this is well put together but cmon u can write better than this white boy

I don't talk to anyone from highschool anymore. not a single person

are you ever gonna put your stuff on sporify?

V tubers are a plague and annoying af 
(lyrics)  
(Verse 1)
 I dream of anime girls who tell me I can escape this world 
They know how much my life sucks, They know how hard I got fucked.    
(chorus)
You say that I'm killing myself 
I say that I'm escaping hell
point the trigger directly at my brain 
blast away at the source of my pain
(verse 2) 
I know it won't be painless 
it sure as hell won't be easy
but once I join them 
they'll do anything to please me. 
(bridge) 
you tell me not to kill myself 
your words are emptier than this broken hell
my only true support wants me to blow my fucking head off
one shot is all it takes , one shot and everything will be okay

Kill Myself

not 2day mf

sexual tension between my car and a telephone pole (first make)

real rockaholism

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lyrics:

i don’t get outside much
waste away, with my bad luck 
i’m so goddamn needy 
i want someone who needs me

i don’t want your pity
just somebody to like me 
id take just a damn hug
some kind of physical touch 

i don’t get outside much
waste away, because life sucks
i’m so goddamn angry 
need anyone to love me

rotting in my room

here u go talking bout drugs again
and u claim that you cant make friends
ur claiming ur lifes in utter pain
ur complaining's driving me insane

i cant help but sympathise
ur futures so fucking bleak
ur so pathetic makes me wanna die
blaming everything on floride leaks 


dont wanna know
where im gonna go
all i know is that
i'll kill myself

i already know
my life is gone
and all i know is
how to be alone

im just like like you in honesty
my life is just a comedy
indulging in degeneracy
im just Gods cruel mockery

i wanna live someones life
i make passersby weirded out
im so pathetic i wanna die
blaming everything on autist mind

dont wanna know
where im gonna go
all i know is that
i'll kill myself
  
i already know
my life is gone
and all i know is
how to be alone

i'll kill myself x4
im all alone x3
forever more

How To Be Alone

older song i made in like january

teenagers inside our bedroom
worryingly insecure
everybody knows were losers
were still not completely sure
but dont go
we need you
come be miserable with me
im a crab in a bucket
pull you down down here with me
shooter said were not so worthy
and im inclined to agree
say goodbye to your favorite artists
at least they didnt make gamer 3
gezebelle anhero 13 century cowboy
crustsox dethtech h4rtbrkr fried by fluoride
neetnation endwiser maniac deepblu
steakfry hallowed watermark npobu
dont go
we need you
come be miserable with me
im a crab 
in a bucket
pull you down down here with me

don't go

all day locked in my room,
going online to kill some time
no girl no life no friends to call
im a fucking waste of life

eating junk food every day, 
energy drinks are rotting my brain,
sleep deprived, i'm so depressed,
living life in slow decay.

slow decay

slow decay

slow decay 

living life in slow decay

Slow Decay

You might think that I'm cool not your typical loser
Ever since high-school I've been a  gooner
Six feet tall got a chiseled jaw
Not an ounce of fat is on me at all
All these stupid Stacys always wanna fuck me
Honestly I find them disgusting
I don't want the touch of a women or a man
All I need to do is jerk it with my hand

You might say I'm pornsexual
Don't need to be consensual
Real people never did it for me
My preference has always been 2D

Tried to fuck this bitch had the biggest pair of tits
She showed me her pussy I couldn't stomach it
Is there something wrong I said of course
You don't even look like a cartoon horse
People are surprised when I say I'm into that
Piss rape gore and even scat
There's nothing in this world that won't get me hard
I even fucked my dog in the backyard

Goon Chad

i hate school 
i never study
i've got a test
my grades are cruddy
i've got a plan 
for tomorrow
daddy's guns
i will borrow

black trenchcoat
combat boots on
ar15 
sawed-off shotgun
no test for 
me or my classmates
they will all meet their fates

there goes the band kid
headshot the goth girl
360 noscope
i'm not sorry

screams echo
'round the next door
bodies fall
to the bloody floor
sirens wail
'ing in the distance
finally some resistance 

swat hops out
armed to the teeth
machine guns
bullet hell wreath
i know i 
will not survive 
so no one leaves alive

though i see in her eyes
fear and loathing 
i am much too far gone
to say sorry 
in my wrath and dismay
i made them pay 
now i'm gonna go out my way

de_school

Cultist Girlfriend

An ancient mist rolls over the fjords of Scandinavia, carrying whispers of mythology and heroic sagas long forgotten. From this ethereal realm emerges an musical odyssey - "Saga of the Viking Soul" - forged from the beating hearts of Norse warriors and the spiritual echoes of the Old Ways.

The journey begins with "Warrior's Dawn", an epic Viking battle hymn that summons the prowess and bravery of the Norsemen. Traditional Nordic instrumentation blends with thunderous electronic beats, driving the oar-carved melodies ever onward to glory.

As we set sail on the "Sea of Shadows", a haunting Nordic chant echoes across the darkened waves. The ambient atmospherics capture the perils and excitement of a Viking longship voyage into the unknown. Suddenly, the "Lament of the Fallen" breaks the silence - a solemn remembrance for the heroes lost, their bravery and sacrifice memorialized through the yearning vocals and mystical tagelharpa melodies.

From the mists, a "Raven's Flight" descends upon us, carrying the supernatural mysteries of Norse myth. The atmospheric folk soundscapes paint vivid visions of fjords and mystical encounters with Odin's legendary companions.    

The saga continues with the thunderous return of "Odin's Valor" - a rallying war hymn channeling the All-Father's indomitable spirit through Nordic might and contemporary beats. "Valkyrie's Call" then pierces the fray, an anthem beckoning the battle-maidens to whisk away the heroic fallen to Valhalla's halls.

Under the "Northern Star", the intensity subsides as a tender Nordic folk love song unfolds. Delicate yet powerful melodies evoke the biting winds and spiritual longings of the Northern realms. But as "Saga's End" draws near, the epic tale takes an emotional turn through soaring Viking chants and a dynamic blend of cultural elements.      

From the ashes arises "Runes of Fate" - an ominous HymnCore epic fusing tribal rattles, eerie electronics, and Gothic choir in a ceremonial invocation. Finally, "Jörmungandr's Wrath" provides a climactic finale, the colossal sea serpent's rage unleashed in a torrent of thunderous Norse rhythms and transcendent Viking chants.

With each track, "Saga of the Viking Soul" weaves the ancient lore of the Norsemen into a modern-day, genrebending musical tapestry. Let this captivating Viking odyssey transport you to a realm where legendary warriors meet supernatural forces under the glow of the Northern skies.

Odin’s Valor

feel free download/use my music for whatever

the west has fallen ii in progress

de_school

Psycho Mantis

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