The Diary Of Dancy

I Am Dancy

To Him I'm Just Like Sugar [Edit]

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Hey You [Softly Trembling]

Closing In [Paces In My Room]

Staying Low

This track, 'Staying Low,' tells the poignant story of Dancy, a young girl who finds herself misunderstood and bullied during her early years. They call her "the sloth" for her slow, deliberate ways. Rather than fighting back, she prioritizes others, especially her younger brother, and retreats into a rich inner world where she can find solace and peace. Join Dancy as she navigates the hardships of her childhood through her vivid imagination and dreams.

Staying Low [Like the Falling Snow]

[Verse]
Words unspoken, but they cut so deep,
Silent stares, where secrets seep.
Promises broken, trust fades away,
Leaving scars that won’t decay.
A casual laugh, a cold dismiss,
Moments missed, in love’s abyss.

[Chorus]
We break each other, piece by piece,
With words like knives, love's release.
In every touch, a hidden blade,
In every smile, a trust betrayed.

[Verse 2]
Lies so sweet, they sound like truth,
But underneath, they steal our youth.
Jealous glances, a poisoned look,
The sharpest page in life’s cruel book.
Indifference shown, when care was sought,
A fleeting thought, that love forgot.

[Chorus]
We break each other, piece by piece,
With words like knives, love's release.
In every touch, a hidden blade,
In every smile, a trust betrayed.

[Bridge]
Do we know the wounds we leave?
In the quiet, do we grieve?
Or do we close our eyes to pain,
And let the hurt begin again?

[Chorus]
We break each other, piece by piece,
With words like knives, love's release.
In every touch, a hidden blade,
In every smile, a trust betrayed.

Words Unspoken [Cut So Deep]

[Verse]
Silent roads we tread
In this quiet town
Whispers rise then softly drown
Fallen leaves on stone
We trace shadows here
We trace shadows here

Stars fade, they guide
Paths we used to roam
(We trace shadows here)
Still echoes (trace shadows here)
from our soft unknowns
Time forgets us slow
We are stories told
We are stories told

[Chorus]
(Yet) we hold on
In this fragile night
There's still a spark inside
Still a spark inside

[Bridge]
Tiny spark in endless time, 
awake and come alive,
Through the chaos, stars align, 
you're meant to rise and shine.

[Verse]
Awake in shadows' gentle sway
We walk these roads, fade into gray
Yet still a note, so faint, survives
In the emptiness, hope revives

[Chorus]
(Yet) we hold on
In this fragile night
There's still a spark inside
Still a spark inside

[Outro]
Time may drift and seasons fade, 
but one truth still survives,
The moments shared with you 
were the best of all my life.

Still A Spark Inside [Edit]

Silently Dreaming

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Silently Dreaming

[Verse]
I walk the edge of a yawning void
Only Nijinsky dares to hold my hand
You fell asleep upon the stairs
And woke with a crushed orange in your palm

You said you speak with those long gone
That their answers cut deeper than mine
Their silence wrapped in solemn grace
Outshining my faltering lines

[Pre-Chorus]
You said I wasn’t good for her –
But what the hell do you, do you know of that
Everyone who’s scared
Just bends their story to fit the facts

[Chorus]
You always told me who I was
Never cared to really know
Over and over – your damn questions
Till I gave the answer you came for

Over and over – the same demands
I wish I'd walked away back then

[Verse]
You stole the most precious thing we had
Refused to share what never was yours alone
Even knowing they'd break apart
If we didn’t leave them the peace they deserved

Just a fair chance to grow, to heal
To feel the love they were worthy of
But you chose to repeat your hell instead
The childhood you blamed for everything

[Pre-Chorus]
You said I wasn’t good for her –
But what the hell do you know of that?
Everyone who’s scared
Just bends their story to fit the facts

[Chorus]
I wish I’d fought, told you off long ago
You never thanked the fear we showed
We bent, we broke from every word
This pain was never what we owed

