(LifeIsCrazy
You look at that shit too long 
& It's ugly, It hurts 
But you keep lookin at it... 
It becomes beautiful again.)

I ruined it for myself again 
Impulse decisions keep doin me in 
(I'm) drifting away from all of my friends 
This is the way it always ends 
In a way it all makes sense 

Slow motion suffocation
Slow motion suffocation 
Self destructive desecration 
Manic depressive disassociation 
I swear I'm so bad at communication 
Overwhelmed by notifications 
But S/O darklord & Lil Heavn

I sacrificed it all for this music, I'm dedicated 
Tatt it on me carve it in my flesh, I'll nvr change it
Thoughts in my head, it's a hiway they always racin
Walkin the yellow lines, praying for God to take me 
That was me for years, way before I turned 18 

Heard a voice say "hold up & wait till you're 27"
If I ain't did nothin I hope you know I put my best in 
But don't be surprised if by 28 I'ma dead man 
I just want my songs to live on inside your head then 

Sacrificed everything I swear I really did 
Made a deal w/ Beelzebub, he didn't hold up his end 

Sacrificed everything I swear I really did 
Made a deal w/ Beelzebub he didn't hold up his end 🙃

In a way it all makes sense ♾️
In a way it all makes sense 🥹





ItAlwaysEnds🤷🏾‍♀️ [prod. darklord]

PAK3 Drops May 19th 2022

Recorded, Mixed + Mastered by Schwem @ Punk.Snot.Dead. Studios (@schwem_pak on Instagram + TikTok)
Produced by WestVally (@westvallybeats on Instagram)

Recorded this song while microdosing shrooms & smoking purple weed. It's a breakup song for when you still kinda wanna bang eachother. I know somebody feel me!

Big shout out to WestVally, he hit me up on Instagram & we been makin emotionally charged bangers ever since! We have a couple more on PAK3 + more being made almost daily

Another shout out to my homegirl in Mexico City who made the cover art 🥰 
find her on Instagram @pgm_xiii

RoadRash

RoadRash [prod. WestVally]

made this song while on the Big Wavy Tour
was in Dallas at the Super 8 while recording, written on the way from Houston to Dallas
beat produced by darklord 

shout out Lil Heavn, ATM, Silent Ave


I still - feel - the same 
Time pass by but I don't change 
I still - feel - the same
Time pass by but I don't change 
They say I'm wise beyond my age 
A blessing at times, but for most, it just feel like a plague 
I been in my head - meditating for days

Why do I put up with this why do i let u do me this way 
Oouuu
Always been a sucker for a pretty face 
I love Colorado girls, Spirit free like space 
Too much data on my drive, needa free up space 
I'm in Dallas for the night tryna sip lemonade 
Old homies back home changin up bout some pay?
I was on bourbon street bumpin 5-9 grey
Dedication brought me here & I'm tatted like lil Wayne (ooouuu)

I still - feel - the same 
Time pass by but I don't change 
I still - feel - the same
Time pass by but I don't change 
They say I'm wise beyond my age 
A blessing at times, but for most, it just feel like a plague 
I been in my head - goin crazy for days

ColoradoGirls [prod. darklord]

Feel my phone vibrate 
Disappointment on my face, 
It’s not you

I’ve gotta whole lot on my plate 
I’ve gotta whole lot on my plate,
Wish it was you..

She don’t mind it though, she’ll wait 
That’s what she say 
Got too hype that’s my mistake 
(That’s my mistake)
Ima fungus, you’re a NightShade 
Thought about you every night since I been away 
Girl, I’m so 
Low key in love with you
And I know 
I shouldn’t feel this way, but I do 

I’m obsessed, ain’t even a question 
She perfection, that’s my perception 
We’re better off alone though, 
when will we learn our lesson? 
She depressed - I been had depression 
2 wrongs don’t make a right
I think they call that a dead end 
But when she by my side 
We smile all night, how impressive 

(one, two, three, four texts I get - and I don’t see your name on one of them) 😢

Feel my phone vibrate 
Disappointment on my face, 
It’s not you 

I’ve gotta whole lot on my plate 
I’ve gotta whole lot on my plate,
Wish it was you

NightShade🌙 [prod. sxzu]

BiPolar (feat. EM XO) [prod. WestVally]

Life Of Pain - Tears Of Joy 

Created in Sacramento, California during the Do Not Disturb Tour 2022 (lil heavn & schwem w/ DJBig Doob)

Produced by mün & darklord. Engineering by mün
This song was created in about 4 hours or less

Schwem’s lyrics are about coming to grips with the fact that there is still a lot of heavy mental baggage to deal with, regardless of being sober for that period of time & picking up better, more healthy habits. Raw dogging life type vibes ya feel

