ruth is my adlib

i'm a bastard

prod. abstract

Bastard

Bastard prod. idk who but it was not me
Schophrenia prod. karasama
Think of me prod. simoon
I'll see you in my dreams prod. pureshame

Think Of Me Prod simooon

What Am I Suppose To Do - Aftced + Pureshame

You look better next to me - Aftced and Pureshame

(prod.SHVRS)

God Created Man, Man Created Death

Was i worth your time or am i just a distraction i've been losing my mind without your attraction 

what was the point of this what was the point of us i just wish i didn't miss the feeling of abyss the feeling of this it hurts so much i crush my bones and shattered to bits where were you when i needed it i needed you now were lost both me and you we drift or is it you and i, i only ever wanted to die 

Was i worth your time or am i just a distraction i've been losing my mind without your attraction

WeCantKeepDoingThis

This ep is only vocals all thoughs noise you hear that sound like a beat was me and mostly cody 

WANT FROM ME

YOU'RE GONE

COMPRESSED W AFTCED + YANVIKTOR

Rain Hell ft. yungicystar

prod. stonedeluxe

oh you treat me like i'm a monster 
a monster an outcast all alone
alone
without you i am lost
i'm lost
oh you treat me like a monster
like a monster
oh you treat me like a monster

M0N$T3R

she never sent me her lyrics so uhh yeah, also the cover was made by both of us lol
prod.xeltxrx!

Meant to die (ft. cora CHANCE)

level_1

level_2

PROD. XELTXRX X JACK$ON
Level_5
it's like everytime i speak i fucking break down they think that i am weak until break out 
(convergence)
the deeper you more you will see i can't breathe because they wanna murder me 

you're burning down your mental stability nobody will fucking listen if your lacking in ability 

take me off the map so that i can fuckin sleep 

they keep beggin me to rap i refuse to follow i am not a sheep 

i'm ashamed of who i've become 
they tore me down in my own kingdom
take away my crown 
everything i was
take me away, bitch hit me with a bus

oh ah
oh ah x2
 
all alone 
all alone

level_5

(prod.throwaway)

is this the part were i should feel whole were i should feel sane pureshame fully complete in reality i don't think i'll ever be normal from your perspective... fuck

serendipity it's like without you i can't fuckin breathe do you feel any empathy or are you just momentary, momentary serendipity can you take me away from here because there's no one other then you that i would rather be near 
serendipity it's like without you i can't fuckin breathe do you feel any empathy 

excuse me is there anyway i can leave this hellish nightmare or am i just stuck here forever 

serendipity it's like without you i can't fuckin breathe do you feel any empathy or are you just momentary, momentary serendipity can you take me away from here because there's no one other then you that i would rather be near 
serendipity it's like without you i can't fuckin breathe do you feel any empathy 


level_6

thank you jay3r and zo for the vocals that are not me

Level_3

(Prod. Rama Low)

mary j blige slept with danny boy when he was 15 he kept it in the closet till he turned 43 murder was the case but between me and U i think this world is fucked because nobody gave a damn about his view woah i don't why we let these people breathe i don't know why we let these people sleep i don't know why we idolizing superstars everyday of the week when every human is weak 
when every human is weak 

i been isolated because all my friends are heavily setaded they can't get away from alchohal or fuckin shrooms depression keep on lurkin inside everyones rooms it's in everyones rooms my god gave me free will just for me to use that shit as an excuse to be an animal honestly humans are an anomoly people lettin crazy shit go dependin on the gender or that individuals agenda 

pure what the fuck is wrong with you, i told you that you won't get better if you stick to the same shit and here you are back at your roots talking about irrelevant shit nobody cares about stop leaking information you are not katt williams no one will listen to you YOU CAN'T IGNORE ME 

it's like i can't make no fuckin moves without investigating rappers eddison sent revenge porn to spidergang only one person spoke out his name was stoneman so they kicked out the mason and told him kick rocks they claimed his shit and yet nobody cared like how am i supposed feel comfort in money moves if money only ever consumes these artist these rappers these singers and shit people we listen to would bleed out and sell there soul for a flic betray there brothers for a chick put a knife in there dads if even means a bigger a check i like i don't understand how i'm supposed to move if i keep sinkin in sand how i'm supposed to move if i'm betrayed by man looking for solid people is worse then supply and demand 

damn

Level_4

ProdLMG

rot rot rot away
you take my heart from me (x2)

is this where i was supposed to be?

