Lyrics:

Every time,
I think about the day we met;
Butterflies.
I did not know yet what they meant.
Your blue eyes,
Hypnotized me once again.
Didn’t mind,
I just wanted to be your friend.

Even though,
My love grew stronger every day.
Eventually,
You began to fade away.
And I found,
You’re not all the things you said.
Actions speak,
Louder than all the lies you sent.

Did you ever give a damn?
Or was it all only pretend?
I never wanted it to end.
Annyeong, tot ziens, Auf Wiedersehen.
Did you ever think of me,
As often as I thought of you?
Was I a means to an end?
Farewell, goodbye, my old friend.

Every time,
I think about how things went down.
I regret,
Losing track of myself.
Butterflies,
Aren’t always what they seem.
Now I see it was,
My heart holding in a scream.

Even though,
I always asked you how you were.
Eventually,
You stopped asking in return.
And when I found,
Your friendship a one-sided street;
I reached out,
And you began ignoring me.

Did you ever give a damn?
Or was it all only pretend?
I never wanted it to end.
Annyeong, tot ziens, Auf Wiedersehen.
Did you ever think of me,
As often as I thought of you?
Was I a means to an end?
Farewell, goodbye, my old friend.

Farewell, goodbye, my old friend.
Annyeong, tot ziens, Auf Wiedersehen.
Farewell, goodbye, my old friend.
Annyeong, tot ziens, Auf Wiedersehen.
Farewell, goodbye, my old friend.
Farewell, goodbye, my old friend.
Farewell, goodbye, my old friend.
Farewell, goodbye…

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My Old Friend

Lyrics:

Pligg vah dthori, 
Coraccio vah wym; 
Dthuwyn lor rahin 
Galinios wahlym.

Dthaear, aera, duwr, dthan.

Bend and break, 
Crack and fall;
Bring down these 	
Glamoured walls.

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Break the Walls

Lyrics:

I was asleep when I heard,
Someone call my name.
So, I opened my back door,
And walked out into the rain.

“Hello?” I called out,
“Who is it there?”
The first answer that came,
Was lightning in the air.

“Who are you now? Who are you now?”
Howled the Wind.
I shouted in return,
“I am who I’ve always been.”

Wide awake now,
And speaking to the sky.
I wondered for a moment,
If I was gonna die.

“Why do you ask me this?”
I cried up to the clouds,
“We ask,” replied the Rain,
“Because your sorrow called us down.”

“Who are you now? Who are you now?”
Bellowed the Earth.
I placed a hand upon my chest.
“I’m still me, even when it hurts.”

“Who are you becoming, then?”
Hissed the Flame,
As it burned a circle round my feet,
To keep me tame.

While the elements,
All whirled around my head,
I closed my eyes and took a breath,
And then I raised my hands.

“Who am I now? Who am I now?”
I screamed from my soul,
“I am the storm, and though alone,
I am still whole.”

Thunder subsided,
And the skies returned to blue.
The voices of the elements,
Returned from where they grew.

I wondered briefly,
If it all had been a dream.
But does it even matter,
If it was all real to me?

“Who am I now? Who am I now?”
I asked myself again.
I smiled in return,
Cos I am who I’ve always been.

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Who Are You Now?

Lyrics:

I’m part machine,
In a place where you can’t see.
Underneath,
Sinew and wires in harmony.

And I need,
Volts of electricity,
Only to feed,
The cybernetic parts of me.

Mecha, mecha, mechaheart.
Can’t stop it, I’ll restart it.
Mecha, mecha, mechaheart.
Can’t hurt me, I’m recharching.
Mecha, mecha, mechaheart.
I’m not broken; I’m rebuilding.
Mecha, mecha, mechaheart.
Can you escape this feeling?

I’m rebuilt,
From the girl I used to be.
Deep inside,
I am restless as the sea.

What I need,
Isn’t for you to heal me.
I can be,
Whatever I build me to be.

Mecha, mecha, mechaheart.
Can’t stop it, I’ll restart it.
Mecha, mecha, mechaheart.
Can’t hurt me, I’m recharching.
Mecha, mecha, mechaheart.
I’m not broken; I’m rebuilding.
Mecha, mecha, mechaheart.
Can you escape this feeling?