Candles [prod. mün + darklord]

SpiderWebs🕸️ [prod. sxzu + morecalcium]

Wrote my part on a plane while flying home from LA
Shout out the bro dedpolar - he’s amazing & deserves hella attention

DoOrDie (ft. dedpolar)

CancerMoon [prod. teague]

written on 4.20.2023 
prod sxzu
Part of the WaterBabyyy/LiquidCulture Collection

WinterRoyalty [prod. sxzu]

Schwem, Lil Heavn, & dedpolar 

Recorded & Mixed/Mastered by dedpolar 

G.O.T.H. Gvngg x PAK 
Go Follow Bros On All Platforms! Much Love 💖🧷🕊️

@1lilheavn 
@dedpolar 

Shout Out Green Day lol

I walk alone I walk a 
Long dark road smokin on a whole lotta 
Bat wings rolled up with the marijuana 
Pick up my phone I don’t wanna 
Why you always tryna get ahold? 
I’m a gona - yuh, I’m already a goner 
I walk alone I walk a 

To tell the truth heav I’m givin up on you 
I’m so sad but there’s a lot of things to do 
Please don’t call my phone I ain’t gon talk to you 
Do you hate me girl I thought we’d see this through 
Where tf were you when I was down and out?
Didn’t say a word - what’s that all about? 
Really lost myself they couldn’t stay around 
You can’t save me girl please don’t stay around 

I walk alone I walk a 
Long dark road smokin on a whole lotta 
Bat wings rolled up with the marijuana 
Pick up my phone I don’t wanna 
Why you always tryna get ahold? 
I’m a gona - yuh, I’m already a goner 
I walk alone I walk a 

I walk alone I walk alone 
Here on my own - that’s how it goes 
My shadow knows - my broken bones 
This sacred road - the dead unknown 
Everyone wonders when I will die 
I know the date but not the time 
Just burn my soul so I can hide 
A lonely road I walk tonight 

I walk alone I walk a 
Long dark road smokin on a whole lotta 
Bat wings rolled up with the marijuana 
Pick up my phone I don’t wanna 
Why you always tryna get ahold? 
I’m a gona - yuh, I’m already a goner 
I walk alone I walk a

WalkAlone (ft. lil heavn & dedpolar)

Schwem, Donny Tewhaigh, darklord 

Research the aliens in vegas ordeal from early July 2023

AliensInVegas / WinterRoyalty

AliensInVegas (feat. Donny Tewhaigh)

AliensInVegas (feat. Donny Tewhaigh) [prod. darklord]

Written, Recorded & Mastered Within 24 Hours. 
Shout Out dedpolar for bringing it to life with the engineering💖

WhiteRoses [prod. Itriago]

Obvious ft. JCO

ImNotUrScapeGoattt🐐

Recorded at Sound Peak Studios in Topeka, KS

Part of Love & Suicide EP (drops 11.24.23)

produced by darklord & Alien4President 🙏🇺🇸👽


She’s drunk, tryna call me 
By the time I pick it up, already sobbing 
She wanna talk about us, like what are we
Baby I don’t got time for this now, I’m sorry 

She’s always Hittin me up
Want me to go pick her up 
It’s always some kind of crisis caused by liquor and drugs 
I’m not 911 - not 911 
She make the same mistakes that she don’t learn from 
(And I) 
Know she think that - I’m a piece of trash 
And she’d be on the right track 
But really I’m not your scape goat
I know she think that - I’m a piece of trash 
And she’d be on the right track 
But really I’m not your scape goat, 
No I don’t like that 

Love letters she sent that I don’t respond to 
She gon give her all then give up, just like they all do 
I’m off some tabs and I’m meltin I feel like fondue 
Remember that time we fucked, it was in your mom’s room
I thought we had this all straightened out
This may be complicated should be used to that by now 
I’m tryna keep my head up but 
You bring it back down 
Why is this so confusing, this isn’t what loves about 

She’s always Hittin me up, want me to go pick her up
It’s always some kind of crisis caused by liquor and drugs 
I’m not 911 - not 911 
She make the same mistakes that she don’t learn from 
(And I)
Know she think that - I’m a piece of trash 
And she’d be on the right track
But really I’m not your scape goat - no I don’t like that

Not911 (i really dislike how much i like u)

Bangerrr🫶

I wrote these songs for you
Same ole subject I always choose 
(You) prolly turned it off - like halfway thru 
That’s what I imagine you always do

Poettt (prod. darklord & Schwem)

Glueee (prod. darklord & Alien4President)

Prod. JBurns & Alien4President @ SoundPeak Studios

Lyrics:

