let go w/ one year (4am)

[Note to self: don't believe the ones you trust the most]
produced by @ayyitsryo

lyrics:
it’s been two weeks since you sent those packages 
straight to my home
and i’ve thought about returns
but i think i’ll just leave you alone
and i’m hoping that i can make my escape this year
you know this more than anybody else that’s here
like oh, can you tell me? tell me what you wanna know
like i don’t wanna be the one to tell you how it goes
like it is so divine
i can leave it up to try at night
there’s only so many rainstorms that i can think
now that i think of it, you might be all of it
it’s a tragedy, i know, i wrote it bitch
you can’t stop me from doing any of this
why why you leave me to do most without a lie
nothing changed except the reason i’m alive
don’t want nothing to do with you, yeah i’m fine
yeah i’m fine, yeah i’m fine now
laying in the grass, hold on not so fast
i don’t wanna know where it began
how my brothers ran in your arms
talk to me again, i want answers man
i’ve been begging for a couple weeks
i guess i’ll check again
does it hurt that much to ask?
will it hurt that way again?
cause i wanna know if i-
it’s been two weeks since you sent those packages 
straight to my home
and i’ve thought about returns
but i think i’ll just leave you alone
and i’m hoping that i can make my escape this year
you know this more than anybody else that’s here

this year is for escape (ryo)

Seek Me #Outtt (ginseng + 1seanbaby + dolly)

sry the stats on here are messed up the song was posted on the wrong page @ first den moved to mine  after like 3 days LOL
art by digiyams
prod @ddertbag n @slappy 

okok < 3

lyrics : 
u wna b me so damn bad but you still dnt know that im fly as hell
offa these x like every day and im posted up in that ysl
im goin up and u still falling off and u say u wan quit boy u might as well
flex on my opps and i cnt say a word cause you know lil bro that i still cnt tell
u say u wanna go to war so bad so lemme jus bring the artillery
y do you talk bro its killing me back in the function ik that theyre feelin me
i cant get bored of this shit im stackin up bands n bands and you know its thrillin me 
i still remember the days i was feelin like no one like boy is u shittin me 

dont make me call up my bro cause if he gon hop in the function this shit gon get crazy
no i dnt know her at all so why is she callin my phone and just callin me bby
he said he want a free feat im tellin him no and i aint sayin maybe
he said that he wanted smoke but when it gon come down right to it then he gettin shaky
everyday that you drop is just another father’s day to me
i got mihara my shoes all of ur clothes and shit just make believe
all of your drip in ur head
watchin my pockets i swear u the feds
say u up next but I talked to your bros and i promise to god that that aint what they said
hop in a jet 
bitch im on go
yeah I got stacks
but I want more
no I do not
wear no ramones
i played a show
they was like woah
no she don’t hit u no more im in dc i stay with the bros
this aint shit ima dig through the snow 
why u always just stealin my flows like
get ur own
stop watchin me just like a drone
no bitch i dnt like ya tone 
u stealin my swag like a loan
im just bein me u know
got more points than a free throw
im a vip bro
got all the drip just for free nono
 
u wna b me so damn bad but you still dnt know that im fly as hell
offa these x like every day and im posted up in that ysl
im goin up and u still falling off and u say u wan quit boy u might as well
flex on my opps and i cnt say a word cause you know lil bro that i still cnt tell
u say u wanna go to war so bad so lemme jus bring the artillery
y do you talk bro its killing me back in the function ik that theyre feelin me
i cant get bored of this shit and im stackin up bands n bands and you know its thrillin me

clone

feature cost a honeybun, price it like I'm vogue😍👌
@okmax @ggabriel1

vogue (ggabriel + okmax)

lyrics:

ive been so scared like, so whats the point?
u told me that u needed me
i cant tell if i believe u
so i told u
u cannot pretend with me 
u cannot pretend with me 
u cannot pretend with me 
please dont find the way to heal the wounds
so i 
told u that my tears is the way i try
so i
just cant love anybody yet
is it just that u wanted to connect

wait love...

i said wait love...



inspired by jaydes
production by @nicopatty

emotional detached

Credits://
@heavenindaclouds
@baredex-522947753
@h45
@bodygaard

Notes://
I have no words...
I put so much effort into this song...
I'm glad i did...

