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Cloroxcide-Fist Up (ZEMAR) #FUKDUPKLT

*KILL ME*

Give me a fucking break
Body parts up in a lake
I never thought I'd fucking break
Head chopped off that little snake
I was never one to be so harmed by all these harmless threats
Chopping off his finger tips and cauterize with cigarettes

I'm sick I'm sick of hiding what I really am
I'm sick I'm sick of hiding what I really am
I'm sick I'm sick of hiding what I really am
I'm sick I'm sick of hiding what I really am

Sick of your face
Carving it up I put you into place
Misfit in me it's my last embrace
I'll make sure you never see the pearly fucking gates
Torture chamber filled up with blades
Block out the sun I put up the shades
Spilling his blood until it pervades
Leaving the crib his body remains
Stabbing yeah the knife digs deeper
Dagger in hand I feel like a reaper
Blowing him up like I'm blowing your speaker
Outside your home I'm a real fucking creeper
Spike to his throat make it rain like a strip club
Killing too easy I'll make it a rerun
Stare at the wall I think he see sum
Making a mess his brain just got clubbed

I don't know what to do
Really don't know what he got himself into
Escapees I have very few
Memories rough they stick just like glue

I don't know what to do
Really don't know what he got himself into
Escapees I have very few
Memories rough they stick just like glue

Everyday I look up towards the motherfucking sky
Guilt and sadness fuck I can't stop crying
Everyday I wait for a reply
I have no conscience left
I was born to fucking die

SICK

SICK (PROD. TAKIZAVA)

MONEYONMYMIND w/ CraigGussi

PROD: SMILEGOTH (@veinnnnnnn)
MIX: NYHTMARE (@666mare)
ART: PUPPYBREATH

I CAN'T ESCAPE CASTIGATION
JUST BECAUSE I FEEL COMPLACENT
TOWARD YOUR TASTE FOR MORAL FAILINGS
FEEDING ON THE SHATTERED FRAGMENTS
CRANKING ON THE SQUEALING HINGES
JUST TO TEAR IT OFF THE FRAME
YOU COULD NEVER SAY MY NAME
SICKNESS BLOWING OUT THE WINDPIPE
APPROBATION TURNED TO ANGUISH JUST BECAUSE MY LIFE DOESNT LOOK RIGHT
SCRATCHING AT THE BUG BITES

OPENING MY EPIDERMIS JUST TO LEARN IT WASN'T WORTH IT
SURREPTITIOUS PLANS TO HURT ME WHEN YOU BREAK THROUGH MY DEFENSES
HOLDING CLOSE TO WHAT COULD END THIS
LIFELESS BARREL SERVING DARKNESS
BUT YOU'D BLAME MY CROOKED LIFESTYLE
HOLDING ON BUT MY RESTING STATE IS FAR TOO HECTIC
TO HOST DISCOURSE OVER SEPTIC WATER
ONLY DRAWS THE PAIN OUT LONGER
THOUGHT I WOULDN'T BE A GONER IF I COULD ONLY RUN FASTER
ALABASTER FACE IS CAPTURED
IN THEIR MINDS IT TURNS TO PLASTER
GOLDEN FRACTURES WONT ENACT THE GLOWING FIGURE TO REPAIR

WITH AN INTERROGATIVE FLASH OF LIGHT
POISONING MYSELF TO SPITE YOUR FOGGY VISION OF MY FUTURE
PICKING OUT INFECTED SUTURES
STUNTED BRAIN SAVED BY COMPUTERS
ALL THE SCREWS ARE FEELING LOOSER
I WILL FALL OUT OF YOUR HAND
JUST TO FEEL THE ROCKY BOTTOM
SOMEHOW I FEEL MORE ALIVE
THAN WHEN I WAS SAFE INSIDE YOUR FIST

IMPENETRABLE MIST
FEAR THE OPAQUE WALL OF GAS
SO I'LL NEVER TAKE A STEP FROM BLUEPRINTS
OUTSIDE WORLD IS USELESS
ALL YOU NEED IS FED THROUGH PRE-APPROVAL
SO I'LL NEVER COMPREHEND HOW SOMEONE WISHES TO BE LEFT ALONE
WHILE IM DIGGING IN MY MOTE
I CAN'T WASH MY PAST WITH SOAP
OR THE BLOOD OF ALL THE INNOCENTS
BEING BORN IS LIKE A CARDINAL SIN

MOURNING OVER WHAT I AM
BUT IM GROWING TWO MORE EYES
YOUR WAYS WONT ENTICE IF YOU TRIED
I AM NEVER HIDING WHAT I AM TO HELP YOU SERVE A LIE
DROOLING LIKE I'M TONGUE TIED
AND ITS NO SURPRISE THAT A LIFE THATS FAKE ISN'T WORTH BEING LIVED

HEAR THE LID POP OPEN
UNLEASHING THE FULL POTENTIAL OF WHATS WAKING
THEY'LL SEDATE ME TO REPLACE ME
BUT I SEE THE MOTIVES BEHIND EVERY STROKE OF PAINT
I DON'T FIT INSIDE YOUR FRAME

CARDINAL SIN (prod. SMILEGOTH)

PROD: JohnnyTaxEvasion (@johnny-tax-evasion)
MIX: Nyhtmare (@666mare)
ART: PUPPYBREATH

STRETCHING BUT I'M ROOTBOUND
ROTTING FROM THE WATERING
CARVING OUT MY FORM OF CLAY THEN SAY YOU ARE THE PARAGON
BLAMELESS WITH NO ANTECEDENT 
DISPEL ALL THOSE LABELED REJECTS
ARBITRATION ENDS WHEN ALL THE RUMORS OF ABUSE ARE VANQUISHED

