the heart or the problem too solid yea 

too solid yea

Flowing down to the sky as my wind is blowin
knowing ground inside of the mind my bones in
owning all the I in flow that I'm spawning 
growing tall past the known in da top ofda morning 

Gata go to show don't bring me 
trickle slow down the drain let that thing see
on the the rain hucker down near a wing tree  
fly above the sound of the too solid thinking 

too solid yea

too solid yea


Too Solid

As you come close
my whole world slows
I fall into yoru 
mind
way beyond time

I saw it all come back 
as soon as you looked at 
the eyes of our son that
reflect all the love back 

you're like a swift sunrise 
overloading my eyes 
I can't look away brooke
you got me too damn shook 

I nearly blinded by the sight 
of you flowing in the night 
but I'll never look away 
at the trails of your sway

I'll stare into oblivion 
if that is the wave that your on 
even if it all ends here
Love is timeless don't fear 

you're like a swift sunrise 
overloading my eyes 
I can't look away brooke
you got me too DAMN shook

damn..........baby lemme study the exam 
I'm ace you just by using my left hand 
hit the throttle baby then you'll understand 
why you know im ganna always be your man 

I wanna ride on these words flowing your mind 
I go inside as im feeling you too fine 
got my heart beating like dinner of fat lines
I cant beelive im seeing a spark of da divine  

never change from the brain that I know 
sever all the pain from flooding up in your dome
I wanna swim inside dive down low 
blinded by your glow has me grooving in flow 

you're like a swift sunrise 
overloading my eyes 
I can't look away brooke
you got me too damn shook 




Too Damn Shook

board up the windows so that we can lay 
in the darkness for another day 
won't run out of air if we don't breathe 
or that is what I want to see 

the jungles won't burn if my mind won't stray 
I can't hear a tree that falls far away
the plate didn't come from pain, they eat it too
my problems aren't from me they're from you 

some people don't know 
some people come and go 
some people don't know 
that they don't know 

the breeze of relief directs my belief
secure sense has me on my knees  
painted walls keep me anchored to shore
truth of the ocean is knocking more

she'll live forever if I don't find a way 
to speak all the things that I want to say 
if the waves crash against the door 
I'll just hear nothing to listen for

some people don't know 
some people come and go 
some people don't know 
that they don't know

They don't know

Agadoo Atah

2023_06_04_13_07_24.mp3

Slowly Slippin

Listen to the Sunshine.mp3

Cloud (BASS BOOSTED)

Cloud

Hang On

I am not 
God is
I am God 
I IS NOT

Hitting on the flow and I'm never ganna stop 
all these motherfuckiers think they climbing to the top 
thinking all they chasing is a band and the rock 
but the man would have stopped
 if he came to the block 

Moving to the waves of the present that flow 
seeing all the twists and turns of what I know 
thinking you making and shaking moves on the low
but the whole damn things really just for show 

Giving all the trust the man in the robe 
even though we came from the same damn rode 
I dont wanna know what will slow my roll 
but I don't mind though if you blow the toll

Looking up to nothing but what your mind find 
I don't wanna tell you about the divine 
Gata bring yourself to let out what is mine 
are you out of your mind or just spouting rewind 

I am not 
God is
I am God 
I IS NOT

I don't really separate away from anything now 
Only time is really when Im thinkin Im around 
I can't really feel you when I'm surfing on the sound 
unless I melt into the ground and I fade into a cloud 

[Killing all the truth that be coming with dawn 
Laying face down it the wet ass lawn 
With a little bottle to side of what I'm on 
with the fantom of of the first damn pawn] x2

I am not 
God is
I am God 
I IS NOT



Surfin

college is a beautiful place 
a place where you are interested in the connections between Hemingway and Cezanne 
a place where you may discover the missing link that the grey bearded teacher brings to your attention 
a place where you saturate your brain with drugs and sex after and before playing music live on the radio 
a place where the most beautiful woman you will ever see will walk past you, almost see you, never to be seen again 
a place where you hopelessly peer into the greenhouse at the exotic psychoactive plants hoping she will pass by again 
a place where you gladly clean mouse poop from cages and learn to code a machine to drop food pellets 
a place where you are on the top of a graph mountain right on a bench in the middle of a spring feild and bustling textbook holders 
a place where you first really learn about coffee
a place where Gödel's theorem doesn't matter but matters more than ever
a place where your dreams tap you on the shoulder 
I wonder if it is a place for other people where they turn around and catch thier dreams instead of waiting for her in the rain and walking to your car in a parking lot way too far away one last time

