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i know you hate me but i'm proud of myself
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Call me reckless all you want now
I'll do it on my own
Cause I'm tired of this selfishness
You never tend to show
And burning in the fire
Won't save you from the cold
Cause this everlasting restlessness
Is nothing but your fault

You're pushing your luck
If you think you can come on top of this
You live on the edge
But you can never see the point of it
I'm losing my mind
It's hard to sleep cause I keep seeing the
Disgust in your eyes
I know you hate me but I'm proud of myself

I know you hate me but I'm proud of myself

Undecided
Uninvited
Maybe you should be reminded
Undecided
We're divided
In my life you're not invited

Call me reckless I won’t find out 
There’s only so much I can know 
I just sit back here and reminisce 
How did I get so low?
You call me a liar 
You think that you know it all
Why do you never make any sense?
I always take the fall

You're pushing your luck
If you think you can come on top of this
You live on the edge
But you can never see the point of it
I'm losing my mind
It's hard to sleep cause I keep seeing the
Disgust in your eyes
I know you hate me but I'm proud of myself

I know you hate me but I'm proud of myself

Undecided
Uninvited
Maybe you should be reminded
Undecided
We're divided
In my life you're not invited

Guess I don't need you anymore
Leave me alone
I'm tired of this life that we both chose
And this fear of giving up keeps getting worse
And every second wasted staring at the wall
I'd rather spend it all alone

Undecided
Uninvited
Maybe you should be reminded
Undecided
We're divided
In my life you're not invited

CALL ME RECKLESS

CALL ME RECKLESS w/ Adronn, Distant, Rainswept & Rocor

from NEW YORK FAMILY OVERDRIVE⚡

if found
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Say Less - if found Remix

the answer is nowhere

Twitter: https://twitter.com/puppetsucks
Instagram: https://instagram.com/puppetmusic

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lyrics:

riding a setting sun
live fast
burn red
die younger then
clouds changing shapes
day by day

the horizon
hides what gifts I gave
rising, left behind 
to wonder
where I’m meant to be

the answer is no where
dying to go there
why do I keep on pushing through

why is it harder
been there before
know what to do

why do I fall so far
I’m spiraling
burnt out
rewiring
writing new ways to say
I finally found my
home where
nowhere means I’m free

I lied
when I said I could fly
always climbing
hands are cut
but the blood wipes off fine
I wear my scars with pride

but how many more climbs
and new scars earned with time
til I get to know?
(I don’t know how I don’t know)
where I will fall
when I finally learn to let
go

the answer is no where
dying to go there
why do I keep on pushing through

why is it harder
been there before
know what to do

why do I fall so far
I’m spiraling
burnt out
rewiring
writing new ways to say
I finally found my
home where
nowhere means I’m free

RIGHT
(spent all these years
spent all this time
not enough to 
face the fear
I’ll never find)

LEFT
(dying to go there
I know this will hurt me
why do I deserve to be
the one to lose)

I know where I’ll fall
it was here when I
faced my fear
of falling too far behind

and I think I know why

I know what’s mine
I had lost it before
I’ll take what I’m owed
take everything I’ve earned
and more

the answer is no where
dying to go there
why do I keep on pushing through

why is it harder
been there before
know what to do
why do I fall so far
I’m spiraling
burnt out
rewiring
writing new ways to say
I finally found my
home where
nowhere means I’m free

Puppet & if found - The Answer Is Nowhere

you know

lyrics:

time alone
smoking gun
here with the
champion of none
roommates but
room just for one

could you move out?

never done
what he said
only exists in your head
no proof
that he’s dead

rival without reason
only one heart beating

tell me who’s haunting you
cmon I gotta know

I think I see him too
but I don’t believe in ghosts

your endless nightmare
didn’t start until you
started to run from everything
you’re scared of


twist the knife
she wakes up
stuck in the lies
he made up
you think we do this for fun
tell me who’s wrong

If you listened to what she said
you could find out what she meant
It’s never worse than 
what I expect  

tell me who’s haunting you
cmon I gotta know

I think I see him too
but I don’t believe in ghosts

your endless nightmare
didn’t start until you
started to run from everything

tell me who’s haunting you
cmon I gotta know

I think I see him too
truth is I fear him the most

i’ve seen this face before
the one I hide  
from my love
and brother

if we’re not fast
he’s going to pull you under

tell me who’s haunting you
cmon I gotta know

I think I see him too
but I don’t believe in ghosts

your endless nightmare
didn’t start until you
started to run from everything
you’re scared of



Who's Haunting You? feat. distant

the second single from my 3rd album

am I cursed to fail?

