prod(@jongards+ @prodnomu)

Why am i always wrong
I always fuck it up again 
I try to do it all
I gave it everything i had and i got really far
But i dont seem to understand
Theres always something off
Theres always something off

Im in this realm 
Where i dont care at all
I swear its hell
Nd i dont swear a lot
Im in this realm 
Where i dont care at all
Now i dont care at all
No i dont care anymore

anymore
anymore
anymore

I was locked
 in my room cuz i thought i was fine
I was rotting
A lot cuz the thoughts in my mind
And ive lost And ive learned 
Now i see thru ur eyes
when u stare
 in the sun, all the colors r bright

i tried 2 pray for help	
Im all alone n theres nobody else
i tried 2 pray for help	
Im all alone n theres nobody else
Theres always something off
Theres always something off
Theres always something off
No i dont care anymore

anymore
anymore
anymore

when u stare
 in the sun, all the colors r bright
But u stare
For too long and you slowly go blind
And i’ll spread all my wings when i know im alive
But i burned in the sun now i’ll never go fly
Again  

Why am i always wrong
I always fuck it up again 
I try to do it all
I gave it everything i had and i got really far
But i dont seem to understand
Theres always something off
Theres always something off

Im in this realm 
Where i dont care at all
I swear its hell
Nd i dont swear a lot
Im in this realm 
Where i dont care at all
Now i dont care at all
No i dont care anymore

Realm

spotify <3

realm

a set I put together in 2 hours for mold fest, a local event with free beer past its best-by date, featuring all of your favorite songs:

0:01-1:34 DJFreshUK - Gold Dust (Radio Edit)
1:30-3:48  HTMLJones - Swisher
3:48-6:12 Torr - Selfdestruct
6:12-10:29 Micah Callari - Glitter Nails -ft. evangeline-
10:29-13:29 Toontje Lager - Lente in Twente
13:29-17:31 underscores - Old Money Bitch
17:31-21:25 Left at London - It Could Be Better
21:20-22:45 >Go North_ - meow
22:44-26:14 FOOD HOUSE - 8 now
26:14-29:02 SOPHIE - JUST LIKE WE NEVER SAID GOODBYE
29:02-31:57 Can of Bliss - petty debris
31:57-37:09 Patricia Taxxon - Overijssel
37:08-39:33 iteachvader - Win The Race
39:32-41:54 The Atomic Age - metal pipe falling sound effect Rave Mix
41:54-43:22 やかもち - サカサカバンバンバスピスピス

Featuring tags by Freek Vonk, maia arson crimew, and mynn tea

As the first set that I put together ever, I think it's pretty good. The transitions are sloppier than they would be had I put in the time to actually bpm-match anything, but hey. It be like that sometime. s
Once I make real music I'll also post about it :>

moldfest set (12/jul/24)

im gonna be who i wanted

prod. me
yes i recorded the live instruments


lyrics:

can you see me?
can’t you see what i’ve become?
no, it’s not easy
know exactly what needs to be done
packing up again 
and nothing’s making sense
on the run again and it’s hopeless

you treat me like i’m dead
as if i am the one who killed h̶i̶m̶
i’m not the one you want 
and i can’t ever bring h̶i̶m̶ back
but i’m still here
but i won’t ever be enough 
but i’m still here
i couldn’t pretend forever

you said you loved me
until you knew who i am
we grew together
but you just took it all back
you said forever
forever’s all in the past
and i still can’t bring h̶i̶m̶ back
and i still can’t bring h̶i̶m̶ back

you were never by my side
so this is my last goodbye
to you
i’ll say this just one time

you always act like it was all my fault 
but you know i tried to get away from you
tried to get away from you
i watched you take all of my choices away
and try to shift all the blame 
now i can’t see you the same again
and i’ll never be
the person that you loved or rather
the person you tried to make me into
and you’ll never hear from me again
i’ve broken your curse
you have only gotten worse 

i just wanted to be me
all you wanted was to hurt me
did you want to hurt me?
well i won’t let you anymore
no i won’t let you anymore 

this is my body
the only one i’ll ever get to live in
this is no longer your body to control
to bend to your will
no longer your mind to manipulate and subdue
for the first time in a long time i feel finally free
free from your heavy, rusty shackles
free to love and be loved in return
and free to learn to love myself 
this is what i deserve, what i’ve deserved all along
and i’m not going to let you take it away from me
i’m not going to let you take it away from me anymore.

