pains the hospital with deaf doctors
i left proper but still get shunned
my breaths rougher i wonder if one
2 3 many mistakes are taking its toll
the pains reaching the sun hoping the gold
is snatched from the rain bow, but the pot
resided somewhere else than we thought
we're yet to find out what we sought
i ought to forget and stop the search
it hurts to be honest, it doesn't work even when we are cert-
ten reason to not continue the venue but i look
forward towards the next place ill get shook
this books been written so have i been booked?
the spine breaks open to release me off the hook
im stuck in the knight bombarded by brooks
i pawn my soul hoping for an escape, that never comes
my fate sealed with the numb, my seal brakes with the sums
i feel it quake at my thumbs, as it takes away from my lungs


Lungs Cypher

Cypher 2

she smiled, so i smiled back,
it was a trap, but i loved its facts
she sang to me,"come on back"
when ever i would try and leave
it would drop me to me knees
i was filled with her dirty deeds
nothing could take her away from me
she's like an addictive knife
that i place to my skin and slice
nice and persuasive - the - not so typical type
the - God and Satan alike
and i loooved the poison she spoke
the death in the letters she wrote
and the way she'd hit those notes
sights set in tunnnel mode
i bleed for her in funnel flow
when she leaves it chuckles slow
places me where shovels go
tape me up and knuckle throw
toss me out the mudd'll stow
the pain i feel and rumble whoa's
the trouble is she knows
that i love her filthy ways
I'm the water in her thirsty days
how much i sit and praise
hoping she falls and stays
with me, in I... Give me... those lies
cuz in we... us hides... so please
just lie...


My Poison - RIPITBESTBATTLEFINAL

New World - Mic S and K Panda !!!!

I See them / Cypher Drop

Vs ER

All I Want ft. K Pan

Not I's Beat... here's the link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_b3sCdzmCJU&feature=related 


Lyrics:
my thighs rub, amongst many things that bother me
if lifes so rich in beauty i must honestly be at the epitome of poverty
see, i try to find positivity hit pause as ofter as i can think
but the image of me vomiting washing it down the sink 
is haunting me taunting me, im fat as fuck... 
if you keep this up, you'll go skinny and someone might like you
and its probably true,
ive tried to stop eating, but parts of me went blue
my heart shatters to think of the things i have to go through
id show you, but you stare at me like im a monster
I feel sick in many ways but the doctor 
blames everything on my weight 
my psychologist does the same
i feel lucky on the days i reach the pinnacle of miserable
im hard to miss, but you make me feel invisible
most days i feel like dying,
if i passed you a note as to why im crying
you'd point and laugh
i know because ive done it in the past
im the fat kid, who never got picked, not even last
i guess im not supposed to have feelings, cuz they're never considered
i wish you'd see im just like you, just a little bit bigger

i tuck myself into bed knowing no one else ever will
i close my eyes image myself with a better build
i romanticize what itd feel like to be loved
just to rub the tears of my face that always run

i sometimes pray that i rise with 2moros sun
but lately ive been whispering "let me be done"
id like to say im stronger, but you cant brake the numb
i could be your best friend, the one
but because im fat im also brain dead, or dumb
i think facebook knows im fat, cuz my friends list is empty
no nice messages or friends links
i feel small and weak and willing to end things
the end seems, more inviting than what ive been called
im 20, fat, ugly, disgusting 
but im charming, caring, loving above all things
but you never see that
you've alienated me, made me wish i was dead
you've hated me, rated me over fed
made me question whether i deserve this
im certain, I'll never be seen for my greatness
cuz im nothing more than where my weight is
giving away pieces of my heart and because of you hate gets
most of my love to become weightless




Punch'd Drunk