All these artificial parts,
Are taking root inside my heart.
Rewriting old anxieties,
And other broken tendencies.
Nothing’s ever as it seems,
Not for you and not for me.
All these artificial parts,
Have taken root inside my heart.
Inside my heart.

Biology—
Blood and electricity—
Technology—
Tied as one, intrinsically.

Can’t you see?
I don’t need your air to breathe.
All I need,
Are all the tools inside of me.
The tools inside of me.

Mecha, mecha, mechaheart.
Can’t stop it, I’ll restart it.
Mecha, mecha, mechaheart.
Can’t hurt me, I’m recharching.
Mecha, mecha, mechaheart.
I’m not broken; I’m rebuilding.
Mecha, mecha, mechaheart.
Can you escape this feeling?

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Mechaheart

Welcome to Ambrose Academy for the Arcane Arts.

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Ambrose

“I disagree.”

“About which part?”

“All of it.”

esirpeR esorbmA

Lyrics:

When the sun comes up, I’m out of tune,
Like an afterthought on a paper tomb.
Where your soul used to sit, there’s an empty room;
All the clocks tick down from red till doom.

Snowstorm in the middle of June.
The apocalypse can’t come too soon.
As things decay, so too do they bloom;
Asteroid on the way, boom-boom.

They say I got a case of the Rabbit Hole Blues,
But I can’t say I don’t have a good view.
Everything comes in threes or twos;
Death and romance, rhythm and boos.

Can we talk about the elephant in the room?
With your eyes full of snakes and your heart full of gloom;
I was never anything but straight with you,
So, you’re the one who gets to wear the Crown of Fools.

If I’m a bride, then Night’s the groom;
All fates are woven into the Loom.
Counting sheep and antique spoons.
Don’t you think I know it when I hear the truth?

The train will be at the station soon.
Next stop, somewhere away from you.
Sorry I ever thought you were my dude,
I must've got your signals all confused.

なに の めい。Voulez-vous—
Do you need me to translate for you?
Croyez-vous? なに に で も、
Secrets ooze out of your careful cocoons.

How long is forever, how far is soon?
How many licks to the center of the moon?
All your regrets are being chased by youth,
Better come inside before the Shadows loom.

Fever Dream

Afterthought

Before beginning, please find a comfortable position, either seated or lying down, and put on your headphones.

If seated, support your hands in your lap or by placing them gently palms down on your knees. If lying down, place them by your side.

Now, breathe in and out naturally, close your eyes, and listen.

Only in the Starlight

Only In The Starlight (in 8D)

Content Warning:

This song is about psychological and physical abuse in a relationship, and how it can go too far and end in death.

Kiss Me Where it Hurts

Lyrics:

Once upon a—
Once upon a time...
Once upon a—
Once upon a—
Once upon a—
Once upon a time...
Once upon a—

There was a little girl,
Who had a little curl,
Right in the middle of her forehead.
When she was good,
She was very, very good,
And when she was bad, she was horrid.

Just a bird, spreading her wings;
I was so afraid to fly.
Just a bird with no song to sing,
To the endless, open skies.
Then, a bird with a broken wing,
Had to learn how to survive.
Not just a bird with a broken wing,
I can become anything.

Broken Wing

"I won't tell you that everything happens for a reason; everything just happens."

-WYLDE & STRANGE, Book 1

Coming Soon(ish).

Everything Just Happens

I feel like this would be a good track for a cinematic/trailer. Maybe the theme song of a show. Not sure what I'll use it for yet, but I hope you all enjoy it in the meantime!

Main Character Energy

Time, oh, time passes.
Behind eyes, turns to ashes.
One step forward.
Three steps back.
I can’t remember what it feels to be glad...

Ashes

Every January,
When the moon is full,
All the Weres prepare,
For the night of the wolf.
It’s a right of passage,
For the young and the old,
Are you prepared for 
The night of the wolf? (X2)

Underneath the cold,
Winter skies,
In the forest, 
A secret lies.
The Pack gathers,
In the night,
To protect their land,
From the Shadow’s blight.