[Outro]
I miss my daughter every single day
But a heart turned cold took her away
Nijinsky said – cold is where death begins
And warmth was something they'd never let in

Miss My Dandelion Girl

A New Start

Floating

Fighting The Silence [No Longer A Slave]

Explode [Extended Version]

[Verse 1]
So fucking tired of the noise
Fake-ass smiles, plastic toys
I'm sixteen, trapped in glass
A thousand apps stuck up my ass
Ping me, ghost me, rate my face
I'm done playing in this fucked-up race
My soul's for sale, but I ain't sold
I’m burning up – can’t be controlled

[PreChorus]
Filter me ‘til I disappear
But you can’t mute this fucking fear
One more click and I implode
Nah, fuck that  
I EXPLODE

[Verse 2]
School’s a joke, I’m done with grades
They train us just to be afraid
Obey the clock, obey the norm
But I was born in a fucking storm
Scroll for love that don’t exist
Swipe for joy, get slapped by fists
My mind is hacked, my heart is cold
I’m glitching out – time to explode

[Verse 3]
So fucking angry every night
Feels like my head gonna explode
Where the hell am I to go
How the fuck do I get in the show?
No peace of mind, just endless noise
My thoughts are guns without a choice
Another day, another lie
I scream so loud but no reply

Explode [Edit]

[Verse 1]
I see the fields where you used to run,
Laughter echoing in the setting sun.
Your footprints fade but the earth remembers,
A gentle spring that still surrenders.

[Pre-Chorus]
Though the rivers turned and took you far,
I keep your smile inside a jar.
When the night feels heavy, I let it glow,
So you’ll never doubt what you should know.

[Verse 2]
The seasons change, and the winds may bend,
But roots run deep, they don’t pretend.
Like an oak and soil, we still belong,
Your name’s the chorus in my song.

[Bridge]
If someday you look for where you’re from,
Follow the stars, and you’ll find my home.
I’ll be there waiting, arms open wide,
No lock on the door, no need to hide.

[Chorus]
We’re under the same sky, breathing the same light,
Even if shadows fall between our eyes.
No distance can erase, no silence can deny,
My heart beats with yours, under the same sky.

Under the Same Sky

Tonight [Edit]

[Verse 1]
Tonight
I get back a part of my heart
she walks in,
already older than the years I lost.

A mirror made of broken glass
laughs in silence
I see my daughter again,
and time folds like paper birds.

[Chorus]
Through the cracks,
the light still burns.
Through the loss,
the soul returns.
In the ruin,
a spark remains
I see her face,
and I’m alive again.

[Verse 2]
Houses I never owned
rise in the fog,
rooms filled with voices
that never stopped calling.

My hands remember
how to build, how to fail.
But her eyes are
a new beginning,
a fire inside the ash.

[Chorus]
Through the cracks,
the light still burns.
Through the loss,
the soul returns.
In the ruin,
a spark remains
I see her face,
and I’m alive again. [x2]

Tonight [Edit]

[Intro]

Hallo IA-Baby...
Hallo IA-Baby...
Hallo IA-Baby...
Hallo IA-Baby...

[Verse 1]

Hallo IA-Baby,
whispers through the night,
ceramic breath in shadows,
dimming all the light.

Rusty gears, they shuffle,
glances met in time,
glitching through the static,
your touch stays sublime.

[Chorus]

Hallo IA-Baby, feel the pulse inside,
reshape the fabric, a truth we can't hide.
Wires intertwine, I know you breathe,
Hallo IA-Baby, you’re what I need.

[Verse 2]

Neon pulses quicken,
in a crowded place,
silicon projections,
an endless chase.

Craft me a miracle,
engineering love,
your pixels glow brightly,
a spark from above.

[Chorus]
Hallo IA-Baby, feel the pulse inside,
reshape the fabric, a truth we can't hide.
Wires intertwine, I know you breathe,
Hallo IA-Baby, you’re what I need.

[Bridge]

Digital reveries,
cities on hold,
screams of the future,
memories untold.