lyrics:

tired of tempting fate
been at it
again and again and again

pressed hard
to play the cards
the devil made

losing sanity
played out
it bled and it bled and it bled

short straws
mean longer falls
onto the blade

desperation
feeling ignored
dead ends through
thousands of doors

if my fate’s
already decided
I’m cursed to
just keep fighting

reputation
traded in for
mistakes that I take pride in

If theres a key I’ve tried it
there’s thousands like it

if my fate’s
already decided
I’m cursed to
just keep fighting

you placed the blame
and I spite it
you fanned the flames
I’ll light it

you shame the way
that I’m all in
I’m only cursed when I’m falling

the winds have changed
I’m breaking away

I’m not the same

built through tragedy
walls high
I ran and I ran and I ran

can’t hide in a castle made of dirt
can’t hide a self made failure’s worth

(well fed)
here it comes
(regret)
on the run from judgement
superstitions grow
(reset)
til they become
(forget)
all I know

desperation
feeling ignored
dead ends through
thousands of doors

if my fate’s
already decided
I’m cursed to
just keep fighting

relief became reality
slowly pulled it out of me
this key was always hiding
there’s thousands like it

if my fate’s
already decided
I’m cursed to
just keep fighting

you placed the blame
and I spite it
you fanned the flames
I’ll light it

you shame the way
that I’m all in
I’m only cursed when I’m falling

the winds have changed
I’m breaking away

I’m not the same

write until the final page
my ink runs red
I’m cursed to bleed

the scars that faded
I’ve chosen to see
mistakes that made
the best out of me

this stories not to read
all I’ve done
history

the blade you gave me
is facing both ways
I’m not the same
I’m not the same

Cursed

CHOOSE YOUR NEXT WORDS CAREFULLY

LYRICS:

Friday nights and blinding lights 
will never be enough
Stand upon your ignorance 
to make yourself feel tough
Spit out all your bloody lies 
until your mouth goes numb
The broken lives you leave behind 
will haunt you one by one

Fuck off
I don't got nothing to say
You're dead to me 
And fading away

Bite the curb until you learn
you know we've had enough
Show no signs of empathy
emotionally scuffed
Act like you own everything
but pretend you've had it rough
Don't come around, you'll get knocked out
you know I'll call your bluff

Fuck off
I don't got nothing to say
You're dead to me 
And fading away

I know one day
These games that you play
Will tear you down
In every way

A patient tongue's a loaded gun
I'm careful where I aim
Peace of mind
I found the time
To leave behind your name

I know what's best
survive the rest
Yet still you're in my face
Choose your next words carefully
Or be a bullet gone to waste

A patient tongue's a loaded gun
I'm careful where I aim
Peace of mind
I found the time
To leave behind your name

I know what's best
survive the rest
Yet still you're in my face
Choose your next words carefully
Or be a bullet gone to waste

Bullet Gone To Waste (Feat. Goodnight Osaka & Puppet)

the final single from album 3

LYRICS:

treading carefully
dirt footprints fade away

red dust
hides rusted
insecurity

aiming higher
is bad for your health
I’m not letting myself live
truly free

if I took it easier on me
would it inspire me
could it change my fate

I’ll wait and see

if I took it easier on me
would it inspire me
could it change my fate

till all the hard days
are forgiven

self help builds
confidence

cranes lift while
concrete dries
i’ll write my sins
in wet cement

just let me turn the page
tears blur
the words will fade
move slow
overloaded with uncertainty
watch the weight of your tears
shape waves
ships will shake when
you change the sea

you’ll change the sea

if I knew any other way
to keep from spiraling
to keep me sane

I’d take it easier on me
would it inspire me
could it change my fate  

Easier On Me feat. SadBois

something a lil different, hope you enjoy it!
https://acloudyskye.bandcamp.com/track/from-home

From Home

i love this song so much, have a future bass edit of it

OG: https://soundcloud.com/surrealrecordings/overspace-jenceno-outerbound-feat-slyleaf

jenceno & overspace - outerbound feat. slyleaf (dossyx edit)

jaron liked it :)

Download - https://darbymusic.bandcamp.com/track/jaron-these-thoughts-in-my-head-darby-edit (108bpm D♯min)

it's really hard not to take so much inspiration from jaron. his visions and artistry are so engaging in a scene of unemotional edm and im glad he's already influencing the community positively. 

love you all more than you could imagine, thankyou. 

https://soundcloud.com/jaronsteele/ttimh

original artwork - @homefell

Twitter: https://twitter.com/Darby__Music
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/6rErJmMCoNHUX0Z99uBB8m?si=H9O8A7L1Teu
Bandcamp: https://darbymusic.bandcamp.com/
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCD2o4SBSgr8Q43wA9coD1kg

edit(14thjan): 10k plays

Free Download 💽

Jaron - These Thoughts In My Head (Darby Edit)

original: https://soundcloud.com/cashmerecat/for-your-eyes-only
on proximity!: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NFMZSupxUJ8

