This track is dedicated to my friends. Life is chaotic, stupid, depressing, and unfair.  It's also wonderful, beautiful, and full of happiness but, it can end suddenly. Let's lean on each other for support and enjoy the good times while they last.

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A Lament For My Friends

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I wanted to make a soundtrack story that would reflect the paranoia, fear, uncertainty, and pressure people felt during the Salem Witch Trials, from February 1692 – May 1693.

A single cello plays: The story starts with a man, living in a town close to Salem. All his neighbors are accusing each other of being witches and they’re being killed, one after the other. It’s only a matter time before they come after him. He decides to accuse a woman who has been recently widowed; she would be an easy target. The sounds build and create a mix of fear, anxiety, dread, hopefulness, despair, paranoia, and suspicion as he observes her every movement for weeks. He takes every precaution not to be caught; he didn’t want to be accused of being a witch.
The cellos escalate these negative feelings into the first climax: he finally finds evidence of the widow being a witch. He makes the report and the widow is taken and hung in town square that evening. A feeling of relief washes over him as he watches her hang. He has the first night of restful sleep he’s had in a long time.
A new day dawns. The man hears a knock on the door and is told to step out. The flute and trumpet play a shrill note as two men grab him and drag him into town square. An angry crowd surrounds him. He’s accused of witchcraft and is sentenced to death by hanging. A noose is put around his neck. He is not given a chance to defend himself.
He gives a passionate speech, he has not done anything, he is innocent! The widow was the real witch, not him! The crowd boos him, calls him a witch, and maniacally cries out for the executioner to hang him. His hope fades, this is the end for him, there is no escape. He accepts his fate, stares out at the crowd with defeat, and waits for the lever to be pulled.
The cellos build up again: as the executioner reaches for the lever, the man looks to the back of the crowd: starting at him with a large, evil grin was the widow. Before he could say anything, the floor gives out beneath him.

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something's wrong, don't let it find me.

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i'm quarantined and going mad

something's wrong in this house

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i have no purpose in life
No good reason to keep going
Everyone who knows me would Be
surprised cus I act happy and outgoing

I'm here on this planet
I exist on the earth
But “what am I doing here?”
Nothing i do has any worth

I lay down my head,
“When will my time come?”
I escape to the dream place
To the void I want to succumb

I awaken from my slumber
(Fuck)
“Why should I get up?”
Get ready for another day
I'm overflowing, don't spill the cup

…. I do what’s expected of me
But This void just keeps growing
I’m numb, disconnected, depressed
“I don’t want to keep going”

I work, do chores, sleep,
And Find distractions in between
“What’s the point in all these things?”
I’m becoming a machine

People, Do they stop to think
(What?)
Contemplate their own beings?
(No.)
Do they wonder about their existence?
(maybe)
some do, but i see most of them fleeing

I look the way they live and
Ask “how do you keep going?”
They tell me to get counseling
pretending that they're all-knowing


Everyday i face is fucking pointless
(so fucking pointless)
And try to Anchor myself
Staying alive is a trial, I’ve tried
Counseling, books, searching and oneself

“Why am i in this universe”
I ask the big man in the sky
A Silent sunrise answers me
As I watch another day pass by

Why?I Asked The Man In The Sky

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Return to Stardust x Death's Laugh

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Return to Stardust x Death's Laugh

I make weird music. You can use my stuff for your own projects.  

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