STRIPPING OFF MY BICEPS
SO I CANNOT FEED MYSELF
CRAWLING ON MY HANDS AND KNEES
TO TRACK THE DARKNESS THAT IT BRINGS
RAISING UP A SPITEFUL ARMY JUST TO CRUSH MY FRAGILE BREATHING
SO YOU COULD THEN FEEL LESS GUILTY WHEN YOU'RE FACED WITH YOUR OWN ACTIONS

KEEP COMPACT
COMPRESSING ALL THE CARE YOU LACK
I'M FREEZING ON THE DECK
WHEN YOU CAN'T SEE BEYOND THE MASK I PUT UP TO DISTRACT
THE EFFORT IS NOT PRESENT
AND THE WIND BLOWS OUT THE GARBAGE
TO REVEAL WHAT WASN'T BOLTED
TO THE FRAME OF MY ENVIRONMENT

SINKING IN THE SEDIMENT
BLARING SIRENS TO COMPOSE THE CASE AGAINST MY OWN EXISTENCE
SUFFERING IS ONLY KISMET
FOR THE LIFE I CHOSE TO LEAD
ONE WITH MEAT BEYOND THE COVER
BURGEONING WITH EYES AND KIDNEYS
MEANT TO FILTER ALL THE VISIONS

SUCK NUTRITION FROM MY BRAIN STEM
YOU WILL ONLY DROP FROM POISON
SHAKE LIKE BABIES, PUKE THE FIBERS
THAT I USE TO STITCH TOGETHER
WHAT WAS LEFT WHEN I SURRENDERED
PASSED THE TEST BUT I STILL FALTERED
WHILE YOU'RE KEEPING YOUR COMPOSURE
HOW CAN YOU KEEP YOUR COMPOSURE?

WHEN YOU PULLED THE RUG FROM UNDER
STRIPS OF RED HAVE MARKED MY ELBOWS
LISTLESS MOTIONS TO PROVE VALUE
WHILE YOU'RE LACKING ALL FORBEARANCE
SCREECHING LIKE A RED HOT KETTLE
FILLED WITH BLACKENED TAR-LIKE SUBSTANCE
CRUSTING ON THE COILS
POURING YOU A CUP OF BILE
SO YOU CHOKE IT DOWN AND CATCH THE IMAGE OF WHAT I'M CONTAINING

IT'S SALACIOUS HOW YOU FOCUS ON MY BODY PARTS YOU NOTICE
IF IT DOESN'T FIT YOUR CODING
MY NATURE'S SEEN AS CONTORTION 
CUZ YOU COULDN'T SEE THE PROCESS THAT BROUGHT ME DISCOVERY

EUREKA, EUREKA!
THERE'S ANOTHER PATH FOR VIBRANCY
TO FORM MYSELF AND SCRAP THE MASK
THAT NOBODY COULD DO FOR ME
ABIDING BY YOUR STAGNANT EXPECTATIONS ONLY BROUGHT ME EVER CLOSER TO WHAT CUTS MY FEET BEFORE IT PULLS ME UNDER

I WAS BEATING ON THE DOOR AND HOPING YOU WOULD GRANT ME ACCESS
BUT NOW I KNOW THE ECHO ONLY MADE THE TASK SEEM LARGER
WHEN I COULDN'T FEEL MY FINGERS, LEAVING BLOOD UPON THE ALTAR
YOU WOULD LAP IT UP AND TAKE THE FORM OF WHAT YOU THOUGHT COULD ALTER
WHAT GAVE AIR IN MY LUNGS, TAKEN BY THE ONE WHO MADE THEM
IN YOUR GUT, TIED TO A MONSTER
BUT I CAN'T ABSORB COMPASSION
IT'S THE ACTIONS THAT YOU LACK THAT OVERCOME THE WORDS YOU BACK
YOU'RE HOLDING PROGRESS AT THE NECK IF IT REFUSES TO COMPLY

CLIPPING AT THE STEM AND PRAY THE BRANCHES CHOOSE TO MULTIPLY
THE LIFE THAT'S SET BEFORE ME DOESN'T HOLD SPACE FOR ERASURE
CAN'T CONTAIN HER
YOUR DISPLAY OF HOW YOU VIEW ME ONLY ROLLS OFF OF MY FEATHERS
HEADLESS MARTYR FORMING BLISTERS
THAT WILL BURST WHEN I COME CLOSER
MAGNETIZING LIKE I'M COBALT
THROWN INSIDE YOUR HOME COMPUTER

GROWLING AT THE SHADOWS IN THE ATTIC
I NEVER KNEW DIFFERENT
IT'S CEMENTED TO MY SKULL
MY SCALENES FAILING TO LIFT UP
MY NERVOUS SYSTEM HAS GROWN NUMB TO WHAT I MAY ENCOUNTER
BENEFIT OR SINISTER
THE WORLD IS DARK AND I'M A GUEST
I SORT THE PEBBLES FROM THE PILLS
TO NOT ACKNOWLEDGE I'M A SPECK

SHADOWS IN THE ATTIC (prod. JohnnyTaxEvasion)

6/27/22 i dont know why this never dropped

skuzgod - donut (prod mud)

LYRICS;
https://genius.com/Nyuctooooooooo-avoidance-lyrics I couldn’t find the rest

SHADOWS IN THE ATTIC (prod. JohnnyTaxEvasion)

PUPPYBREATH

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