rot rot rot rot 
rot away 
is this where i'm supposed be 
i feel like i got a lobodomy 
like there's something wrong
like there's something wrong 
and i can't seem to breathe 
with your foot on my throat 
foot on my throat 

is this where i'm supposed be 
where i'm supposed be 

rot rot rot away
you take my heart from me (x2)

Exit 2, Yellow with pointed teeth

Exit 5

(prod.oxenbeats)

you're all i see (x2)

is it bad the way i waste my time
is it bad the way i-

i can't stop can't waste a move 
i can't break away 
can't waste a move
i gotta get the fuck out of my head 
before i waste and rot 
before track 1 is the only spot 
before i burn out with my neck inside a knot 
i'm stuck in second place 
my brain is melting down with my fuckin face 

and it seems that i cannot get out of here 
'cause every door leads into another fear
because my heart will slowly dissapear 
and i have gone insane without you here
and i am not the same when you're not here
and i have gone insane without you here
and i am not the same when you're not here
and i have gone insane without you here

i watched you fly away 
fly away from me

(explanation for the meaning behind "phase 1")


Exit 4 Version Three lmao

ProdLMG

𝔂𝓸𝓾'𝓻𝓮 𝓼𝓾𝓹𝓹𝓸𝓼𝓮𝓭 𝓽𝓸 𝓫𝓮 𝓶𝔂 𝓰𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓽𝓮𝓼𝓽 𝓼𝓸𝓵𝓭𝓲𝓮𝓻

you're a beautiful human being 
and i'm not worth it
you're doing well
and i'm not worth it    (I'M SO SORRY FOR WHAT I'VE BECOME)
i am proud of you
and i'm not worth it
you're a beautiful human being 
and i'm not worth it

(and i'm not worth it)

peel off my skin

revealing all my sin

break all my bones

see what's in my tone 

there's no room for failure

and yet i fail again 

yet i fail again

(yet i fail again)

𝔂𝓸𝓾'𝓻𝓮 𝓼𝓾𝓹𝓹𝓸𝓼𝓮𝓭 𝓽𝓸 𝓫𝓮 𝓶𝔂 𝓰𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓽𝓮𝓼𝓽 𝓼𝓸𝓵𝓭𝓲𝓮𝓻

I'M SO SORRY FOR WHAT I'VE BECOME

Exit 1 [i can't escape]

I did not add the lyrics here bc blast didn't send his lyrics to me lol

(prod. jigokushine)

Exit 3, Drift ft. blast

(Prod. GalacticMew)

spent my time at the hand of god 
i spit rhyme 
killed my fascade 
i broke it down to many times 
but nothing changes what i did 
no nothing changes how it went 

i feel you watching me 
i reach out desperately 

3+* 
plus me plus you
i feel that this is wrong
and i know you feel it to
you're destroying me

but you like it that way..
you admitted that you like it that way..

i wish i knew how many times 
you'll beat it into my skull
you'll beat me until my eyes are null 
i'm in love

(random nbz tags)

(I DID HAVE FUN HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH)

spent my time at the hand of god 
i spit rhyme 
killed my fascade 
i broke it down to many times 
but nothing changes what i did 
no nothing changes how it went 

i feel you watching me 
i reach out desperately 

3+* 
plus me plus you
i feel that this is wrong
and i know you feel it to
you're destroying me

YOUR_A_STAR

(prod.soulmate2k)

(nbz tags)

it doesn't matter how hard i try
i know you want me to die
and maybe i feel the same 

why don't you call me by my name?
(maybe i feel the same)

lost my soul at the face of god/took my love with my fascade
-------------------------------------------------
YOU ACT LIKE I ASKED FOR ANY OF THIS!?!?

