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i'm feeling cursed, what a horrible night
i'm gonna live life to the max or i'm gonna die trying

you know that i ain't lying
i'm high in the sky, i'm falling

i'm losing my mind
need a fortress, private island

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got drugs in my system, but i don't need em
clothes all designer, imma keep it true like religion
homies in prison, free em
shout out to my dead ones, i grieve em

fuck these bitches, i leave em
pushing all my buttons, using up my money
i swear that they think it's funny
well i don't find it very funny

i don't know why they love me
i'm a clown, cut me up like buggy
but i'm still going for the one piece
gonna leave my mark on history

this is my story, not yours
you're like coors, you're light, i'm raw
come with fire and ice, you're warm
am i better than you? of course

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young one but i feel like a demon
kinda see it in the flames i'm breathing
fuck snakes, only one i believe in
i was born to be a leader, believe it

cause when i spit they be wheeling, wheeling
used to love it, now i don't feel it
iced out like i got no feelings
a class like the drugs i'm dealing

if you wanna fight then fight, bitch
try it, imma bust mine unsilenced
unfiltered, why i'm called rain man
if you knew me way back, know i ain't the same man

if you want pain then i rain down
make you lay down, out my fucking way now
imma spray down, cause i'm stressed out
my whole life is changed out, i can never rest now

curse freestyle

John Frusciante - My Smile is a Rifle
Burial - Prayer

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MACHETE FREESTYLE

think i'm living in a ghost town
no, i'm living in a world of emptiness
i'm living a wasteland
decaying in a void of loneliness

i'm just living in my bedroom
reflecting in a hall of mirrors
i don't think that i need to see you
but i feel the distance in between us

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night lurking, i don't come out til the sun's down
feeling dread, now i'm feeling like a judge now
i'm so high and i think i'll never come down
lsd's a percentage of my blood now

life sucks, imma give that shit a thumbs down
magic shrooms kinda looking like a 1 up
feeling like a shaman when i come up
but these drugs really giving me the run round

i'm so fucked i can't tell left right from up down
i'm a bunny riding on a magic bus now
all this money, swear it should be filling up now

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think i'm living in a ghost town
no, i'm living in a world of emptiness
i'm living a wasteland
decaying in a void of loneliness

i'm just living in my bedroom
reflecting in a hall of mirrors
where my hopes and dreams are lost

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i want to see your face again
i want to see your face again

i don't know what you think you do to me
but i can see the spaces in between

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living in a world of emptiness
living in a world of emptiness

ghost town

demon jr on the beat goes boom
shake the room
face me and it will be your doom
cause i'm a superman, not you

bars sicker than coronavirus
come through real sneaky like a trojan virus
lay dormant, total silence
then make the room move like popo sirens

i write lyrics with blood on papyrus
making money, that's plus and minus
i'm in love with the sight of violence
i could never just vibe in silence

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name's cd, special beam when i'm rhyming
and i pull up with the perfect timing
you could never just take one chip off
you gon have to take a fucking tile man

i don't really give a fuck bout nothing
i don't do shit, kisses and hugging
i just wanna make a baker's dozen
selling drugs and drive by sluggings

scales out of balance so i tare it down and re-cal
tryna make a penny cause i know that shit ain't free now
spray paint tagging up my name all over t town
know i'm blazing weed because i always blaze the weed yeah

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the beat goes boom
and you know we wilin'

SPECIAL BEAM SHELLINZ

i don't think that you understand
the effect it has
when you say empty words to me
i don't understand

i don't think that you mean that much
don't care bout you
fuck women, i'm just sticking with the crew

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i'm falling
i'm drowing
i'm losing, down and out but

i think that
you're special
especially annoying baby

i don't think
that you would
get it, even if you wanted to

i don't know
if you still
exist when i don't think of you

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why do you say these things to me?
i don't understand
i don't think that you understand
the effect it has

make music and i'm smoking weed
i don't need to sleep
fuck life, i'm living in my dreams
give my heart to the melodies

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i'm losing
direction
i'm waiting for somebody

to help me
i'm useless
can't do shit when i'm on my own

i don't want
to see you
i don't need anything from you

i just need
my homies
real ones who kill it through and through

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i don't think that you understand
the effect it has
when you say empty words to me
i don't understand

i don't think that you mean that much
don't care bout you
fuck women, i'm just sticking with the crew

understand (empty words)

I'm a 24 year old IDM producer from the UK

My albums are available on all streaming platforms and Bandcamp!

@heavyweatheruk - (band, music upcoming)

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