i can not open my mouth theres shit i can not say
smoke some weed and feeling good and thats it for today
pop some pills and feel alright and thats it for tofay
this drank got my head spinning and cant think straight wit my brain
this drank got my head spinning and cant think straight wit my brain
you testing me nigga put a boot up in your face
i gotta slow down wit this drank i slow my pace
u steady asking questions i call ale get the tape
he whipping out ur eyeballs whyile i sit there entertained
WHILE I SIT THERE ENTERNETEDDD
MY BAD EMO BITCH CUT ME SHE
 ACTING LIKE MY DOCTOR
NO BITCH GON GET N MY WAY
 BITCH OUTTA MY FACE BITCH I JUST SHOT HER
ROLL ONE UP ROLL ONE UP 
ROLL ONE UP FOR THIS BOY SPIRIT HE GOING UP

popped a pill then i kill prod glitch

prod @itsqhostii
sample: friendship bracelet by REPULSIVE & 1-800 Suicide by Gravediggaz
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why they wanna say that im alone
everyone thinks my thoughts aint my own
i cant help the way that i was born
then they go and blame it on the lord
ion wanna talk abt my pain
but there’s something fucked up in my brain
holy spirit keep my sins away
ion wanna talk abt my pain

ion wanna talk abt my life
spent too much of it wasting my time
learned the hard way to trust my gut
now there’s thc inside my blood
the river styx won’t take me when i go
they seem to think that hades is my home
cold world, stray dog in the snow
yet they have the gall to up n throw me bones

too full of spite
yea i had no choice 
cup w the sprite
spill it on ur rolls royce
fuck the rich my ghost aint making no noise
midwest shit
im in ohio like doe boy
imma make it out n live my truth 
dont talk shit to me not in the mood
only god can judge the things i do
fuck false prophets n the boys in blue

cool Beans ☕ #LIKEDOEBOY

you said youd hold on forever and  you let go
felt it coming in my soul
left my soul with you you left me alone

and i cant get a text back 
and i just cant accept that
it sucks when plans fall thru
dont wan find som1 new

u say dont see a future
but i see it so vivid :c
u dragged me hall along
u kept how u felt hidden
thought that this was different
all this sht inside my system
said i would but i cant quit them
i feel trapped my minds a prison

idc abt this world
cuz ur my world
steppin out as the new me cant stand up 30 pills in my blue jeans

bitch u even knew me? 
mixin hela compounds
badass dog ibelong ina dogpound
bad ass guy i belong in the dirt
pos ik my worth

blue and silver heartstrings
powders enter my drink
the world is not what you think
ur times not done with me

hold me 

remember those nights at the beach
whenever we were great 
im wondering whats changed

i miss the sound of your laugh
i miss the sound of your cry
i miss you saying goodbye
i miss you lying right here
i miss what we were back then

i cant go wife to a friend
i cant be nothing again
and i thought you couldnt either 

i thot forever meant something 
i pop these pills like its nothing

im empty baby wish u were with me
doc said fuckin up my kidneys die young baby will u pls die w me 
white girl in da bak drinkin pink whittney 
fucked up by my lonely in a different city
most of my homies dont even know me
girl when im with u i still feel lonely
fuck a plane ticket bitch ill buy k instead
needle in my arm boi i kant get up out da bed
every second spent wishin i was dead

i hope you hear this

https://open.spotify.com/album/35XL6WpB9BqU3NDTFkmYmP?si=BD20aQLFSc6brX0hW5jVgQ
prod @steevlacy

pretty little loser with some stupid fucking thoughts
ima hang u in the forest, then ill let u fuckin rot
i got some drugs up in my pocket that my mom dont know i got
and ill slash u till ur dead if u ever do me wrong

and i fucking hate myself, like i fucking hate this song
cut my wrist until it bleeds, then i hit the fucking bong
i did you right
you did me wrong
like wtf is that ab ???
im "anorexic" your a BITCH
and u just want some FUCKIN CLOUT

lets make up, lets break up
what do u want from me ??

dont wanna make up, its the same stuff
baby just watch me bleed

lets make up, lets break up
what do u want from me ??