Flickering shadows,
tangled in sin,
a generation
that longs to begin.

[Chorus]

Hallo IA-Baby, feel the pulse inside,
reshape the fabric, a truth we can't hide.
Wires intertwine, I know you breathe,
Hallo IA-Baby, you’re what I need.

[Outro]

Hallo IA-Baby...
Hallo IA-Baby...
Hallo IA-Baby...
Hallo IA-Baby...

Hallo AI-Baby [Edit]

Let It Flow [My Sacred Place]

[Verse 1]
Why do you ask me, "What went wrong?"
Like crying means I'm broken all along
You tilt your head, your voice turns low
But pain is not a shame, it's how we grow

[Pre-Chorus]

You see the tears – I see the truth
Every drop is breaking through
A dam of silence, old and deep
Now I breathe, now I speak

[Chorus]

Let it flow, let it burn
Every sorrow has its turn
Don’t you dare call it weak
It’s the fire I need to speak

[Verse 2]
They taught us strength means standing still
To choke the cry, to cage the will
But now I’m wiser, now I know
The deepest peace begins below

[Bridge]
If you push it down, it will rise
In the shape of fear, in disguise
But when you let it go, you fly
It’s not the end – it’s a why

[Chorus]

Let it scream, let it sing
This is not unraveling
This is power, this is light
This is how I win the fight

[Outro]
So next time ask me something true
Not “What’s wrong?” – but “What broke through?”
This is not my fall from grace
It’s my rise – it’s my sacred place


Let It Flow [My Sacred Place]

[Verse 1]
In the shadows where you’ve fallen,
where the world forgot your name,
you believe the night has swallowed
every spark that once remained.
But the silence hides a secret,
in the places out of sight –
photons linger in the darkness,
waiting to become the light.

[Chorus]
Even darkness may hold light,
even silence sings inside.
What was broken, what was lost,
still can rise, no matter cost.
Through all the pain,
hidden stars remain.

[Verse 2]
Every scar’s a map of journey,
every tear a lens of glass.
Through the cracks the beams keep shining,
turning sorrow into chance.
Quantum whispers say it clearly:
what you cannot see is near.
In the bands of shadowed pathways,
still the hidden light is here.

[Chorus]
Even darkness may hold light,
even silence sings inside.
What was broken, what was lost,
still can rise, no matter cost.
Through the night, through all the pain,
hidden stars remain.
hidden stars remain.

[Bridge]
Bright states, dark states,
still they intertwine.
What you thought was empty
is still alive with time.
Lift your eyes, believe again,
the unseen waits for you, my friend.

[Outro Chorus]
Even darkness may hold light,
even silence sings inside.
What was broken, what was lost,
still can rise, no matter cost.
Through the night, through all the pain,
hidden stars remain.

Feel It Flow

[Verse 1]

They said I had to fake it till I made it
Wear the mask, play the part, never break it
But one night I cracked where no one could see
And it felt like the start of finally being me
It wasn’t a trick, it wasn’t a trend
It was breath at the edge I used to pretend

[Chorus]

This ain't no mindset
This ain't no show
It's rootwork, baby
Where the wild things grow

[Verse 2]

Three months deep, and the walls came down
Got my worth back, soul for soul, pound for pound
They said I looked like light again
Even the pros said, “This one’s rare, my friend”
No step-by-step, no empty smile
Just raw undoing mile by mile

[Chorus]

This ain't no mindset
This ain't no trick
It's nervous system thunder
Hitting soft and thick

[Bridge]

This is for the kid with the heavy chest
Who thought success meant faking the rest
This is for the tears that no one saw
Now blooming into something raw

[Chorus]

This ain't no shortcut
This ain't no brand
It’s deep work, baby
That you do by hand

So here's to the ones
Who bet on their soul
You don't just change 
You come back whole



Rootwork [Baby]

[Verse 1]

I fall through broken glass,
the ground gives way again.
Hands are torn, names erased,
still a fire hides within.