Every January,
When the moon is full,
All the Weres prepare,
For the night of the wolf.
It’s a right of passage,
For the young and the old,
Are you prepared for 
The night of the wolf? (X2)

All your bones,
Will shatter then mend.
Your form will change,
Again and again.
If we all,
Survive this night,
We’ll let out a howl,
That’ll echo through time.

Every January,
When the moon is full,
All the Weres prepare,
For the night of the wolf.
It’s a right of passage,
For the young and the old,
Are you prepared for 
The night of the wolf? (X2)

Gather near,
Listen here;
Bare your teeth,
Show no fear.
The time is now,
This is war.
Shadows creep in,
Like through open sores...

The Night of the Wolf

Can you hear me?
Can you see me?
Do you need me?
Can you free me?

Ghost around ever bend,
Reaching out, creeping in.
Haunted halls, whispered secrets—
Nobody I know believes it.
Woman with a white dress on
Dripping wet, says, “Child, come.”
Man in red stands at the door
Turning right, walks off the porch

Can you hear me?
Can you see me?
Do you need me?
Can you free me?

Grandma sitting all alone,
Tells me she’s been gone too long.
Demon crouching in the corner,
Grins as I scream bloody murder.
The attic door is nailed shut,
But footsteps fall up above.
Voice behind you speaks your name,
No one’s there. Are you sane?

Can you hear me?
Can you see me?
Do you need me?
Can you free me?

Are they all just voices in your head,
Or have you been speaking to the dead?
And does this mean until the end,
Your life will always be filled with dread?

I felt someone looking at me,
One night when I was trying to sleep.
Cracked one eye, then looked up;
A man of Shadow in the dark.
Eyes were red as burning coals.
I prayed he wouldn’t eat my soul.
Reptilian wings scrape the ceiling.
Close my eyes. “Maybe I’m dreaming…”

Can you hear me?
Can you see me?
Do you need me?
Can you free me?

Haunted

Baby, won’t you take this quest from me?
I wanna be an NPC!
Giving out loot when the job’s complete.
I wanna be an NPC!
Darkmoon Faire is the place to be.
I wanna be an NPC!
Old Heroics on Tattooine.
I wanna be an NPC!

No gold for you today…
(Non-player Character)
Unless you go and slay...
(Non-player Character)
I will refuse to pay...
(Non-player Character)
Turn it in or go away!
(Non-player Character)

Baby, won’t you take this quest from me?
I wanna be an NPC!
Giving out loot when the job’s complete.
I wanna be an NPC!
Really feelin' that Hearthstone heat.
I wanna be an NPC!
Red Hulls captain, on the streets.
I wanna be an NPC!

No gold for you today…
(Non-player Character)
Unless you go and slay...
(Non-player Character)
I will refuse to pay...
(Non-player Character)
Turn it in or go away!
(Non-player Character)

Baby, won’t you take this quest from me?
I wanna be an NPC!
Giving out loot when the job’s complete.
I wanna be an NPC!
“PUGs give me anxiety...”
I wanna be an NPC!
“Altaholic, LFG...”
I wanna be an NPC!

No gold for you today…
(Non-player Character)
Unless you go and slay...
(Non-player Character)
I will refuse to pay...
(Non-player Character)
Turn it in or go away!
(Non-player Character)

I Wanna Be an NPC

All of these words,
Trapped inside my mouth,
Maybe one day,
They’ll find their way back out.
Collecting like sand,
At the bottom of the sea.
If you have a better plan,
Just whisper it to me.

No one understands,
Anything I say.
It’s like what they hear,
Is bad autotranslate.
And I feel like maybe,
I’m just not the same;
That there’s something disconnected,
Deep inside my brain.

I don’t have the spoons,
To explain myself again.
So maybe I’ll just,
Nod and pretend.
In through one ear,
And right out through the eyes.
Like they heard what they wanted,
And believe their own lies.

No one understands
No one understands,
Anything I say.
It’s like what they hear,
Is bad autotranslate.
And I feel like maybe,
I’m just not the same;
That there’s something disconnected,
Deep inside my brain.

