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GUITARS, BASS, VOCALS, DRUM PROGRAMMING, MIXING, ENGINEERING, PRODUCTION BY GOHT

FUNERAL HOME FAMILIA 2018

GOHT - CHAOSOAHↃ

DON'T BOTHER
DON'T BOTHER
DON'T BOTHER
DON'T BOTHER
I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH
GO AWAY
LEAVE ME ALONE
LET ME DIE

So I've always wanted to do more emo shit but I hate my fucking voice too much and I'm insecure 
so logically I made this piece of shit
3 songs, technically 4, I just threw in some trash bedroom emo song I made w my guitar and no vocals as an interlude
honestly man I went thru a lot of shit making this "album"
a handful of suicide attempts with sleeping pills and alcohol, a lot of nights I hoped I wouldn't wake up again, that I could just have fuckin peace for once, had my heart broken and my perception shattered by this girl I still stupidly have feelings for
yeah well I guess that worked out
shoutout sailor Monroe and cj from deadxrare
shoutout lil kennedy <3 I love you and thank you
and shoutout volkthorn, I hope shit works out for you and we can just talk like regular fucking people one day, I miss you but idk why

LYRICS
I. - EVERYTHING IS FUCKED UP AND IT'S MY FAULT
I JUST WANNA HIT MY STRIDE UNTIL I TRIP
ME AND MY BROTHER GO RIDE
IN A DEAD MAN'S WHIP
I DON'T EVER GET HIGH
JUST DISTRACTED FROM SHIT
AND NOW I'M CRASHING THE WHIP
AND I WONDER WHAT SONG IMA PLAY
WHEN I'M BLEEDING AROUND A STREET LIGHT
AND I WONDER HOW LONG TILL I DIE NOW
I GUESS THIS IS WHAT IT FEELS LIKE

II. SHE ASKED IF I'D WRITE SONGS ABOUT HER,
BUT I DONT THINK SHE'LL HEAR THIS 
(MARRISSA'S SONG)

SHOULD HAVE DIED ALREADY
WANT MY EYES CLOSED
NOW YOU'RE HALF A WORLD AWAY
WHERE'D YOUR SMILE GO
DID YOU LISTEN TO ME SING
OR DID IT MEAN A FUCKING THING 
WHEN YOU CRIED THOUGH
I CAN'T TELL THE GOOD TIMES APART
FROM THE LIES AND IT'S KILLING ME INSIDE
HOW YOU TOLD ME I SHOULD DIE THOUGH
MAYBE YOU WAS RIGHT THOUGH
MAYBE I SHOULD TAKE FUCKING TIGHT ROPE
TO MY THROAT
JUST SO I COULD SPITE HOES
BUT YOU WON'T EVER HEAR THE SHIT
I'M CRYING OUT TONIGHT THOUGH
YOU WERE SMILING 
I WAS STARING AT YOUR EYES THOUGH
HONESTLY I'M WISHING YOU THE BEST
WITH YOUR LIFE THOUGH
EVEN THOUGH I SAID SOME SHIT 
THAT YOU KNOW I REGRET
AND I TRIED TO TAKE MY LIFE THOUGH
I GUESS IT'S LESS PAIN WEIGHING ON THE MIND THOUGH
THAT YOU DON'T GIVE A FUCK
IF I DIE THOUGH
I JUST WANNA TALK TO YOU IDK WHY THO

3. SHE LISTENS TO WICCA PHASE (KENNEDYS SONG)
BABE YOU EVERYTHING I WANTED AND MORE
I GET OVERWHELMED 
SO I'M SORRY
I DON'T TALK TO YOU MORE
I THINK ABOUT U WHILE I CRY ON THE FLOOR
WE GON FLEX UP BABY
IMA LET U BUY OUT THE STORE
WE'LL BE RIDING FOR SURE
WILL YOU HOLD ME WHILE I DIE ON THE FLOOR
ALL THE CUTS IN MY SIDE ARE STILL SORE
BUT YOU THE LIGHT THAT KEEPS ME LOOKING FOR MORE
DO I LOVE YOU
OF COURSE


I produced and mixed all these songs, contact me for beats I guess
idk I'm gonna go cry for a while I hope this wasn't a mistake

dont bother (UNMIXED)

PUG$ LI - dont look now my arms r bleeding (slow + reverb + delay)

HOMESICK

Single from the upcoming demo tape, 
"FROM A HUMAN INTO SMOKE"

Written, performed and produced by TARLUNG

CANCER HYMN

inthedark

lyrics:
fifty sets of fangs dig deep into ur ribcage
venom creeps through causing ur flesh to become enraged
biblically accurate angels got me trapped inside of my cave
every time grug come out he get told be not afraid
x2

wings and eyes the only thing perceived it's got me shook
it's got to be a sign but I don't read ur holy book
darkness all around me demons everywhere i look
the flames surround me now this warmth be feeling real good
contemplating my own death
what the fuck is next
wrists be drippin red
as I take my final breath
the ritual's complete
I've escaped my fuckin head
my spirit hits the streets
while my body lays in rest

produced by grug
vocals by grug

dont bother (UNMIXED)

pugs li

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