i’m
i’m done
i’m done
i’m done i’m done i’m done i’m done

i’m done with your nonsense 
i’m done with all your violence 
i’m done 
i’m so done
i’m done with all your violence

if you can't love me for me
let me go

i’ll never be what you wanted (let me go)
i’ll never be who you wanted me to be (let me go)
i’ll never be all you wanted 
from now on 
im gonna be who i wanted

im gonna be who i wanted

all you wanted

prod squinkle

[Verse 1: squinkle]
be gay, do crime, shoplift at a wallmart
zero mall cops, no paul blart
team ijello and you know that we going hard
bitch i just crashed my go kart
bitch i just crashed my go kart
now i cant drive, got a broken heart
ijello number 1 on the charts
smokin french philosphers, René Descartes

[Verse 2: Old Navy]
think therefore i am, subway with some ham
homeway with some jam, dancing to this jam
bitch we shaking tail! bucket like a pail!
smoking alpha males! you are epic fail!
i'm just saying Tate coulda been a banger catboy
i'm just saying don't be a baby bout soy
im swiping bro an estrogen burger
don't stack bills, bitch i stack she/hers
pronoun minmaxxing my shit, dropped the they use it you'll get hit
on the lowkey i fuck with it
just lit a candle and it's lit, oppa romney mitt
a bad bitch could go and tell me to sit
walmart clothes are 100% off if you aint a bitch
in my case i am a bitch
but yknow you could be different
or you could just go to old navy instead, ahahah...

[Verse 3: cardboard]
i just ate 15 poptarts
and imma eat 15 more!
if you have a fat ass get on the floor!
i just got my fit from the dollar store!
when i play magic i use dino saurs!
told my delivery driver meet me at the door!
i have been told that when i sleep i snore!
please take a shower you are spreading spores!

[Verse 4: iPhone]
do a good bit got a plus two
steal my whole flow now i go and say fuck you
nuke truth
contagious like a virus
patient zero infect the whole lot of us
mask up cuz im goin viral like a skeet
and im barking on the beat like
ruff, ruff, girl i like it ruff
girl i like it messy, soccer player messi
telling her im ready, and sniffing her all sweaty

[Verse 5: the monster]
i got geniunley 0 clue what shes saying in this verse remind me 2 transcribe this later lolz

walmart shoplifting type beat

[LYRICS]

[Chorus]
come with me! let's frolic in the fields together
risk it all on one endeavor, free of all bullshit forever
it's easy! yeah the city is such a bummer
do you want to waste your summer? pop this shit and let's get dumber

[Post-Chorus]
and we're simply not built for responsibility
yeah we're simply not fit for this grim society
yeah we're tired of feeling like our lives are fake
i deleted all my contacts, threw my phone in the lake

[Chorus]
so come with me! let's frolic in the fields together
risk it all on one endeavor, free of all bullshit forever
it's easy! yeah the city is such a bummer
do you want to waste your summer? pop this shit and let's get dumber

[Post-Chorus 2]
it's not like we can be productive anyway

[Bridge]
deleted all my contacts, threw my phone in the lake
i'm tired of feeling like my life is fake, i
pooled all of my savings and i hopped on a train, yeah
i can't shake the feeling that my life is fake, i'm
half asleep and lookin out the window at the rain
yeah the feeling's waning, i can anticipate yeah
i jumped out of the window and right into the glade
yeah i can't dawdle now, there's a new life to make

[Chorus]
so come with me! let's frolic in the fields together
risk it all on one endeavor, free of all bullshit forever
it's easy! yeah the city is such a bummer
do you want to waste your summer? pop this shit and let's get dumber

[Post-Chorus]
it's not like we can be productive anyway
and we're simply not built for responsibility
yeah we're simply not fit for this grim society
yeah let's go embrace our animality
don't you wanna go and shatter the social contract with me?

dogHOUSE & mentholgrrl - ESCAPE!