you SICK peice of shit you're emotionless 

my eyes grow null 
as you get inside my head
i feel you crawl around even tho you are dead..

plus

(prod.soulmate2k)

take you to the moon
i could take you were you want
tell you somethin soon
i'm gon' tell you what you want
i know what you like 
not gon' treat you like no thot

darlin this is wrong.. the type of shit that she said .

baby i love you but can you please get out my head,
baby i love you but at this rate i'm gon' be dead

..but you like it that way

TELL ME YOU DON'T LIKE IT THAT WAY!!! 

break me down
take me out
there's something wrong with your snout
take me out 
i'm love

take you to the moon
i could take you were you want
tell you somethin soon
i'm gon' tell you what you
i know what you like 
not gon' treat you like no thot

darlin this is wrong.. the type of shit that she said .

baby i love you but can you please get out my head,
baby i love you but at this rate i'm gon' be dead

i know this wrong.. i don't care.

(prod.neverl0se)

i let you tear me apart
let you see what's inside my heart
i saw what you had put inside of me 
you built my animosity 

curled up in a bath tub 
just lying there
with a toaster sitting near
i don't know why i haven't done it yet
maybe i'm consumed with fear

(inhale)

i let you tear me apart
let you see what's inside my heart
i saw what you had put inside of me 
you built my animosity 

i let you tear me apart
i saw what you had put inside of me

animosity

(prod.saint mike)

i'll try to make this alright
i'll die.. to make this alright

why won't you shine
you're bright
my firefly 
tends to activate
my fight or flight (x2)

i'm afraid
i know what you'll think of me..

and i can't bare 
the thought of losing her
i'm losing her

i'll try to make this alright
i'll die.. to make this alright

I don't think you love me

(prod.saintmike)

you were my 
internal conduit 

i can't lie 
it hurt watching you die..

(vampra)

feel like i'm just 
going through the motions
all my days the same
swear i hate 
the way that you be looking at me
gaze it hurts

fuckin with me 
swear that you just fuckin with me 
i want you to rock w me
maybe you could die right by my side
wont be alone

i don't think i could name 1 thing 
that i hate about you
girl i swear you in my head 
like i just went and caught thee flue
woahhh i dont wanna goooo 
i dont really knowww
why i keep on fuckin with all of these 
hoooes

feel like i'm just 
going through the motions
all my days the same
swear i hate 
the way that you be looking at me
gaze it hurts

fuckin with me 
swear that you just fuckin with me 
i want you to rock w me
maybe you could die right by my side
wont be alo-

(pure again :1)

you were my 
internal conduit 

i can't lie 
it hurt watching you die..

insulation (ft. vampra)

(prod. gusuck)

where's my angel?

how dare you
put your life 
in my hands

in my hands.. hands..

i'll go m i a
just to see you say i'm right
see you say i'm right
just to see you say i'm right

(sn8kebytez)

i've been hidin' in the catacombs
hopin' that no one will find me 
until my muscles meld into the ground below
'cause i've grown so tired of fighting
you left me with an irish goodbye
said you needed to leave so your tears could dry divinely
and i'm wonderin', "why me?"
took my heart when you left
the whole air filled with jealousy
my life in your hands, i fell for a fallacy
you said i was your angel, i said you were my guard
but i guess that i didn't notice that i took us too far
far, far 

how dare you
put your life 
in my hands

in my hands.. hands..

i'll go m i a
just to see you say i'm right
see you say i'm right
just to see you say i'm right

my angel (ft. sn8kebytez)

(prod. Yami's Sin)

how am i supposed to forgive you
after everything that you did

i can't even sleep 
when i hear them steps creek
i let you get to me
you're the reason that i am a freak 

god only knows what you did 
god won't get out my head
get out my head

i blame you for being why 
i wish i was dead

she tore me apart 
and it 
it was ruthless

i dance alone in the dark
my only friend from the start
how dare you rip us apart

you're ripping me
you're rippin me apart

i blame you for being why 
i wish i was dead

...

god won't you get out my head 

It was ruthless

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