2023_09_29_13_19_09.mp3

yea I've been home 
for far too long 
it seems these days 
I'm always wrong 

Yea its just a test 
oh the loneliness 
I need a rest 
from just about all of this 

dead silent 
police sirens 
coming to see 
the broken bridge off oaktree 

Yea I've been driving 
for too long 
nothing helps anymore 
not even that one song 

the rain is nothing 
I've seen it all 
my fingers on the wheel 
are beginning to fall 

dead silent 
police sirens 
coming to see 
the broken bridge off oaktree 

I drove past the old man 
on his porch 
i hope you remember 
when we tossed the torch 

when we were smoking 
on the bridge at night 
near oak tree road 
no one thought that's where I'd go

so long ago 

dead silent 
police sirens 
coming to see 
the broken bridge off oaktree 


Broken Bridge.mp3

yea I've been home 
for far too long 
it seems these days 
I'm always wrong 

Yea its just a test 
oh the loneliness 
I need a rest 
from just about all of this 

dead silent 
police sirens 
coming to see 
the broken bridge off oaktree 

Yea I've been driving 
for too long 
nothing helps
not even that one song 

the rain is nothing 
I've seen it all 
my fingers on the wheel 
are beginning to fall 

dead silent 
police sirens 
coming to see 
the broken bridge off oaktree 

I drove past the old man 
watching my car 
i hope you remember 
when we saw the stars 

when we were smoking 
on the bridge at night 
near oak tree road 
never thought that's where I'd take flight 

so long ago 

dead silent 
police sirens 
coming to see 
the broken bridge off oaktree 


Off Oaktree

yeah we both know your shaken 
yea I'm naked in the sound 
I just know I'll break it if we don't make it out somehow

yeah we both know it's taken 
and it's breaking all around 
I just know I'll shake it off before I hit the ground 


Chorus 
Cause baby I'm just a man I know my steering hand just isn't best in the snow 
I know you understand I can't unless I can rest in the nest of the known 
But that isn't much you see I just cannot believe except that I expect that I don't 
I just cannot conceive what's not in front of me and yet I'm still blessed by the smoke 


doin it the same way baby till I fade away 
maybe she will lay wit me as we contemplate 
bangin all day as we play every single way
her lips wrapped around a jay as she sitting on my face 

if you think it's wicked now 
wait until you sitting down 
coughing choking sputtin out 
everything is different now 

I don't wanna make it anymore 
I just want a naked whore 
knocking at my vacant door 
asking me for more

I ain't even lying man 
jumping out the frying pan 
ima find the treasure as i pull it from your dying hands 

if you think it's wicked now 
wait until you sitting down 
coughing choking sputtin out 
everything is different now 


Blessed by the Smoke

see I only dont get driven by the thoughts when I watch them but I have to exert effort to watch them and I lose track if I miss something or get stimulated in a way where thought causes a reaction that is powerful enough to make it hard to watch idk I b adhd too so it's hard. I domt think the yogis refer to effortful watching but that's as close as I get to not letting my thoughts drive the car of this organism instead of consciousness

Thoughtless

Inna Blew

I'd lend you what's left of my skin 
after I fade into the wind 
my mind made up I'm down again
our times run out but tell me when 

you want me to 
act like I know 
it's overgrown 
the crop is drowning under weeds 
the old oaktree can't even breathe SO
just let me know 

I've made sure to keep your seat cold 
it's warm enough to grow some mold
we've had enough there's to much stuff we sold 
all that's left is a chest of fools gold 

but baby I can 
act like I know 
it's overgrown 
the crop is drowning under weeds 
the old oaktree can't even breathe 
so 
just let me know 

but baby I can 
act like I know 
it's overgrown 
the crop is drowning under weeds 
the old oaktree can't even breathe 
so 
just let me know 
and I'll go 


Overgrown

I don't wanna tell you evey time 
I'm ganna bother evey day oh my 
guess you gata go witda flow of your mind 
bet you wanna slow on low last night 

Letting all ya moves in groves you grind 
Stepping on the keys to the breeze inside 
sweating for the feeling realing you outside
Messing with the vision makes division alright 

baby ganna rush to rush to find ya 
lady I will crush and grind da ganja 
save me from da brush with death and fiya
maybe too much too much on da mind ya 

