hello :) as you can hear, it's not a mixed / final product. it's a sketch I contributed with on 'hitrecord' site on a challenge from OXBeats. feel free to give me your thoughts on it via comments or pm so it can be improved. thank you !

--- but as you said back then and you were right -
it was best to let go and embrace the night
feel good, get high, have fun for a while.

You were right to let me go ( short sketch )

Apart from the constant falls,
Apart from this void I'm in,
Apart from this whole irony,
I'm always in control.

I often improvise on the relaxing stress relief / study music of Paul Collier and with his agreement, I'll post a few sketches including my vocals here. I have no words to thank him.

The music link to this incredible original instrumental by Paul Collier is here :
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rUq3tZNJmtw

Air, you and my emotional control. ( & Paul Collier )

This is the first structured song I ever wrote in my entire life. During a time when I wanted to, needed to get my sh_t together and take control over my emotions. It felt like having many egos and they all were fighting to get to the throne. A bit weird - I guess.

In your head
She's a threat.
But it's in your head.

Same bloodline but different genes
Doppelgangers live inside me.

You think it's insane to believe
In emotional invincibility
But she was getting more control
I saw her smile in that mirror,
It terrified me.

I was fragile and pure, ready to give love.
But there she stood fierce,
Fake ice queen - still mesmerising.

Get up, face your fear,
Make that beauty scream.

You daggered her heart,
The one you saw in that wicked mirror.
There's blood on your hands,
You're petrified and now you fail to breathe.

In your head
I'm your threat.
Now run.
Kill, run, die.
Die, die, die.

The link to this inspiring piece of music by Paul Collier is here :
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1wAF_X9_7h0

In Your Head ( Instrumental from Paul Collier )

It may sound like a stalker's song - :D. 
He had an usual charm - long dark hair, barely smiling, his eyes would fixate at you and you'd be unable to move. Anyway, I knew he'd leave the country soon and I so wanted to capture his beauty in a picture.... So I wrote this one one day when I stumbled across Paul Collier's ambient music :
Spider's Lullaby (Paul Collier)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=luhM6GMdNfE&t=39s

When life decides me to go my own way
Don't wanna leave with no memory of you at all
So please know
How I feel - it's surreal
- You're so beautiful.
I know I never told you
And now I simply ask :

'Can I take a picture of you?'
Mistery, passion, light and darkness
All this - in your eyes.
Sucks my energy, drowns me, chokes me -
But you never noticed.

You thinker face - I used to wonder what it hides.
Or was it all honesty?
Did you ever know you haunted me?
I hid my madness, tried to come to senses
I prayed to forget you but I fed seeing you.

Can I take a picture of you?
Your long hair, dark eyes,
Such charming smile -
Unhealthy obsession.

Wake me up, I won't have ya
Why I'm being so naive?
I know I'll miss you
But I want you to be happy with her.

Can I take a picture of you ? (Paul Collier)

So I discovered this amazing guy on Soundcloud - KWESI ( name of the channel ) and I couldn't abstain from making a quick improvisation on one of his songs that sadly, no longer exists on his channel. Feel free to comment and tell me what works and what doesn't :)

I Still Love Him ( short improv )

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Somebody who, in her free time, likes singing and improvising on random instrumentals, as long as they sound good. 
I also have lots of personal sketches but I have no knowledge in production - if anyone is interested in collaborating - I'm in !

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