Clocks -

Bon iver inspired track about how I feel when I’m extremely bored.

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Y’all like Stevie wonder? Psychedelic music? Fuck with me!



-Lyrics 


Let me, your lover
Let me, your lover 
Let me, your lover
Let me, your lover

I feel so heavy
All my words feel soft
My hate for this city 
will never to wear off

Can you come when I call
Cause you’re never with me 
with me at all

I’ll leave my keys under the mat
So come and get me 
You know where Im at 

I remember how the cold feels in the summer 
And how you used the sea of blankets to pull me under 

As hail falls once again
my lips lie at the edge of a burning tip 
Instead of being locked in your lips 
Your joy
 you like your cheaply made dresses  
Your fancy wine chateau de marres 

It must be hard being so right
Beautiful always so damn right
It must be hard being so damn right
Beautiful girl 

My hearts so heavy
I can’t keep you off 
same old same old love 
please let me down soft

But I’d never run
from the fall
ever since you left me 
I’ve been stuck 
In my mind 
In my mind
In my mind

I love the breath of your morning laughter 
Wake up the next day after hung over after
I spent all night dreaming about you baby 

I don’t think I’m ready to blow you off 
This talk has gotten too heavy
So let’s just get lost 

Beautiful 
always right 
Let’s hold off till morning 
to pick up this fight
Your words bring swords 
to this tender night 

[GUITAR SOLO]

Perfect Angel (Heavy)

I was inspired by the recent influx of fathers in the black community taking care of their kids, something I didn’t have. And thinking about parental issues, I’m just talking shit and having fun with it.

- Lyrics


Fathers loving their sons mama 
Turn tail run
You had big big big dreams mama 
Can’t hurt what you cant see
Don’t hurt dreams that you conceived 
Don’t put no pressure on me mama
Pray only on my knees
Got the universe stuck on a scene 
Like interstellar on the silver screen
Hans Zimmer with no piano keys 
I don’t Got it on but do not rescue me 

I got a drunk smile but don’t capture me 
For the silk shirts if you catch my breeze 
We don’t talk much, no I’m not free
I guess that is all on me?
I get that you didn’t respect me
The fuck (bitxh) 
but does that gotta do with- nah
i left you with a house to clean 
Im sorry can’t explain things 
How you think i felt over seas 
Sending 5k a month fuck off me
Phone bill had me fucked up the fuck you think 
But i don’t regret the leave 
I did twice before but don’t make it three

Fathers loving their sons momma 
got big big big dreams ma
And my glasses can’t catch the breeze 
You told me to be myself wanna 
See the truth but not capture me 
You know you couldnt handle me 
I know you couldn’t handle three
I got a handful if you catch my breeze 
Got on it me but don’t rescue me 
I know 
I-i-i know

Big Dreams (I know)

We all have relationship issues, and I am no stranger to them. I’m just allowing my consciousness to say how I feel about past relationships. 
     
      This song explores the complexity of how what people say can make you feel trapped “behind your cages” and not knowing whether to speak up fearing retaliation from someone you love. 

     Real heavy stuff I know; all bundled up in a little cute guitar arrangement looped every four bars. Just how you mfs love it. 

Drawing inspiration from several places. Lil peep, Mary J Blige, etc. Comment what you think they are.

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- Lyrics 

Real love I’m searching for a Real Love

You put me behind 
You put me behind your cages
I couldn’t decide where I stand
 Could you let me down
On your bed
God i wished i knew how this end
Why don’t you
Hold me
Then you’d know i am all you need 

Real love I’m searching for a real love 

Don’t you know this love was so real to me 
Don’t act so surprised cause you set my heart free
What did you mean when you told me
You never liked me 
I can’t decide i can’t decide 
If what you say is real to me 

Maybe I should save all my luck for you 
Black and unsweetened just like me 
Chalk out lines only tell half truths 
I pray to temples of Nefertiti 
Till I get a knock from the moon 
Telling me you’re needy
You gotta bounce gotta clean up the mood 
Through the windows open back just to air out the room 
It’s all cool 
hit buttons on phone just to repeat the snooze

Real To Me (Real Love)

Could He? (DEMO)

I am so grateful to have Elisa give life to this song. 

Naive ft. Elisa V. (DEMO)

Moving alone is so fucking hard. Ask for help for things even if it feels like an inconvenience; people will be there for u!!! THANK YOU MACK FOR DELIVERING SO HARD

Couch Song ft. Mack Connors (DEMO)

This song I’ll never ever be able to recreate, and the logic file is gone forever! Huzzah my weirdest song is back up. It’s dancey, atmospheric, groovy and there’s a secret last verse if you don’t get scared by the middle section.