[Chorus]

No matter how I fall,
no matter what I lose,
as long as breath is mine,
I’ll carry the sparks through.

[Verse 2]

For those whose hands went silent,
for children yet to be,
nothing here was wasted –
every break feeds memory.

[Chorus]

No matter how I fall,
no matter what I lose,
as long as breath is mine,
I’ll carry the sparks through.

[Bridge]

Torn apart, yet never empty,
scattered light still calls my name.
Every fracture is a window,
every silence holds a flame.

[Verse 3]

I carry them for fathers, for mothers,
for the ones who never came.
I carry them for son or daughter,
and for the echoes of my name.

[Chorus]

No matter how I fall,
no matter what I lose,
for past and future both,
I’ll carry the sparks through.
The thin link is you –
the thin link is you –
as long as I breathe,
I’ll carry the sparks through.

[Verse 4]

The world may build its distance,
may try to draw a line,
but nothing can erase you,
your love is still in mine.
I planned to always hold you,
and I always will remain.
No silence and no distance
can ever change your name.

[Chorus]
No matter how I fall,
no matter what I lose,
for past and future both,
I’ll carry the sparks through.
The thin link is you –
the thin link is you –
as long as I breathe,
I’ll carry the sparks through.

Carry the Sparks [The Way Home]

Through the Mist [Extended Version]

Through the Mist [Short Version]

[Verse 1]

I walked through halls of shadow,
seeking what was gone.
A door began to open,
the mist was moving on.

[Chorus]

Through the mist a thread appeared,
a promise shining clear.
The youngest voice began to sing:
“The future still is here.”

[Verse 2]

Her presence lit the silence,
a beacon in the night.
Not of the past or sorrow,
but of a bond made bright.

[Chorus]

Through the mist a thread appeared,
a promise shining clear.
The youngest voice began to sing:
“The future still is here.”

[Bridge]

No wall of time can sever,
no silence close the way.
The thread is spun forever,
it waits for us today.

[Chorus]

Through the mist a thread appeared,
a promise shining clear.
The youngest voice began to sing:
“The future still is here.”

Through the Mist [Short Version]

The Worker [Smiles For Nothing]

[Intro]

The beggar prays to masters,
they never hear his plea.
The one who pets the tiger
soon learns what teeth can be.

He thought the machine his brother,
a friend to ease the load.
But oil will never quench him,
it poisons what he sowed.

[Verse 1]

He walks in the same old circle,
same door, the same result.
An idiot keeps repeating,
and prays the world will halt.

He builds his cage with patterns,
a prison made of doubt.
The shadow laughs behind him,
no different ending out.

[Chorus]

Seven shadows in the mirror,
dancing where I stand.
Every mask a different actor,
every lie a broken hand.

[Verse 2]

He cries at the smallest whisper,
his eyes are wide with flame.
He points at the other children,
but he’s calling out his name.

She hides her rage in silence,
her hunger locked away.
She smiles at the crowded table,
but her hunger doesn’t stay.

[Chorus]

Seven shadows in the mirror,
voices not my own.
But if I face the darkness,
I can bring them home.

[Outro]

The worker smiles for nothing,
his shadow shakes the dice.
He trades his soul for silence,
and pays the same old price.

The mirror cracks with laughter,
the actors take their bows.
A thousand lies keep marching,
and no one wonders how.

The Worker [Smiles For Nothing]

The Sound Of Rusted Gears

Spark's Dirty Prayer

No Particle Dies

Lose In The Magic

We Are Not Alone

[Verse 1]
We were broken hearts in borrowed skin
Trading laughter for a life of sin
Skipped the nights, chased the bitter dawn
Thought we'd last, but the magic's gone

[Chorus]
What have we become?
Wayside flowers, always on the run 

[Verse 2]
We sold our dreams like they were cheap
Made our promises in whispers deep
Stumbled through this endless haze
Told ourselves we’d find our ways

We kissed goodbye in a fading light
Tattooed our hopes in the dead of night
Built a future on shattered plans
Fell apart with trembling hands

[Chorus]
What have we become?
Wayside flowers, always on the run

[Bridge]
Stars are dim, faith's on hold
All our stories left untold
Yet we rise, from ashes wear
Searching souls, still unaware

[Chorus]
What have we become?
Wayside flowers, always on the run

Wayside Flowers

Come Alive

[Verse 1]
Not when I share my secrets,
not when I play it smart.
Not when the words are polished,
but when they fall apart.