[the next thing]
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// cover of "Moving Target" by Do Nothing (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Haf0t47IjZc)
// originally made for MYOM 8, which you can buy on bandcamp to donate to the Minnesota Immigrant Rights Action Committee (https://ultrapop.bandcamp.com/album/make-your-own-music-vol-8-were-covered)
// this version is slightly different from the original myom release. I've sat on it for a while trying to get it perfect, but I have to accept my end product eventually xP I hope you enjoy, and more music coming soon <3
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we worked for a long time
now we're coming home with our heads in our hands
i am speaking in another language
so that you don't understand
you'll sneak around it or try and make it easy
try and say you knew it all along
it was so hard to open up my mouth
please don't undermine my resolve

i slipped out
and as soon i'd gotten to the street, i wish that I had stayed
and my phone didn't recognize my fingers
cause something critical had changed
i remember drinking with my friends
i remember nearly drowning in the bath
some people dress up and go and find the future
others just drool over the past

i'll check it over one more time
before I turn it into birdseed
wriggle out and leave behind
a shell for someone else to use

(it's been that i have to finish school for so long that i know there should be some relief afterwards, but i really know that's not true, cause it's just gonna become "i have to get a job", and then the next thing, and then the-)

double vision, sick and tired
what is it really? why is it alwaaays
a moving target? in and out
it should be easy, maybe you don't belong
BLURRY VISION, I'M SO TIRED
WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM? WHY IS IT ALWAAAYS
A MOVING TARGET? CASHING OUT
LIFE SHOULD BE EASY-

i know you've made it wrong
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2/?

Moving Target

first bugmush song yippee !!!!!!!!
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writing: @gupsemicolon, @micahcallari, @quququinny, @erismirror, @jessicamaywhat, @mentholgrrl, @fuckitimjem
production: @gupsemicolon, @micahcallari, @quququinny, @rhinozz
mastering: @micahcallari, @rhinozz
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[intro: gupsemicolon, Micah Callari]
bitch, i'm 'boutta crash out, i love to text and drive
this interstate too boring, need to watch some family guy
pedestrians are bonus points, i hit them with my car
flash your brights, i'll brake check you, i love insurance fraud (gup yourself, micah callari)

[chorus: gupsemicolon, Micah Callari]
bitch, i'm 'boutta crash out, i love to text and drive
this interstate too boring, need to watch some family guy
pedestrians are bonus points, i hit them with my car
flash your brights, i'll brake check you, i love insurance fraud

[verse 1: quququinny]
okay, garmin, crash out, i am drivin' fast now
90 on the freeway, road rage makes me lash out
run a red light and i'll brace for the impact
doggirl needs to t-bone, she's tryna have some car sex
i sext while i'm racin' down the highway
unless you drive fast, you best get outta my lane
drunk as fuck and speedin' down the backroads
swervin' left and right as i take my date back home

[verse 2: eris mirror]
it's a bugmush life, in the street it's on sight
i hate payin' taxes so i don't, yeah
i am not the biggest fan of the government
peter griffin on my phone, ah, to help me stomach it
you better come correct when you step into that hive
pull up with the hammers, no one's gettin' out alive
industry thinks that i'm a cash cow
but if you fool me twice, then i might just crash out
(twice, then i might just crash out) f-f-fool me twice, then i might just crash out
i can't sign to a label, my swag too different
my bag too heavy, they'd kill me! (f-f-fool me twice, then i might just crash out)

[verse 3: jessica may]
crash out, crash out, hit the wall, all smashed out
drivin' off all fast now, think i've blown my back out
back out, back out, goin' very fast now
beatin' like a heart but i'm not in my car now
stack out, stack out, insurance pourin' racks out
metaphor for tits but i ain't getting those out
pass out, pass out, everythin' is black now
drove so fast i passed out, think i had a crashout

[chorus: gupsemicolon, Micah Callari]
bitch, i'm 'boutta crash out, i love to text and drive
this interstate too boring, need to watch some family guy
pedestrians are bonus points, i hit them with my car
flash your brights, i'll brake check you, i love insurance fraud

[verse 4: mentholgrrl, Micah Callari]
family had a garmin when i was like five
got my learner's license but i don't know how to drive
plus that shit's long expired
let me be your designated driver
parking lot, parking lot, sledgehammer in the parking lot
i pull up on a cybertruck, i make that chassis crumple up
trunk cut a couple fingers off a lucky license holder
call me miss 808, 'cause yeah, i'm crashing out

[verse 5: Micah Callari]
out, out, out, out, out, get me out of this
house, house, house right now, i'm spiraling
down, down, down to the floor, goin' in, fallin' out like a wedding vow
i'm on the brink of somethin' that you've never seen before
a girl who saw her life get turned to shreds and then ignored
she sought for the pieces she saw others tear apart
"eureka!" she said, then they found her dead in her heart
(heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heart)

[verse 6: Jem]
cra— cra— crash out, ass stains on the dashboard
if you know me well, you'll never be bored
crash now, brain matter on a silver ford
i don't think i am anymore
this road head had the price of life
i go 95 and i learn to fly
crash out, car wreck with no survivors
'cause that fucking doggirl didn't turn on her blinkers

[outro: jellyroots]
no, no, be the bigger person, be the bigger person
i'm not gonna do that
i'm gonna hit you with my car, beep-beep!