Bad Autotranslate

The Silver Bells

Wake up, darling, you’ve slept too long,
Your life is wasting away.
While the world spins round like a top,
You’re stuck inside of your own head all day.
Are you there? You’ve stopped replying.
We’re worried, are you OK?
We miss you, please don’t forget us.
We really hope that you choose to stay.

The days go by,
I’m fading fast.
Perpetuated,
By my own past.
It hurts to breathe.
It hurts to wake.
Don’t know how much,
More I can take.

Talk to us like you once did when,
You felt like you were still alive.
Don’t let the sadness take over,
Don’t let it eat away at your insides.
Remember that we all love you,
And all that you have survived.
If you give up now, you’ll miss out,
On everything you wanted in life.

I wish I could Eternal Sunshine,
The hurt right out of your mind.
Maybe then you wouldn’t feel like,
You’re struggling for air all of the time.
I wish I could erase it wholly,
From the depths of your heart.
Maybe then you wouldn’t always feel,
Like you are unraveling apart.

The days go by,
I’m fading fast.
Perpetuated,
By my own past.
It hurts to breathe.
It hurts to wake.
Don’t know how much,
More I can take.

The days go by,
It’s almost gone.
I can’t explain,
But I won’t give up.
It hurts to breathe,
A little less.
Don’t know how long,
Til it comes back.

But I’m still here,
I swear I am.
Promise I’ll stay,
Long as I can.
Life is cruel,
And life is sweet.
I’m holding on,
To everything...

The Conversation

It’s been a season since my light went away.
I’m trying to hold onto any reason to stay.
But the darkness has taken a hold;
It’s left a blemish on my soul.

Can you see? Can you see in the dark?
Can you reignite the spark?
Is redemption that hard?
Can you see? Can you see in the dark?

The soul’s the driver of my body-mobile.
My heart’s an engine, but now it’s standing still.
Can I remember how to take the wheel?
Banish the darkness, or I’ll never heal

Can you see? Can you see in the dark?
Can you reignite the spark?
Is redemption that hard?
Can you see? Can you see in the dark?

I can’t tell where my true self went to.
Maybe it fell. Maybe I’m meant to,
Slither ‘round searching, grasping with my hands.
Like writing my secrets on the shoreline in the sand.

Where did the light go?
Where did my light go?

Can you see? Can you see in the dark?
Can you reignite the spark?
Is redemption that hard?
Can you see? Can you see in the dark?
Can you see? Can you see in the dark?
Can you reignite the spark?
Is redemption that hard?
Can you see? Can you see in the dark?

Dark

My heart is cold as ice, ice, baby.
It lives in a cave of my own making.
But I don’t need no one to save me—
Just a few more months of hibernating.
I’m sorry if I missed a memo,
The first half of my life was a demo.
Maybe this time around I’ll get things right,
Or maybe I’ll fade away into the night.

I kinda know when something’s bad for me right from the start.
I just gotta listen a little closer to my heart.
Cos sometimes I drown it out so I can’t hear, oh,
When the pain of grief is the only thing I fear.

I’ve been living in an endless time loop;
Every day’s another chance to reboot.
But still, I’m covered up in cobwebs.
How long have I been here without friends?
Pain and circumstance devoured up my youth,
Now I feel this urgency to just move,
Away from all this endless nothing.
Maybe I need to believe in something.

I kinda know when something’s bad for me right from the start.
I just gotta listen a little closer to my heart.
Cos sometimes I drown it out so I can’t hear, oh,
When the pain of grief is the only thing I fear.

I keep holding on to past transgressions.
Maybe this is my confession.
I didn’t always know what I was doing.
I don’t know who I thought I was fooling.
It’s hard to own up to your own fuck-ups.
I think it’s high time I have had enough,
Of leaving behind a trail of chaos.
Maybe what I need is still out there, waiting.

I kinda know when something’s bad for me right from the start.
I just gotta listen a little closer to my heart.
Cos sometimes I drown it out so I can’t hear, oh,
When the pain of grief is the only thing I fear.

Cold

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