i can't hold on forever,
this feeling of misery won't disappear,
i promised it would be us forever,
but don't cry your eyes out, save your tears

no matter what i'll always be a burden,
i've tried for so long to be something else,
nothing's getting better i'm always hurting,
i'm scared because nothing helps

i don't want to live like this,
i'm alone why can't you see,
i'm the one nobody will miss,
i'll lay in bed crying why me? why me?

there's a lot going on in my brain
the joy in me became nothing but pain,
how much more do i have to take,
before i finally break

no matter what i'll always be a burden,
i've tried for so long to be something else,
nothing's getting better i'm always hurting,
i'm scared because nothing helps

kyozthy - misery

i don't wanna be here anymore,
but i can't seem to get out of this place,
all the thoughts that i try to ignore,
i'm afraid there is no escape

everyday's a battle i have to keep on fighting,
and i'm scared because i know i'll lose one day,
i'll fail again after trying,
and i know it will drive you away

i can't seem to forget,
all these haunting memories,
i've lost everyone it's only me left,
but i'm my own worst enemy

mourning the death of the child,
the child that i once was,
spending every night,
wishing on a star

everyday's a battle i have to keep on fighting,
and i'm scared because i know i'll lose one day,
i'll fail again after trying,
and i know it will drive you away

worst enemy

i don’t wanna bother anyone,
i think i’ll just hide it,
i hate who i’ve become,
more than i could admit

my chest is filled with pain and sorrow,
knowing i might now make it tomorrow,
i’m so tired of waking up with fear,
just like i did yesterday

how could you be proud of me?
when nothing i do is ever right,
i’m begging and i’m on my knees,
but not even heaven know i tried

it feels like a nightmare and it always hurts,
the nights are becoming longer and colder,
life is so unfair and i hate this world,
right now i can’t see myself getting older

i haven’t brushed my teeth in a couple of days,
no matter how much i try nothing ever goes my way,
i can't get anything done it just goes to waste,
i'm trying to be happy but i'm so full of hate

how could you be proud of me?
when nothing i do is ever right,
i'm begging and i am on my knees,
but not even heaven knows i tried

not even heaven knows i tried

i’m failing everything,
there is no hope for me,
and it’s destroying me,
it’s destroying me

i can’t stop crying,
i’m so tired,
i just want to die,
i’ll just say goodbye

i hate everything with myself,
i just want to be someone else, 
and it’s ruining me,
and it’s ruining me

nothing helps anymore,
like it did before,
my head’s a war,
my head’s a war

all these these unpleasant dreams,
makes me lose sleep,
and i lose another friend,
how worse can it get

i hate everything with myself,
i just want to be someone else, 
and it’s ruining me,
and it’s ruining me

i’m failing everything,
there is no hope for me,
and it’s destroying me,
it’s destroying me

my head's a war

the dark is slowly getting to me,
filling up my whole body,
now i'm just taking up space,
i don't wanna be here one more day

i’ll stare at myself in the mirror,
where did it all go wrong,
cuz i don’t feel like myself anymore,
i just want to go where i belong

this war is getting hard to fight,
and i don't wanna give it one more try,
it's getting harder to speak,
they don't know they're losing me

i'm rude and weak,
and all i do is weep,
why do you love me?
why do you care for me?

but i don't want to see you go,
and it hurts more than it shows,
i'm trying to be there for you,
i'm trying to stick around for you

this war is getting hard to fight,
and i don't wanna give it one more try,
it's getting harder to speak,
they don't know they're losing me

they don't know that they're losing me

i wish i could fix all my past mistakes,
but there are things we cannot erase,
when i say i’m sorry know that i truly mean it,
cuz i tear myself apart because of the guilt

this war that i’m fighting, i cannot win,
i don’t know how much i have left, but it won’t be long
will i still get into heaven after all my sins,
if there’s a god please forgive me for what i’ve done

i feel like i have the whole world on my shoulders,
cuz i know i mess up time after time,
i know i promised that it would get better,
but this time i think the end is nearby

i’m trying my best to be perfect,
i’m giving all i got, but it’s never enough,
and i feel so worthless underneath the surface,
and i just want everything to stop

this war that i’m fighting, i cannot win,
i don’t know how much i have left, but it won’t be long
will i still get into heaven after all my sins,
if there’s a god please forgive me for what i’ve done

past mistakes

oh when i look the mirror,
each broken piece reflect the pain inside of me,
as i’m bleedin out i can hear myself whisper,
mother, father, are you still proud of me?

i should’ve listen to the angel on my shoulder,
but i made a deal with the devil in disguise
now i’m withering away like a fading flower,
and everyday is a war i don’t know if i will survive

with every passing day, i slowly lose this battle,
i don’t know what’s worth fighting for,
they always say that ”god loves you”,
but i’ve realized not enough to save you

this broken record, it repeats in my head,
what happened to the song i’ve been longing to hear,
echoes of laughter, haunts my mind,
it won’t stop no matter how hard i try

the world around me begins to falling apart,
and you can’t fix what is broken,
when every piece is missing a part,
from what you’ve stolen

with every passing day, i slowly lose this battle,
i don’t know what’s worth fighting for,
they always say that ”god loves you”,
but i’ve realized not enough to save you

devil in disguise

i can't hold on forever,
this feeling of misery won't disappear,
i promised it would be us forever,
but don't cry your eyes out, save your tears

no matter what i'll always be a burden,
i've tried for so long to be something else,
nothing's getting better i'm always hurting,
i'm scared because nothing helps

i don't want to live like this,
i'm alone why can't you see,
i'm the one nobody will miss,
i'll lay in bed crying why me? why me?

there's a lot going on in my brain
the joy in me became nothing but pain,
how much more do i have to take,
before i finally break

no matter what i'll always be a burden,
i've tried for so long to be something else,
nothing's getting better i'm always hurting,
i'm scared because nothing helps

to be something else,
nothing’s getting better,
i’m scared,
nothing’s getting better

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