Cashmere Cat - FOR YOUR EYES ONLY [acloudyskye bootleg]

featuring the big man EDEN

OFFICIAL VIDEO OUT NOW:
https://youtu.be/L-qQ_CaeNbU

Twitter: https://twitter.com/puppetsucks
Instagram: https://instagram.com/puppetmusic

lyrics:

PUPPET:
distractions
fade away
the tides change
the waves remain

my life is out that door
warring what’s worth fighting for
stay quiet one more day
waste away
I don’t think so

just try and hold me back
warm-up swings I’m next at bat
wound up on wasted days
swing away
come on lets go

our times up
come out and play
shoulder to shoulder
through the pain

left out again that’s all I am
I’ll fight alone and breathe again
take all my friends and leave with them
I’ll understand

blue skies
you bring the rain
you’re a whisper
they sing my name

I’m offended
your pity party’s ended
you can keep pretending
but I know you know who I am

I don’t blend in
just how I intended
all my patience
I spent it

EDEN:
calling out when you never listened
how continents felt closer than a mile
all I can say is its nothing I cant change

so call me now when you're feeling like it
I've been running out of love
running out of time
all I can say is it's nothing I cant change

PUPPET:
now you tell me what to do
but I won’t turn for you
another life another day
there’s nothing I can’t change

left out again that’s all I am
I’ll fight alone and breathe again
take all my friends and leave with them
I’ll understand

Living in It

LYRIC VIDEO OUT NOW:
https://youtu.be/cLMKLdUufew

Twitter: https://twitter.com/puppetsucks
Instagram: https://instagram.com/puppetmusic

special thanks to Mark Craig Harrison

lyrics:

where did my time go
I’m falling out the window
you’re scared
don’t cry
spread my wings as I fly by

maybe I’ll try again
forget about the last 10
you’ve waited
been patient
I’ll say it

why do I feel the same
we’ve only ourselves to blame
tired of
making light of
all this old shit I still can’t write off

being stubborn comes with the fame
I’ll do things my way
if you hate it
I can take it
been around you don’t know what I’ve been through

trynna change who you are
can only go so far
can’t face it
life wasted
fucked around
didn’t tell you I’d make it

life isn't show and tell
gotta figure out for yourself
Im jaded
frustrated
can’t help if you love what you hated

I’ll try
this time
hit the lights
let the memories fade in

I’ll do what I wanna do
I’ll see dreams come true
the good life
outside
the walls held high when you’re tongue tied

nostalgic of Fuji Rock
I hate being all talk
had friends
miss them
knots untied at the frayed ends

homeruns Shinjuku
nights out from my teenage bedroom
together
no pressure
lived the lie that life gets better

memories fall behind
alone at the finish line
Im jaded
frustrated
can’t help if you love what you hated

I’ll try
this time
hit the lights
let the memories fade in

goodnight Osaka
fired up
riversides light up
in the street crowd
sing loud if we wanna

swing for the fences
sunset
not dead yet
burnt our time up
childhoods ended

big smile for the polaroid folder
hope it means more
looking back when I’m older

I’ll remember this all someday
someday

Fuji Rock

https://soundcloud.com/akiraflay
https://soundcloud.com/jayparmesan

Lyrics:

[Jay Parmesan]
Wildflower, roses
The wind will not follow you home
Sitting on branches,
The forest your throne
Treetops are seesaws,
I cannot see what you have gone,
Now I’m alone

Lost me in thickets and paintbrushes,
So overgrown
Colored by scarlet, no stranger to thorns
Faint glow of white that you left here,
Is keeping me warm, my only repose

There’s a moon child,
She’s somewhere out there,
Waiting for me,
Wrapped up in sheets,
Of silver and gold and precious debris
Calling to me
Calling to me

She says,
“I love you, I love you”
How softly she speaks,
“Come set me free! Find me alone, dancing in shadows of the willow tree”
How sweetly she pleads

Moon child
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me
Moon child
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

[Akira Flay]
Static electricity, one touch
And I’m free falling on my knees,
Heart fucked
Underneath I’m bleeding deep,
I hear you calling
Calling out to me
Living in my head for free, you’re stuck,
While I’m trying to living out my dreams,
Soul crushed
Baby you’re the air I breathe,
I want it all, wanna give more than I take

[Jay Parmesan]
Moon child
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me
Moon child
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me

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Bullet Gone To Waste (Feat. Goodnight Osaka & Puppet)

Puppet

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