The Upload

(prod. @mandemm & @emotionals)
ft. @yyuskee

[lyrics]
[@neoprada]
swear on your heart you didn't mean that
girl just look at what you've done
i'll grab my bag then lose my focus
have nowhere to fucking go 
i don't love you by the second girl i'm sorry, i'd love to tho
but i dunno what is real by all the lies that i've been told yeah

wanna stay up then stay up!
i get my bag then pay up
u wanna call? then say that :)
wanna go out i'll pay that
x2

[@yyuskee]
don't wanna waste no time. lets go
if u want me, then just say so
u got me feeling sum like i'm coming down
yeah, i'm feeling numb, i'm going dumb 
i'm tryna understand u more
but I just feel like it's not enough
try 2 hard and it's too much
i don't know just where to stop
what comes around goes around
if i fall down
would u call my phone now
cuz baby were soul bound

[@neoprada]
girl u know our love was toxic
we rushed right to my bed
could you just tell me where my heart is
maybe it is not that bad
i just wanna feel the same but i never feel the same
girl just look at what you've done
why did you always have to start shit? oh

swear on your heart you didn't mean that
girl just look at what you've done
i'll grab my bag then lose my focus
have nowhere to fucking go 
i don't love you by the second girl i'm sorry, i'd love to tho
but i dunno what is real by all the lies that i've been told yeah

wanna stay up then stay up!
i get my bag then pay up
u wanna call? then say that :)
wanna go out i'll pay that
x2

yeah, you'll make ur shit just to let it go flop
yeah where is the money i just can't get enough
aim at his brain and then it go n pop :D
how can i ever be something with you?
if enough is like, never enough? :(

i turn my back for you (i turn my back for you)
i gave my all for you (i gave my all for you)  
x2

wanna stay up then stay up!
i get my bag then pay up
u wanna call? then say that :)
wanna go out i'll pay that
x2

stay up ft. yuske (mandem + emotionals)

@kiraiu (also now on spotify and apple!)

porter robinson - look at the sky

sky featuring gumi

inspired by a real sequence of events!
produced by @hcqueenxo

beg 4 forgiveness (homecomingqueen)

now on all plats :D

gonna try droppin way more now sorry for the lag been goin thru it but

such a pretty song thx to every1 on it :) 

prod @prodsecretsss + @1wasterr

lyrics

@zixdown
cause im stressed out
i feel left out
i got 2much on my mind 2 forget now
what is left now?
put my head down
don't think that i got what it takes now
& i keep feening & feening 
am i awake ? or im dreaming?
your love i dont need it 
we just keep hiding secrets

i cant go on
i cant go on now
its been so long 
of you just doing me wrong
& i cant hold on 
write another song 
about how i cant move on str8 frm you

@nthnlastsforever
ure usin me2 makeurself so clever
w howitis udnt makeit anybttr :|
n ihateu 4ignoring all my letters
but w u around its ez2get severed
its2hrd 2kp a ground whrweare lvld :p
i thnk its settled,, wecant b 2gthr ((nonono notaftrthat))
if udnt meddle,, we'll staylikethis 4evr ((nonono we wntgobck))
u lft me alonfromtha start
so tl me howdu get so far ?.?
cuz now ureshining likeastar
i think our luv jusgon tearusaprt

@ddayso
i dont rlly need that 
maybe it was wrong timing
it feels like u never really listen 
when im talking
fall into my arms 
know how it feels to b broken 
& i know it gets hard
feel like takaki, ur akari
& im sorry 
know u hate it when the drugs up in my body
but i cant fucking take it 
when i feel like this so often 
it gets better when u talk to me

@whyhaze
walk of shame walking with a head down eyes closed
try so hard to get up just to slip up on the ice road 
u can tell me abt how ur disappointed ik 
barefoot on some thin glass hanging off a tight rope
ill just look at the sky from below for the last time
i wld say it was a good time but tbh i had a bad time
sad time my life just been a satire
feels like ive been driving on a lonely road with a flat tire

spotify

falling apart w/ yuna, ddayso & whyhaze (secretsss + wasterr)

Prod. Seren
Mix/Master. G0M1
Writing/Vocals. G0M1

(Lyrics)
Ya she is a fake girl
No thoughts of her own
Living in her own world
So pathetic, think that she's a rave girl
Stupid little princess
Boutta make your head swirl

Cut it up, ya we gotta double up
Put it in the case so they never know it's up
I try too much and too much I care
Weight of the world on my back I can't bare

Please don't call me
I have to block your number
Girl I am sorry
Sorry not sorry
Esg mansion don't get a invite to the party

(Don't get a invite to the party)
She's fake, Plastic like a Barbie
Need it now doing bumps off the car key
On the ground in the night like a zombie
(In the night like a zombie)
I ask you once, do you even want me?
I need it now
I'm going down
Help me out
(Help me out)
Can't stop these dreams
(They just keep on coming)
I just wanna sleep