WONK SONG

[LYRICS]

I’ve been trying way too hard to accept the way you feel in your mind
I tried it all alone but I can’t seem to get you on your own

Plenty of short comings there that was on my demise 
Didn’t take me long felt the vision compromised 
How you come around all sight for sore eyes then leave me a deer in head lights 
i was paralyzed 

I’ve been trying way too hard to accept the way you feel in your mind
I tried it all alone but I can’t seem to get you on my own

White shadows out the corner of my eyes
Didn’t have much left I had to realize 
How snakes don’t just fall out from the skies
Funny how i knew i was going blind
You know I can’t even front 
These arguments have been on layaway for like a month 
I get it off I had to say it soon 
Know how you felt well I exited the room 

I’ve been trying way too hard to accept the way you feel in your mind
I tried it all alone but I can’t seem to get you on your own

[Bridge]

I’ve been trying way too hard to accept the way you feel in your mind
I tried it all alone but I can’t seem to get you on your own

I made a mistake 
Had break the throne 
Its too late it’s too late
And we stand on our own 
You used to feed me heavy on those plates 
Now you’re in Georgia and I’m glad we can 
Relate 

[Music break]

Way Too Hard (DEMO)

Hey Lover, Tell me how’d things between us get so unusual. Tell me, just how you feel like you do
I know you’re waiting for someone to come take you home

 You left me in shock
You could be anywhere
But you stood right here with me
What it is and i just do not know
What you think about me
You make it all new
It’s so hard to tell

You make me feel so free
 You could be anywhere 
but you stood right here with me 
What it is and i just cannot fathom it 
It’s so hard
Not falling in love not falling in love

We hold hand under low like
Tired eyes locked and loaded 
i think you talk 
you banter we cry
Don’t let me think this dumb old game
We talk tattoos
That same old dude
You can’t explain I cannot fathom his name 
But don’t let me
(Let me)
Find out
(Find out)
Just how
(Just how) 
You feel 
(You feel)
Don’t let me 
(Let me)
Down now
(Down now)
I just know how to get under your skin 
 

       [ break] 

I just don’t know why
I should be tracing your lips 
but I’m watching the tears roll by
Mascara stain on my shoulders
What i feel, i can’t make sense of you
It’s. So unusual 

You make me feel so sweet
Our lips locked inside
Liquor bottles and dancing feet
tapped out inside of a cafe 
You’re dancing infront of me 
I say you’re dancing off beat
Don’t take it personally 
Don’t take it personally baby!

Hey Lover!

Faint smell of magnolia 
We lied under the moon
We’re caving in 
These question they come up so soon
Did you want the sun
The rings of Saturn with that too?
I know hard to discuss 
We never bring it up but

If you really want to believe 
You weren’t the only one 
With the right to leave 
I know that we’ve been

Straying further away 
Your name creeps like a comet
Caught in my atmosphere
Laid my palms facing out
But you had accompanied doubt 
Your eyes shifted wall to wall
Forget love what could this be called

We stumbled drunk late last night
Up and down the avenues 
(Then i asked)
Did you want the world
You dreamed of Saturn 
I’m on earth
I know it’s hard to make up 
But we’ve been losing touch so

If you really want to believe 
You weren’t the only one with the right to leave
And i know that we’ve been 

Straying further away 
Your name creeps like a comet 
Caught in my atmosphere
Laid my palms facing out but you had accompanied doubt
Your eyes shifted wall to wall 
Forget love what could this be called 

My place of worship 
We’re both sinners we’re free
You called me up late but time slipped 
But i don’t see the stains written on your lips
I don’t have the will to forget 
My breathe will be lost on this
Do you want the world 
What’s mine is yours.
But I’ll give you more than you can afford

Flight risk same patterns 
I can feel the way you count on me 
Flight risk same patterns 
i know the way you see me 

Fighting back 
My words
I know they’ll do some damage to you too 
Fighting back 
My words 
I know they weren’t the best to choose to

(I can’t let this go, i can feel it on my tongue it’s like a lump that’s stuck in my throat)
Fighting back

 my words
I know the damage they do, would do, did do

(I can’t let this go, i can feel it on my tongue it’s like a lump that’s stuck in my throat)

Fighting back 
my words
I don’t think the things i said were true, “were”

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