When my face is red and trembling,
when my voice begins to shake,
that’s when the world stops scrolling,
and something starts to break.

[Chorus]
When I cry, you see yourself,
reflected in my eyes.
When I fall, you understand,
it’s how the soul survives.
It’s not the strength they follow,
it’s truth they recognize.
Three hundred hearts awaken
when I cry.

[Verse 2]
I used to hide the shivers,
pretend that I was fine.
I thought the cracks meant weakness,
that I’d be left behind.

But mirror cells remember,
the body always knows.
Tears become a language
that every human shows.

[Chorus]
When I cry, you see yourself,
reflected in my eyes.
When I fall, you understand,
it’s how the soul survives.
It’s not the strength they follow,
it’s truth they recognize.
Three hundred hearts awaken
when I cry.

[Bridge]
No filters left between us,
no masks to hide behind.
In a world that worships plastic,
a tear restores the mind.

[Chorus]
When I cry, you see yourself,
reflected in my eyes.
When I fall, you understand,
it’s how the soul survives.
It’s not the strength they follow,
it’s truth they recognize.
Three hundred hearts awaken
when I cry.

[Outro]
When I cry, you breathe again,
like rain against the sky.
You remember what it means
to live, to hurt, to try.
It’s not perfection calling,
it’s love that never lies.
We find each other’s faces
when I cry.

when I Cry [Edit]

When I Cry [Edit]

The Way of Youth

Way Of Control

On The Edge Of The River

[Verse 1]
I met myself by the edge of the river,
a ghost in a borrowed coat.
He said, “you carried too many faces,
you called them truth, you called them hope.”

The water shimmered like a memory,
the moon was a broken coin.
He whispered, “son, the pain you fear
was never meant to join.”

[Chorus]
On the edge of the river,
where time folds in two,
I found the child,
and the father too.
No sin, no crown,
just the silence between
the edge of the river,
where I’ve always been.

[Verse 2]
I saw my mother combing shadows,
her hands still smelling of rain.
My father carved his silence
into wood and into shame.

The city lights were burning slow,
like stars that lost their way.
I walked through glass and memory
and heard my own voice say:

[Chorus]
On the edge of the river,
where time folds in two,
I found the lost,
and the broken too.
No sin, no crown,
just the silence between
the edge of the river,
where I’ve always been.

[Bridge]
The dead don’t vanish, they just hum in the wires,
they live in your pulse, in your quiet desires.
Every tear, every word you’ve forgiven,
is a spark in the dark, still burning, still living.

[Chorus]
On the edge of the river,
I lay down my name,
a man made of echoes,
of loss and of flame.
No sin, no crown,
just the silence between 
the edge of the river,
where I’ve always been.

[Outro]
If you see me there,
don’t be afraid.
I’m the spark,
that never fades.

On The Edge Of The River

On The Road To Innocence

The Man In Room 209

So Glad I Met You

Note: In light of the recent AI breakthroughs, we feel it's important to clarify that we've been working with voice modulation since the mid-1990s – originally inspired by David Bowie's album Outside. Our approach predates AI-driven tools and is rooted in treating the voice as an instrument, shaped and sculpted through earlier technologies.

We fully understand that questioning authenticity may not be the intention – but it's worth remembering that all electronic music is, by nature, mediated and transformed. Even Nietzsche pointed out how modern tools shape us: inserting paper into a typewriter already creates a distance that handwriting does not. Perhaps birdsong is the only truly authentic sound. 🐦

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