MO FUKKIN PURDUE AVE.

Memories (ft. Vails) (prod. Jake)

i wrote this one like 2 years ago for an ep that i never dropped….

lyrics:

man, lemme get back in my element
i’m back at d&b’s writing a track for the hell of it
i thought i needed cheese, but i was bad, nothing eloquent
next time lemme see before i strike myself a delegate

so, NEO! bring in the percussion
i need some robustissin
i’m coughing up a lung plus when i see her
i be fussin

geneva, foreign, something
a little out my gumption
the only thing i need is 808s to stay-a-punchin

oooh im like that, realer
then all of your favorite artists
i’m mike jack thriller

i promise to retain the knowledge
and strike back iller

Ten fold, you bold, man
i like that, killer


i’ll expand real wide 
like fallopian tubes

i can’t stand these guys
so i’m choking these dudes

i done planned my prize
see the podium stool

i can’t stand, i’m too high
imma choke down a few


got my girl name on my wrist 2 times
one of them for patience

other one cuz she sublime
she my main temptation

i can’t let a girl decide
if music worth my chasin

why would i ignore the sight
of my new congregation

red flags from my ex
got me checking location

shawty said i listen good
ecolocation

pass it to the left
don’t fuck up the rotation

now look off to the right
i’ll give you something to gaze in


chorus:
see, your boos mean nothing
cuz i’ve seen what makes you cheer

and your cheers mean nothing
if there’s not enough to hear

and money only something for
putting diamonds in your ear

so why reach out for something
when the shit i need is clear


it’s always: “move on, Chuck”
until i move on

then it’s: “please come back,
lemme hear one of your songs”

it makes me sick to
think just how long

i’ve spent trying to please
people that did me wrong


draw my future up and put it 
on the wall like hieroglyphs

picture this: skinny blondish boy
he bout to light a spliff

he ain’t never had no fuckin
views, he ain’t no viral kid

he still tryna work into the news
but ain’t no sight of it


but hold on little blondie
because you gon get yo payback

on every motherfucker that done
ever made you say that

you are not the one
you won’t ever sniff a maybach

when i come up bring the ones
that been wit me since way back 


chorus:
see, your boos mean nothing
cuz i’ve seen what makes you cheer

and your cheers mean nothing
if there’s not enough to hear

and money only something for
putting diamonds in your ear

so why reach out for something
when the shit i need is clear

RICK SANCHEZ (prod. NEO!)

Man these pussies gonna fall, they ain’t really in it 
Instrumentals I just maul, in they minds imprintin
Egos gonna be appalled, I’m so young and winnin 
No kid you a lil small, we ain’t ever twining 

Not assisted, maybe just a lil gifted 
I’m just really lifted 
They can’t read the hieroglyphics
They life is horrific 
To they eyes I’m like a mystic 
I just chased terrific 
While they never chased specifics 

I just gloat, cause I’ve seen that I am dope
People see me like the pope, I move at a upward slope
I mean, damn bro
Make art like Van Gogh 
Crazy like Orlando, brown

I’m really a handful 
I just take a stroll, and I take a toke, it’s my antidote, fill my lungs up then I float, 
I just envision me being seated with the goats, 
So I keep looking strait it’s dead in my scope, man I 

Man I know I’m seein it all come around
I will keep reaching for the new unique sounds
All these lil bitches pressin copy paste, wild
When it comes to novelty, I’m wearing 20 crowns
 
I can see it all in my future
I just hit pit maneuvers
While they in strait manure 
They seem just strait nurtured 
Why girls wanna give me cooter 
My brain is like a computer 
I never needed no damn tutor

Manifested Being

Manifested Being (Prod. By TripleSixDelete)

Ghostu:

The pictures on the walls are speaking tonight

I see 4 sets of eyes, some human,
Some are creature like

The bigger picture always passed off as a featured rite

The strongest eyes are ones enclosed in the deepest Light


See the people all in pain but they won’t listen to us

When we say that we control the things they script in to Us

Letters on the side they’ll never see like a tour bus

The synths on this beat speak more than lost tales of True lust


Gone yeah i’m gone, yeah you got it? no you didn’t

Gone in a second, gone in an instant

Gone like the wind and my soul won’t rescind til the day We all sin for an instance


If i lost my roots then i’ll go back i must’ve missed it

The only thing i see is seven trees in the distance

The only thing i want is seven me’s in existence

Then maybe i won’t feel alone, dumb and different

Rin:

Got it all but lost my might
New location
Saving us all from our fall 
Loss of nation
But hide your tail
Be At your station
Dedicate yourself to it
Please lock your pain in

Don’t need the bag-Then-why are you here 
No time off
Don’t waste our dime
When we own you
You’re on our line
Answer that call 
And come on in
Let us drain any
oxygen 
Till your dry
No retirement 
Old man sitting 
with a pen