Lyrics://
cursed to walk this earth but no one offers helping hands
pick up all the pieces i should really start again
get myself a job and try to make some fucking friends
scratch that, i don't want that, can you help me make a plan?

it might take some time but i think i could come around
i don't want to hand i feel depressive in and out
hope you understand what i be going through right now
cuz i cannot get a grip on what this shit is all about

assume you're always lying when you say you have my back
treat me like the others cuz i don't know how to act
working on my people skills but i just need some rest
waiting for the day when both my parents are impressed

b-974
i need 20 more
package at the door
tell me what you want
some one i adore
i need that for sure
who were you before
am i what you want?

1,2 just tell me what to do (3,4)
tell me where to move
tell me what to choose
you wont tell me what you want
anything at all, you know who to call

you know who to call
for anything at all
i can get it quick
yeah that's how we ball

pristine, magic
lights cam action
guess what happens
guess what happens
so tragic, black magic
my habits, so drastic

pissed off, captions always matching
i could never do this shit alone you make it happen
played a part in everything i did but then you vanished
couldn't fu-
couldn't help but think that i was average

used to cry while driving from my work going home (1,2,3,4)
i was 19 hoping i could have someone to hold
want to be the person people look up to the most
and i wouldn't mind dressing in designer, head to toe, no

not tryna be difficult
but i'll try to be a little less cynical now
a little less critical
if you were unsure would you risk it all? no

bodyGaard & 73x - Helping Hands (prod. heavn + baredex + bb)

@jenryh
@alijah4k
www.instagram.com/888psych/
forever me and you ariel

say what you heard <3 (alijah4k jenry)

@Tropes777 + @Heartstopmiami 
rip lil keed

Garden 🖕 ρrod feardorian && elxnce 🔕🔕

ily @twikipedia
first beat prod delta
second beat prod me

i told myself i'm fine i'm not
i thought that you would've forgot me
sometimes i think that i should rot
if i tried would you even stop me
i thought that you would feel some type of way
i can't tell if you even like me
i'm anxious i want it to go away
i'm paranoid nobody's got me
with you i feel safe
still wanna run away
you can't be replaced
it won't be the same

i used to wanna give up
i had nobody to trust
i lied still wanna give up
i can't feel nothing but lust
nobody gets how i love
i'm sick of falling in love
i'm sick of feeling this shit
sometimes i wanna exist
sometimes i wish i was dust
i hate that everyone lies
i don't know who to believe
wish i was a ghost
i try to say how i'm feeling
i try but nothing comes out i think i might choke
lost me inside of your soul
i should go choke, you're happy when i'm at my low
no one likes seeing that shit ill go and suffer in silence so nobody knows
sorry you'll never be sorry
i can't feel my body
i wish i could not breathe
am i dead prolly
i miss every time you called me
i know that it's not me

paranoid prod twikipedia & mental

a letter to someone who wont even know 
-L


i’m average everlasting need a medic I’m on a stretcher doing damage when I don’t answer tried to call up but it’s like never you said so what I don’t know about this shit I don’t really give a fuck way to high off the shit I’m gone I’m stuck I’m really feeling starstruck bitch I’m lost all gone alone no one uh uh so what you know you know because she won’t ever be the same guy my family on my ass I don’t think it’s OK you could see it in the face


i’m average everlasting need a medic I’m on a stretcher doing damage when I don’t answer tried to call up but it’s like never
Your love is toxic I don’t want it don’t even want it but I need it don’t got no options don’t you know options see you talking to all your friends like I’ve been unconscious got this pain eating me away hitting at my noggin we used to talk you should talk as friends everything was set but then you wanted more than you had never could forget but I needed needed you could I bee a fool I had this pain it wont ever pass leave it in the pass I would give u anything didn't have it was the way you had to move knocking me off track

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 ⋆｡°✩live in her image✩°｡⋆

say what you heard <3 (alijah4k jenry)

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