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‘Echoes in the Dark’ is the a  haunting chapter in a chilling concept album, where a broken groom, shattered by childhood abuse and a bride’s betrayal, reels from Tanya’s murder in a neon-lit club. Her blood still warm, the Voice revels in its growing control, drowning out his fading pleas for redemption.  Eerie whispers carry echoes of his abusive teacher. One more ghost haunts him, but the album’s bloody spiral tightens.

[Lyrical Intro]
Fingers trace the scars she left…
Her scream still burns, a theft of breath…
The bass still pounds inside my skull…
Tanya’s gone—her blood runs dull…

“Only echoes… only red…”


[Verse 1]
Her pulse was fire, now cold ash,
Her rhythm silenced, a fleeting flash.
She ruled the floor, a queen of lies,
Now shadows claim her hollow eyes.

“Just like her…”

[Pre-Chorus 1]
A voice pleads soft, “This isn’t me!”
The Voice just sneers, “You’re finally free!”
The walls still breathe her dying call,
The teacher’s shadow stains them all.

[Chorus 1]
Echoes whisper, echoes scream,
They claw through cracks in shattered dreams!
Blood runs cold, the light’s erased,
One more down—no saving grace!

“No turning back…”

[Verse 2]
Shadows sway where Tanya danced,
Her laughter twists, a cruel expanse.
Her eyes, her lies, they all align,
The Voice growls low—“Another’s mine.”

“She deserved it…”

[Pre-Chorus 2]
A voice cries out, “This isn’t right!”
The Voice consumes—“It’s our fight!”
The schoolyard hums, the chalk dust falls,
Her lessons echo through these halls.

[Chorus 2]
Echoes whisper, echoes roar,
They carve my soul, they beg for more!
Blood runs cold, the light’s erased,
One more down—no saving grace!

“No turning back…”

[Post-Chorus]
Her face dissolves, her name’s a blur,
Was she Tanya? Or just… her?
A ghost in neon, lost to time,
Her echo’s hers… but now it’s mine.

[Bridge]
Classroom doors creak, chalk dust rains,
Her voice still binds me, tight as chains.
Footsteps echo, her shadow calls,
Another lesson—another falls.

"One by one… until she’s last…”

[Final Chorus]
Echoes whisper, echoes roar,
They carve my soul, they beg for more!
Blood runs cold, the world’s defaced,
One more down—no saving grace!

[Lyrical Outro]
No more masks, no more lies,
I wear the blood of those despised.
The echoes call, the dark’s my home…
“They all must fall…”

“Next… her…”

Echoes in the Dark

BRAINDEAD (feat. Toby Morse)

AXAXC – DEREALIZATION (FULL ALBUM)
🧠 A sonic descent into addiction, masculinity, mental collapse, and identity death.
🕳 Trapcore • Deathcore • Nu Metal • Screamo • Ambient Sludgecore

“This cell doesn’t have four walls. It has my face.”

DEREALIZATION isn’t just an album — it’s a mental event. A full-body confrontation with trauma, weed addiction, spiritual despair, fractured masculinity, and the mask of perfection.
It’s about waking up in your own life… and realizing you don’t recognize yourself.

This record is the culmination of every psychological arc from previous AXAXC albums.
Legacy tracks like “Perfect”, “Tongues of Sin”, and the remastered “End of the Line” find new meaning here — not as isolated songs, but as symptoms in a larger mental breakdown.

🧠 THEMATIC ARC:
Tracks 1–5: The high. The mask. The beginning of collapse.

Tracks 6–9: Duality of identity. Cracks in the mirror. Begging to be seen.

Tracks 10–13: Shame, sin, and spiritual erosion.

Tracks 14–17: Total breakdown → false salvation → reluctant acceptance → final breath.

🔁 LEGACY TRACKS [Derealization Cuts]:
- The Nail in the Coffin
- Perfect
- Tongues of Sin
- TABOO [Remastered – Derealization Cut]
- God is a Woman (And She's Ashamed of Me)
- The Devil Said I'm Okay
- End of The Line [Remastered – Derealization Cut]

These were written long ago, but they always belonged here.
This is where their meaning finally lands.

🩸 HIGHLIGHT TRACKS:
I Am Already Dead [Alpha v.1 & Beta v.1]: The breaking point of addiction and the fracturing of self.

- Walking Dead (P1 & P2): A weed high as synthetic salvation — until the crash. 
- Prison: A scream for release from a self-built cage.
- The Mirror Lies: Rage against the curated persona you’ve become.
- God is a Woman(And She's Ashamed Of Me): The shame of spiritual failure and feminine rejection.

💀 AUTHOR’S NOTE:
“I don't want to be here anymore — but I built this version of me for you.
The man made perfect.
The man made empty.”