I cant seem to write
Say i lack dedication 
No thats not right
I’m hearing sensations
Not another groupie
I’ve just grown impatient 
Angels falling flight
Demons incantation

ceiling light (Prod. Tem3nos) (Feat. Ghostu & Rin)

Chorus: 
Havent been this high in a minute 
Seeing the stars and the visions
Going where you want in an instant 
Passing my stars with a quickness

Tem3nos:
Everyday is the same
Just wake up to get paid
Go home try to break out of this fuckin cage 
Losin friends, cant explain 
Wouldn’t understand a thing 
I just can’t live a normal life that isn’t for me 

So I will do what I must 
Will always just adjust 
I barely talk to anyone it’s hard for me to trust 
For years I’ve just discussed 
A new side of me I lust 
Like the koolaid man, the wall blockin me I will just bust 

Chorus:
Havent been this high in a minute 
Seeing the stars and the visions
Going where you want in an instant 
Passing my stars with a quickness

Rin:
Make me up 
a diamond pice
My mentality 
at peace
Feelings up
 inside of me
Come on down 
were highering
Filling your cups, 
what do you want
Gotta get bread
So that we stay up
Drowning deep in debt
its never gonna stop
Ill be that stop
Corporations 
Swallow me
Taking all
My energy 
I am just
A center piece
Another cog
In a machine
Just a centerpiece 
Just a cog in a machine
Everyone is suffering

Chorus:
Havent been this high in a minute 
Seeing the stars and the visions
Going where you want in an instant 
Passing my stars with a quickness

Ghostu:
misconstrued as a poser
i hope you know that don’t mean shit to me

pick and choose who i’m close to 
said you real, it smell like piss to me

waiting for the day that you might see me fucking cop out

i popped out
i’m pat mahomes, i sent them on the hot route

i let it out, fuck all the stuff inside
they hate me either way

they want my want soul, they want my drive
they wish they said the shit i say

drift away like paper planes
then crash and burn
that’s i what crave

ignore you bitches like sasuke
ain’t got time for your shit today

Unyielding Patterns (Prod. Tem3nos) (Feat. Tem3nos, Rin & Ghostu)

LYRICS:
Girl we know we need each other, let’s just defuse 
Neither of us want to do this 
You’re my world you’re the reason that I stay unconfused 
I’m sorry when Im bein a dick 
But I’m lost in thought and battling my own shit, I’m consumed
I know that’s just excuses 
I need to be the person that you know you can come to 
Before we gonna lose it 

I don’t want to leave everything we have 
We can make this so much better then the last 
Blind only when I don’t have my other half 
We can make this all just slip strait in the past 

I don’t want to believe that it might end
My words are never meant to hurt I’m sorry they might offend 
I don’t want to believe that it might end 
Whatever we need to do to try to find amends 
I don’t want to believe that it might end 
You are so much more then just my friend 
I don’t want you to leave on my hands, I don’t want you to leave on my hands

I don’t want to leave everything we have 
We can make this so much better then the last 
Blind only when I don’t have my other half 
We can make this all just slip strait in the past 

To those who listen, love ya'll sexy mfs

Fractured Halves

i really wanna live the dream life, shit but it turns out <3

lyrics: 
this is everything I have I don’t know if this gon work out,
I really wanna live the dream life shit but it turns out,
I don’t know what I want but what if this does work out,
maybe I could help my parents so they never have work now,

up inside my head the voices yea they tell me to stop,
there’s a lack of understanding they don’t know this is all I got,
It really makes me think who would I be without this shit,
maybe lost in my life, without this music I would not be shit,

I started two years ago, I progressed a bit ,
and I lost A couple friends on the way but it is what it is,
to the people I have now sorry for being so distant,


I can’t find myself so I made it my life mission,
seek out for help find somebody to listen,
all I see is flaws in myself how I fix this?
I rely on smoke at night to get me to the next day,
without it, it’s like kryptonite it bites me on my worst days,
I don’t drop enough so I gotta up the work rate,

she said I don’t see no flaws you don’t need fucking fixing,
I know you feel lost I can join u with ur mission,
I know that it’s hard living life with addictions


make ur last wish drop the penny in the fountain
we been climbing too long to drop up off this mountain
i been here im soon gone, eighteen years im counting,

I can’t find myself so I made it my life mission,
seek out for help find somebody to listen

this is everything I have I don’t know if this gon work out,
I really wanna live the dream life shit but it turns out,
I don’t know what I want but what if this does work out,
maybe I could help my parents so they never have work now,

up inside my head the voices yea they tell me to stop,
there’s a lack of understanding they don’t know this is all I got,
It really makes me think who would I be without this shit,
maybe lost in my life, without this music I would not be shit,

life mission [michael harrison]

Crystal Mind

Produced by me
Mixed and mastered by me

A voice note from 4am in 2016, the first synth-pop song I ever produced in a DAW using VSTs when I was 14, a song I wrote inspired by Breathe Carolina when I was 19, plus some extra beats I produced in Japan in 2021 
💜💜💜

