wait
making everything okay
build a house
to protect from the rain

blur my face
i can never go away
i need love
to protect from the rain

shielded, locked in place
love me back
the same way
i don't care, i would do anything

everything is pain
we are one and the same
i don't care where you run to baby
i'll protect you from the rain

everything is pain
we are one and the same
i don't care where you run to baby
i'll protect you from the rain

everything is pain
we are one and the same
i don't care where you run to baby
i'll protect you from the rain

everything is pain
we are one and the same
i don't care where you run to baby
i'll protect you from the rain

wait for me
i can't breathe
i go crazy, baby
i'm a freak

wait for me
i can't breathe
i go crazy, baby
i'm a freak

throw rocks
at your window
i won't
leave a mark

i just thought
that this winter
i'd be
better off

throw rocks
at your window
i won't
leave a mark

i just thought
that this winter
i'd be
better off

i think she was right
like who the fuck am i?
balance on a tightrope
focus on your sight

new face new smile
what helps you survive?
i've been trying to figure it out
why do i even fucking try?

i think she was right
like who the fuck am i?
balance on a tightrope
focus on your sight

new face new smile
what helps you survive?
i've been trying to figure it out
why do i even fucking try?

fuck the sleep i don't want to eat
don't make me sick
imagine me if i was better?
no, i don't want to think

fuck the sleep i don't want to eat
don't make me sick
imagine me if i was better?
no, i don't want to think

freezing my hands
heat up my neck
can't think, got brain freeze
tongue poisoned again

promise i'll start
making sense
long as i'm
okay i guess

i don't know where i'll be
where i need to go
i take blame
before the rain turns into snow

freezing my hands
heat up my neck
can't think, got brain freeze
tongue poisoned again

promise i'll start
making sense
long as i'm
okay i guess

i don't know where i'll be
where i need to go
i take blame
before the rain turns into snow

rain

racing to the casket
i'm sick again
screaming it a hundred times over
to myself

if i could fucking end it
i swear i would
i'd let everything consume me
like the way you stood

in front of me
i can't breathe
drowning out my lungs
i think i fucked up
have you had enough
of all my problems?

bleeding quiet right up until the sun comes
can't stomach anything my eyes are sunken

i hate this
this feeling that's inescapable
i'm suffering on the principle
this nothingness is all that i know

casket

stay afloat through waves
why are you never sorry?
try to catch another breath
i'll hold on closely

do i miss your touch
or the words 
that cleansed me
i rot again

i remember
how you held me
it was so sweet
a bitter memory

held you
in my arms
while you
fall asleep

i ignore
what you mean
when you come for me
'cause i don't want to believe

marked up
you can kill
parts of me
you didn't keep

i know
that it hurts
and it runs
too deep

can't stop the tears
but i'll wipe your face
i'm just sorry
that we turned out this way

do too many drugs don't care enough
i'll keep up all my walls but
when september comes, i've planned for months
and i will end it all

and i'm not strong enough
can't right your wrongs
it doesn't matter
why does it matter?

the anger kills me
all i do is sleep
i'm wounded, i bleed
don't know what i need

the anger kills me
all i do is sleep
i'm wounded, i bleed
don't know what i need

we wont talk
it's my fault
remember all
it's too much

it's been too long
and i can't 
talk about it
don't know what you want

we wont talk
it's my fault
remember all
it's too much

it's been too long
and i can't 
talk about it
don't know what you want

afloat

i hurt myself in ways that you dont see
i dream of things you won't believe
caught up in strings and seams

god, i hate it
every fucking day
it's been downhill for a minute now

and i'm not getting better
is it clear
i fucking hate myself?

i can't even cry
life’s in fragments
life's a metronome

i don't want your help
i don't need
a fucking pick me up

pop another pill
and if i die
i wouldn't give a fuck

and i suffer every night
always love to fight
whatever keeps you here
by my side

i'm sick inside
i hate my mind
please
just let me die

i was never like this
i don't know what happened
and i don't
want an answer

i'll build up lies
oh, i'm just tired
oh, i'm just tired
i'm such a liar

i'm such a liar
oh, i'm just tired
i'm such a liar

liar

fuck it all up
i don't wanna to know
and i fall for you
you're my waste of time

so tell me what's wrong
all we do is fight
you'll hold your tongue
i don't really mind

i don't care
i don't care
i don't care
i don't care

care

where'd i go?
like a ghost
i'm skin and bones
i feel everything
i hate it
i don't know what they're saying
you don't know me
no one does
i won't let them
i give up
you can come through my window
watch the rain
i can't carry on with
this smile on my face

i don't wanna know you

skin

go to sleep
wake up
float around
be here now

breathe in
breathe out
feel nothing
latch on

it's not real
it doesn't matter
i feel nothing
i feel

how do you feel?
why won't you talk to me
it's better this way anyway
it's better this way

you can't hide
what are you running away from?
they won't care to find you
whose love is enough?

whose love is enough?
have you been eating?
how's your sleep?
do you want me to care?

do you want me to care?

give in give in give in give in
give in give in give in give in
give in give in give in give in
give in give in give in give in

give in

i think i'm sick again
you won't fucking get it
get the fuck out of my head
you make me want to regret it

forget everything i said
snow covers my footsteps
oh, i guess, oh, i suppose
god didn't want it like this?

where did all my friends go?
did i hurt them too?
did i hurt them so?

i'm a machine
silhouette skin
play with me
make it messy

i'm a machine
silhouette skin
play with me
make it messy

(oh my god
fucking christ
i'll wait out here guys
are you serious?
i'm scared
this isn't worth it
hello?
anyone home?
if no one's here then why are you outside?
okay i'm coming)

i don't get it
cut the rope
straight to hell
that's where i'm headed

i don't make assumptions
but i thought you would be better
and don't you think it's perfect?
all these drugs to fall in love with?