Where do I go I go I go (huh)
Where do I go I go go 
From here 
Where do I go I go I go (huh) 
Where do I go I go I go 
(Huh) 

September was crazy it’s been a hell of a year 
Learn to run face first into everything that you fear 
I been smokin all the weed but I been turnin down beers 
Everyone tellin me that the blow up is near,
I know -
But I played the show & you wasn’t here 
Something happens and I’m head over heels 
I write hella new songs on the verge of some tears 
Alright, all I wanna do is share this moment with my peers
We just rocked some of the biggest venues in my mf city 
Got our ig’s goin crazy - they all tryna get with me 
Pics floodin in like - damn you so wavy 
How you stay active? I feel so lazy 
Fuck a gatekeeping promoter he better pay me 
You been under a rock - we the new shit as of lately 
Came to the concert & left pregnant with my babies 
She don’t really mean a damn thing that she say to me 

I wish that she did tho 
She just wanna give throat 
She just wanna kick it cause she know we blow big smoke 
Fog machine when I open up - my window 
Charlie Sheen these hoes,  they wanna sniff coke 
Yea - yea - could give a shit mo 

Fadin outta conversations plottin how to get dough 
Grew up too fast 
Never learned how to live slow 
Haunted by my past 
Lookin back made me slit throat 

 
Where do I go I go I go (huh)
Where do I go I go I go 
(Huh) 

Verse 2: 
Just got off the phone wit my homie in Cali
Showed him some new flows 
He was damn you was spazzin 
You can have anything in this world that you imagine 
Just invest all your energy, put it out there, start asking 
Never give up until you really made it happen
The most important thing is that you stay - creative 
Cause after all that’s why you’re here today, ain’t it? 
Keep the ball rollin don’t worry about payment 
Worry bout the merch that you pedal while hittin pavement 
Worry bout the words in your songs that you be makin 
I heard what he said it was the only thing that makes sense 
A virtue I never had much of is patience 

Whole damn world on my back like torterra 
Know you been thru it, devil himself don’t scare ya 
Time of the night, come to a close we pair up 
I turn into a wolf man hell yea I tear it up 
Neck hurt howlin at the moon all night staring up 
Trippin off the shrooms got me thinkin that I swear too much 
Self reflective conversation with myself preparing drugs 
Blink and you’ll miss the moment like gahdamn there it was 

There it go 
Spent half of my life chasing shadows out on the road 
Got hella hella high then I fell down so very low 

Yea 
But where do I go I go I go (huh)
Where do I go I go I go 
from here

Underground SuperStarrr 🧷💫 [prod. JBurns & Alien4President]

🚨Only Leaving This One Up OverNight🔔
🧷Itriago & Alien4President Produced/Engineered It NOT FINAL MASTERRR
🧷Stretch made the cover with DALL-E 3
🧷For Love & Suicide Project 

Lyrics: 

Tore my heart - tore my heart out 
Pour it all - poured it all on the ground (x2)

I’ll just bleed out 
In the meantime 
I’ll stay out all night with the street lights 
You say I don’t seem right 
I’m gon be fine 
Trust me when I say that I’m alright (x2)

They say
All good things gotta come to an end 
It just hit real different when it’s your best friend 
In real time life don’t always make sense 
Constant change in the tide only thing that’s consistent 
And just like the waves, 
Just like the waves we roll 
Angels light the way 
Music can save my soul 
Feel like ain’t no one safe 
No one is safe to consult
I push em all away
Don’t need babied or consoled 

Seems like I always hurt 
Whoever I’m lettin close 
Im just tryna show love, girl  
Nourish it let it grow 
But it’s funny how life work - 
it don’t go how it’s sposed 
Whys it always so obvious 
Lookin back in the post 

Tore my heart - tore my heart out 
Pour it all - poured it all on the ground (x2)

I’ll just bleed out 
In the meantime 
I’ll stay out all night with the street lights 
You say I don’t seem right 
I’m gon be fine 
Trust me when I say that I’m alright (x2)

I can’t wait to get home 
Just to be alone (x2)

The lighthouse - in the distance 
It’s letting me know that I’m driftin 
This black shroud - that the mist is 
Reflecting all my bad decisions 

I keep wishin - I could fix this 
My eyes & ears are open I’m listenin 
Do I fit the description - of your symptoms 
Are you gon try to push upon me prescriptions 
Make me part of the system 
I don’t get them 
There’s gotta be a point that im missin 
I feel big dumb 
But I’ll die before I portray the victim  

I’ll just bleed out 
In the meantime 
I’ll stay out all night with the street lights 
You say I don’t seem right 
I’m gon be fine 
Trust me when I say that I’m alright (x2)

Tore my heart - tore my heart out 
Pour it all - poured it all on the ground (x2)

TheLightHouse [prod. Itriago & Alien4President]

For Love & Suicide 🥀⚰️

We made this song in spring 2023 while in Kansas City 
All three of us recorded our parts at Donny’s house - I recorded everybody but dedpolar did the official mix & master 🫶

This song didn’t make the cut for the album, but it’s got all the key elements so it acts as a perfect single. 
(L&S COMING SOON !!!)