Sefou

2024_02_08_21_47_58.mp3

funny freestyle draft for the final final bunny

The final bunny 2

2024_02_09_20_48_05.mp3

2024_02_07_07_09_44.mp3

Baby won't you comprehend everything that I send 
ima come around and ima come lead you by your empty hand 
into everything that's you spent just to make amends
gata toss it all out you mind till you understand 

Let me tell now I don't know just how but the movement of the moment is emergent from the sound
don't you feel it all around don't you taste it in the cloud 
youre the rabbit and the hole and even the very ground

trippin on the mission to get all the fucking living 
givin all the cloudy vision spitting stinking of conviction 
sippin slowly as he listen to hissin of the piston 
that be drifting from the wishin to be fishing for what's fitting 

listen baby cause im ganna show you to the mirror for ya 
ima make the whole damn thing really clearer fir ya 
ima try to mix it up like cooking vegetables with the wine 
ima make it fine you know I don't wanna break your mind ya 

DONT YOU SEE? 
Let go of the me to remember you're free 
LET GO
and be 

livin as I'm sipping on the nectar of division 
I be ripping all that's given like I wanted something different 
I be moving like I'm not really one with the hole 
in my mind I feel separate from the heart of the soul ya

never ganna stop never ganna make it to the top 
never ganna drop all the habits baby that's a lot 
always ganna stay in the walls of my box till
its too late breathing out when my clocks still

all these motherfuckers wanna tell you what to do 
all these blind sheep thinking they wolves with they crew 
but they just stay stuck thinking all about themselves 
with a few cookies they don't try to break out of their cells

we all satisfied in our prisons putting facts aside 
we don't think we lied to ourself until we've nearly died 
when will it end can we even climb out of this hole
if we don't mend the division between us at all? 

Go Let Go Let Go Let Go Let Go Let Go Let Go Let Go 
Let Go Let Go Let Go Let Go Let Go and be 

Go Let Go Let Go Let Go Let Go Let Go Let Go Let Go 
Let Go of "Me"

Let go

Synth Test.m4a

Squirrel 1

Squirrel  2

Falling Inward

ScrubaDUB

CHORUS
I don't know what I got 
but I know you got meeeee 
I got what you need but I need what im not 
why can't you seeeeee

I don't what I'm on 
but I'm off my knees 
we're on fire but the smoke is cold and gone 
lost in the trees 


VERSE 1
My eyes were Molded 
by pleasure stew
yet I still try 
to see you 

my ears were tuned to
sounds out of the blue
yet I still try 
to hear you 

my skin was fashioned 
by sun and dew
yet I still try 
to feel you 

my tongue was drawn towards
flavors of roots
yet I still try 
to taste you 


CHORUS
I don't know what I got 
but I know you got meeeee 
I got what you need but I need what im not 
why can't you seeeeee

I don't what I'm on 
but I'm off my knees 
we're on fire but the smoke is cold and gone 
lost in the trees 


Verse 2
My hands have grasped for 
the ancient ease
yet I still try to 
hold your seas

My arms were moved by 
wind through the trees 
yet I still reach for 
your falling leaves 

My legs once stood for 
the planting of the only seed 
but now I can't stand for
what you really need 

My heart once beat true
on my sleeve 
but now I just 
cannot believe


CHORUS 
I don't know what I got 
but I know you got meeeee 
I got what you need but I need what im not 
why can't you seeeeee

I don't what I'm on 
but I'm off my knees 
we're on fire but the smoke is cold and gone 
lost in the trees 



this stuff: 
I have a complex for correctness 
just can't stop inspecting 
expectations verses everything I wasn't checking 

creeping superstition 
that directs my inner vision 
all I see is the division making all of the decisions 

don't you go against the flow 
when you're rowing all alone
you be knowing your growing from the flame lit in yap dome 

and you stare into the eyes 
of the room and realize 
that the womb you fail to rise from 
is the Moon of the Horizon. 


yea the moon of the horizon 
open up your eyes from the comfort that you're tied in 
open up your mind from the cycles that you lie in 
open your heart to roar of the lion 

yea the moon of the horizon 
open up your grasp before your fingers tighten 
open up your shell from the ashes that you rise from 
open up your heart to let all the world's cries in 


Moon of the Horizon

I Hate You (jk ily)

I am you. We are all the universe trying to perceive itself. The only thing that makes us think we are separate is our flawed perception blinding our brains from the truth that we are one being that is existence our Self. Limited thought fragments and distorts our observation of the now and the deluded piece of existence that posts moments of time on this platform is just documenting the now that is us. Listen to yourself, but don't listen with thought; truly listen. The observer is the observed - J Krishnamurti

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