tired of these thoughts
spending money just to numb them
tired of it all
cut me up and let the blood drip

don't know what i want
don't know what the fuck i'm doing
everything is pointless
and i feel so fucking stupid

i can't even eat i'll lose sleep
and you're  all clueless
stupid, dumb machine
recycle me and find a purpose

nothing's ever real
but the pain is all-deserving
every time i hurt
is another time i've earned it

nothing's ever real
but the pain is all-deserving
every time i hurt
is another time i've earned it

nothing's ever real
but the pain is all-deserving
every time i hurt
is another time i've earned it

nothing's ever real
but the pain is all-deserving
every time i hurt
is another time i've earned it

deserving

i don't wanna feel this anymore
now i'm walking through the forest
i think the pills are working
did i overdose it?
oh, they won't notice
i don't need anything
scrape my memories
i dont want them
i love swallowing
benzodiazepines
stop my beartbeat
stop my heartbeat
been ill for a while
always feel death surrounding
something keeps weighing me down
something here leaves me drowning
and i don't think i care at all
think i'm better off feeling nothing
and i don't think i care at all
think i'm better off feeling nothing
didn't want to be like this
i swear i tried enough
didn't want to feel this bad
but everything just falls apart
didn't want to be like this
i swear i tried enough
didn't want to feel this bad
but everything just falls apart
blood drip stains on the pavement
200 miligrams i'm faded
no i don't want to be saved and
i don't want to fucking care at all
i don't wanna care at all
i don't wanna care at all
i don't wanna care at all
i don't wanna care at all
i don't wanna care at all
i don't wanna care at all

overdose

you dont know about me
i feel sick, it closes in at light speed
no more spells, i'll let you suffocate me
darkness when you left me there decaying

i go through four lives
a night
i'm hot, i'm cold
i bleed for you
to live some more

i go through four lives
a night
i'm hot, i'm cold
i bleed for you
to live some more

all i see are wraiths
pockets feel okay
no one left to blame
blame myself every day

all i see are wraiths
pockets feel okay
no one left to blame
blame myself every day

so why
dont you
stay?
i've been calling
every day

i
cant take
blame
there are things
you cant say to my face

u don't know

i do it better than the rest
fuck you bitch i got the upgang crest
oh, i've been fucked off my head
i'm still spitting out these bars
and i put these cunts to bed

fuck you
little bitch
try to
be me

upgang
da best ^_^
they're all
seething

you're all so worthless
every single fucking rat
i'll stomp you all

why so deceptive?
i do everything you can't do
i'm your god

i swear i'll crush you
like these pretty pills
you'll never be enough

how can you live
with such a tainted soul?
i hope your body rots

pathetic cunt
i'll have your blood spill
you deceit and cover up

whatever darkness in your heart
will stain forever
not long enough

you're all so worthless
every single fucking rat
i'll stomp you all

why so deceptive?
i do everything you can't do
i'm your god

i swear i'll crush you
like these pretty pills
you'll never be enough

how can you live
with such a tainted soul?
i hope your body rots

pathetic cunt
i'll have your blood spill
you deceit and cover up

whatever darkness in your heart
will stain forever
not long enough

crush you

white as a ghost when you look at me
lie and say that i'm alright
i've been slipping for a minute
suffocating every single night

and i hate
for you to see me like this
throw it all away
out of spite and

come over
did you miss me
do you like me yet?

clothes undone
feel my heart beat
try to copy it

tracing 'round
your pretty face
cold hands around your neck

i'm losing
every piece of me
pull me apart again

come over
did you miss me
do you like me yet?

clothes undone
feel my heart beat
try to copy it

tracing 'round
your pretty face
cold hands around your neck

i'm losing
every piece of me
pull me apart again

piece of me

they don't know i'm hurting
melt into, melt in two
i'll always serve you

on my knees
feel the pain
and i deserve it

unaware
i'll disappear
they won't mind

i see you in every crowd
turn around, can't make you out
tell me off and shut me down
i will never make a sound

stuck on the ground, i'd get so high
i could never figure why
i'd hide it all and tell you lies
break me down, see rot inside

not the first time
where i thought
i can't take it no more

sober up?
baby girl
i've tried before

need to hold you close
all night
but i can't no more

'cause you're stuck in my head
and i'm scared that
i won't be -

not the first time
where i thought
i can't take it no more

sober up?
baby girl
i've tried before

need to hold you close
all night
but i can't no more

'cause you're stuck in my head
and i'm scared that
i won't be yours

not the first time
where i thought
i can't take it no more

sober up?
baby girl
i've tried before

need to hold you close
all night
but i can't no more

'cause you're stuck in my head
and i'm scared that
i won't be yours

promises

you can't
(i won't)
talk to me
(i can't ever)
say the things

that
(i know)
i never could
i thought
(i know, you could)
i guess

you can't
(i won't)
talk to me
(i can't ever)
say the things

that
(i know)
i never could
i thought
(i know, you could)
i guess

leaving
afterparties
they won't notice
i'm an after thought

oh don't
get me started
i'm not in love
so i can break your heart

leaving
afterparties
they won't notice
i'm an after thought

oh don't
get me started
i'm not in love
so i can break your heart

leaving
afterparties
they won't notice
i'm an after thought

oh don't
get me started
i'm not in love
so i can break your heart

leaving
afterparties
they won't notice
i'm an after thought

oh don't
get me started
i'm not in love
so i can break your heart

justice

scratch the spiders out of your skin quickly

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