CRASHOUT!!

dude this was buns ngl

lyrics:
i fuck a lot of money and i get a lot of bitches
when i was out in prison i was giving circumcisions 
thats how i learned that i got 14 inches
for yo bitch that like my big money riches

i got really big money and i am hella funny
store my money where i can bitch i'm hella chubby
i fuck who i can then i bounce like a bunny
you sick of me thats why your voice sound hella stuffy

we can go band for band or house for house
i got plants on my lawn so get the fuck out
i got d.e.a. agents asking "what the fuck u doin now"
i was always the best i never needed your vouch

i made a lot of careers from those who went against me
i know real well that you simply cannot best me
i'm simply to good for your peers
i make hella bops after that then i just disappear

the bullshit i make is really kind of funny
don't take it seriously or you gon end up like a dummy
i already did rhymes with funny
but fuck it i just really enjoy a lot of money

i like what i make except that i don't
i don't know what i'm saying i'm gonna choke
except this is a fluke i don't know what to do 
i'm just straight up making bars off the roof

off of the roof- off of the brains
i know you feelin dumb and i know you feelin lame
i make bars all you do is complain
being honest i just don't entertain 

lifes a circus and i'm the clown
but i make something better and all you do is frown
this clown money doing me hella rounds
clown money overfillin my bank account 






clanker

ultrapop beat battle august 21st 2025
prompt - Carly Rae Jepsen - I Really like You (acapella)
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art - https://bsky.app/profile/cco00oo.bsky.social/post/3lwn2w7e7r227

i really really really really really really really

vocals: @micahcallari, @socksedm, @mentholgrrl, @erismirror, @cilcxx
production: @socksedm, @micahcallari
mixing/mastering: @socksedm
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[intro: Micah Callari]
(S.P.F., S.E.X., never hear the end of it)
(I.O.U., over you but need you on my deathbed)
(S.P.F., S.E.X., never hear the end of it)
(I.O.U., over you but need you on my deathbed)
i don't want to want you
i don't need to need you
but i do anyway
why don't you go away?

[verse 1: Micah Callari]
i wait up, i lay down
i seek out the sunsets
and onset terror awaits
disaster lays in your wake
the tides change so suddenly
the current drives me out to see
that nobody else will help me
that's what you always tell me (tell me)

[chorus: socks.]
give me space
i can feel you looking at me whenever
sun hits my face
whenever dark turns to day
give me space
sunscreen never keeps it away
i feel the heat and the pain
but i still need you to stay with me

[verse 2: mentholgrrl]
sun gets in my eyes, when i go outside
sunscreen armor to battle, cause i'm unable to hide
never had a good tan in my life, yuh
maybe that's why i'm up all night, yuh
SPF 1000 just to text a friend
you're a superstar, but i want this pain to end, oh
try to meetcha on your level, try to get a little astral
keep on tryna be a part of your sky

[verse 3: eris mirror]
your sunlight burns my skin
un-un-unleashes something deep within
c-c-call to me (me)
break my chains (chains)
break this curse inside my brain
and i'm not gonna sleep tonight 
all the things you said, they linger in my mind
i wanna hear you say i'm the girl of your dreams
and when you look my way, i wanna know what it means

[chorus: socks.]
give me space
i can feel you looking at me whenever
sun hits my face
whenever dark turns to day
give me space
sunscreen never keeps it away
i feel the heat and the pain
but i still need you to stay with me

[breakdown: CILC]
please leave me alone, can't keep looking at my phone
skin on fire every single time i hear that text tone
you were s'posed to be there for me, you were s'posed to guide me
it's too bright to see, too hot to breathe, the sun has got inside me and it
burns, fuckin' hurts, it's red and peeling
hard to think in a thermal shock of feelings 
half the time i’m like i never wanna see you
so why do i still miss you if i’ll never need you

sunscreen

beat battle november 8st 2025
prompt - cover/remix/mashup
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Can of Bliss - ALLORNOTHING
100 gecs - 745 sticky
underscores, 8485 - your favorite sidekick
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art - https://bsky.app/profile/chocomint-null.bsky.social/post/3m2fdajynak2g

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