Lyrics:

It's 4 am, you know I adore you
I really need to sleep, but you're always in my dreams
You, my feelings for you
I'm giving up my feelings for you
They leave me incomplete, from both lack and oversleep
It's 4 am, you know I adore you
I really need to sleep, but you're always in my dreams
I'm giving up my feelings for you
They leave me incomplete, from both lack and oversleep
I wake up, hardly able to speak to myself

And it's you and this city, that shine brighter than the sun
If I'm not one too many, then we're not already done
And I can't say much for you...
And I can't replay what we've already been through

It's a little too much, when you say it like that
But not for me, yeah
It's never enough, when you play it like that
But not for me, yeah

And it's you, you I'll leave behind
You and your crystal mind

They can't order me to stop dreaming

And it's all of the silence, that reflects the broken past
If it's already finished, then why would I turn back?
And I can't say much for you
And I can't tell you what you've never been through

© Shipwreck City Records 2024 
Vocals and lyrics published by Strung Out Songs / Sony Music Publishing 2024

Crystal Mind

Crystal Mind (Prod. Dreamsi)

Sad chill - https://youtu.be/D5nlv64abY0?si=AyfLKLpZt0bGqaF2

lyrics ⬇️

crashin in a whole nother land
maybe this was not part of the plan
baby i just wanna hold your hand
way too long for me to even wanna let go

oh i wish you could understand 
but nothing that i do could make you really understand how

every person after you is worse off
and they wish they never met me in the first place

knock down
everysingle picture frame that im in
what about
all of those big diamonds and the necklaces
time out
cant you look at all those messages?
shy now
how could you become my nemesis 

no dont go
blue flowers remind me of you
yea i wish now days you didnt think i was rude

yea well ever since i left you, you dont want anything to do
with me
never got to even really see
our full potential could be
nothing cuz you had to leave me

why you always up in my mind
so long i bet you don’t recognize 
who i became when you had left
im barley the same but you wont check

Long nights i was locked up in my room
Like prom night, thought i had nothing i could lose
then i lost it all the second that you walked away
so now i hold my breath every songle other day

i wish that we got to go to the beach
let down never got to see the sea
never rest now
our love is lost like a receit
youre not nothing to me
but i hope one day we could work out

shy now (yunnygoldz)

living without you - p!nkcasperr, soLuvSig ft. mitoriasa (prodsecre, heyrick)

[he4vy]
(i still manage with the pressure i feel
you could never even get that
only time im good is off of the pills
they help me with the get back)
i still manage with the pressure i feel
you could never even get that
only time im good is off of the pills 
they help me with the get back
jet lag
flight again i get that
pay me just to pop out
dont expect less
thats my petty interest
no i never get rest
do it til i hit check

[nallie]
baby your love was so electric
turns out it was parasitic
makin bad decisions
mental re envision
words hurt they cut me like incisions
diamonds gonna glisten
i dont want you please just listen
cuts that get so deep i think i finally need some stitches 
glad its all over cause im sick of all your bitchin

préssure w/ nallie (toyema)

mix the pills with all the weed i feel so mental
with all this weight, upon my back, it’s monumental 
i feel hysteria, it’s fundamental
my lungs tearing up, i need settle 

chaos in totality
nothing in reality 
left me here in suffering 
left with no morality 
i been here since nearly three
and i’m just taking everything 
hoping i’ll find something 
to help me with my anxiety 

don’t you help me up 
when i’m down, i’m stuck  
in a place i’m numb 
from the lack of touch 

somewhere else inside my notes i escape
my lyrics jot down tryna take my place
rather not socialize i go to my own space
i just hate everyone they’re only tryna take

(2x)
don’t you help me up 
when i’m down, i’m stuck  
in a place i’m numb 
from the lack of touch

touch (CRCL)

waste my time ft. noah thomas

prod. siemspark & hiiidrax
https://open.spotify.com/track/329mKTGRXSwzdh7VbNVrkn?si=7dN3x_B6TjKl0CLmAIgFbA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A699LmLPhDqU2lmrefnPfcJ

there u go ft. 44cats (siemspark)

a consequence of lack of caring
is all i know 
i gave it up  and tracked the hours
still its at my throat

i guess that im not surprised
given my situation
i know he didnt survive
should’ve been education

it didn’t take too long
where did we go wrong baby
guess i’m not that strong
i guess better im gone 

save me 

so why am i so cold
inside
i wanna break my bones
it’s time 
that i take control
i don’t need it
but i can’t let go
i can’t let go
i feel so cold
inside
i wanna break my bones
it’s time 
that i take control
i don’t need it
but i can’t let go
i can’t let go
and i feel so cold

ceiling light (Prod. Tem3nos) (Feat. Ghostu & Rin)

Purdue Ave.

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