When my ex-girlfriend left me, I was fuckin sad. So I composed this. I hope you'll enjoy it as well.


Picture link : https://www.ibtimes.co.uk/male-suicide-scandal-uk-men-are-paying-system-that-drives-thousands-them-death-1493340

After The Storm (Instrumental)

Official beat of "Psycho" by PTS.

"Depature" EP upcoming.

Psycho TEASER (Instrumental)

Things 

Thoughts (prod. Kudasai)

Here we are ! I just ended my first "EP". 
I know, nothing is perfect, sometimes my voice's not so good but I'll try my best for the future, I swear ! 

Thanks for the amazing beats of Eevee and Kudasai !

Eevee : https://soundcloud.com/eveline-eevee
Kudasai : https://soundcloud.com/kudasaibeats

----------------------------------------------------------------------------

This first EP is talking about some chapters of my life, which is kinda sad sometimes. But well... 

Hope you'll like it tho ! 

- PTS

Drugs (prod. Eevee)

I Rememeber This Blue Room

Regrets

Monsters

Nothing Matters Anymore.

insta : @ptsprod


------------------------------------------------------------------
lyrics :

I cry sometimes 
You’re not by my side when i want it 
I cry a lot 
You’re in my mind every days that pass 
I’m tryin to forget your face 
I can’t live without
I see you in every nightmare 
Getting worst every nights 
I’m not alright 
And nothing is fine 
I wanna drown
I wanna fly away from home 
So i take my car 
Driving to infinity and beyond 
Trying to find peace with the radio on 
I wanna drown 
Among the shiny stars 
And all the cars neons 

Can’t get you out of my head

What will I find ? 
If i cross the line 
Tears on my cheeks 
When i fall asleep 
Where am I driving to ? 
Maybe nowhere but I feel so free 
I wish anyone would be I miss your eyes 
I miss you every time, everyday 
i cry sometimes
Driving alone on the freeway

Nothing Matters Anymore

Highway Traveler (1st Version)

find the beat here : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ur9Q3kHLQKg
sample of : https://soundcloud.com/alicks14/mamas-boy

If the owner of this beat / sample wants me to remove the song I will.

(I cry sometimes)
(You’re not by my side when i want it )


I cry a lot 
You’re in my mind every days that pass 
I’m tryin to forget your face 

I can’t live without 
I see you in every nightmare 
Getting worst every nights 

I’m not alright 
And nothing is fine 
I wanna drown 

(I wanna fly away from home)

So i take my car 
Driving to infinity and beyond 
Trying to find peace with the radio on 

I wanna drown 
Among the shiny stars 
And all the cars neons 

(Can’t get you out of my head)

What will I find ?
If i cross the line 
Tears on my cheeks 
When i fall asleep

Where am I driving to ?
Maybe nowhere but I feel so free 

I wish anyone would be 

I miss your eyes 
I miss you every time, everyday 

(No)

i cry sometimes
Driving alone on the freeway

Highway Traveler

just an accoustic thing. This will not be in the album.
For K. 

lyrics :

Oh 
It’s hard for me to tell you if I know 
Watching the sea all alone 
Upside down 
It runs on my skin 
Like out of tone 
Oh, no 

It’s hard for me to tell 
If i flew above the clouds or if i fell 
Underground 
Wanna tell you so much things 
There is so much mystery 
In your eyes 

You’re pretty 
And I love your smile 
My brain is like a train and everything goes so fast 
So I’m sorry 
If I bother you 
If you don’t wanna know me, no one will want to 

Hello ? 
Where’s my soul ? 
And who will catch me up if I fall 
Hey, I miss your kindness
I can’t understand what i’ve done 
What a mess 

You’re pretty 
And I love your smile 
My brain is like a train and everything goes so fast 
So I’m sorry 
If I bother you 
If you don’t wanna know me, no one will want to 

Oh no 
Underground 
Oh no And 
I love your smile

Kindness

Thanks to Kudasai : https://soundcloud.com/kudasaibeats

HERE WE GO AGAIN

Yes I'm alive, 2 albums coming on 2020. 

Follow me on Twitter and Instagram @ptsprod 

----------------------------------------------------------------------
lyrics :

I wish I could live my life like everyday else 
I made some promises knowing that they will never be kept 
I letted all of my wishes drowning deep in the depths 
I smoked so much dope my lungs are singing Adele 

I wish that I could find a better place for myself 
My thoughts and memories vanished as fast as my strain 
I got some cognitive problems I try to deal with them
My friends say that it makes me special in a way 

They don't understand but are they trying to ?
Tripping on aesthetic shits making me feel good 
Nostalgia is a mood I’d like to stay to 
Forever long if I could 

I’m watching the cartoons I was watching as a kid 
On a catholic television with my family 
My mother finding it boring my father finding it funny 
I didn’t care, I’m in my world and it’s better like this 

I plugged to my TV my Nintendo 64
It was my father’s one we played hours during the downpour 
But it’s alright, I swear I will not cry 
The memories of the past are tougher than they look like 

I’m traveling through emotions peacefully on my bed 
Melancholy got me awoken I’m doing my best 
And it’s a beautiful feeling I’d like to share
Breathing a toxic poison coming out from the air 
And that since 3 years

It’s 3 A.M. and I 
Think about the good old time 
My thoughts are free 
The clock shows that it is 
3 A.M. and I 
Think about the good old times 
My thoughts within 
Are making me believe 
a place aside 
to heaven up in the sky 
And down there is 
Nothing I can hook up with 
My feelings inside 
are perfect until they collide 
And when it does 
I’m looking for la vie en rose

3AM Reminder (prod. Kudasai) [UNFINISHED]

Probably the final version of 3:AM Reminder

NMA coming 2020 stay informed at Twitter / Instagram @ptprod

3:AM Reminder (prod. Kudasai)

All the credits goes to Mondo Loops 
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPThglQ5_yomyrArmqlwYFg
Love your work !

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
lyrics : 
I spent my nights driving 
Highway gettin clearer 
Opening my eyes to see further 
I spent my days dreaming 
Always gettin tired 
And hoping for a place where everyone could give a fuck about the others 
Blessings, bleeding among my curse 
No signs of life in my home turf 
Making the world turns 
Shit I forgot to look up while I’m driving 
To see a place above shining 
I’m not staying 
I got a lot to do 
I have to say to the old me this is gonna be true 
Your friends will leave cause they don’t know you 
And dad’s head’s not gonna be better, and you’ll know it soon 
I mean, keep your head above the water 
Dusk is gonna be clearer just wait for the good hour the good time 
float like a fucking swan 
Take a deep breath before you completely drown 
I’m alone in the sea 
50% water upon my body just reminds me how it feels like to be lonely 
I need someone to tell knowing  i’m not that talkative 
I just need somebody I can talk with
Share my thoughts and my ideas 
So I take a pen, and a piece of sheet 
And I write down my feelings cause in case that tomorrow i do not come home, I hope everybody will understand my moan
And see the person I have become 
Diving among the sirens and fishes   
Living along the wrong side of the seven seas 
Apologizing for the sins I’ve done, toxic trees i’ve grown, and the words I wrote down that destroyed your soul 
Nevertheless I try to fix the things you’ve endured by my fault 
All the “I promise” I said fingers crossed 

I spent my nights driving 
Always chasing after 
A motherfucking memory that could bring back her

Post Traumatic Stress (PTS)

Popular tracks