This track had nothing to do, and will not have anything to do, with rape of any sort. The name came after a good friend of mine was sitting there while me and the collaborator were trying to think up a name. Actually, he called it "the raping of a lifetime".
Just enjoy the tune. ^_^

Date Rape

Made this while I was on acid. (Hence the name) It was a weird night. Enjoy!

Triptine

This track describes my emotions when I was going through a breakup and not handling it well, turning a bottle of alcohol from fun to necessity, and beginning my depression.

Twelve Years

A song off my breakup album "Athazagoraphobia".
Ex and I used to dream living out in California and owning a beach house, waking up every morning and simply being among the atmosphere.
I still think about it sometimes, but I'm over it, before anyone gets too concerned.

Wishful Thinking

This is a track I've been wanting to cover for several years. This has gotten me through the deepest of inner conflicts and depression when I was younger.

The melodies and lyrics in this song are not mine. They are Prototype's. 

Prototype if you ever see this, I hope you like it! That would be awesome!

Lyrics:
A somber portrait fills my heart 
The feeling of remembering 
It makes it so easy to forget 
Until I pass you by

The thought of watching not seeing me
And erasing all that was
Portraits fading, the memories end
Replacing this time

I'm undying to forget you
This time
It's undying that I'll turn to

And now the fog begins to rise
I'll return to a cold, cold place
The pain concealed, now tossed away
Just like before

I'm undying to forget you
This time
It's undying that you'll burn to


Undying (Prototype Cover)

No vocals, no other instruments, just me and the Alicia's Keys setting with a dash of reverb and compression.
Inspired by my own loneliness.
I hope you enjoy it! It was nice to vent through this mini-production.

Quiet Nights

I give up.
I can't do this anymore.
I've got, so many questions,
and so little answers...

What could've happened this time?
Something was so clearly wrong.
I see a fault in your logic, 
That I once believed.

Me and my brothers will a way to live.

People,
Scare me.
People, 
Deliberately,
Wind up,
Divided,
So far,
So carelessly

I just think that we ought to get together
Somehow, some way,
SO I SAY

I need something new to pray to,
Something good to die for,
Cause I think I've lost my way, yeah.
I'm a godwhore,
Wanna reach out and touch your light,
Watch as evil comes to fight,
and if I think your shine doth shine too low,
Follow blindly, I'll no more.

Trying to find a way so I'm reaching out.
Without condemning it all, and by screaming loud,
Life could be so lovely, where's my safety net?
A god to believe without placing bets.
I'm done living with all my fucking regrets
I get so confused when I ask,

What could've happened this time?
Something was so clearly wrong.
I see a fault in your logic,
That I once believed.

Me and my brothers will find a way to live...
Even if it's the wrong way....

Oohhhhhhh!
You'd think after a while, I'd settle for anything!
We claim to be perfect, in our own little, fucked up, singular way!
We're running out of options, our morality, is at it's decay.
When God, hides from us, he's the one that pays!
GOD FUCKING DAMN IT!

I need something new to pray to,
Something good to die for, 
cause I think I've lost my way yeah,
I'm a Godwhore,
Wanna reach on out and touch your light,
Watch as evil comes to fight,
and If I think your shine doth shine too low,
Follow blindly I'll no mooooorree! 

*Scat*

Something new to pray to,
Something good to die for,
Something new to pray to,
Something good to die for, I need
Something new too pray to,
Something good to die for.

Godwhore

Worked on this one on a livestream and finished it in 3 hours. Fun little project! 

Mushroom Meltdown

Slipknot inspired metal track I never finished. Thought I'd share what I have and maybe I'll return to it.

Parallels (Preview)

One of those 1 day tracks I finished a couple of days ago. Was trying to figure out what to do with it. 
So here, take a listen! 
To me it sounds kinda like something that would show up in Halo or something.
Thanks for the support.

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