dont wanna make up, its the same stuff
baby just watch me bleed

pretty little loser with some stupid fucking thoughts
ima hang u in the forest, then ill let u fuckin rot
i got some drugs up in my pocket that my mom dont know i got
and ill slash u till ur dead if u ever do me wrong

and i fucking hate myself, like i fucking hate this song
cut my wrist until it bleeds, then i hit the fucking bong
i did you right
you did me wrong
like wtf is that ab ???
im "anorexic" your a BITCH
and u just want some FUCKIN CLOUT

(ALL PLATS) pretty little loser

prod me ft. @morguee
ill start adding lyrix to my trax again soon

big st4x

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big st4x +morgue (hateoryx)

i look inside of me and i see u there
i need u to survive and u dont seem to care
all i want is words but i cant get that
threw my heart on the ground u tore my soul in half

im sick of playin this game
was pickin baby names
all i feel is shame
i cant go on this way

unfair
baby im right here
baby please stop n think
i thought it was u n me

u remember all those times togethetr
i thot i made u feel speciali
i just wnana talk respectful
all these pills i popped like severall
red wine in my cup it sparkle
you hate these drugs think tbere awful
idk
when ur away its so awful
im so alone
soul wan go home
idk
paranoid shaking thinkin im crazy
maybe ur an angel sent here to save me
maybe ur satan sent here to hate me
i seen the gates n i seen hades

i dont want our story to end right now
but i dont control the way the world works
its so hard to go forth
half of you is no more
its tiring searching for a reason
designer drugs on weekdays like to sleep on weekends

whatever :// prod pawl4k

im a stupid frckn mongoloid😖🔫 (orchidgarden)+m14

theres no where to run when ur decomposing
and i think i need help when im outside lurkin
you see me burping from all the people ate'n
my head ill break it i fell off of the station
what made you wanna text me 
do i not make you angry ohohoohohigohjiotyhi
my body shaking from all da weed i smoke oohohohoihofihdsf
no nothings chanigng no nothings changing no nothiong cnaging
ill still pop all my pills

decomposing on valentines day

paranoid prod me

prod/mix/cover @3dates

@2percs
she say i need help
i say i need time
i think im losing it
im running out of time
u decide my faith 
is it time to say goodbye
dont want u 2 cry
will u stay by my side
its a risk but tell me what u decide
id kill 4 u catch a body
thats homicide
i swear i lose my mind
she says i act crazy 
n she tends to hide

@winonaridxr
i wanna eat ur brain
i wanna take ur eyes
they put me in electric chair bae i might die
i didnt kill them 
will u still be with me
carve ur name in my hand
they all wanna be me
idk y?
the devil took my soul
soon i will die
bae can u come here
let me show u scary
if i kill myself in front of u
would u bury me?

@3dates
put me in a box, are u keeping me safe
put me in this prison and tell me what to say
take my mouth when i must scream
rid me of this nightmare wanna be in dream
cuttin me up blood in i, i 
please grant my wish to die, die
tell u i love u
my last attempt to escape

bury me w/ deadaux sedate

from january 2024

lyrics:
i wish i could tell you how i hurt all the pain that i feel on the inside
everytime i think about u i think about u loving him and it hurts me so bad
everytime i think about u know i think about him and it hurts me so bad
u love me then u love him u dont love me at all
wanna fuk him way u wanna fuk me u shuld just kill me i js wanna die now
now im lookin at the webs that u spun and the lies that u told and i rly wna cry now
how tf could u feel that way bout somebody else thought i was your soulmate
ima die young suicide and all my friends gon die of old age
u say u could only love me then u love someone thats nothin like me
think of u talkin to him how u talk to me
did u call him all the things u were callin me
cut myself u talk to him how u would talk to me
did u wanna spend ur life the way u do with me
took u less then a month to get where we were in 2 or 3
heartbreak unfortunatley nothin new to me
i was cryin n cuttin u were fallin in love
i was makin songs about u u was dreamin bout him
i was makin songs about u u aint even listen
every song on every albums about u
u dont even listen
what about him was it
was there something i can change
its just something in my brain
i wna die pls let me die god
this is not the world that i want
this is not the life that i want

decomposing on valentines day

fxxlz

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