This is a neurodivergent death spiral in audio form.
If you’ve ever felt broken trying to be strong…
If you’ve ever loved the high more than yourself…
If you’ve ever built a mask so strong you forgot your real face underneath…
This album is your mirror.

🔥 RECOMMENDED IF YOU LIKE:
#Slipknot • #Korn • #SleepToken • #Nothing,Nowhere. • #BreakingBenjamin • #SlaughtertoPrevail • #Loathe • #FallinginReverse

DISTORT. DISTRUST. DESTROY.
#AXAXC
#Derealization #MentalHealth #Neurodivergent #WeedAddiction #MalePressure
#Deathcore #Trapcore #NuMetal #Screamo #SoundCloudMetal
#NewMusic #EmotionalBreakdown #DarkMusic #Recovery #Trauma

Prison

FREEDOM TRILOGY — A Cinematic Requiem for the Soul

20 tracks. 3 parts. One truth: Freedom isn’t free.

This album isn’t about rebellion through rage. It’s about liberation through understanding.
An orchestral journey through the fractured corridors of the human mind, identity, and soul.
Not deathcore this time — this is symphonic metal with heart. Choirs, cinematic strings, and whispered truths echo through every piece.

🎧 Part I: The Fallacy of Freedom
The illusion we were born into. Questions rise. The walls close in.

“What if freedom is just another cage?”

🎧 Part II: The Inner War
The dialogue between who you were and who you need to become.

“If you can’t believe in yourself… believe in the you that still does.”

🎧 Part III: The Rise
Hope, clarity, and the vow to rise — not through anger, but through purpose.

“I may kill my humanity, if that’s what it takes… but I will never kill my will.”

🧠 Inspired by:

Attack on Titan’s freedom dilemma

To Be Hero X’s identity paradox

Real battles for self-mastery, ego death, and rebirth

📜 Tracklist highlights:

“THE SEA” — Would we finally be free?

“AVERAGE” — You were never average, they just couldn’t see your soul.

“THE VOW” — When you dream big, you come alive.

“A SLAVE TO THE IMAGE” — Modern freedom is filtered through a screen.

🎻 Expect:

Grand cinematic arrangements

Ambient orchestral storytelling

Poetic spoken word & monologue interplay

Just enough breakdowns to echo the inner struggle

No scream for the sake of screaming — every moment has meaning

💔 For those navigating purpose, identity, faith, or fear.
This is the quiet scream.
The calm resistance.
The vow to rise without shouting.



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New Age Cannibal

culture wound

The Great Unknown

I'm Broken

I Don't Care Anymore

Raven is an artist from the Netherlands, bringing raw emotion and authenticity to every song she creates. Her music is an exploration of life’s highs and lows, blending moody, edgy tones with deeply personal lyrics that feel like they were written just for you. There’s something in her voice - a kind of honesty that draws you in and makes her songs impossible to forget.

What makes Raven’s sound unique is its unfiltered connection to human emotion. She doesn’t shy away from human experiences: heartbreak, resilience, self-discovery or beautiful chaos of relationships. Her music isn’t about perfection - it’s about truth, and that truth resonates with anyone who’s ever felt a little lost or a little too much.
Raven’s creative journey is a true partnership. Working closely with R. van der Plas, her producer, lyricist, and collaborator, she has developed her own unique sound. The two share a unique gift for shaping emotions and stories into melodies that resonate deeply with the listener. Van der Plas’s skill in crafting dynamic and layered compositions complements Raven’s storytelling, resulting in a collaboration that elevates their music to another level.

What really stands out about Raven is her ability to connect - not just through her lyrics but through the entire experience of her music. Whether it’s an energetic, guitar-driven track or a softer, stripped-down song, there’s always an emotional thread that ties everything together. You don’t just listen to Raven’s music - you feel it in your chest, in your gut, in the places you keep your most personal thoughts.
Raven isn’t about chasing trends or fitting into predefined molds. Her music is for those who appreciate authenticity - people who’ve faced challenges, grown through them, and kept moving forward. Drawing on her roots while embracing a modern touch, she creates a sound that’s both personal and popular.
Every song she writes, every note she sings, is an invitation to connect - not just with her but with your own experiences. Raven’s music reminds us that even in life’s toughest moments, there’s value in imperfections, offering honesty that makes you feel understood.

Whether you’re singing her lyrics in your car, getting lost in her songs through your headphones, or singing along in a crowd, Raven’s music brings people together. It’s not just about the sound - it’s about the shared emotions and experiences that connect us all.

Raven is more than an artist; she’s a storyteller and a creator who pours everything into her work. She shows us that music can be a source of connection, a way to process emotions, and a reminder that we’re never alone. If you’re looking for music that feels real, Raven is here to share it with you.

I Don't Care Anymore

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