PSYCHEDELIC THERAPY - involves the use of very high doses of psychedelic hallucinogens with the aim of promoting transcendental, ecstatic, and mystical peak experiences.

Whatever exits the mind while on psychedelic hallucinogens. i just make art about drugs, nuclear warfare, going crazy, getting arrested for being free, and more drug experiences. 

"The Psych Ward". BELIEF OF THE LIGHT. RIP TOXIC. CLOSED EYE VISUALS. SUPERSTITION. HYPNOSIS. PSYCHIATRY. TUMBLING DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE. NUCLEAR WARFARE. HALLUCINOGENS. PSYCHOSIS. I <3 ANVILS. 

TOXIC THOUGHTS (dude in photo): Abuser of psychedelic hallucinogens, Producer, Director, Actor, Freedom Artist, Writer, Lunatic, Disney obsessed maniac, Eccedentesiast, Junkie, and Tripper. QUOTES: 'WRITE AS IF NOTHING HAS EVER BEEN WRITTEN BEFORE, DREAM AS IF YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN.' - TOXIC

Toxic's BIO:  I always had a great imagination. I chase things that I'm not sure exist.  I opened my mind to try things like drugs and It really changed my life. I did drugs to feel and see what most of planet earth has never experienced. I literally followed my idol's footsteps. I got into heroin and got addicted. i liked feeling different or weird. I got into any drug and fell in love with each one. It drove me crazy but i tried to go crazy on purpose which is very crazy. The only way i could do that was to purposely put myself into an amphetamine induced psychosis and i hallucinated like a motherfucker. My girlfriend Candice over dosed on heroin on purpose and died. I sometimes make rap music because thats the music Candice liked to listen to. Josh, Michael, and Candice RIP are the only reason why i do what i do so in a way i only do what i do for the dead. I isolated myself from society forever and purposely put myself through intense nightmares. I exiled myself like fucking yoda. I completely lost myself. Felt like my shadow got detached. I felt extremely looney and i felt like i just didn't want to be alive anymore. I had stay in Aurora Last Encinas psych ward and it was sick. i learned more than i ever have before while staying there. It was destiny. i continued my quest. i saved the best for last though. Jimi Hendrix and Steve jobs talked about LSD like its what made their destiny. I tried "Psychedelic Therapy" by doing Psilocybin, LSD, DMT, 2-CB, and this new one called Wonderland. I experienced insanity. After that i found out how to dream freely and lucidly. LSD cured me. One time while i was on massive amounts of LSD I had really vivid complex ideas already as if i've had them for years in my mind and Lsd was like the key to unlock it. I got ideas so put together like i have ideas for books, movies, and albums. I don't promote the use of drugs even though i'm contradicting myself i should be viewed as a lab rat. i do believe there is high therapeutical benefit for using such hallucinogens but there is a very high risk of losing yourself. I don't recommend it. Hallucinogens made me realize that my soul wants to become an artist. My brain told me to become something better. Toxic jumped into my world and it was like he chose me. One day it felt like a thought wanted to exit my mind. I started having dreams that were crazy but meaningful. i smoke weed because it makes me a person, opiates gave me a sense of humor and taught me how to feel music, amphetamines just made my life crazy and gave me a psychotic story to tell, hallucinogens made me an artist and gave me profound creativity which completely changed my life and personality. When i first tried LSD i had a very bad trip and drew Toxic, a sick cartoon, then i gave him an identity, a face. I made the mask first and one day i put it on. As soon as i put it on i realized i was looking through another pair of eyes and that i was no longer chained to myself. I obtained a personality that was nothing like my own like originally I'm always stuck in my head day dreaming but now i can dream outside of my head and see if that makes any fucking sense. But for some reason every time i put on the mask it gets harder for me to want to take it off because i like the way i feel when i have it on it gives me something i've never felt before. Im addicted to the freedom. i went crazy with Toxic i even got addicted to talking to him which means i was having conversations with myself which is weird. People started noticing that i was losing it and they understood something was wrong. People tell me that this music and art isn't "ME" but thats why I'm doing it. Toxicity changed my soul. The toxicity of my life actually rehabilitated me. No ethnicity, no age, just freedom. I felt like i could hide myself behind Toxic. But then it felt like he became someone in my brain to me and he consumed so many of my thoughts to a point that i only think about what he wants me to if that makes any fucking sense. i couldn't stop thinking about art and movie ideas that just overflowed about ten whole notebooks. I went so crazy with Toxic that when i ran out of notebooks i just started drawing on the walls. But he did do something to me so terrible like he terminated me completely as if i don't exist. i lost all my friends and family and i felt like "nothing" literally. He got me to believe that i don't exist and that there is nothing underneath the mask just air. He became a disease that i had to find the cure for. Like he's unique to a point where he can almost make you crazy. Then it felt like I discovered something impossible. It felt like i could have two different dreams with two different minds with this abstraction i created. I got kind of scared because i created something that i wasn't ready for. A figment of my own imagination came into existence and convinced me that it could dream just like me which is weird. But thoughts took over. Toxic looks nice but to me it feels like i created something that is going to stab me in the back. I feel like he's actually planning something that i don't know about somehow like that's how crazy he's made me. I steal things and lie for no reason and i never used to do that. It came to a point where i abused psychedelic hallucinogens and it messed me up completely. I mean look at me. what a wacko. Ever since i became him I'm always paranoid and anxious. Toxic "tooned" my mined with drugs so much to a point where my personality is like that of Bugs Bunny. Toxic keeps me contemplating every second though. Sometimes i think he's someone that should not be allowed to enter your imagination. I feel like hallucinogens are all i need in my life sometimes though. Toxic gave me a purpose and I guess I'm grateful. What drugs, Toxic, and my girl natalie taught me is that i have to stop believing in coincidences and start believing in destiny.
Diagnosis: Schizophrenia 
FROM: "OVER THERE"

Making music, movies, blunts, magic, drugs, zombies, and videos ONLY with stuff we find in my garage! its sick dude!!!!!

"YOU WILL SUCCEED PAST YOUR DREAMS TO A POINT WHERE THEY BECOME NIGHTMARES." 