Don't know where it went wrong
Call me evil for it 
Now the same shit what you on
Your so worthless, never had a purpose
Took the knife and rubbed in on the surface
3e making me look bleedy
Covered in blood but you still wanna be me
G0M1 on loop, the idol on your TV
Look in my eyes it's way more than 3D
(Look into My eyes you can't see me)
Everything changed once I was 20

Rave Girl (prod. Seren)

all the time + ggravee

all the time + ggravee (prod. camo)

shoutout to bayymack 
shoutout to kai boo

luvs a game + bayymack [kai boo]

Oxy n Lean w/ Jurxn (Depo)

ngl i did my vox in 2021 but anyways
@scrufff
@odel007

change direction 2022 remake w/ scruff (odel)

guitar by ttthou
needed to get this the fuck off my chest

home is where the heart is 
until a lie is at the door
and fire eats the floor of a place 
where I slept at
the place where I wept at

iris colored coffee 
getting lunch at wendys 
someone I said brother to alot
damn we just sat around in lots and talked
used to fuck around in class till ya pops got called 
this was our scene so I shot for you
I rocked with you
and what were you supposed to do? 
I feel for you but I just can’t say I understand
though youve always really been the better man
and maybe your motives were above my view
my faith in two
my friends know I dont fuck with you
and fuck you too 
i’ll regret putting these words into the world I know
but i’m putting it words cause thats all I know

utilizing what I learned from you but i’m leaving
I got people that love me for me 
no decieving there 
asking me to put out a song everyweek
ive never felt so accepted in anything

this is all so new to me
and i’m thankful for it
traded our history for my future i’m deciding
that if you try to take it from me 
then you’re an enemy and
we’re fighting

iris colored coffee

prod silo and @redhxrse
mixed by me and redhorse
mastered by redhorse
art by @ddbkm

like its the first of the month
i got a shoota too slumped
he steady keepin a gun
and he gon claim that he know me 
but he dont really know sean
pull up gon dart when he runs
my shootas do this for fun

yuh
like why am I takin this
gotta pill in my pocket I cant speak for shit
ive been acting fine but i can tell that u could see thru this
you pull up in tonkas with the fakest mf ricks


redhorse :
and he dont rly know me either
smith n wesson on the fool
ur girl wants me to see her
she making all the right moves
close the curtains and we get to working
this the life i live
get to smoking get to poppin
babe come join me lets get lit
going crazy do the dash
lifes too short so we live fast
going 90 on the highway
anything to not feel sad
racks on me tall like yao ming
but nowhere to spend it on
throw some bands on a fat ass
while im singing this song
they sleepin on me n sean
they dont know what we got coming
the truth dont lie we’re hard to come by
stay quiet while ur all stunting
bad bitches with the tonkas
best believe we goin in
jump in the pool the waters cool
just cant afford to give a shit
they tryna play me
but i’ll play u like its the first of the month
we’ll pinch n punch n run n gun u down
got no room for u cunts
fly as fuck like im the plane
but u know that i aint playing
see this all black fit
fresh from margiela from the maison

like its the first of the month
i got a shoota too slumped
he steady keepin a gun
and he gon claim that he know me 
but he dont really know sean
pull up gon dart when he runs
my shootas do this for fun

yuh
like why am I takin this
gotta pill in my pocket I cant speak for shit
ive been acting fine but i can tell that u could see thru this
you pull up in tonkas with the fakest mf ricks

slumped w/redhorse

can you hear me

Credits://
@heavenindaclouds
@baredex-522947753
@h45
@bodygaard

Notes://
I have no words...
I put so much effort into this song...
I'm glad i did...

Lyrics://
cursed to walk this earth but no one offers helping hands
pick up all the pieces i should really start again
get myself a job and try to make some fucking friends
scratch that, i don't want that, can you help me make a plan?

it might take some time but i think i could come around
i don't want to hand i feel depressive in and out
hope you understand what i be going through right now
cuz i cannot get a grip on what this shit is all about

assume you're always lying when you say you have my back
treat me like the others cuz i don't know how to act
working on my people skills but i just need some rest
waiting for the day when both my parents are impressed

b-974
i need 20 more
package at the door
tell me what you want
some one i adore
i need that for sure
who were you before
am i what you want?

1,2 just tell me what to do (3,4)
tell me where to move
tell me what to choose
you wont tell me what you want
anything at all, you know who to call

you know who to call
for anything at all
i can get it quick
yeah that's how we ball

pristine, magic
lights cam action
guess what happens
guess what happens
so tragic, black magic
my habits, so drastic

pissed off, captions always matching
i could never do this shit alone you make it happen
played a part in everything i did but then you vanished
couldn't fu-
couldn't help but think that i was average

used to cry while driving from my work going home (1,2,3,4)
i was 19 hoping i could have someone to hold
want to be the person people look up to the most
and i wouldn't mind dressing in designer, head to toe, no

not tryna be difficult
but i'll try to be a little less cynical now
a little less critical
if you were unsure would you risk it all? no

bodyGaard & 73x - Helping Hands (prod. heavn + baredex + bb)

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