#emo #altrock #new #2024 #verlein #itriago #donnytewhaigh #schwem #dedpolar #wurrallgunnadie #punkasskid

PainTolerance (ft. dedpolar & ICE GONZO) [prod. Verlein]

prod. WestVally 
From Schwem & $adboi Crxw Collab EP 
My RckStr gf ❤️‍🔥🤩
COMING SOONNN🐦‍⬛😢🧷🫶

Zombie (ft. JayShin) - $adboi Crxw & Schwem

This song was made in November 2022 right after returning home from at the time, the longest tour yet. The Do Not Disturb Tour w/ Lil Heavn & Doob

My lyrics were largely reflective of my experiences dealing with the transitioning from fast tour life to a much slower at home life, as well as breaking a sobriety stint I had going. Making this song really helped me sort out my thoughts, I hope it helps you too!

Yung DaWeed in Italy did the second verse and absolutely crushed it! Be sure to follow him, as he always comes with the bangerrs! Shout Out Bro!

This song presents a deep, dimly lit self reflective vibe from both perspectives

OceanFloorrr (ft. Yung DaWeed) [prod. sxzu]

Schwem + Verlein + Alien4President
Love & Suicide 3-28-2024

Endorphins

From Love & Suicide Album Out Now 🫶🌹⚰️

NotNow (prod. Verlein & Alien4President)

Oct29 (teague & schwem)

A Genre Speedball of A Collab Project By Schwem &&& Don Orias.
Focusing on elements of Pop/Punk more-so than Rap and Hip Hop, which the artists are more commonly associated with.
Includes features from lilbearshawty & Tina Bean as well as 2 blink-182 covers.
The album was produced largely by Vibey Beats
Recorded & Engineered By Don Orias

SpiltLeanOnMyJeans - Don Orias

2FuckdUppp (feat. chemicalfarm)- Schwem &&& Don Orias [prod. Bennykaay]

When I pull up my eyes already so low 😎
I ain't in the mood to be takin any photos 📷
So much smoke rollin out the window 💨
I been in my bag like my first name Frodo 🧝‍♂️
I been getting money, yeah, I been makin dough 🍞
I been getting high now way more than ever before 
I might fuck around and roll a whole oz of dro...
I might fuck around and hit the ski-slopes ⛷️
(Hit the ski-slopes) 🎿
Yeah, that mean blow 🥶
Blood leaking outta my nose 👃
Double the speed of my pulse 💕
It's all or nothing - no coast 🙅‍♂️
Flush like I just seen a ghost 👻

(Hook)
It's time to get up, ⌛
But I don't even wanna go 😭
I just wanna sleep, 😴
Please leave me alone 🤷‍♂️
Y'all can go on, 👌
But I'ma just stay home 🏠
I just wanna sleep, 😴
Please leave me alone 🤷‍♂️
Please leave me alone 🤷‍♂️
Cause ImaJustStayHome...
Yea, ImaJustStayHome 🏠

Official Video! 👇👇👇
https://youtu.be/YBaT5ttAXuU

ImaJustStayHome - Schwem (Music Video & Lyrics In Description)

Free My Brother Slim AKA Johnny Socket 
Update: HE'S FREEEEEE! 💟♾️

JohnnySocket 🔌🔌🔌 (prod. DJ Big Doob)

Sad I won't get the chance to meet or work with Juice WRLD so I put a verse on one of his unreleased songs

I only own rights to my vocals

⭐rare✨ Juice WRLD - Neighbors (ft. Schwem PAK) 🧃🌎

Second installment of the Punk.Ass.Kid. Mixtape series by Schwem

This is the first mixtape fully recorded, mixed, & mastered in house by Schwem.

Very proud of these songs, I want y'all to listen to them with open minds and hearts. Keep Schwemmin n Stay TF Trippi

MUCH LOVE to the PAK and anybody new here

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BadHabits [prod. Pink]

Lullabye (feat. Prooph) [prod. Pink]

Time2Borrow (feat. Prooph) [prod. Tione Jackson]

Solid [prod. Tione Jackson]

48Hrs (feat. Cody Gucci) [prod. Don Orias]

;🧷when I was 15 I almost killed myself but felt like it'd be way cooler to be a rockstar first✨♾️

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